To Raise a Soul

This kiss was not long, with a cautious and gentle taste.

Yu Zhen unconsciously held his breath, his eyes were still wide open, looking at Yin Yan's face that was close at hand.

Sensing his tension, Yin Yan opened his eyes, stepped back slowly, touched his eyes, and said, "Yu Zhen, I will retrieve my memory, just wait for me."

Yu Zhen came back to his senses, looked at his solemn and serious eyes, his heart softened little by little, and he was a little sour, and asked, "Why do you suddenly want to retrieve your memory? Obviously before..." Still eating own vinegar.

"Because I want to be with you better." Yin Yan moved his hand down and touched his face, learning to express himself, with soft eyes, "I don't want to miss any memories of being with you in the past."

Yu Zhen was stunned, a little dazed.

I don't want to miss any memory related to you... Yin Yan seems to have said similar things before he lost his memory.

With a tremor in his heart, he looked at Yin Yan again, looked into his warm and tolerant eyes, and couldn't help but grabbed his hand.

Not the same, the way this person loves himself is completely different from the way he loves him.

He also lost the memory of being together in the past. After he retrieved the memory of his previous life, he would only doubt Yin Yan's feelings for him.But Yin Yan, after being jealous for a short time, quickly decided to actively retrieve his memory.

It's just because I want to be with myself better, I want to take better care of myself, and I don't want to miss every little bit of being together, so I can quickly suppress the discomfort after amnesia, and decide to find the one with memory, A slightly unfamiliar self.

For Yin Yan now, how difficult it must be to make such a decision.

All because of him, just because of him.

Yu Zhen suddenly had a sore nose, grabbed Yin Yan's hand tightly, glanced at the plate of unsavory rabbit diced on the table from the corner of his eye, lowered his head to suppress his emotions, shook his head and said, "No, don't look for it deliberately, just let it be , the memories you don’t want to miss, I’ll tell you bit by bit, I’ll tell you everything, I won’t lie to you again this time.”

It is the same person with or without memory. As long as we can be together well, it doesn’t matter what we lose and what we gain. As long as this person is still there, as long as the relationship does not go far, he was struggling with something in the past. How could he be so naive? and selfish.

"You're already fine, no, it's because you're great." He leaned over and buried himself in Yin Yan's arms, relieved and some sour and swollen emotions kept surging up, making him feel light, and couldn't help it. I want to cry.

"You are so kind... I'm sorry, I made you worry, I don't think about it anymore, I don't think about it anymore, I know what you want to tell me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

I'm sorry, I've walked so many wrong paths, turned so many corners, and tossed you for so long before I finally figured it out, and finally understood how to be relieved and cherish the present moment.

"Master, you used to say that I was smart, you lied to me, I'm so stupid, I'm too stupid." He said, thinking of the self in his previous life who made his own way to follow the path of karma, his heart clenched tightly.

Shouldn't be, shouldn't be.

The words of those other people are not as important as the person in front of you, so what about gossip, when did the person in front of you care about them?

Yuzhen, how can you, how can you ignore the efforts of the person in front of you just because you are self-righteous, how can you ignore the efforts of the person in front of you, silently get into a dead end, walk out of the safe world he has propped up for you with great difficulty, and resolutely die.

Obviously, as long as you follow this person's arrangement, get rid of evil spirits, and take care of your body, you will be able to usher in rebirth.At that time, as the only disciple of Wentian Sect Master, what hatred can't be revenged, what hatred can't be eliminated?

He said it, he said that when you become strong, he will let you take revenge, how could you forget, how could you be self-serving and desperate just because of his status.

He has done so much for you, almost everyone questioned you because of you, you are going to die, what will he do?

"I'm sorry... Master, I'm sorry."

The guilt and self-blame hidden in the depths of his soul that had been buried for two lifetimes suddenly flooded up. He kept tightening his arms, hiding in the embrace that made him most at ease, and let out the emotions that were deeply suppressed in his heart. come out.

