I am not human

Faced with Jiufang Ziyan's question, Liao Qingshu was in the dark.After a while, he was not quite sure: "It should be... right?"

Jiufang Ziyan: "Should?"

Liao Qingshu didn't respond anymore, but ended the call all at once.Throwing the phone into the cabinet, he sat down against the bookcase, slowly plowing his fingers through his hair, with a dazed and irritable expression.

Lu Feisheng was his biological father, and this was one of the few things he still remembered.The same thing was also confirmed by Lu Feisheng himself, words and memories echoed, barely forming the word "father".Although these two words have been ruined by that bad childhood memory, but there are still a few thin threads that seem to be entangled in the piece that says "Father" The rags tied to the heart, flying in the wind, exist unsightly and cannot be ignored.

Childhood memories are always fragmented and fuzzy.Years are the most annoying examiners and river crabs. They are always tirelessly mosaicing memories, cutting them here and there, and cutting them to pieces. When it is rare to find something, all they see is beyond recognition. .Just like Lu Weisheng was to Liao Qingshu, no matter how hard he searched for keywords in his mind, he could only match five or six entries plus two short videos.The entries are full of vague adjectives; as for the short video, one section is about my mother holding my hand and being called daddy, and the other section is about the 25 bans after his "dad" became demonized, and there is nothing else.

As for where the so-called "father" came from and where he went, Liao Qingshu has no memory at all, just like a passing shadow in a dream, which is equivalent to non-existence in reality.In this regard, he always felt that he was a little deceiving himself, but now he looked at it, well, to others, he is also a non-existent product...

This makes people very uncomfortable.Especially when my own mother is also "non-existent".

Liao Qingshu's face darkened.

With such displeasure, Liao Qingshu began the process of getting along with Jiufang Ziyan's version of Lu Famous as "Qiao Xiren".

At this time, the epidemic has already broken out, and the research institute has started the research and development of the vaccine, and Lu Feisheng is the first batch of vaccine testers, and is the only hybrid beast in this batch.No matter how you look at this status, it is enough for him to get the attention and special treatment of the All Things Academy.It's just that the Security Department has not yet been established at this time, and a group of dead houses in the research institute are busy with vaccine research and development, and there is no spare time to take care of him. Not long after he entered the Exorcism Department, his role was limited to Qiao Xiren in Lihui and Billboard.

For Liao Qingshu, this kind of experience is quite rare.According to the development of ordinary novels, this might be a great opportunity to get to know this man in depth and then clean up his crimes... If there is such a naivety in this world.

The truth is, with the gradual and in-depth understanding, Liao Qingshu's unhappiness increased day by day instead of being in vain.Fortunately, when he and Jiufang Ziyan met to run the plot, his body was out of control, otherwise Jiufang Ziyan might have been beaten to hemiplegia by him because of being angered... more than once.

Because of Lu Famous, he is a capitalized scum.

In his own words, he is a liberal, and at the same time has the feelings of a prodigal son like Tsangyang Gyatso.He has read many poems, traveled many roads, and seen countless scenery.He knew that his ancestry was problematic, but he still tried his best to avoid the jurisdiction of the All Things Academy, wandering among the crowd, hanging out among the monster races, wandering in various lands with false certificates and identities, and chasing the American leopard. She also hooked up with witches in Europe.He dances with werewolves under the moon, meets succubi in his dreams... both men and women.

He even teamed up with a powerful wolf demon to shelter a wanted vampire, playing tricks on the hunted vampires, and one of them became disabled.For this, Liao Qingshu just wanted to scold "crazy", but when she said it from "Qiao Xiren", she turned into a "man like wind".

Lu Feisheng in Jiufang Ziyan's version smiled nonchalantly, picked up the steak in Liao Qingshu's bowl, and asked while biting, "Yang Tiezhu, do you know him?"

Liao Qingshu had a vague impression of this name, but as Qiao Xiren, he could only shake his head. "Lu Feisheng" said: "He is the wolf demon. His brother is Yang Shini, who works in your research institute, and he is the one who asked me to come here."

"For the vaccine?" Liao Qingshu heard herself asking, Jiufang Ziyan nodded: "Otherwise, what do you think?"

"I don't think you are the kind of person who would come here and suffer for this kind of thing." "Qiao Xiren" spoke bluntly, and this was exactly what Liao Qingshu wanted to say.

"I'm not that selfish. The monster clan is in a mess now. It's good for everyone to develop this medicine earlier, and I won't have to carry a knife with me every time I go to bed." Jiufang Ziyan said, reaching out his hand and simply The plate with the steak was brought to him in its entirety.If it were Liao Qingshu himself, he would have knocked on it with chopsticks long ago, but "Qiao Xiren" didn't take it seriously - anyway, there were only two people eating, and the plate was set or not, as long as the other party was happy.

