Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

— The meal was tasteless.

Yin Jingnan remained silent for a while, so Bai Fan would not take the initiative to speak. When it was about to end, Yin Jingnan said in a low voice.

"I do not blame you."

"..." Bai Fan raised his head upon hearing this.

"After all, I did treat you badly before." Yin Jingnan muffled.

Bai Fan was noncommittal and said lightly.

"I don't care anymore."

"En." Yin Jingnan replied.

If Bai Fan can blame him and hate him, maybe he still has a chance, but he doesn't care about anything, so he doesn't even have a direction to work hard.

That's the saddest thing.

When the old man heard that Yin Jingnan was injured, he immediately sent his confidants to the United States. The ward was always staffed and there were nurses, so there was no need for Bai Fan to stay by Yin Jingnan's side all day.

Bai Fan went back to the research institute to work, and only went to the hospital to see Yin Jingnan after get off work, often accompanied by Abel.

Yin Jingnan would rather that Bai Fan could be more cruel and not come to see him at all, so that seeing Bai Fan with other men would make him feel more painful than being cut by a knife.

The young man is strong and his wounds are recovering quickly. After lying in the hospital for half a month, he will be discharged tomorrow, ready to return to China for recuperation.

After leaving, I don't know when I can meet Bai Fan again.

Yin Jingnan was looking forward to Bai Fan's visit tonight.

It would have been better if the unsightly American hadn't followed.

Unfortunately it backfired.

Bai Fan came at around seven o'clock in the evening. After knocking on the door and getting Yin Jingnan's permission, Bai Fan walked in from the door holding Abel's arm.

In Yin Jingnan's eyes, no matter how he looked at it, it was glaring, and it seemed that even breathing became a little difficult.

When Xiaoyan was with him, she never held his hand like this.

Yin Jingnan was wearing a hospital gown, sitting cross-legged on the bed, smiling far-fetchedly, "Here we come."

"Well, how do you feel, are you feeling better today?" Bai Fan took the fruit in Abel's hand and walked towards the bed, putting it on the bedside table.

"It's good." Yin Jingnan lowered his eyes and played with the folds of his trousers unconsciously with his fingers, "I'll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow...you don't have to visit me anymore."

Bai Fan paused slightly, "Yes."

"I'll go back to China after I leave the hospital." Yin Jingnan said in a low voice.

"Congratulations." Bai Fan said.

"Otherwise." Bai Fan said lightly.

"Isn't it a happy event to recover your health?"

"Well, you're right." Yin Jingnan's voice gradually dropped, "But what I said is not the same thing as what you said."

Bai Fan didn't hear what he was saying, and was about to ask, when Yin Jingnan's eyes met his, "Can I talk to you alone?"

Abel's sense of presence is actually not high, he is just brought by Bai Fan to support the scene, what Bai Fan thinks in his heart is absolutely not as it appears on the surface, it is precisely because of this that he is afraid that he will be shaken, so he needs such a person to restrain himself .

Bai Fan wanted to refuse, but seeing Yin Jingnan's slumped appearance, he really couldn't say it out.

After hesitating for a moment, he turned to Abel and said, "Abel, you go outside and wait for me, I'll be there soon."

"Okay." Abel nodded, stepped forward and kissed Bai Fan's cheek, then turned and left.

There were only two people left in the house.

"Speak." Bai Fan stood in front of the bed and said.

I have already exhausted what I could say. The reason why Yin Jingnan made such a request was just to get a little chance to be alone.

Even if it is brief, he cherishes it.

The corners of Yin Jingnan's eyes were red, and he said to Bai Fan, "Before we part... can I hug you again?"

Bai Fan pursed his lips, frowned and took two steps forward, getting closer to the bed.

Yin Jingnan understood that this was Bai Fan's last sympathy for him, with tears in his eyes, he leaned over and stretched his arms around Bai Fan's waist tightly, pressing his face against his abdomen.

"Is it really impossible?"

"Yeah." Bai Fan let him hold her.

Yin Jingnan bent his mouth, closed his eyes, and tears fell down his cheeks.

"Then you should be happy."

Bai Fan didn't answer, and after a while, Yin Jingnan let him go slowly.

The American pendulum on the wall moved silently, and the time passed bit by bit.

Yin Jingnan lowered his eyes.

"It will be difficult to meet in the future."

"Grandpa arranged a blind date for me. I will probably get married soon after returning to China."

Hearing this, Bai Fan's hands hanging on both sides slightly tightened and then loosened.

"Anyway, that person is not you... No matter who you are with in the future, it will be the same." Yin Jingnan looked at the subtle lines on the bed sheet and smiled.

When Bai Fan went out, his eyes were red, and Abel was taken aback, "What's wrong with you?"

"Did he bully you?"

Bai Fan shook his head, "Go back."

Seeing his distraught appearance, Abel was very worried, and hurried to follow, but didn't know what to say to persuade him.

Bai Fan has never been a person who would easily reveal his emotions, and being able to lose control like this proves that he is very sad.

As for why you are sad, you don't need to think about it.

Because that person is going back home.

Abel drove Bai Fan home, and when Bai Fan unbuttoned his seat belt and got out of the car, he said, "I hope you think clearly, if he wants to be with someone else in the future, are you really willing?"

Bai Fan stopped moving.

"Don't let yourself regret it," Abel said.

Bai Fan froze for a while, got out of the car and supported the doorway, "Be careful on the road."