Yin Yan could sense his emotions, but he didn't know why these emotions came from him. He could only vaguely guess that he had probably suffered some great grievances in the past, and he failed to protect him well.

"It's okay." He hugged him and gently followed his back, trying to find the feeling of being a master, feeling shallow and a little sad.

It would be great if there were memories of the past, then at least when the person in his arms was so sad, he wouldn't even know how to comfort him.

He suddenly hated the self who erased his memory without authorization.

How could this be done? In this strange world, it was too cruel for Liu Yuzhen to bear the memories of the past that might not be so good by himself.

"I'm sorry." He bowed his head, raised his hand to hold the back of Yu Zhen's head, and hugged him even more tightly, "When I regain my memory this time, I... as a teacher will never make you so sad again, I'm sorry. "

The two apologized for their past selves, and what they were looking forward to in their hearts was the same future after rain and sunshine.

After crying for a while, Yu Zhen fell asleep again inexplicably. Yin Yan only thought that he was tired from crying. When he found that he fell asleep, he gently hugged him and put him back on the bed. He wiped his face carefully and sat on the edge of the bed to watch quietly. with him.

Yu Zhen knew clearly that he hadn't slept, and he knew what Yin Yan was doing, but he couldn't open his eyes, and couldn't control his body.

The consciousness seemed to be floating in the clouds, fluttering, and I don't know where it went. A gust of wind passed, and suddenly fell to the ground.

There is a big tree in front of you, no matter how you look at it, it looks familiar.

"Ancestor No. [-]?"

He heard his own voice, but could not sense his own presence

Another gust of wind passed by, and the big tree in front of him that had been fed by his merits and immortal energy suddenly bloomed with branches and flowers, and then the flowers withered quickly, and the fruits grew and matured in the blink of an eye. smell.

He was dumbfounded, and before he could react, on the tallest branch, a golden fruit that was completely different from the other small vermilion fruits suddenly fell off and fell straight towards him.

He reached out instinctively, but forgot that he couldn't sense his body now, and naturally he couldn't control his movements, so his consciousness swung high and he was hit in the face by the fruit.

"what!"

He suddenly opened his eyes and sat up, sensing the pseudo-celestial spirit stirring in his dantian, his heart froze, and he quickly sat cross-legged in meditation.

Yin Yan, who was sitting by the bed, saw him sitting up suddenly, and was just about to ask him if he had a nightmare, when he sensed a huge spiritual energy exploding from him, with auspicious signs of ripening fairy fruit, and frowned. Wrinkled, hurriedly got up and waved to lay down a barrier, and called out in a deep voice: "Nothingness!"

The white cat appeared, fell to the ground, and covered the entire room in his body, temporarily isolating the room from the world to the space.

One person and one cat responded in a timely manner, and the vision that appeared in the sky due to the ripening of the fairy fruit only appeared for a second and then quickly disappeared. Yin Yan glanced at the sky that had returned to normal outside the window, waved his hand to shake off the remaining spiritual energy and fairy fruit aura in the room, and stepped in. space.

In the space, Yu Zhen, who was sucked into nothingness, sat with his eyes closed in the sea of ​​flowers, his body was floating with immortal energy, aura and merit, and a Taoist golden seal loomed on the back of his heart, shining intermittently.

"Natural body?"

Yin Yan was surprised. He never expected Yu Zhen to have such a good fortune. He glanced at the colorful clouds above the space because of the ripeness of the fairy fruit, and closed his eyes and sat opposite Yu Zhen to protect him.

The body is very hot, and there is a very pure golden aura swimming in the body regularly, circle after circle, slowly absorbing the strength in the tendons, and then rushing towards the dantian.

The sea of ​​white flowers swayed wildly with excitement, and the suppressed evil spirit below was ready to move.

Yu Zhen frowned in distress, and made seals with his fingers again, trying to calm Huahai down and suppress the evil spirit.

