Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

Mingming's struggle in his arms was not violent, as long as Jian Qing hugged her tightly and did not let go, Cheng Wen would not be able to leave, but finally let go.

When a person wants to go, there is no way to stop him.

Jian Qing understands this truth better than anyone else.

Cheng Wen said, Ah Qing should forget about the past, and I forgot too.

Jian Qing looked at his back gradually disappearing in the manor, and wanted to tell him that he would never forget, you have carved such a deep mark in my life and melted into my flesh and blood, how can I forget.

It will hurt.

But he was too choked up to speak.

Jian Qing has never cried so heartbreakingly like now. When Cheng Wen ran away from home, no, when Cheng Wen wanted to break up with him, no, and when Cheng Wen left with amnesia, no, because he knew , as long as he works hard, he can be saved, and there is still a chance.

But now.

Jian Qing thought she saw hope, but she didn't expect it was just a mirage she saw when she was sleepy in the desert for too long and almost died of thirst.

It's just an illusion.

Zhang Chen'er was preparing dinner in the kitchen, when she heard the door opening, she went out to see it while still wearing an apron, she was startled by Jian Qing's pale face, and hurried forward to say.

"Son, what's wrong with you?"

Jian Qing shook her head, didn't look at her, and walked upstairs in silence.

"...Son?" Zhang An'er looked at his tall back, and tentatively called again.

Jian Qing actually didn't think too much at this time, but felt very tired, so tired that she didn't even have the energy to say a word.

In the past few days in prison, he hardly slept well. As soon as he closed his eyes, he dreamed that Cheng Wen was worried about his safety with red eyes, but it turned out that this was not the case, and everything was just his own sentimentality.

There were several bottles of strong foreign wine on the wine cabinet in the room. Jian Qing randomly took out a bottle, poured the wine into a glass, and sat crookedly at the small table on the carpeted floor in the room, and put it to his lips I took a sip.

In fact, he doesn't like drinking too much, especially such overbearing foreign wine. The smell of the wine makes people dizzy and unconscious.

But he likes being unconscious like this, and he won't be sad when he's drunk.

He raised his head and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, then poured it again.

After repeating this many times, half of the wine in the bottle was soon left, but the expected sense of relief did not come as expected, and he seemed to be in more pain. Alcohol magnified people's desires a hundred times, and so did longing.

So he drank even more fiercely. After finishing a bottle of wine, he got up unsteadily and went to the wine cabinet to bring out two new bottles.

This is what Zhang Chen'er saw when he entered the room.

A few empty wine bottles were lying on the ground in a mess, Jian Qing sat on the carpet, her upper body was lying on the sofa behind her, her cheeks were flushed with drunkenness, her eyes were closed, but she raised her head and poured wine into her mouth from time to time , drank in a hurry, a little wine dripped from the corner of his mouth, soaking his clothes.

Didn't even notice anyone coming.

The smell of alcohol in the room made Zhang Chen'er feel dizzy just by smelling it, she frowned and snatched the wine bottle from Jian Qing's hand.

"How much did you drink!"

"What the hell happened?!"

It was only at this time that Jian Qing had a little reaction, opened his eyes slowly, and took a long time to see who the person in front of him was. He lowered his eyes and was about to take back half of the foreign wine left, and begged with his tongue.

"Give...give me..."

Zhang Chen'er was suddenly angry, and waved her hand, "Look at what you look like now!"

The palm fell on Jian Qing's side face, making a crisp sound, and he was beaten to the side of the head.

In fact, it didn't hurt, maybe it was because the alcohol paralyzed the nerves, Jian Qing didn't feel the pain at all, he was just a little dazed, he could faintly feel that Zhang Chen'er was angry.

His mother doted on him since he was a child, and never beat him.

Jian Qing was a little at a loss, he retracted himself, and buried his face in his arms on the sofa.

Zhang Chen'er regretted it after she moved her hand, and the room fell into a long silence.

She was really angry, Qi Jianqing was so decadent, so disregarding her own body, if time could be turned back, she would rather her son never met Cheng Wen in the first place.

No matter how much she likes others, she still can't feel sorry for her son.

Jian Qing's body suddenly trembled slightly, and a suppressed cry came from between his arms.

Why does it still hurt so much.

It turns out that the wound on my heart cannot be paralyzed by alcohol.

Zhang Chen'er was in a hurry, she climbed onto Jian Qing's back with her slender hands, "Son..."

"Mom... Mom was wrong, Mom shouldn't hit you."

"Don't cry...what's the matter, you talk to mom, mom will figure out a way with you..."

"Did you quarrel with Xiao Wen?..."

Jian Qing covered her face with her hands, crying more and more out of control, Zhang Chen'er knew that he was sad, so she didn't ask any more questions, but just quietly accompanied him.

When Jian Qing was tired from crying, he straightened up, looked at Zhang Chen'er out of focus, and murmured.

"...He doesn't want me anymore."

He was really tired, he staggered towards the inner room, fell asleep when his body touched the bed.

Alcohol is not useless.

At least put him to sleep.

But when I woke up in the morning, everything was the same again, and nothing had changed.

The discomfort in the stomach made Jian Qing rush to the bathroom to vomit non-stop. She didn't eat anything last night, and what she vomited was viscous stomach acid.

The face of the person in the mirror was pale, his eyes were red and swollen, and his hair was messy. He completely lost his previous energetic appearance. He looked so ugly that Jian Qing felt strange to himself.

