brother or brother disrespect

"After graduating from college, I went directly to graduate school abroad, and then stayed on Wall Street over there. I met Lu and Guang. They were both in the same circle, and they all came from the same country, and they gradually became acquainted."

Wang Mianqing's tone was soft, his eyes were empty, and he slowly recalled the events of that year.

"Actually, I was not very old at the time, but my parents were afraid that I would read too much and delay my marriage. Calls were often made to urge marriage, and I was a little annoyed. It happened that Lu Heguang began to pursue me."

"The family backgrounds of the two parties are similar, and the economic level and cultural level of the two are similar. Although I don't feel much about it, getting married is the same thing. We got married soon."

"Actually, up to now, I can't say that I hate him so much. Sometimes, I quite understand him."

Hearing this, Gu Heng glanced at the calm Wang Mianqing.

Wang Mianqing smiled at him, "I can tell that you were all afraid of my sadness or something. On the way to City A, my elder brother thought I would jump off the bus. Actually, I didn't feel it at all... If you say it, I'm right Lu and Guang have never had the slightest affection, maybe you will not believe it, and it is too unfair to him. But the fact is like this."

"So, he has a wife who doesn't love him, and this wife can't even take care of him. I'm busier than him at work. After his job title is judged, I have to work overtime every day. He has always been a very conceited person. ...I just can't find a sense of existence here."

"On the day of the divorce, the last sentence he said to me was, 'I hope I can find a man I like.' I suddenly felt that it might really be my fault that this marriage has come to this point."

"I kept a distance from him from the very beginning. How long can a marriage maintained with reason rather than emotion last? I didn't devote myself wholeheartedly at the beginning, so even if he cheated, I couldn't find any reason or impulse to be angry."

Wang Mianqing looked at Gu Heng seriously, "Actually, I don't know how to like or love someone. But I say this, I hope you can understand... In a relationship, there is nothing wrong with maintaining reason, but if it is to maintain reason, Failure to seriously feel love and being loved is actually hurting others and yourself.”

Gu Heng suddenly understood why Wang Mianqing said so much all of a sudden.

Wang Mianqing hesitated, "You and I have been friends for many years. Chang Yuan may not know what you were like before, but I do. You and Chang Yuan... I can see that he likes you very much, so I don't want you Things, ultimately sorry him or miss him."

"What happened at Changge that day... well, I don't know what to say. I'm not you after all, maybe I'm thinking too much..."

Gu Heng was silent for a while, then nodded to Wang Mianqing, "Thank you, Mianqing."

Wang Mianqing said with a smile, "It's not easy for everyone for so many years. I hope everyone around me can live well in the future."

Not long after the conversation between the two of them ended, Chu Xi called.

On the way back, Gu Heng closed his eyes and kept silent.

He was really grateful to Wang Mianqing.Except for Mian Qing and Chu Xi, perhaps no one else could discover these things.But Chu Xi didn't find a good time to speak after all.Mianqing lived with them for a period of time and learned more about them.

Gu Heng himself is also very scared, afraid that because he has not been able to fully devote himself to his relationship with Chang Yuan, he will eventually hurt Chang Yuan.

He's not Wang Mianqing, he doesn't know what it's like to love someone.Now that Gu Heng thinks about it for a while, he can recall how he felt when he was with Fang Qing.

The first love is too passionate, and the breakup is too tragic.Gu Heng has been single for so many years, it's not that the other party has no more love, but because he suddenly feels that there is no meaning.Lost interest, also lost the ability to like a person.If it wasn't for the accidental cohabitation with Chang Yuan, he might still be alone.

But even in the face of Chang Yuan, he likes and spoils him, but he subconsciously stays awake.He would not let himself tie Chang Yuan by his side, he began to hide his possessiveness.So whether Chang Yuan was approached by a woman or teased by a girl on WeChat, he told Chang Yuan that he would not be jealous, and he told himself not to be jealous from the bottom of his heart.

This is not a deliberate behavior, but it is a subconscious protection of oneself.Before that, Gu Heng didn't realize it, and it wasn't until today that Mianqing was broken, and Gu Heng suddenly realized it.If it were him five years ago, not to mention Chang Yuan was approached by a girl, even if there was a strange woman in Chang Yuan's WeChat, he would force Chang Yuan to block her.

Thinking back to Chang Yuan's silence this morning, Gu Heng began to regret it.

Chang Yuan should feel it... That's why he feels disappointed and sad.

Gu Heng clenched his fists.

What he said to Chu Xi was not a joke, if possible, he would like to go to the end with Chang Yuan.But...it was obviously the person I had said in my heart that I would protect him for the rest of my life, but now he made him feel sad for himself.

Gu Heng didn't say anything along the way, Chu Xi gave Wang Mianqing a wink, Wang Mianqing looked at Gu Heng who had kept his eyes closed, and shook his head.He signaled Chu Xi not to worry about him.

When they returned to Jade Garden, Gu Heng called the housekeeper directly and asked where Chang Yuan was.

The housekeeper is a middle-aged man, slightly bent over and said, "Mr. Chang went back to his room to rest after dinner."

It was already past five o'clock in the evening, and what the butler said was lunch, Chang Yuan hadn't gone out all afternoon.

Gu Heng sighed inwardly, he was the one who brought the person here and said it was a vacation, but he was the one who left the person here in the end.

He greeted Chu Xi and the others, and hurried back to his yard.

Chang Yuan didn't really sleep all afternoon.He came back after lunch, walked around the yard a few times to digest food, and then went back to his room to pack his and Gu Heng's luggage.There are not many things, but there are still a lot of bits and pieces after packing up.

In addition to the clothes and small ornaments that Chang Yuan bought for himself and Gu Heng here, he tidied them up for more than an hour without rushing.

Then the temperature rose at noon, Chang Yuan felt a thin sweat all over his body after tidying up, went to take a bath in the room again, and then lay down on the bed to take a nap in the morning after coming out.

Gu Heng walked lightly when he entered the door, and saw the person on the bed put the corner of the cup on his stomach.Chang Yuan slept dishonestly, the bathrobe was already loosely tied, but now it almost fell apart, exposing Chang Yuan's fair chest to the air.

Gu Heng's Adam's apple slid up and down, and he walked slowly towards the bed.

Chang Yuan seemed to be too relaxed in the bath, and now he is sleeping deeply, he didn't want to be discovered by Gu Heng as soon as he entered the door last night.

Gu Heng bent down, put one hand on Chang Yuan's pillow, and looked down at his eyebrows carefully.Gu Heng thought back to Chang Yuan's frowning and sullen look in the morning, and felt a pain in his heart, he lowered his head and placed his kiss between his brows.

This kiss could no longer stop his agitated emotions, Gu Heng lowered his head and sealed Chang Yuan's lips.Before Chang Yuan woke up, he eagerly poked in.