[Relax your mind, let nature take its course, don't resist the consciousness in your body. 】

A familiar cool voice sounded in his head, Yu Zhen's mind cleared up, his mind was fixed, and he followed his instincts, no longer deliberately suppressing the restlessness of Huahai, trying to relax his mind and loosen the control over his dantian.

Swish.

The golden aura rushed into the dantian, and the sea of ​​flowers became more restless, and the evil spirit took advantage of the situation to counterattack fiercely.

【cycle. 】

cycle?What cycle?

[Guide the power to circulate in the Dantian Xiaozhou. 】

Yu Zhen did the same again, sank into consciousness, and began to try to control the entangled golden spiritual energy and restless immortal energy in his body.

Sensing his consciousness sinking, the evil spirit counterattacked more and more fiercely, trying to occupy his thoughts, erase his thoughts, and lure him into a demon.

Yu Zhen gritted his teeth to resist, and guided the power to move in the dantian bit by bit. Gradually, the golden aura stopped rushing in and out, and gathered together with the pseudo-immortal energy, turning into some golden light spots suspended above the sea of ​​flowers. The frequency "breathes".

The consciousness gradually relaxed, and with the "breathing", the counterattacking evil spirit seemed to be burned by something, distorted and vaporized bit by bit, and became black air masses, which were forced out of the body by the false immortal energy.

This feeling of descaling the body was so comfortable that Yu Zhen's expression unconsciously relaxed, no longer needing guidance, and instinctively began to "breathe" by himself.

I don't know how long it took, the golden light spot was exhausted, and the evil spirit "soil" under the sea of ​​flowers had only a shallow layer, revealing the meritorious power inside, and the bright white flowers on it seemed to have finally obtained the dream. The essential nutrients are absorbed by the golden light of merit, and the flowers are slowly dyed golden. From the bottom to the top, the veins of the petals change from white to gold.

Swish.

The last bit of golden light disappears, and the sea of ​​flowers returns to calm. Looking from the top down, the layers of bright white are smudged, and the bright golden lift is too beautiful.

Yu Zhen breathed out a foul breath, opened his eyes, and the golden light of merit exploded, burning away the evil spirit that was forced out of his body around him, calmly closed his posture, and looked at Yin Yan who stood up and came across.

"Master." He couldn't help but whisper intimately.

Yin Yan approached him, then missed him straight away, and went around behind him.

Yu Zhen was taken aback for a moment, and just as he was about to turn his head, Yin Yan pinned his head, and then his back collar was ripped open and pulled down.

The skin on the back of the neck was touched by the opponent's fingers, and Yu Zhen immediately thought about it, blushed and raised her hand to hook the front of the neck, and said shyly: "Master, if you do it here...wouldn't it be inappropriate... ..."

After all, the sky is on the ground, even if you are in the space, you don't have to worry about others seeing it, but the flowers and plants under your body don't seem to be too...

Snapped.

He was hit lightly on the head, and the collar that had been pulled down was put back again.

"You have just attained the Dao Body, you need to understand it carefully and don't think about it." Yin Yan turned to him again, bent down to look at him, then suddenly reached out and touched his head, saying: "You have done a good job."

He didn't know why Yu Zhen had the fairy fruit, nor how he made the fairy fruit mature, but he knew that from today on, Yu Zhen no longer had to worry about his identity as a demon.

Innate Dao Body, this is an identity recognized by the Dao of Heaven, and those things that other demons need to be scruples about, Yu Zhen can deal with at will, such as Tianlei.

For orthodox monks, being struck by lightning a few times while crossing the thunder calamity is actually a kind of cultivation.The heavenly thunder contains the laws of heaven, if grasped well, it will be of great benefit to cultivation.

Yu Zhen's body is too strong, he is born with evil spirits, and Tianlei is the nemesis of evil spirits, he only has killing intent on evil spirits, but does not help them.To cross the tribulation as an evil spirit, you can't be touched by Tianlei at all, otherwise, your cultivation base will regress at least, and your soul will be scattered at worst.

Now that Yu Zhen has achieved Taoism and has become an orthodox monk recognized by the Dao of Heaven, he no longer has to care about the things that demons need to worry about.

