I'm here, you're gone

【"Minshu! It's autumn! Do you want to go out and have a look!" Li Hongji put down the bouquet in his hand, "I can put the flowers by your bedside! Then you can see them every day when you wake up, which means that I am too! "

"Although I really like how serious you are, you've been too serious recently, and you don't pay much attention to me!" Li Hongji pouted, looking at the person who still ignored him.

"Ah! Smelly girl! Don't think that you can be so great just because you are an older sister! Really! I am a popular idol! What are you doing with such a stinky face when I spare time to accompany you! Our tenth album has The two songs were written by Yuan Bin! He is already a very famous songwriter, you should be very proud!"

"Okay, okay, I was wrong, I said I would not be willful anymore, why don't you believe me! What do you want me to do!"

"The one who can make our popular idol beg so hard, old Minshu, please show kindness and take a look at him!" Yuan Bin pushed open the door and joined the ranks of persuasion, "Sister, don't be brave anymore. , I know you are having a hard time too, don't you!"

Watching Yuan Bin gently hold Min Shu's hand, I know it's the younger brother, but it's still delicious.

"I still have a recording in a while, I'm leaving first, you continue to work hard!"

After sending Yuan Bin away, Li Hongji came to Wu Minshu and held her hand tightly, "Minshu, it's been five years, isn't it okay? I know you're blaming me for not being by your side all the time, but, I want you to know that I, Li Hongji, am not someone who will give up easily! I want you to see me working harder when you wake up!"

"I know you are very tired, but you have slept for five years, isn't it enough? Others sleep more and more fat, but you are getting thinner every day! The nurse just said that your blood vessel walls are already very fragile. It's already hard for you to input the nutrient solution! Please wake up soon, can you?"

"Others say that if you don't wake up for more than a month, it means that you have given up! But, the Wu Minshu I know is not someone who will give up! It's been five years, and you're lying here, aren't you bored?"

"Still, you don't like me anymore, you don't like to see me! In that case, as long as you tell me yourself, I will never appear in front of you again!"

"Minshu, I beg you! Wake up quickly, please? As long as you wake up, I will promise you anything!"

"Minshu! If you don't wake up, the professor will give up on you! Wake up quickly, please!"

"Minshu! If you don't exercise, you won't grow any taller! In this case, how can you laugh at me! Laughing at you wearing high heels, you are the same height as me! Minshu, as long as you wake up, I won't grow taller!" Get angry again, okay?"

Outside the ward, the nurses were used to this painful child standing by the bed.He would visit this person regularly who had no hope of waking up. Medically, a vegetable who had been sleeping for a year was clinically dead, let alone this person who had been lying in bed for five years.Even the authoritative professor of the hospital, Clayderman, is about to give up.However, this child still comes here regularly, I heard that he is a very famous idol in Korea!Such a weak patient, this person, what a pity!

"Hongji, as Minshu's mother, we ask you not to come again, and Minshu doesn't want to see you like this!" Minshu's mother came to visit her daughter every day as usual, and today was the day when the child flew over. Unexpectedly, seeing this distressed child, "Min Shu's chance of waking up is already zero, so don't stay any longer, okay?"

"Minshu, you've been waiting for me! Don't grab her, don't push her away, she's right there, motionless, standing there waiting for me! I missed it many times before, but this time, I I won’t miss it again, even if it takes a lifetime to get back to the original place, I will go, because Minshu is there! Minshu is actually very afraid of being alone, if I don’t go over, she will just stand there and wait, I Don't let her wait in such pain, let me wait for you, please! Don't go too far, promise me, okay?"

The person who responded to Li Hongji was still lifeless, lying there like a doll...]

"Minshu! Huh...huh..." Li Hongji suddenly sat up from the side of the bed, gasping for breath, not sure if it was true, he immediately grabbed the hand on the bed.

"I dreamed that you didn't wake up for five years!"

Li Hongji held that person's hand tightly, yes, it was just a dream just now, it's been five years since the dream, and Wu Minshu is still sleeping deeply.Now that I woke up, I found that it was just a dream, but it was reality!It's been two weeks since the operation, and she still hasn't woken up, what should I do.

"Minshu, promise me, no matter what, don't sleep for so long, okay?"

"Hongji! You should go back! The one-week vacation is over, and the company is urging you again!"

