Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

"Fanfan" Yin Jingnan stared blankly at the two of them.

Bai Fan nestled in Abel's arms, stood in front of Yin Jingnan, and said calmly.

"you saw it."

"Abel and I liked each other a long time ago, long before we met you."

"If it wasn't for that accident, we wouldn't have met at all."

"Bai Fan is my lover now, I hope you will stop pestering him in the future." Abel, who has always been approachable, said seriously.

Yin Jingnan's eyes gradually turned red, and the hand hanging by his side slowly tightened, "Do you regret meeting me?"

He lowered his head, and his whole body was enveloped by an invisible fragility and sadness.

Bai Fan took a deep breath and deliberately said in a sarcastic tone.

"Yes, I'm very sorry."

"I always think, if I hadn't met you back then, even if I was frozen to death outside, it would be better than living lowly like a dog by your side."

"During that time, Xiaoyan may have had happiness, but for me, it was the most shameful past in my life."

"If you really care about me a little bit, don't show up again. I let it go, so you can let it go too."

Yin Jingnan's breathing became tight, and the heat in his eyes was almost uncontrollable. He wanted to tell Bai Fan that he couldn't let it go, it was deeply embedded in his heart, how could he let it go.

But in the end, all he said was a helpless compromise.

''good. "

Bai Fan's goal was achieved.

He squeezed Abel's hand on his shoulder and said with a smile, "Darling, let's go in."

"Yeah." Abel lowered his head and kissed the top of Bai Fan's hair, then turned around and walked into the villa with his arms in his arms.

Yin Jingnan raised his head stiffly, shouted the name with trembling lips, tears fell from his eyes.

"Xiaoyan..."

After entering the room and closing the door, Abel couldn't wait to look at Bai Fan, and said with a smile, "I did a good job."

The words stopped abruptly without saying a word, and Abel's eyes were instantly filled with surprise, "What's wrong with you?"

"What are you crying for?"

At some point, Bai Fan had already burst into tears, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears, and said dumbly.

"I am fine."

Abel frowned, his expression became distressed, "You clearly care about him."

"Why do you want to do this?"

Bai Fan shook his head, "It's time to end."

"Haven't you thought about giving him another chance?" Abel asked.

Bai Fan didn't want to continue this topic, "Let's go, don't make Dad wait too long."

Not long after they entered the house, Yin Jingnan left.

He had no reason to stay any longer.

The hotel is not far away, it’s nearby, but Yin Jingnan doesn’t really want to go back. He walks along the road outside Baifan’s house alone, keeps walking, and walks for a long time. I found that I no longer knew where I was.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was quite lively, with relatives and friends present, it looked like a happy and perfect birthday family dinner. In fact, Bai Fan, the protagonist, was absent-minded throughout the whole process, only smiling all the time on the surface.

After dinner, Bai Fan sent Abel away and returned to the room, seeing that the people downstairs were no longer there, and his heart was occupied by an unspeakable emotion, as if something that originally existed in his body had been hollowed out .

Sad and lost.

This time it's really over.

In the following days, after several consecutive days of insomnia, Bai Fan decided to see a psychiatrist. If necessary, performing hypnotherapy to forget some things would be a good way.

But when he really wanted to completely let go of the past, he began to hesitate again.

They were already lying on the special hypnosis chair in the psychotherapy room. When the psychiatrist walked towards him with the hypnosis equipment, he got up in a panic and said sorry to the psychiatrist, and then left the clinic in a hurry.

As soon as March was over, the weather was not so cold, and Bai Fan still had cold hands and feet when the temperature dropped a little. At this time, he couldn't help thinking of the night when he lived with Yin Jingnan and stuck to his side to keep warm.

Bai Fan has been independent since he was a child, and he slept in his own small bed when he was still a baby. When he was a little older, he was arranged by his father in his own room. After getting used to it, he never felt lonely, and even felt noisy in crowded places. ,noisy.

It was Yin Jingnan who made him what he is now, sentimental, less and less like himself, always feeling lonely and hopeless.

The coat on his body was a little thinner, and Bai Fan walked against the wind, stretched out his hands and crossed his arms, and stared at the halo of the street lamps on the street.

He didn't notice at all that a sloppy-dressed American like a homeless man was approaching him quietly. When Bai Fan passed an unlit intersection, the homeless man suddenly stepped forward and covered Bai Fan's mouth and nose with his dirty hands , and dragged him into the dark alley next to him.

The tramp pressed the white sail against the wall, and reached out to tear his trousers.

A pungent sour smell mixed with a strong smell of wine penetrated into Bai Fan's nostrils, making Bai Fan feel like gagging. When he heard the heavy breathing of a strange man in his ear, he was startled and frightened, and instinctively rejected his proposal. With the help of the faint light from outside, he could clearly see the rough bearded face of the homeless man and the terrible desire in his eyes.

Bai Fan knew that he couldn't compete with the opponent with his own ability, so he forced himself to calm down, tried to communicate with the opponent in English, and asked him to stop, but the man was like a wild beast out of control, cursing unbearable obscenities, and still making up his mind. Come and kiss him.