Abel nodded.

After Bai Fan entered the house, Abel started the car and left.

At this point, Fang Yan was preparing lessons in the study. He was not only a university professor, but also the vice president of the DRR Academy of Sciences, so he was very busy.

Hearing someone passing by outside the door, Fang Yan took off the silver-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose and pinched his eyebrows. When he walked outside, Bai Fan was about to enter the room.

"Fanfan." Fang Yan called him to stop.

Bai Fan turned his back to Fang Yan and didn't turn around, not wanting his father to see him in a mess.

"I'm a little tired today, I want to rest early."

Fang Yan was very worried when he heard his hoarse voice, and took a few steps forward, "Did something happen?"

Bai Fan held the doorknob, "No."

Seeing that he didn't want to talk about it, Fang Yan didn't ask, and said softly, "Then go to bed early."

Bai Fan responded, pushed the door and was about to go in, Fang Yan said again.

"By the way, how is Mr. Yin?"

Bai Fan stopped, "It's fine, I'll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

Fang Yan laughed, "That's good. You can ask Mr. Yin when he is free, and invite him to have a meal at home. After all, he helped you, so you should thank him well."

"He's going back to China, he won't come." Bai Fan whispered back to Fang Yan, entered the room and closed the door.

He could keep calm in front of people, but now he couldn't hold back anymore. Bai Fan leaned against the door and closed his sore eyes.

He didn't understand what was wrong with him.

Isn't this the result he always wanted.

There was a gentle knock on the door and Fang Yan's voice.

"Fanfan, are you really alright?"

Bai Fan pulled himself together and tried to speak in a normal tone.

"Well, it's fine."

"If you feel uncomfortable, tell Dad, I will worry." Fang Yan said.

"Really not, don't worry." Bai Fan replied.

Fang Yan sighed and went back to the study.

Yin Jingnan was discharged from the hospital the next afternoon, and the old housekeeper who came here specially packed his luggage for him and prepared to go straight to the airport.

After living here for more than half a month, even the hospital has made Yin Jingnan feel emotional, because his beloved is hidden in this land, and he is extremely reluctant to leave at the thought of leaving soon.

The old butler went downstairs to handle the discharge procedures for Yin Jingnan. Yin Jingnan was the only one in the room, and his hospital clothes had been changed into casual clothes. He walked to the window and stared at the greenery downstairs.

There is still an unrealistic fantasy in my heart, hoping that Bai Fan can appear in front of him and tell him not to leave.

As long as the other party says one word, he will stay.

But instead of Bai Fan, what was waiting was an unexpected phone call.

Lin Yi called from China.

Yin Jingnan didn't want to talk at this time, he just wanted to stay quietly, he hung up the phone, but the other party called back tirelessly.

Yin Jingnan didn't even have the strength to wrinkle his brows, and put it to his ear, "Hello."

"How is Mr. Yin's way of chasing his wife?" Lin Yi's brisk voice came from the receiver.

Yin Jingnan just felt tired, "Are you okay, if not, I'll hang up."

Hey, come on, I haven't finished talking yet. " Lin Yi said anxiously.

"Speak the truth."

"How are you doing with him?"

"It's nothing." Yin Jingnan said in a low voice.

"Tsk, it seems a bit difficult." Lin Yi muttered for a while, then said, "Then let me help you."

"If it works, how can you thank me?"

"Stop making trouble, I'm very tired now." Yin Jingnan's voice was hoarse.

"You don't believe me? All right, then I'll impress you." Lin Yi hung up the phone angrily after speaking.

Yin Jingnan didn't take it seriously, and left for the airport when the housekeeper came back.

How could Lin Yi do what he couldn't even do.

The plane at [-] o'clock in the evening is very fast.

Yin Jingnan was sitting in the crowded airport, the surrounding was not quiet, but he couldn't hear any sound.

"Master." The housekeeper asked with concern.

"Are you all right?"

Yin Jingnan bowed his head, his voice was inaudible.

"Something happened."

"But he doesn't care about me anymore."

At the same time, the Bai family.

The sky was getting dark, and the oppressive atmosphere poured into the house from the outside, Bai Fan sat silently by the bed, holding the phone in his hand in a daze.

He didn't go to the research institute today, and stayed in the room all day in a daze.

The time for the man to leave was getting closer and closer.

Many times, Bai Fan wanted to rush out desperately and go to the airport to keep Yin Jingnan, so that he was not allowed to marry others.

But with Bai Fan's temper, he couldn't do such a thing.

This means that he has to compromise and be soft.

He can't lose himself like Xiaoyan.

"Fanfan, you only ate so much at noon, come out and have some snacks." Fang Yan said outside.

"The cake just baked, it's still hot."

Bai Fan came back to his senses, and wiped away the tears that didn't exist on his face.

"No, I'm not hungry."

Fang Yan couldn't persuade him so he had to leave.

Bai Fan's cell phone rang suddenly, and the screen lit up.

Someone sent an email to his inbox. Bai Fan thought it was about research, but when he opened it, he found that the attached content was a video.

The protagonist of the video is Lin Yi, wearing a lake-green sweater, sitting on a simple European-style sofa, and greeting the camera with a smile on his face.

"Hello, Xiaoyan, how are you?"

The image of Lin Yi and Yin Jingnan kissing at home instantly appeared in Bai Fan's mind, and he instinctively wanted to turn off the phone, but forced himself to watch it like a self-tortured one.