I am not human

Liao Qingshu knew that she was dreaming.

Dull floor tiles, peeling ceilings, wallpaper stained with mosquito blood.The whole scene is slightly yellow, as if it has been applied with an overly depressing filter.In front of him was the old yellow wooden door again. Below the wooden door was graffiti in crayons. Two adults were leading a child, with red on his head and black on his feet.

It should be like this.Red is the sun and black is the earth.However, every time I blink, the colors seem to be reversed, the red splashes on the ground, flowing like overturned water, and the black climbs to the top of the head, pressing there heavily, making people breathless.

Liao Qingshu squatted at the door and squinted her eyes. After a long time of recognition, she finally recognized it.Red is blood, black is madness.

There were bursts of roars and screams from inside the door.He was stunned at the door like a log, wanting to go in, but he didn't dare.

Why not run away?

Didn't mom say - run away.To run away quickly.

But Liao Qingshu still just stood at the door.He saw his seven-year-old self standing in the doorway, stiff as plaster.

After an unknown amount of time, the sound in the room finally became quieter.The growling and screaming gradually faded away, and finally turned into the sound of biting and chewing, accompanied by loud chewing and swallowing.After a long time, these voices also gradually died down, followed by the man's painful growl.

"Mom?" Little Liao Qingshu called softly.

No one responded.Little Liao Qingshu reached out and turned the doorknob, and walked in quietly.

Inside the door, there was blood all over the place.A beast-like figure sat with his back facing him among the blood and water, his back was terrifying and dejected, he held a clump of long hair sticking to his scalp in his hand, and a few pieces of cloth and a mutilated palm were scattered around his feet.

The footsteps froze in place instantly, and the body seemed to be poured into cement.The onlooker's perspective suddenly changed, overlapping with herself ten years ago. Everything Liao Qingshu saw suddenly flickered and swayed, distorted into a messy frame, switching rapidly between overwhelming red and black.

Crying, monster face.Broken, beastly sounds.Claws with sharp nails stretched out, full of the pungent smell of blood, the rough and huge palms slowly rubbed against his cheeks, leaving behind a disgusting warmth.

"Qingshu... Mom, Mom is gone..."

The monster whispered harshly, like fingernails scraping on a blackboard, and the human voice rolled vaguely in its throat, as if it would shatter at any moment: "What to do... Mom is gone... It's useless at all, I'll do it." So much, it's useless."

"...He's right, I'm a monster." The palm left Liao Qingshu's face, and slowly moved towards the child's slender neck: "You too."

The blood-stained beast's face lifted up, revealing two frightening golden spots: "So we all deserve to die."

The claws that landed on the neck began to exert force, and Liao Qingshu, who had been staring at the spot with wide-eyed eyes, suddenly woke up, pushed the monster away with a loud cry, turned around and ran out the door.The moment he stepped out the door, the scene around him changed silently, and by the time his toes landed, he was already in a long street, but Liao Qingshu had no time to care about it—he just wanted to run, so hurry up.

Flying on the deserted road, the familiar scenery on both sides keeps retreating.His mother's voice sounded in his ears again——

"Run! Run quickly!"

"Hurry up and hide..."

"Father is crazy! You hurry up!"

Almost out of breath from running, Liao Qingshu took a big breath and wiped her eyes vigorously.It's almost there, he remembers—go straight ahead, past the hair salon, and he'll be saved.As long as he gets there, he will be saved...

Where Jiufang is, everyone will be there...

A pair of tightly closed eyes suddenly appeared in front of him, the eyelids opened abruptly, and the adult Liao Qingshu's face was reflected in the dark golden pupils, his voice pierced the eardrums like steel wire: "We all deserve to die."

Liao Qingshu woke up suddenly.

Overhead is an unfamiliar ceiling, with a dusty ceiling fan hanging.He stared at the ceiling fan in a daze and panic, his heart beating violently like a drum.

After a while, the palpitations caused by the nightmare finally began to fade away. Liao Qingshu subconsciously touched her wrist until she was sure that the beads and gold threads were still on her body, and then she was relieved.

The bed was soft but unfamiliar. He turned over uncomfortably, wondering if he should sleep a little longer, but when he looked up, he saw the huge full-length mirror embedded in the closet next to him.

In the mirror, a young man with a tired expression was lying sideways on the bed, with golden eyes shining under his messy hair.

Liao Qingshu's breath was suffocated.

Three seconds later, there was the sound of a mirror being smashed in the room.The fat man who was guarding the outside of the room glanced in nervously, gave up after thinking about it, pulled off the pure black gold-edged uniform covering his body, turned his head on the sofa and continued to sleep soundly.

Rewind the time to eight hours ago, the Shanguan Office in another city far away.

Xu Moyi walked into the lobby on the first floor with his mobile phone, his eyes hurriedly swept across the people present, and deliberately avoided the stinky Jiufang Ziyan: "Well, I just asked Miaofei to inquire about it. She told me that Liao The baby contacted the security department half a month ago, saying that he wanted to leave the other world..."

"So he went through the deportation procedures?" Lin Hongle looked a little dazed.He is not from the School of Everything, and he is not familiar with the set of policies for the isolation class. "What will happen to him after he is sent back to human society?"

Jiufang Zhongjun rubbed his forehead and replied: "He will be isolated from the other world and live as an ordinary human being. After one year, the Ministry of Security will brainwash him, and reversely fabricate his past based on his experience in this year. memory, and washed away everything about the other world, and disguised him as a human being..."

"A human being who subconsciously wants to stay away from the crowd and isolate himself." Xiao Hei continued flatly, "Using the 'self' as a cage, imprison him for a lifetime."