Yuan Bin put down the bouquet in his hand, and looked at the person who had been barely in the water all this time.The operation was considered a success, but Wu Minshu still hasn't woken up. After receiving the news, Li Hongji hastily took a week's vacation and flew over without leaving for a moment.

"I know that the plane ticket tonight has already been delivered. But, I'm leaving, what should she do?"

"Don't worry! No problem! For now, didn't the professor say that?"

"The professor also said that it is also possible... maybe..."

"Wu Minshu, a girl, won't let that happen."

"No matter what, when she wakes up, no matter what time or place, she must tell me! Is that okay?"

"it is good!"

"Minshu, I will come again after the Korean itinerary is settled. The songs from the new album are already stored in your mobile phone. Remember to listen to them every day! When you wake up, you must sing to me, okay?"

"The vacation in the UK is over, you have to go all out, you know? The company already knows about you and Minshu and understands you, but this is not a reason for you to continue to do whatever you want, Araki?"

"Brother, I really wanted to give up for a moment, but Minshu's contribution is not worth it, is it?" Although Li Hongji was speaking to his manager, his eyes were still focused on Ahead, "Such a waste of her efforts, she will definitely beat me up when she wakes up!"

"Hongji, no one else can do anything for you now, only you can be stronger, okay?" Regarding the child's distress, as a manager, he couldn't ignore the interests of the company.

"Brother, you don't need to comfort me. In fact, I can say that I have reaped the consequences. I didn't cherish it before, and when I came back to my side again, I let her go away like this, and I regretted it. I am like this, and I am not worthy of others' treatment of me. My sympathy. However, brother, our contract still has two years to expire, if she has not woken up in two years, then brother, I will quit FT, I hope that brother and the company will be prepared."

He handed back the contract in his hand to the agent. It was an early renewal contract prepared by the company for him. The conditions were very attractive, but these could no longer impress Li Hongji.

"Okay! I will communicate with the president what you mean, but I still think you should be cautious. After all, it is not easy for you to come now."

"Brother, but if we hadn't persisted until now, then FT would have disappeared long ago, or, in the next two years, we may not necessarily go downhill."

"Kid, shut your mouth! Really, alas!"

Li Hongji smiled wordlessly, followed his manager's example, patted him on the shoulder, walked out of the meeting room, took a deep breath, and set off for the recording site.

"Hi everyone, I'm Li Hongji, welcome to today's MTVSunnySide hosted by Hongji! Hello! Hello everyone, I'm Li Hongji from FTisland!"

"Ah! Brother Qiangren is not here today! Everyone knows it! It's a concert in Thailand! It's a pity that I couldn't go to the scene! Well, here's to wishing the SJ second tour a successful conclusion in advance!"

"There is pri who left a message on the message board. After all, what kind of relationship is long-lasting! Hehe, it seems that I have encountered relationship problems! How to deal with it! This issue is so sensitive! Haha!"

"Actually, I think that the long-term one may not be the most earth-shattering. The one that suits you, and after making a choice, you must be loyal to your choice. It is not difficult to make a choice, but it is difficult to be loyal to your choice. No Until the last moment, it won’t last long, and it doesn’t count for a minute or a second. Of course, in addition to being loyal to our own choices, we also have to stick to what is most suitable for us. Just like water, coffee, tea and juice, maybe You can only drink water, but if you hold water and insist on drinking coffee, then, you who are shocked by the bitterness of coffee may feel that the water has lost its usual moistness. So why can't we carry water, To appreciate other options?"

"Hehe! Maybe the audience on the other end of the radio station has been confused by me! Haha! It's just a personal idea, a long-term relationship, you must cherish it, don't wait until you miss it, when you want to go back to the original place, there is only one left. Write down yourself and the memories you don’t want to remember. Okay, let’s send a song to this fan who is still confused, please enjoy..."

"Okay, this is the end of today's MTVSunnySide, thank you again for listening, I'm Li Hongji, goodbye! ~"

"Thank you! Hongji, let's have a drink!"

"Sorry, brother, there will be activities tomorrow morning!"

"Yo! Now I know how to behave myself! Haha!"

The producer of the program I am talking about is close to Li Hongji because of Qiangren's relationship. Every time I meet him on the radio, as long as time permits, he will drag this cute kid to accompany him for a drink.

Li Hongji packed his bag and checked his cell phone. There were no missed calls or text messages.This has almost become his main job during this period. When he doesn't need to record programs or when there is no activity, he always stares at the phone, looking forward to it turning on.