Bai Fan turned his face away, screamed tremblingly, and called for help in English, but the next second his mouth was covered by the homeless man, who pressed him firmly against the wall, the size disparity was too big, he almost Can't move.

The buttons of the jeans were unbuttoned, and the homeless man turned Bai Fan over impatiently and leaned against the wall. The eyes overflowed, and the great sense of humiliation made him wish to die immediately, and tears rolled down in the blink of an eye.

At this moment, there was a rush of footsteps at the entrance of the alley, followed by a familiar voice.

"Fanfan!!"

Bai Fan turned his head with difficulty.Yin Jingnan appeared in the light, rushing towards him with a terrifying expression.

Originally, Yin Jingnan should have returned to China a few days ago, but he was still reluctant to give up. After two days of decadent in the hotel, he finally made up his mind to leave and let Bai Fan go free.

He just wanted to take another look at Bai Fan from a distance before leaving, and counted the time to wait for Bai Fan to get off work in a hidden place outside the research institute, but when he really saw him, he became greedy again, thinking that one glance was not enough.

Especially after finding out that Bai Fan was going the opposite way to his family today, Yin Jingnan couldn't help but follow him, never expecting such a thing to happen.

Seeing someone coming, the homeless man let go of Bai Fan in a dizzy state, and was knocked to the ground by Yin Jingnan's fist in the next second.

The tramp screamed, cursed "shit", and struggled violently to get up. How could Yin Jingnan give him such a chance? He kicked the tramp in the face, bent over and grabbed his neck, and punched him one by one. The fist greeted him in the face, and each punch used all the strength of his body, and his face was full of hostility.

The homeless man was beaten so dizzy that he lay on the ground and howled.

Bai Fan tidied his clothes with trembling hands before he had time to pay attention. Yin Jingnan has always been a calm person, even if he gets angry occasionally, he just speaks more seriously. He has never seen Yin Jingnan lose his mind like this, as if the person he has never met The homeless man has a blood feud with him.

The wail of the homeless man quickly subsided, Bai Fan was worried that he would die, so he hurried over and grabbed Yin Jingnan's left arm to stop him, and said in a low voice, "Enough, if you keep beating him, he will die."

Yin Jingnan didn't notice it, his eyes were red, but his strikes became more ruthless, Bai Fan could even hear the sound of the homeless man's nasal bone breaking, and blood flowed out of his nasal cavity.

"Yin Jingnan." Bai Fan became anxious, tugged at Yin Jingnan's sleeve, and called out to him, "Yin Jingnan!!"

Only then did Yin Jingnan come back to his senses, straightened up, and turned to look at Bai Fan with scarlet eyes.

Just as Bai Fan was about to speak, he was immediately embraced by Yin Jingnan. This embrace was domineering yet gentle, so tight that it was scary but not painful. Most importantly, he felt Yin Jingnan's body trembling slightly.

Bai Fan frowned, it was impossible to remain calm, "Are you okay?"

Yin Jingnan hugged him even tighter, muttering to himself, "Fortunately, you're fine."

Bai Fan let Yin Jingnan hug him for a while, and said, "Why did you appear here?"

Yin Jingnan let go of him, lowered his eyes uneasily, "I"

"You have been following me?" Bai Fan asked.

Yin Jingnan thought that Bai Fan was provoking his teacher, so he became more and more embarrassed and dared not look at him, "I'm sorry, I just want to see you."

"" Bai Fan said nothing.

Yin Jingnan felt very uncomfortable and said dumbly.

"I'm leaving."

"Oh." Bai Fan said lightly, still looking indifferent.

"Then you have to take care of yourself in the future." Yin Jingnan said with difficulty.

"I've always been able to take good care of myself," Bai Fan said.

Yin Jingnan smiled, "Well, that's good."

"You too." Bai Fan said stiffly.

Yin Jingnan wanted to say that without you, I would not be well in the future, but it is meaningless to say such words when they are separated, and it is even more annoying.He muffled back.

"Ah."

If it wasn't too dark here, Yin Jingnan would have noticed that Bai Fan's eyes were red.

If he opens his mouth to say some soft words, perhaps Bai Fan will soften his heart.

Unfortunately neither.

"I'll take you home." Yin Jingnan said softly.

"No need, I'll go out and take a taxi." Bai Fan said.

Yin Jingnan didn't insist, "Well, then you go first."

"I'm afraid that if I leave first, I can't help but turn back."

"Alright." Bai Fan said.

Without saying goodbye, since we won't see each other again anyway, Bai Fan turned and walked towards the light outside the alley.

Yin Jingnan watched him step by step, getting further and further away from him.

When approaching the entrance of the alley, Bai Fan stopped, hesitating for a moment, and couldn't help looking back at Yin Jingnan.

It was this one glance that made Bai Fan freeze in place, the coolness climbed from the soles of his feet to his back, and his pupils suddenly constricted.

The homeless man who had fainted on the ground did not know when he got up, and approached Yin Jingnan silently, holding a sharp stone in his hand and raised it high towards Yin Jingnan's head

Bai Fan's eyes widened: "Yin Jingnan!!!"