Breaking through the heart barrier, achieving the Dao body, and ripening the fairy fruit after only crying once, this is really... It really makes people don't know what to say.

Achieve Taoism?

Yu Zhen looked down at his body, but didn't find any difference from usual. He looked up at Yin Yan with pride and joy in his eyes, his mind was shaken, and he couldn't help stretching out his arms to hug his neck, and kissed him with his head up. up.

Although a little shy, but... I want to get close to him, I really want to.

Yin Yan's heart skipped a beat, he looked down at him, stretched out his hand to pull him up and hugged him tightly, and closed his eyes to respond.

The two of them spent two full days in retreat this time. Fortunately, Yu Zhen had called Yin Hexiang to ask for leave, and by the way, he also called Qiu Feiqian who was away on business, so the Yin family didn't find out that something was wrong.

After repairing, Yin Yan went back to work, and Yu Zhen followed him every step of the way, telling him stories.

"That's how we met. At that time, I was thrown into the abyss of misery by the elders to fend for myself. I almost died. You arrived in time and rescued me. My heart is directly enchanted."

Yu Zhen nestled on the sofa, taking out a pot of herbs from the turntable and fiddling with it while talking lightly, even with a relaxed smile on her face, she no longer felt uncomfortable with the bad memories of the past.

But he is not uncomfortable, it does not mean that Yin Yan is not uncomfortable.

Yin Yan never thought that the encounter between the two would be so bad. Frowning tightly, he got up and hugged him: "I'm sorry, you are right, Wen Tianzong has rotted from the root."

"That's what those elders messed up. It has nothing to do with you. When you were here, Wen Tianzong was a formal and famous sect." Yu Zhen hugged him back, rubbed his chest with a smile, "When you came to me You are so handsome, appearing in a white robe in the evil spirit, like a ball of light... It's a pity, I was too embarrassed at that time, and I didn't meet you with my best side."

Yin Yan stroked his hair, his eyes were complicated, and he didn't speak.

"Actually, I am very grateful for your coming. The elders left me in the abyss of misery to fend for myself. The purpose was to let me die by myself, so that you would not be affected by karma, but you still came and had an intersection with me. Take this cause and effect."

Yu Zhen looked up at him, and the love and dependence in his eyes were undisguised: "You don't have to come, if you don't come, you should have already ascended to immortality by now and lived a real fairy life."

He also thought this way when he was in the most pain, thinking that it would be fine if Yin Yan hadn't come to save him, but at that time he thought this way because he didn't want to live to suffer any more.But now he thinks this way because he doesn't want Yin Yan's smooth road to immortality to become so bumpy because of him.

His master is so good, he deserves the best.

Yin Yan shook his head, touched his eyes, and said, "No, I'm very happy that I can save you."

If he doesn't save him, how will he know that with this person in front of him, he will feel happy in whatever he does.

Yu Zhen's heart was almost blown away by his eyes, and she couldn't help rubbing her head against his chest again.

The two sat in silence for a while, and then Yin Yan sat back to work under Yu Zhen's urging, while Yu Zhen continued to play with flowers and plants, and only continued to tell the story of the past when they were resting.

Yu Zhen has lost her mind and is completely relieved, so when talking about the past, she focuses on how handsome Yin Yan was at that time, and she no longer feels pain.

And Yin Yan listened to those old events, and never let go of his frown. When he heard that he decided to go to the industry, he finally couldn't help throwing away the documents and lost his composure.

"What do you say you want to do?" He stood up, walked in front of Yu Zhen, put his hand on his shoulder, and bent over to approach him, "Those people deliberately stimulated you to force you to kill yourself, but you are really going to do it like this?" What do they mean? Yuzhen, if I had known that you were so impulsive, I should have locked you in the tower forever!"

This was the first time Yu Zhen saw Yin Yan showing his anger. With a trembling of his hand, he almost pinched off the whole herb in front of him. I regret it, really, I regret it, don't be angry."