"Of course, if you come all the way and you're still being controlled, you still have to get paid." Jiufang Ziyan continued, "Do you know the 'Shanhaijie'? A place that is more primitive and wild than the Amazon. I once I went in once in a dream, but was kicked out by the person in charge there. Yang Shini told me that there is a unit called "Shanhai Management Office" under the School of Everything, which is in charge of that world. He knew the director there and said If I come to help, he can help me get the occupancy certificate of that world."

"Where do you want to go?" "Qiao Xiren" was confused, and Liao Qingshu was even more confused inside.I saw Jiufang Ziyan shrugging his shoulders: "Well, it's free enough there, absolutely free."

Free size, if you go in, you can't get out, idiots - Liao Qingshu and Jiufang Ziyan rolled their eyes in their hearts at the same time. "Qiao Xiren" thought for a while but said: "I don't think there is such a good thing."

"Eh?"

"Freedom is embodied under the constraints of rules. Without rules, there is no freedom. It is like a fishing net and a mesh. If the fishing net is loosely woven, the mesh will be larger, but no matter how large the mesh is, there must be line constraints. There is no absolute at all. Liberty said so, I think so." Liao Qingshu heard herself say this, but saw Jiufang Ziyan shook his head: "Then according to what you said, the bird in the cage is also free?"

Liao Qingshu frowned, thought for a moment and said: "Compared with the bird outside the cage, although it is bound, but in terms of the environment in the cage, it still has a certain degree of freedom."

"What you mean by freedom is that you can decide whether to jump on the pole or not, eat some food when you are happy, and call out when you are unhappy?" Jiufang Ziyan asked sarcastically, without waiting for Liao Qingshu to answer, Then he continued: "Do you think that's called freedom? No, that's called castration! The meaning of freedom should be the whole sky, without boundaries, instead of setting aside a space for you and allowing you to stroll around and pee here. You are in shackles, Feel like you are doing well, but you don't know that you can live better without shackles. You think you have a complete self, but in fact you have been castrated. You and freedom, both castrated, and castrated Everything in the world is spoiled. You can’t deny the existence of healthy food in this world just because you’ve only eaten spoiled things, understand?”

After Jiufang Ziyan finished speaking, he lowered his head and gnawed on his own steak, feeling complacent.Looking up and seeing Liao Qingshu standing there in a daze, she couldn't help chuckling: "Why, you were persuaded by me?"

...God knows that when Liao Qingshu heard this, she wanted to slap her backhand with a plate. Where the fuck did these come from, the logic is more chaotic than a ball of wool.However, Qiao Xiren seemed to really take it seriously, and he didn't touch his chopsticks after a meal, even though Lu Feisheng ate the whole plate of steak.

That's right, after all, even a man can't stand being told that he has been eunuched.

At this time, Lu Feisheng had temporarily moved into Qiao Xiren's house, and the two basically lived and ate together.Except that he has a bracelet on his wrist to detect his physical condition, and he is taken to the research institute for examination on weekdays, the way the two get along is similar to that of Liao Qingshu and Lao Zhan when they were alive, but they interact more, really. In other words, it is more similar to the pattern of Liao Qingshu and Jiufang Ziyan living together.It’s just that the two of them take turns doing housework, but between Qiao Xiren and Lu Feisheng, the situation is completely one-sided—as long as it’s "running the plot", Qiao Xiren is definitely responsible for washing vegetables, cooking, cleaning dishes and mopping the floor , nothing happened to Lu Feisheng at all.

Like today, "Lu Feisheng" ran to the sofa to watch TV after eating, while "Qiao Xiren" stayed at the dining table to clean up.Put all the bowls and chopsticks into the pool, and the water rushes in, hitting the back of "Qiao Xiren", creating a burst of coolness.

The body is still under control, Liao Qingshu can feel that Qiao Xiren is staring at the non-stop stream of water, his thoughts are vague, and the water in the pool is gradually overflowing.When he was young, he suddenly turned his head again, and his eyes fell on the closed refrigerator door, his eyes were so scorching that he almost pierced through the door.

Liao Qingshu's heart skipped a beat.

He knows what's in the fridge.But what he didn't know was what Qiao Xiren was thinking at this moment.But he estimated that it would definitely not be a good thing.

... Sure enough, there is no such thing as a cleansing in this world.The purpose of this dream is actually to throw the pot away.