Did you hear that I love you too

The way he lowered his head and closed his eyes is really cute. Lin Yi filled his mouth with vegetables and said with a smile: "Say what you want, and don't if you don't want to. Anyway, you have never liked to tell me what's on your mind. talk."

Just after washing his face, his hair was still slightly wet. Yi Chu raised his head slightly, swallowed the food, and stared at the person opposite. Lin Yi didn't care to look at him casually. When he had seen enough, he said, "Lin Yi, we—we won't Let's separate."

Lin nodded without any hesitation: "Okay, are you going to live in Shanghai permanently in the future?"

Yi Chu said: "Well, you can come to Shanghai in the future."

Lin Yixiao: "When the price of my house rises to [-], I will sell it immediately and go to Shanghai to buy a house." While talking, where do I want to buy it, "Your community must not be able to afford it. The suburban islands are not as convenient. How about Buy it directly at the high-speed rail station, and it will be convenient for you to find me and I to find you."

Yi Chu didn't know that he was joking, so he really thought so. He knew that men love face, and it would be rude and rude to let him come directly to live with him. He said mildly: "The suburbs are good, the air is fresh, and you can travel on weekends." .”

As soon as Lin heard what he said, he seemed to be able to imagine such a situation, the sun was shining, he was driving on the tree-lined path, enjoying the relaxation of the weekend, enjoying the rare holiday, going fishing, swimming and having a picnic , sleeping tent at night.

Isn't this his life before college?

It's a long way off.

Lin Yi came back to his senses and said: "In high school and junior high school, I used to go to the lake with those two people for a picnic. At that time, I wanted to invite you, and I thought you would like it. The stars in the sky can be seen very clearly at night in summer. You can dig ice for fishing, alas, but unfortunately there will be no chance in the future, really Yi Chu, you should check it out.”

Yi Chu was able to think of that kind of beauty, because he went there alone during the Spring Festival in his freshman year.

"We can go home anytime."

Lin Yi shook his head: "No, I don't want to go back."

Yi Chu said: "Aren't you going back in the future?"

Lin Yi: "Yes."

Apart from sadness and grief, I can't think of anything else to miss. He is familiar with every part of the city, and he may have been in every part of the city, because familiarity is even more sad.

At this time, Yi Chu could feel Lin Yi's heart-piercing feelings.

But that city has changed drastically in just ten years, the economy is booming, the roads and subways have been rebuilt, the school gate has changed, and they often ride bicycles together after school. Half of the French sycamore trees have been cut down on the path, and suburbs have begun to be built on the wild hills that I have always wanted. Villa resort.

Yi Chu didn't know that he had never been back, and said: "It's fine if you don't go back. Every Spring Festival, I go home alone."

Lin Yi put down his chopsticks and poured Yi Chu a cup of tea.

"Your home is here. How can you post Spring Festival couplets if you don't go back? It's always good to be popular. I don't have a home anymore, so I don't need to go back."

"Where's your dad? Does he care about you?" Originally, it was very abrupt to ask such a question, but Yi Chu still couldn't help it. Even after the divorce, the relationship between father and son has not changed.

Lin Yi ate deliciously, without any change in his mental activity: "I haven't seen him for more than ten years, who knows. When my mother just passed away, I dreamed of going to the park with him when I was a child every day. What happened later? I can’t even remember, he is such a person, he might have married and had children with Xiao San and Xiao Si long ago, how can he think of me? But I don’t miss him either, I don’t have any feelings for him anymore.”

Being able to speak his mind, Yi Chu felt that he also regarded himself as his own family, "Some people don't need to care, don't take it to heart."

Lin Yi: "Yeah, I don't care about anyone now, I have to work hard in this life anyway, I have no other ideas."

In the end, Yi Chu didn't open his mouth to ask about other things. When people are in the sad period, if they take the opportunity to say something, they will be moved or even make wrong judgments.

After eating and resting for a while, Yi Chu went downstairs and went back.

I don't know why, every time I feel more and more inseparable, I feel that parting is as painful as cutting a piece of flesh.

Seeing him frowning worriedly, Lin Yi felt as if he was going to the execution ground, and they went down the stairs side by side, Lin Yi said: "Yi Chu, I don't mean to be nasty, I really am not, I am seeking truth from facts, you are much gentler than before, I feel that being with you is a little bit awkward except for a small part, but most of it is very comfortable, not like when I was a child."

