[Soldier Assault Colleague Wu Shi] End of sentence.End of play.

<September 22, [-]>

Xu Sanduo stared at his upper bunk in a daze in the darkness.

The illusion caused by the visual impairment made him force himself to believe that Shi Jin was still sleeping peacefully on the upper bunk, as usual.

And Wu Liuyi, who was separated by countless beds, slept on the upper bunk with his eyes closed. He imagined that he was still the stunned young man he was when he first joined the army, the thorny soldier who slept in the squad leader's lower bunk and needed to be taken care of by the squad leader.

He was also imagining that the squad leader was right above him.Although there is only a pale and miserable ceiling above him.

So he closes his eyes.

Quiet night.

Where is Shi Jin's car?

Can he sleep in that noisy carriage?

He must be tired.

Wu Liu turned his head to open his eyes.

Traveled through countless beds, and passed through the sleeping positions of countless soldiers in three squads in various shapes and shapes.

His eyes fell far away on the empty bed board.

Its shadow was extremely clear in the darkness, so clear that Wu Liuyi didn't even have any room for imagination.

Otherwise, in such darkness, it is conceivable that the squad leader is still sleeping there.is never left.

Wu Liuyi thought he would suffer from insomnia.But he didn't.

He sank into a dream even worse than insomnia.

No one can know what he dreamed.Only he knew that after his squad leader left, such a dream never stopped appearing.

I have been dreaming about it all the time.The dream is decent and scarred.

later.

Generally, when we say the word later, something must have changed.

Xu Sanduo seemed to grow up overnight.Wu Liuyi seemed to have become taciturn overnight.

The reason Xu Sanduo grew up was that he had to grow up, because the squad leader who could protect him and take care of him had left, and he had to survive alone.

The reason for Wu Liuyi's reticence is even simpler.

Because the person who can make him smile from the bottom of his heart is far away.

Wu Liuyi is real, I really don't want to miss him.

Some people say that the most hurtful thing is not the sword, but lovesickness.

Wu Liuyi would rather be beaten into a sieve on the battlefield than miss a person who used to be so close and is now so far away in the bleakness.

But do you know that although the word "si" is the bottom of the word "heart", the real missing is not completed by the heart, but the brain that is supplied with blood by the heart.

But do you know, at this time, the heart that has collapsed several times can no longer control the thinking of the brain.So those thoughts ran rampant in his chest.

So Wu Liuyi's crazy thoughts finally controlled his every move.

There are so many places, and so many places carry so many memories.How can I remember it all.

He wouldn't think about it, because as long as he was still in this barracks, Wu Liuyi would take every step, every word he said, every bullet he fired, every time he knocked on the steel drill, every time he saw Xu Sanduo, every time he ran.

Will be so inevitable, think of him.

It seems that every time I look back, there will be his figure in any place.

Such a beautiful and simple idea has now become a great but humble hope.

Dao was commonplace at that time, and it seems so precious until now.

I don't want to say "you only know how to cherish after you lose it".

Because Wu Liuyi has been cherishing, cherishing.From the infinitely beautiful and soft past, to the present that is full of lovesickness.

The meaning of that person to oneself is so huge.

It was as if my whole life was dedicated to him.

Wu Liuyi sighed.

What is the definition of pure man.

That cute and naive definition, I'm afraid I've forgotten it long ago when I'm in a depressed state of mind.

Wu Liuyi will never change anything for anyone or anything.Because he would rather bend than bend.

But in front of that person, he will instantly become soft and inflexible, and he is no longer the hard and stubborn "rather bend than bend" that can be described.Because in front of that person, he will always compromise, obey, tolerate, and be gentle forever.

Such a contradiction.

Such a warm contradiction that makes people tremble.

History today.History and present.

What kind of person are you, to have such an infatuated person who is so repulsive on the outside but has an incomparably soft heart to grieve for you after you passed away desolately.

What kind of power do you have to open that person's stubborn and hard heart so easily, and then let him cherish your figure and voice carefully.

And you know, his heart is so small that it can only hold you alone.

You are so precious.

You are also so happy.

Before the sun rose, Wu Liuyi was sitting on the stone bench. He looked sideways at the place where you used to sit, and missed you.

What you said to him rang in his ears, and his thoughts disturbed the air around him.

When the sun was shining in the sky, Wu Liuyi stood by the window where he used to cry, holding the cigarette you gave him and watching quietly, so carefully and carefully, as if he didn’t let a trace of fingerprints go, he held the cigarette case and laughed, then he turned around. overdo it.

He looked at the bed where you used to sleep.The board should still have your temperature.

He clenched the cigarette close to his nose and took a deep breath.Is he smelling the aftertaste of smoke?Or...are you missing you with the familiar smell of Honghe?

His expression was a little dazed, and he slowly approached your former bed.

What did he remember.

It's vaguely because he was young and frivolous back then, and no one noticed him when he was high-spirited.He caused trouble everywhere, no one wanted to see him and he refused to work hard.

And you are the only one in the Seventh Steel Company, and only you, the gentle and kind squad leader, tolerate him.You let him sleep in his own lower bunk for easy care.

Does he remember how you took care of him?Otherwise, why does he look so bewildered but lonely.

He is in the place where he stayed with you, and he misses you non-stop.

When he thought this way while sitting next to 207, a pair of naughty feet would suddenly reach out from his back, step on his shoulders and kick him to the ground.

He thought this way when he was running on the track, and when he was running, he would suddenly be patted on the shoulder and hear a familiar voice say, "Run faster on June [-] and the monitor will overtake you."

When he was training and fighting and beat everyone to the ground, he thought this way, and suddenly someone would stand up and say, "Wu Liuyi, you haven't beaten me yet."

When he saw Xu Sanduo, he thought this way, and in a trance, a warm smiling figure would appear next to Xu Sanduo, that slack guy.

When shooting at the target, he heard that someone had a good shot and even surpassed himself. He thought this way, it must be the guy who taught himself how to shoot a gun to be able to shoot it so well, right?

He thinks like this when there is no cigarette, and in a quiet and sad atmosphere, someone will suddenly pass a cigarette from the side and say, "There is no cigarette again."

And when he misses you, he...

No.He doesn't want you.Because his longing for you has already been embedded in his body, hair and skin.That is no longer called miss.

You are in his heart.

He doesn't need to think about you.

Because his whole world is you.

Even if you are far away in the world, he and you will always be a leg away.

Lift your legs.

so easy.

So complicated.

so warm

But so sad.

The originally dry and cracked ditch in his heart was infiltrated by your tenderness like unstoppable waves.

The original sharp and hard edges and corners in his heart were smoothed by you with a long period of your life, and you made him completely radiant.

Do you know that at first he thought that his hard edges and corners would scar him all over his body, and then he would know the difficulty of the world.But you had ground him long before the pain hit, and kept him under your protection.

So do you know? At first he thought that the criss-crossing rivers of warmth you gave him in his heart would never stop, but they all stopped flowing on the day you left, and his heart dried up again, and the open wound went straight to the soul .

History today.History and present.

Are you thousands of miles away, can you feel the frequency of this heart that misses you so much?

But you are so far away, you and him, so far away.

If there are endless distances between thousands of mountains and rivers, the ends of the earth and the corners of the earth, it is really only a leg lift.

TBC