Seeing him like this, Yin Yan tilted his head to forcefully suppress his emotions, lowered his tone, but still frowned, and said: "Next time when something happens, don't be so impulsive again, just bully others with irresponsible remarks, don't suppress those Emotions, keep torturing yourself."

Yu Zhen nodded frantically, stretched out her hand to comfort him and pulled him onto the sofa, and replied, "I know, you've told me all this, and I will never do this again, so don't be angry."

Yin Yan was not the kind of person who would lose his temper with someone close to him. He had restrained his emotions at this moment, sat down, raised his hand to touch his face, and asked, "I'm not mad at you... that karma road Have you left yet?"

Yu Zhen realized that she seemed to have dug a hole for herself, afraid that he would get angry again, and vaguely wanted to change the subject.

Yin Yan's eyes darkened, and he said, "Are you leaving?"

"I..." Yu Zhen glanced around guiltily, silently trying to escape.

Yin Yan's expression suddenly calmed down again, and he never let go of his hand touching his face, and said softly: "Of course you are gone, otherwise, how could there be immortal energy in your body, how could you and I become what we are now, become There are two strands of remnant souls."

Hearing what he said, Yu Zhen felt uncomfortable, slumped her shoulders and bowed her head, and said, "I'm sorry for causing you to become like this..."

Thinking back now, the figure he saw when he turned back at the end of Yehuo Road was probably not a hallucination, and the master really followed him at that time.

"You walked that way because I didn't take good care of you and didn't give you enough sense of security. This is my negligence." Yin Yan touched his face, thought of something, and asked again: "You said you were You left me a message when you decided to go on a career path, what did you leave at that time?"

The information left before he died must be very important, and he instinctively wanted to ask clearly.

message left?

The words she left at that time flashed through Yu Zhen's mind, her face blushed suddenly, she glanced at him, opened her mouth, but didn't utter a word.

Seeing his reaction, Yin Yan's heart skipped a beat. Guessing something, she leaned closer to him and asked in a low voice, "Yuzhen, tell me what you left."

"I..." Yu Zhen was warmed by his breath. I waited for a long time, and saw that he was getting lower and lower, almost pressing himself on the sofa, raising his hand to press his chest, his head became hot, and he was extremely ashamed Immediately angry, he replied: "What I left was 'I admire you, what about you', but you still have the nerve to ask, I have confessed to you for two lifetimes, and you haven't taken the initiative to say anything. fair!"

I admire you...

As if someone hammered heavily in his mind, Yin Yan suddenly frowned and pressed his forehead, various fragmentary images flashed in his mind one by one, his eyes looked at Yu Zhen, and after losing focus for a short time, they quickly closed back and stood up slightly , fixedly looked at Yu Zhen who was lying on the sofa, blushing with embarrassment and blushing, very energetic for a few seconds, his Adam's apple moved, and he lowered his head and kissed him vigorously.

Yu Zhen was caught off guard by the kiss, stunned, then struggled vigorously, and said in dissatisfaction between the kisses: "You are despicable! Don't try to fool around like this, you haven't confessed your confession in two lifetimes, let me guess in this lifetime , you... um, no kissing! I want to divorce you! Divorce!"

"Don't even think about it." Yin Yan held him down, touched his collar, and said in a dangerous tone, "Yuzhen, you are right, I dote on you too much as a teacher."

Um?Hmmmm?

Yu Zhen stared wide-eyed at his dangerous expression, then glanced at his skillful hands unbuttoning his clothes, a terrible conjecture popped up in his mind, and said while rubbing back: "You, you wouldn't be... no, Can't..."

"Nothing?" Yin Yan unbuttoned him, caught him back, lowered his head, and pressed his forehead to his forehead, "It turns out that the words you begged me before were all lies... Poor technique, huh?"

hiss--

Yu Zhen gasped, and finally confirmed her guess, the hairs on her back stood up uncontrollably.

It's over!This damn amnesia, um, actually just because he told a story about the past, it recovered!