After rejecting the agent, he repeatedly promised that he would return to the dormitory at the specified time, and walked out of the radio station by himself.The fans are enthusiastic at any time, even though it is already 10:30 in the evening, there are still some fans who are reluctant to leave at the entrance of the company.In order not to be recognized, I deliberately dressed like a student today, lowered the brim of my hat, pulled my eyes out of the bag to put it on, and walked out smoothly without being noticed.

Seoul at night is also very lively. Li Hongji simply doesn't want to go back, doesn't want to see the concerned eyes of the players, and doesn't want to go back to the bedroom.Even when he returned to the dormitory, he kept his eyes open most of the time, staring at the ceiling until the early hours of the morning.I fall asleep when I am sleepy to the limit, and within two hours, I will be woken up because I have to work.It seems that I haven't taken care of Julie for a while, and the two little ones, Jae Jin and Seung Hyun, have been managing Julie.It's not that I didn't see Julie's resentful eyes. Once I gave Julie a bath, maybe the two little ones didn't adjust the water temperature properly, so it was cold.In the middle of the night, when he was in a trance, he heard Julie's mournful cry, so he came to the terrace and saw Julie shaking.So, that night, Li Hongji held Julie in his arms and kept holding her like that until dawn when he was about to go out to work.Since that time, Julie may have also felt the change of her master, and she will no longer make trouble with him for no reason, and become unusually honest.

There has been no news from Britain. Nana said that she is still asleep. When will she wake up?Even if you blame him for everything before, if you want to take revenge on him, you have to stand in front of him alive to take revenge, which makes sense, doesn't it?Why don't you want to wake up?Even if it's not for him, for parents, for Won Bin, for Jae Seung Hyun, for Min Hwan, for Jong Hoon, I have to wake up and tell them, I'm fine, right?

It's winter in Seoul now!She came back at this time, and stood in front of him in that way, catching him off guard.I can't believe it, and I don't want to believe it. The person I have missed for three years is actually standing in front of me with the attitude of a stranger.Afterwards, the infinite pampering and indifference towards other team members and his indifference towards him were things he could not have imagined before meeting Wu Minshu.

He fantasizes a lot about them meeting again, maybe at an event where he's on stage sweet-talking fools and she happens to pass by.Looking at each other across the crowd, the face in memory appeared in front of my eyes again, and then responded with a smile, he continued with his activities, and she continued with her journey.

Maybe it will be a trip to the airport in the UK for promotion, and I happen to meet her who is going back to China to visit.The two are in a coffee shop at the airport, each with a cup of coffee.She is still the same latte, greeting each other, leaving the current contact information, and then, turning around, their respective lives.

It is also possible that she returned to China after studying, and then watched his performance on TV and paid attention to it silently.Until the two met and told each other the old love they never forget, just like that, they came together naturally.At that time, he was no longer naive and vacillating, and she was no longer panicking and worrying about gains and losses.

What's more, she has already returned to China, but she doesn't want to contact him anymore, living her favorite ordinary life.Find someone who can focus only on her and talk about marriage.Through a friend, tell him that he is very happy now.At the wedding, he sang blessing songs for her and looked at her hearty smile, from now on it only belonged to that one person.

There are many other possibilities, but this way is beyond his imagination.He couldn't guess that she would turn to study design for Yuan Bin, he couldn't guess that she would accept Han Zhenxu's invitation, he couldn't guess that she would directly appear in the company's conference room and serve as FT's chief stylist.He couldn't guess too much. At this moment, he even wondered if this was just a dream of his own, and the reason was because he missed her too much.

No matter how much you don't want to believe it, this is true and realistic.She came back, no matter what it was, she still chose to be by his side, no matter what her status was.But what about him?What did he do again?It broke her heart again, and made her, who was already fragile, realize once again what history repeats itself.How stupid I am to hurt her twice because of the same problem, so cruel.

Unknowingly, Li Hongji came downstairs to the apartment that Wu Minshu was renting in Seoul.It was supposed to be an empty room, but now it was lit with warm yellow lights, probably a new occupant.After walking around the building slowly, I checked the time. It was almost twelve o'clock, and I had to go back. If I didn't go back, the manager would go crazy!But what about after going back?Keep looking at the ceiling, waiting for daylight?

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