This stupid person, who yelled and yelled when he was a child, didn't understand feelings, didn't understand what it was like to like, made people restless and uneasy, and even talked badly about each other.Now that he grows up and understands everything, he can't wait to show his heart and give him the best.

Yi Chu said: "Don't see me off, I will drive back by myself."

Maybe because of the soft atmosphere, Lin Yi said, "Yi Chu, are you coming next week?"

"of course."

Lin Yi asked quietly: "Are you really not going to have a girlfriend recently?"

Yi Chu stopped and looked at him: "Are you concerned about this issue?"

Lin Yi scratched his head: "No, no, if I have a girlfriend, it's not convenient for me to go to your house and be a light bulb."

Yi Chu: "I want you, not anyone else."

I don't know if his words were ambiguous or intentional, but Lin Yi blushed suddenly, and then laughed: "Okay, I'm the most handsome guy in the world, everyone likes me."

Yi Chu couldn't laugh.

After driving home, Yi Chu called Dr. Chen.

Having not been to his place for almost two months, Dr. Chen took it for granted that Yi Chu had no time to take care of him while he was in love.

Unexpectedly, when I came here, I was not very happy to see this person.

He started smoking as soon as he sat in the chair, one after the other.

Dr. Chen said, "Mr. Yi, are you overly happy, or are you so happy that you got your wish?"

Yi Chushui grimaced, "He doesn't have an urgent need for me, he doesn't seem to be sure to consider it in his future life, he is polite and friendly to me, but he has never treated me as unscrupulously as before. Physical intimacy, I'm afraid because I have other thoughts in my head, I feel like my thoughts are dirty, you tell me, should I tell him?"

Only then did Dr. Chen understand what was going on. It turned out that the two of them hadn't been together. They hadn't been together before and they weren't now. They were still in a state of crush until now.

Dr. Chen said humorously: "I'm not an emotional expert, Mr. Yi, should you consider giving up?"

"What did you say?" Yi Chu looked at him almost in shock, as if saying something that would never happen.

Dr. Chen still said relaxedly: "Give up, there is no grass anywhere in the world, you have been immersed in the past, in the wall of self-cultivation for more than ten years, have you ever thought about jumping out to take a look, the world you jump out of is colorful .”

Yi Chu has never considered the issue of this person. He is obsessed with waiting. Apart from the inextricable knot in his heart, he also deeply integrates everything about this person into his blood. He never thought of giving up.

Yi Chu said: "Impossible."

Dr. Chen: "Why is it impossible? Mr. Yi, you are good enough. You are a top talent in this society. Why should you pour your emotions into others? It's all useless work. If you really like you, why did you wait until now?"

It's the same rhetoric every time.

Yi Chudao: "You don't have to say this every time, I am a human being, I need to spend my life alone, that person is him, only him."

Dr. Chen: "What's the matter? He doesn't like you, doesn't love you, and never expected to be with you. He has never had you in his life. You have never appeared in his life for so many years. Even if there was, There is no doubt with others that you are committing yourself to depravity."

Yi Chu always knew that he was a human being, with flesh and blood, so what he said would goug out his heart, hurt his body, and he had shortness of breath, which was unbearable.

He got up immediately: "Our employment relationship is over."

Dr. Chen went over and chased after him and said, "Mr. Yi knows that everything you are doing now is useless. He has never thought of you. What are you thinking?"

Yi Chu took the coat and pushed the door out.

When I was driving in the basement, Lin Yi sent me a WeChat message, saying two words: Thank you.

Yi Chu was very impulsive, his mind was in a mess, and he typed: Lin Yi, have you been looking for me for so many years?Have you ever wanted to be with me?

Send it directly after typing.

Waiting for a reply for 1 minute is like ten thousand years.

In the end, he still withdrew it, but Yi Chu never thought he could do so.

It took a few minutes for Lin Yi to see him withdraw the message and call.

Yi Chu didn't answer.

I didn't call until I got home by car.

Lin Yi's voice was very noisy, as if he was drinking, Yi Chu didn't turn on the room light, it was quiet and deserted.

Yi Chu didn't know what he was talking about, so he hung up the phone.

The author has something to say: I will confess my love in the next chapter~~haha

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