He bent over to take a handful of cold water, splashed it on his face, and instantly became much more awake.

Dai Shengding finished his business trip and came back early this morning. The first thing he did when he came back was to find Cheng Wen.

There is only half a month left in the wedding period, and it is very tight. Many things have to be arranged as soon as possible, such as finalizing the layout of the wedding scene as soon as possible, as well as choosing dishes and taking wedding photos.

Compared to Cheng Wen who foolishly agreed to Dai Shengding's marriage proposal back then, now Cheng Wen already understands what it means to like and what it means to want to spend a lifetime with the person he likes.

If possible, he wanted to refuse the wedding, but among Cheng Wei's conditions, marrying Dai Shengding was one of them.

Cheng Wen couldn't resist.

Cheng Wei told him that after a hundred years, he would hand over the company to Dai Shengding to manage the company. At that time, Cheng Wen would still be a young master with no worries about food and clothing, and he would live in peace and prosperity all his life.

Cheng Wen thought to himself, he doesn't want to be a young master, if he can be with Ah Qing, he is willing to endure hardships, he has hands and feet, he can go out to earn money to support his family, as long as he can be with the person he likes.

When Cheng Wen said these words, Cheng Wei scolded him for nonsense, saying that Jian Qing was treating you well now, but he didn't know when he would reveal his true colors, that the country is easy to change, and the nature is hard to change, he is a bastard not worth entrusting.

Cheng Wen didn't understand what an asshole wasn't. He only knew that Ah Qing was kind to him.

Although Big Brother Dai is also kind to him, but he only wants the kindness of one person.

Cheng Wen thought that after last night, Jian Qing would not come again, but he didn't expect that when he went out with Dai Shengding at noon, he saw the man coming up from behind the stone pillar of the wall, calling him awkwardly.

"Little Wen..."

Jian Qing has been waiting outside for a long time. She has been waiting since the morning. Before coming here, she deliberately tidied herself up. She shaved her beard and tied her hair as neatly as before, but she still couldn't hide her embarrassment.

Cheng Wen's heart ached and he was about to cry. He endured it, but the corners of his eyes were slightly red, "You, why are you here again..."

"Didn't I say I don't want to see you..."

"I..." Jian Qing tied his hands and feet in front of him, his eyes were red and he couldn't speak. In fact, he didn't know what to do after he came here. He only knew that he couldn't give up, and he didn't give up.

"...I miss you." It took a long time to hold back that sentence.

It's clear that I saw it last night, so it seems a bit fake to say this.

But Cheng Wen didn't think so.

People who love each other can't wait to be together every minute and every second, and it really takes a long time not to see each other overnight.

Why didn't he think about him all the time, when he was eating, when he was sleeping, even in his dreams, Jian Qing was crying and begging him not to leave, and then woke up crying.

They really met each other, but they could only hurt each other more deeply.

"Mr. Jian, please recognize your identity. I am Cheng Wen's fiancé. It's inappropriate for you to say such things in front of me, right?" Dai Shengding hugged Cheng Wen's shoulders with a fake smile.

The scene in front of him hurt Jian Qing's eyes, he wanted to snatch Cheng Wen back from the other party's arms, this is his little fool, how could he go with others, but before he had time to act, he listened to Cheng Wen's advice.

"Yes... this, this is not suitable."

"You go away..."

"We're... going to take wedding photos."

Jian Qing rolled her Adam's apple with difficulty, "Wedding photos..."

"Is it so fast?"

Cheng Wen nodded, lowered his head and didn't look at him, his voice was a little hoarse, "Yeah, there's still half a month... I'll get married, hurry up."

Jian Qing's eyes were blurred, he took out his mobile phone from his belt with trembling hands, and turned on the screen to show Cheng Wen, "This is our wedding photo, you...you took it."

don't go.

Cheng Wen clenched his lower lip, his nose felt sore, "This, this doesn't count."

"I like Big Brother Dai, and only those who shoot with Big Brother Dai count."

"And yours... doesn't count."

Dai Shengding didn't want the two to be entangled for too long, so he left with his arms around Cheng Wen. Jian Qing hurriedly grabbed Cheng Wen's wrist, tears streaming down his face, "Xiao Wen..."

Cheng Wen didn't look back, afraid of turning back, he couldn't bear it anymore, he pulled his hand back hard, and followed Dai Shengding into the car.

Jian Qing lost his strength and didn't catch up any more. He stayed where he was and muttered in a daze, "It counts...why doesn't it count."

"You clearly said you liked me..."

It's not like, it's love.

But now, even that liking for him was gone.

The black BMW drove away slowly, and when he turned the corner, Cheng Wen finally couldn't help but look back, but he couldn't see anything anymore.

He had already burst into tears, sobbing and grabbing Dai Shengding's arm.

"Brother Dai...I, I don't want to marry you."

"The person I like is Ah Qing..."

Dai Shengding sighed and patted him on the back.

"Xiaowen, I will treat you well."

There are some problems with the capital chain of his father's business, and the loopholes to be filled are too big. He must marry the Cheng family to really get help.

Although her mother's family was aristocratic, her mother cut off contact with her family as early as when she desperately wanted to marry her poor and white father.

He has no choice.

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Let me tell you a ghost accident, I almost overslept tonight... I woke up in a daze to check the time, I jumped up and typed like crazy, quick... Praise me!