Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

In the bathroom cubicle on the second floor, Xiaoyan sat on the toilet cover covering his mouth, his eyes were red.

He heard it all.

Yin Jingnan said he loved him.

is that true……

Yin Jingnan's voice continued on the radio. There was a bit of fatigue in that dull and hoarse voice, as if he was really anxious about his disappearance these days.

"Xiaoyan, I'll wait for you at Exit 1 of the mall."

"If you're still here, come and see me."

"I'll wait for you until the mall closes."

"I miss you."

"I'm worried about you too."

After that, the voice disappeared, and the young girls and their companions in the mall excitedly talked about the couple who were having a fight, saying that the male lead was so romantic and affectionate, and they didn't know what kind of person the other lead character would be.

It was past five o'clock in the evening, and there were more than three hours before the mall closed.

After Yin Jingnan left the broadcasting station, he went directly to Exit No. [-], and stood at the most conspicuous place at the door, waiting.

Not long after he left, Xiaoyan came out of the bathroom. Xiaoyan went out from Exit 2, went around and hid by the security booth near Exit 1, and Yin Jingnan could be seen from the angle.

Just now, he was so concerned about running away that he didn't dare to look at him at all. Now, Yin Jingnan seemed to have lost some weight, and the profile of his profile became more distinct.

But still so good-looking, tall and straight.

The sky had long been dark, and the bright orange light fell on his face, adding to his loneliness.

Xiaoyan's heart tightened, and his eyes were even more sour. He wanted to let Yin Jingnan go, don't wait, but he didn't dare to show his face.

The surging flow of people changes one after another, the only thing that remains the same is that person, except that occasionally he can't help but turn his head to see if there is anyone in the mall that he wants to see, and the rest of the time he is almost motionless.

Time passed by minute by minute, and Yin Jingnan's heart became colder as the time went by. He thought, Xiaoyan might have left long ago, otherwise why would he have been made to wait so long.

But even if you think about it like this, you don't want to let go of the slightest chance.

He really missed him too much.

This is completely different from the situation when Yin Jingnan asked Xiaoyan to be independent and let Xiaoyan go out to live alone. At that time, Xiaoyan was always under his control, and his heart was turned to him. he.

The world is so big, when a person really wants to leave, there is no way to stop him.

He can only do his best to persuade the other party to stay.

Perhaps Xiaoyan is still hesitating somewhere, considering whether to come out to meet him.

With such expectation, Yin Jingnan continued to wait. As time went by, the flow of people gradually decreased.

Xiaoyan saw the disappointed and bewildered look on Yin Jingnan's face, like a child who made a mistake but could not be forgiven by his parents.

Does he really love him.

Maybe it's not enough to reach the level of love, but at least he cares about him, otherwise he won't be willing to wait so long.

Xiaoyan's heart softened, he thought, maybe he should give Yin Jingnan a chance, listen to his explanation carefully, and give himself a chance too.

Just when Xiaoyan was about to walk towards Yin Jingnan, a white Maserati drove up by the side of the road. Lin Yi got out of the driver's seat and walked quickly towards Yin Jingnan Road.

"What are you doing standing here?"

When Yin Jingnan saw Lin Yi, he didn't even bother to wrinkle his eyebrows, and asked in a muffled voice.

"How did you know I was here."

"It's not easy to find you." Lin Yi smiled, hooked Yin Jingnan's arm, "Let's go, I'll treat you to dinner."

Yin Jingnan frowned, and withdrew his hand, "I told you before, I'm not interested in you."

"I know, business can't be benevolent, can't you just be friends?"

"I'm waiting for someone."

"Who are you waiting for? The shopping malls are closed."

"Let's go."

Lin Yi stretched out his hand to hold Yin Jingnan, and successfully dragged him away.

The distance is a bit far, what they said, people hiding in the dark cannot hear.

Xiaoyan stared blankly at the backs of the two of them, feeling a sharp pain in his heart.

It was supposed to be like this, but he was so obsessed just now that he thought of compromising.

Yin Jingnan may have affection for him, but that meager affection probably came from sleeping on the bed.

After all, they have shared the same bed for more than a year and have done many intimate things.

But so what.

Xiaoyan turned around stiffly, running in the opposite direction from Yin Jingnan.

If he had stayed longer, he would have found that Yin Jingnan didn't get into Lin Yi's car at all, and broke away from Lin Yi's hand after walking a few steps.

The workplace was exposed, and Xiaoyan couldn't go to work in the restaurant anymore. After returning home, he texted his boss to resign, expressing his apology.

He clearly promised the boss to work here for at least three months, but finally broke his promise.

I was planning to start a new life, but who knew that today came suddenly, and it was a big blow to Xiaoyan.

He hid in his narrow rented house, closed himself up, and was in a daze all day except for sleeping. There were steamed buns in the refrigerator, and when he was hungry, he steamed one or two to satisfy his hunger. It was not difficult to serve it with side dishes. Swallow down.

He knew that he shouldn't go on like this, so he gave himself three days. After the decadence, he had to cheer up and go out to find a job.

Being famous on the Internet is a burden for Xiaoyan, which means that he can no longer find a similar job, otherwise Yin Jingnan will find him immediately.

