I am not human

Frowning slightly, Liao Qingshu stared at Jiufang Ziyan for a long time, half of Liao Qingshu's mouth twitched, and suddenly smiled: "I'm still thinking about how long you're going to pretend."

Jiufang Ziyan was startled when he heard the words, Liao Qingshu had already turned around, with one hand unconsciously curling the long gray hair that fell to his shoulders, with a slight smile on his face, he approached slowly: "What are you doing with that surprised expression? Do you think that if you don’t tell me, I won’t be able to detect anything? I’m not that careless, Lu Feisheng. I’ve been restrained all my life, and I’ve been terrified all my life, and no one is better at observing words and emotions than me.”

Jiufang Ziyan didn't expect him to react like this at all, his heart tightened, and he couldn't help but slowly backed away as he approached.Liao Qingshu didn't care, she stood a few steps away, leaned towards the table, and continued to speak unhurriedly: "To tell you the truth, fresh human flesh is actually the best to identify. Residual blood, insanity The entangled souls, the fear and screams engraved on the flesh are the most obvious signs. But the strange thing is that once these pieces of meat are cooked, all traces will disappear. At this time, human flesh is different from ordinary meat Instead, it makes no difference.”

As he spoke, he raised his hand and lifted the vegetable umbrella on the dining table, revealing a few plates of leftovers, and a few thin slices of meat were still lying in the little juice left.He asked Jiufang Ziyan: "I remember you said that my steak is very delicious, isn't it?"

Jiufang Ziyan was stunned for a moment, then opened his eyes wide, his stomach was churning, and he was about to retch involuntarily.But Liao Qingshu smiled again, still with the gentle and plain appearance: "I'm kidding you. It's boring to eat cooked human flesh. I bought these with money, and I'm not in the mood to waste them."

He threw the vegetable umbrella in his hand on the ground, and when he raised his face again, two red lights were in his eyes: "But if you really want to try, I'd be more than happy to give you some."

Jiufang Ziyan swallowed with difficulty, and stared at him in disbelief: "Qiao Xiren, what are you doing? Do you know what you are talking about!"

"I can't be more clear." Liao Qingshu heard herself answering, "I want to say this because it's you. I've been waiting for an answer for so long, until you appeared——Lu Feisheng, are we Of the same kind, we are the closest to each other, we should be the closest to each other, there is no doubt about that.”

"Thank you, but I don't think I have any special hobbies." Jiufang Ziyan frowned, as if he finally realized that he had turned on some terrible switches, "...well, let's talk about the report later, I suggest How about we go away and calm down?"

"From the first time I met you, I was betting that I finally met the right person. Until I was sure that I was right." Ignoring his words, Liao Qingshu said to herself, "You could have found out everything The first time you exposed me, but you didn't. What you told me, freedom, rules, self, that is simply the most subtle code..."

He stretched out his hand to Jiufang Ziyan: "You gave me the answer, Lu Feisheng. Now it's my turn to provide the options - whether to break everything to pursue the greatest freedom as you imagined; or to be what you said The eunuchs are chained like dogs all their lives and can only live in designated places?"

Jiufang Ziyan looked at him quietly, with hesitation in his eyes: "The greatest freedom... what do you mean?"

"I know you have thought about going to the mountain and sea world, but no matter how big the mountain and sea world is, it is just a cage. Going to find freedom in the cage, what is the difference from seeking fish from the tree? Rather than lingering in one cage after another, it is better to break the cage directly. The prison in front of us—we have the ability, you know."

He took a step forward, but Jiufang Ziyan didn't back down this time.Staring into the other person's eyes, Liao Qing said calmly: "I always dream that one day, I can change into my original form, running on the streets...running with you, howling at the moon."

"...It doesn't sound bad." Jiufang Ziyan's eyes wandered, he pondered for a moment, then nodded slowly, "Well, how should I put it...I have to admit, I'm a little moved by what you said."