"In other words, we will never see him again, and he will forget us, right?" Lin Hongle seemed to understand, "But... I don't understand, isn't Liao Qingshu's name still hanging in the mountain management office? Is it? This procedure does not require a unit to issue a certificate, so it can be done as soon as it is done?"

Hearing this, Jiufang Ziyan raised his eyelids and looked at Xu Moyi coldly.Xu Moyi bit his lip, and lowered his head in an evasive way: "I... have a lot of things to do in the mountain management recently, so I asked Baby Liao for help, and he can use those stamps and seals as he pleases..."

Jiufang Ziyan seemed to snort, and Xu Moyi lowered his head even lower: "I'm sorry, I... I didn't expect this to happen, I didn't expect to ask him to do things, and he did it himself ..."

"I'm sorry, is it useful now?" Jiufang Ziyanjun asked, "Where's the phone? Here, call Qiu Miaofei! Ask me exactly where the pig's head is now!"

Xu Moyi hesitantly touched the phone, but refused to dial the number. Jiufang Ziyan was forced to be impatient, and slammed the table: "Hit!"

"It's...it's useless to ask..." Xu Moyi defended in a low voice, tears began to roll in his eyes.Jiu Fang Zhongjun couldn't stand it any longer, stood up and stopped and said, "Zi Yan, don't make trouble! Don't you know the rules of the Ministry of Security! All the deported half-demons cannot be disclosed to the outside world!"

"I'm not an outsider!" Jiufang Ziyan roared, "I'm his boss! We're together! He..." His answer is still owed!

"Unfortunately, you have been expelled." Xiao Hei said coolly, "From the moment he left, he has already separated from you. Is it interesting to hurry over there?"

Glancing at Jiufang Ziyan with a complex expression, he continued: "Besides, if he can't figure it out clearly, whether he is here or in the world, he is in the same self-isolation, so it doesn't make any difference whether he can be found or not." Woolen cloth?"

Jiufang Ziyan stared at him incredulously, and gritted his teeth: "...If I knew you were so heartless, I might as well have let you go and die with Queen Mother Xi, and this nonsense would not have happened."

"Let's talk about the matter, don't turn over the old score." Xiao Hei was completely unmoved, "I just made some suggestions casually. I don't care about it, and I don't care about it."

Staring at the chair with his feet and stepping back, he got up and walked to the second floor, and said while going up the stairs: "What kind of him is he now, what kind of Liao Qingshu you want to bring back, you have to think about this question clearly, Otherwise, it will do you no good."

Xiao Hei's figure disappeared at the corner of the second floor, Xu Moyi bit his lip, grabbed his phone and ran to his office: "I, I'll ask Miaofei again, there must be other ways..."

There were only three people left in the hall.Lin Hongle scratched his head: "Isn't there Muman? Can Muman not find him?"

Jiufang Zhongjun shook his head helplessly, and glanced at Jiufang Ziyan.The latter was sitting at the table with arms folded, staring bitterly at the two PHS in front of him.

Liao Qingshu's phone was picked up from a trash can in Okinawa.That pig's head deliberately detoured from abroad, so that even Muman could not locate its traces through unfamiliar plants.

"Ah, that's it." Xiao Lin showed regret, "Well, personally, I still like Xiao Liao very much, so if you need help, just tell me, I will try my best."

"Understood, thank you." Jiufang Zhongjun patted Lin Hongle on the shoulder, letting him go to work first, then turned to look at Jiufang Ziyan: "Actually, I think what Xiao Hei said makes sense, since Xiao Liao wants to leave... "

Facing Jiufang Ziyan's stare, he turned his mouth abruptly: "...then we have to look for it anyway."

"..." Jiufang Ziyan turned his gaze away, and continued staring at the two mobile phones on the table in a daze.

"I have to go find him." Jiufang Ziyan said slowly, "His condition is not right, I am worried."

Jiufang Zhongjun sighed, touched his chin, and asked, "Can't you find someone yourself? Don't you like hiding things in other people's clothes?"

"It's useless." Jiufang Ziyan took out a cigarette and lit it, and opened his mouth to blow out a circle of smoke, "He knew that I would put a curse on his clothes... When he left, he was wearing all my clothes."

"all?"

"Well, from head to toe, everything, he even took my underwear." Jiufang Ziyan got up and paced irritably, accidentally caught a glimpse of Jiufang Zhongjun's twitching mouth, and immediately said, "It's new, no It’s worn! Don’t think too much about it!”

Jiu Fang Zhongjun pouted his lips as an answer, thinking that even if he really wore yours, it would not be surprising at all.Seeing the other party's anxious look, Jiu Fang Zhongjun couldn't bear to complain, and after thinking for a while, he said: "The ones you take away are useless, so what about the ones you keep? You can use his old things for divination, or use them to find people." spell."

"I'm not good at divination. And I don't have enough spiritual power." Jiufang Ziyan said angrily.Not long after the Queen Mother of the West was dealt with, the last demon fragments passed away, and his spiritual power returned to the previous level where half a bucket of water was still short of one-third, and divination and finding people require talent and spiritual power the most. Now he It can't be done at all.

"Then I'll ask you later to see if I can find someone to help with the spell." Jiufang Zhongjun said, "But don't get your hopes up too much, the Ministry of Security must have added an anti-detection protective spell to him."

"I know." Jiufang Ziyan kept pacing, "So I'm trying to figure out a way... I have to find a way to bring him back, I...Damn it! Why did his mind suddenly twitch!"

He raised his head angrily, and his eyes just fell on the corner of the living room.Beside the piled cat bowls, a big black cat with a square head was happily eating head to head with Xiao Bu.

Something flashed through his mind, and before Jiufang Chongjun could react, Jiufang Ziyan had already stubbed out his cigarette, and walked towards Lao Zhan with great strides.