There happened to be a hotel near home, and Xiaoyan tried to interview the kitchen helper, but the manager rejected him because he could not speak and could not communicate at work.

This time obviously not as lucky as before.

Even Xiaoyan didn't dare to do such a showy job as a waiter. Even if he fled the city, the extensive network would still easily expose his whereabouts.

A few days passed, seeing the money on his body dwindle little by little, but the job has not yet been settled, Xiaoyan inevitably felt anxious and helpless.

He can live frugally, but he can't stop the birth of a child that costs a lot of money.

Fortunately, the landlord is a nice person. The water pipe in the house burst. When the landlord called someone to repair it, he heard that Xiaoyan was looking for a job. He introduced him to a job as a cashier in a convenience store, but he had to work the night shift, which was a bit hard.

But for Xiaoyan, he was very happy to find a job, he readily accepted it, and bowed to thank the landlord again and again, which made the landlord very embarrassed.

After working the day shift for two consecutive days, Xiaoyan had to work the night shift today, so he made a bowl of noodles casually, and was ready to go out after dinner.

The trash can at home was full, so Xiaoyan bent over to clean it up.

There was a knock on the door without warning.

Xiaoyan was startled, his whole body tensed up, and his first reaction was that Yin Jingnan was here.

No one will come to him but him.

There was a cat's eye on the door, Xiaoyan stood up, held his breath and did not dare to act rashly, fearing that people outside would find him at home, fearing that he would not be able to withstand Yin Jingnan's gentleness and opened the door.

"Excuse me, is anyone there?"

——A calm and stable baritone voice that has been accumulated over the years came from outside the door. Just listening to the voice makes me feel gentle and kind.

Not Yin Jingnan.

Xiaoyan heaved a sigh of relief, hesitated for a moment and went to open the door.

The man was wearing a black coat, wearing a pair of silver-rimmed eyes with faint fine lines at the corners of the eyes. He was about 40 years old, and his appearance was as kind and elegant as his voice.

Behind the man stood a young man who was much taller than him, with straight and three-dimensional facial features, fair complexion, light blue pupils, a handsome foreigner.

Xiaoyan was sure that she didn't know them, and raised her hand in doubt.

"what……"

Who are you looking for?

The man's eye circles turned red instantly, and he stared closely at Xiaoyan.

"Sailing."

The other party's reaction was beyond Xiaoyan's expectation, he suddenly found that the man's eyebrows and eyes seemed somewhat similar to his own.

To be precise, he is similar to this man.

- A ridiculous idea appeared in my mind.

Xiaoyan raised his hand with difficulty and gestured.

"what……"

Do you know me?

The man nodded and smiled tearfully.

"My name is Fang Yan."

"You were born to me."

Before coming here, Fang Yan had already investigated everything that happened to his son after he came to China, including the process that he was wandering abroad, was rescued by someone, conceived a child, and lost that child in the end.

So, in this way, he should be able to understand.

When Xiaoyan was wandering outside, enduring the cold and hunger, he thought that he would have a family. Like a stray dog, he carefully huddled under the eaves outside the store to hide from the rain, imagining that his family would come looking for him at dawn He, took him out of such a difficult situation, but after repeated disappointments, he no longer had any hope.

Now someone suddenly appeared in front of him and told him that he has a family and that he is not an orphan. Apart from feeling that he was dreaming, Xiaoyan also felt full of sadness and grievance.

But he believes that there is a reason for all this, and his family has difficulties.

Xiaoyan's eyes were red, and he gestured.

"what……"

Why are we separated.

"Something bad happened." Fang Yan's tone was hoarse and sad.

"Sorry, Fanfan, I'm late."

Xiaoyan shook his head with tears, took Fang Yan's hand and asked him to come in and sit down, then went to pour two glasses of water and handed them to Fang Yan and the man beside him.

Before Fang Yan came here, he knew the hardships and hardships of the children living outside, and what kind of desperation they were forced to, so he chose to jump from the top of the tens of meters high building.

He was mentally prepared, but seeing the child living in such a cramped and simple house, and thinking of his wandering experience, he just felt heartbroken.

Seeing this, Abel patted Fang Yan's shoulder comfortingly, and said in a low voice, "Teacher."

Fang Yan shook his head, indicating that he was fine, patted the place beside him and smiled at Xiaoyan.

"Fanfan, come to Dad."

Xiaoyan walked over and sat quietly beside Fang Yan. Fang Yan stared at his fair and thin face for a while, then slowly reached out to touch it, tears rolled down his face, and smiled.

"you have grown up."

"It's a bit taller than it was two years ago."

"Dad misses you very much."

From the moment he met Fang Yan, Xiaoyan had no reason to doubt the other party's identity, the bond of blood, and the true feelings in Fang Yan's eyes, all of which could not be acted out.

He has a father.

Xiaoyan breathed tremblingly, gestured with red eyes.

【I miss you too. 】

I think about it when I’m hungry, when I’m cold, and when I’m being bullied outside.

Fang Yan couldn't calm down, and reached out to hug Xiaoyan tightly.

"You are wronged."

This is the case for those who contribute to the country, whether they are soldiers or researchers, they are often involuntary.

After listening to Fang Yan's narration, Xiaoyan finally knew her identity.