A smile appeared on Liao Qingshu's face, but before the corners of his mouth were fully drawn, he heard Jiufang Ziyan say again: "But it can't, at least not now."

Smiling froze, Liao Qingshu looked at him in shock.Jiufang Ziyan pursed his lips, and heard his own voice escape from his lips: "A few days ago, Qiao Xiren, maybe I would agree to you. Seriously, I don't care about right, wrong, justice, eight honors and eight shame. Really. But now... sorry sweetheart. I have a son, and I can't run anymore, and I can't."

He straightened up and looked directly at Liao Qingshu, his eyes flicked over the wound on his right ear, complex emotions were fleeting in his eyes.Taking a deep breath, he stepped back again, and said word by word: "Thanks to the great love, I wish you all the best, and all the best. As for today's matter, I will not say a word, I swear."

After speaking, he turned and walked towards the door.After walking a few steps, he suddenly heard the wind blowing in the back of his head, and a powerful monster suddenly rushed over.He closed his eyes forcefully, turned around and waved his hand, a golden light appeared from under his palm, opened like a silk net, and instantly blocked the oncoming monster aura.Holding the hastily constructed barrier with one hand, Jiufang Ziyan sighed, and was about to persuade him again, when he glanced at the other party, he suddenly froze.

After a while, I saw his lips trembling slightly, struggling to open and close several times, with all his strength, he seemed to want to say something but couldn't say it.But when he was finally able to squeeze out a voice from his lips again, he called "Liao Qingshu".

Liao Qingshu originally just curled up quietly in the depths of her consciousness, watching all this from the sidelines.

As if switching from the first perspective to the third perspective, he just hid aside, watching his body as "Qiao Xiren" go crazy and go crazy, thinking to himself that he still needs a bag of popcorn.He couldn't detect Qiao Xiren's thoughts. Although his body was controlled, there was still a clear distinction between him and "Qiao Xiren".He doesn't have to worry about being affected too much, he should sit in the box and watch the show, at most he will be stunned for a few seconds when "Lu Faisheng" tries to shape the character of his loving father.

But suddenly, everything seemed to change.Maybe it was because of "Lu Fasheng"'s refusal and turning around, or it was just because the other party gave him a glance on his earlobe.In short, "Qiao Xiren" suddenly exploded, and even Liao Qingshu had difficulty breathing—it was as if the dam that had been between him and "Qiao Xiren" suddenly burst, and strange and strong emotions surged out, instantly overwhelmed. Topping, filling the mouth and nose, choking people almost going crazy.

"Don't say a word—meaning you want to pretend to be deaf and dumb again, doesn't it?" He laughed angrily, his voice echoed that of "Qiao Xiren", which seemed to resonate and overlap, "Lu Feisheng, besides pretending, you What else?"

A missionary who pretends to be affectionate on the outside, a prodigal son on the inside, and pretends to be free to the prisoners. Now that he has picked up a child, he starts to pretend to be a father like a mountain.

Knowing his secret but pretending not to see it, knowing his feeling but pretending not to understand, watching him coldly, pretending to be stupid, seeing him like a fool, cheering and rejoicing for finally finding the only one of his kind.

Obviously destined to be alone like him, but still pretending to have a branch to rely on - what is so stupid?You and I are clearly monsters!A monster in chains that everyone hates!

Besides the same monster, who else do you think will accept you!

Consciousness was overwhelmed by emotions and memories that did not belong to her, Liao Qingshu panted uncomfortably, fell to her knees with a plop, and covered her ears with her hands.He thought he should be yelling, but he didn't make any sound.Who is he now?Liao Qingshu or Qiao Xiren?Or is it just an ugly monster that only walks on the boundary of Yin and Yang, neighing in pain and standing alone?

Liao Qingshu closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was a golden light in his eyes, but his pupils were blank.The sky and the earth shook, and the cups and plates on the table slammed. He unconsciously covered his ears tighter, but in a trance, his hands were ripped off, and then his arms were hugged.Jiufang Ziyan's anxious voice rang in his ears: "Liao Qingshu! Did you hear me? Liao Qingshu!"

Warm breath spewed on her cheeks, Liao Qingshu turned her head in confusion, Jiufang Ziyan's tone became gentle again, and a little spiritual power gathered on the tip of her tongue: "Look at me, Liao Qingshu. You are Liao Qingshu, not Qiao Xiren, don't be taken away by him No. You are different from him."

He raised his hand to pat Liao Qingshu's cheek, touched it with his lips, and whispered in his ear: "I'm here. I've always been here. We're settled, remember? I'm here, I won't leave you alone Human."

Liao Qingshu blinked, the golden light in his eyes faded slightly, but he remained dazed: "He said I was a monster."

"You're not." Jiufang Ziyan patted the side of his neck reassuringly, "Even if it is, it's nothing to care about."

Liao Qingshu lowered her eyes slowly, her body was still shaking.Jiufang Ziyan raised his head and looked around the shaking room, silently hugging him tighter.After a while, he felt the trembling of the body under his hands gradually stopped, and he hurriedly helped him up, "How do you feel?"

Liao Qingshu nodded, then shook her head, feeling that her heart was still twitching, and her stomach was also twitching endlessly.When he was young, he finally recovered his voice: "I think Lu Feisheng is an asshole."

The answer was different from what he thought, but Jiufang Ziyan couldn't care less about it.He half hugged and dragged Liao Qingshu out, feeling the tremors in the whole room getting more intense. "What the hell is going on?"

"Is this dream about to collapse?" Liao Qingshu looked up wearily, Jiufang Ziyan frowned: "At this time?"

Liao Qingshu didn't answer, followed Jiufang Ziyan a few steps outside, and suddenly said: "Just now you called my name?"

"Ah, yes, what's the matter?" Jiufang Ziyan asked back, and then realized that at that time, he should not have called the other party by his name—in the conversation just now, he was not Jiufang Ziyan, but "Lu famous".

But inexplicably, the moment Liao Qingshu fell to the ground, he suddenly snatched back his voice - thinking about it afterwards, it was probably due to a sense of urgency that was on the verge of losing.However, at that time, I just subconsciously felt that "if this plot continues, things will be fucked".

"So it collapsed?" Jiufang Ziyan still felt incredible.If they had known this would happen, why would they be foolish enough to follow the plot?There is a hole in the brain!

"Stop talking about that, let's go out first." Liao Qingshu said listlessly, suddenly a piece of the ceiling above her head fell down.Jiufang Ziyan hurriedly went to protect his head, and waited for a while, but the expected impact did not appear.He raised his face in a daze, only to see that the sky and the earth are vast, the ridges are crouching, and the original room has disappeared.

The two looked at each other again, and the clothes on their bodies had returned to their original appearance.Jiufang Ziyan let go of the hand protecting Liao Qingshu's head, but the other hand was still tied around his waist, looking around, hesitantly: "Are we coming out now? Is this the Mountain Sea Realm?"

Liao Qingshu reached out and touched his pocket, and the corner of his mouth twitched: "No, we are still in a dream."

Jiufang Ziyan: "???"

"You don't have mummy ointment in your pocket..." Liao Qingshu said, looking up from a distance, his eyes suddenly widened: "Jiufang, look over there... what is it?"

Jiufang Ziyan followed his gaze, half of his eyebrows raised accordingly.But seeing a bright moon in the sky, under the moonlight, two huge beasts were chasing and galloping along the ridge, biting each other again in just a few breaths, accompanied by thrilling roars.

"I always dream that one day I can run on the road in my original form." —Unexpectedly, Qiao Xiren's words suddenly appeared in his mind, "Together with you, howl at the moonlight."

... In a sense, he got what he wanted.Congratulations, congratulations, congratulations.

As if echoing his thoughts, a tiger roar came from a distant hill.Liao Qingshu's body shook for a moment, and her face immediately turned blue.