Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

Cheng Wen gradually calmed down, looking at Jian Qing as if looking at a stranger, timidly, with full caution, "I...I want to go now, can I?..."

When the person finally woke up, Jian Qing was very excited, of course there was nothing wrong with it, but he was really worried when he saw Cheng Wen's thin face, "You are still weak after waking up, you have to eat something to supplement your body." Physical strength, let's go back to the room first, and I'll take you there later, okay?"

Cheng Wen remembered what he saw on the big screen in the shopping mall that day, and when he heard the words, he thought of Jian Qing's deception and concealment, his eyes turned red, and he said blankly, "Ah Qing...are you lying to me?... "

His expression collapsed, and he tried not to cry, but the tears flowed down uncontrollably, his beautiful eyelashes trembled, "Baby... Is the baby gone..."

Jian Qing's heart tightened, and she hurriedly reached out to help him wipe away tears, "No, I didn't lie to you, the baby is still there, it's fine."

Cheng Wen believed his words before, but Jian Qing had lied to him too many times, and now the little fool can't believe it anymore.

He fell asleep for too long, and he was unconscious during that time. When he woke up, he was groggy and felt like he had lost something. He touched his stomach and found that the baby was gone, and he searched the whole room but couldn't find it.

He only remembered that it was very painful that day, and he was very scared, but he was even more afraid of being left alone in the world without anyone to accompany him.

The child is his life.

Cheng Wen's mood was on the verge of collapse. He was afraid of annoying Jian Qing, so he didn't dare to cry. He carefully pulled up the corner of his clothes and said hoarsely, "Then... then take me to see... okay?..."

"I will be good, I will be obedient, and I will not make Ah Qing angry..."

"please……"

Being bullied before childbirth, and going through a hell of a time, it's normal to be emotionally unstable at the moment, Jian Qing didn't think deeply about it.

Ben was worried about his body, so he wanted to take him there later. Seeing that he was so disturbed, he was still reluctant to do so. He hugged Cheng Wen tightly in his arms, and patted him on the back to coax him.

"Okay, okay, okay, go now, go now."

"Stop crying, stop crying."

Cheng Wen gradually calmed down, let Jian Qing hold his hand in a daze, and when he was about to walk into the elevator, a familiar voice came from behind.

"Brother, you're awake."

Cheng Wen turned around to look in a daze.

Cheng Ran was standing at the corner in a hospital gown, his gaze first fell on their holding hands, then slowly moved up, and smiled at Cheng Wen, "Just wake up, I'm not feeling well these days, there's nothing I can do It's still Qing's help to stay by your side and take care of you, you have to thank him well."

There is no deep meaning in these words. As the father of Cheng Wen's child and the person who will marry Cheng Wen in the future, it is only natural for Jian Qing to take care of him.

But if you change the starting point, it will be completely different.

Jian Qing frowned, and was about to speak when the man he was leading hurriedly broke away from his hand, lowered his head and whispered thank you, and took a small step back to the side.

Cheng Wen had already heard the words clearly that day, and Jian Qing said that he had never loved anyone other than Cheng Ran from the beginning to the end.

He also said that the baby had nothing to do with him.

I don’t remember seeing such a sentence in any TV series: Only those who are not loved are the third party.

The little fool used to be ignorant and didn't quite understand it, but now he understands the meaning.

He is that third person.

"Xiao Wen..." Jian Qing became anxious, and wanted to hold his hand, but who knew that Cheng Wen had been hiding until he had nowhere to hide in the corner, so he hid his hands behind his back and looked at him seriously with red eyes , "We... we can't do this..."

Cheng Ran went over and grabbed Jian Qing's arm, "Qing, since brother is awake, don't worry too much."

"I feel a little uncomfortable, can you stay with me?"

Jian Qing knew that Cheng Wen must have misunderstood something, but now was not the time to explain, he looked at Cheng Ran and said, "I'm going to accompany Xiao Wen to see the child, I'll talk about it later, you go back to your room first."

Cheng Ran grabbed his hand and stuck it on her slightly swollen belly, and nodded with a smile, "Baby and I are waiting for you."

Cheng Wen looked at his movements, a little dazed, and Jian Qing's face was not good-looking, but he didn't say anything after all, and saw Cheng Ran leave.

When the two of them went down the elevator together, Cheng Wen refused to let Jian Qing hold his hand no matter what. He was obviously very weak, so he refused to let him hug him, and walked slowly behind him.

Before, Jian Qing was never willing to wait for him, but now he looked back from time to time. Cheng Wen's temper was uncomfortable and he didn't say anything, he was afraid that something might go wrong again.

The baby was placed alone in a room on the ninth floor, and was watched by nurses 24 hours a day.

This floor is not as quiet as the VIP ward. There are many people coming and going in the corridor. Cheng Wen kept his head down all the time. Before he actually saw the baby, he always felt a little worried, afraid that Jian Qing would be coaxing him again. He plays.

Jian Qing was secretly worried that the little fool was not in the right mood. I heard that postpartum depression is a very common mental illness, and his taciturn appearance really does look alike.

But soon I felt that I should be thinking too much, and I should be fine when I see the baby later.

"Here we are." Jian Qing stopped in the room at the end of the corridor.

Cheng Wen raised his head nervously and followed him in.

The nurse got up, said hello to Jian Qing, and went out. Cheng Wen walked quickly towards the pink and soft dumpling lying in the incubator, tears rolling down his eyes.

The baby was really too small, smaller than he imagined, and very thin. Cheng Wen didn't even dare to touch her, worried that he would accidentally hurt her, and his breathing slowed down a lot unconsciously.

On the way here just now, Jian Qing had already told him that this was a little girl.

"Do you think she is ugly? I don't know who she will be like in the future." Jian Qing said with a smile, with a bit of unconcealable happiness in her tone.

Cheng Wen was stunned, thinking that he really disliked his daughter's unattractiveness, his heart ached, and he whispered back, "Should...should be like me."

This is the baby he gave birth with all his life. Even if it is not good-looking, he still thinks it is good-looking. He held his breath and stretched out his hand to touch her face very lightly. It was as soft as cotton candy, and it was hard to put it down.

"Newborn babies are like this, and they will grow up after a while, whether they look like you or me, I like them both." Jian Qing couldn't help but put his arms around his shoulders.

Cheng Wen was used to hearing such insincere words, so he just pretended that he couldn't understand and didn't make a sound.

"You can hug her." Jian Qing's voice came from the side.

"But...is it okay?..." Cheng Wen turned to look at him, with a slight smile on his pale face.

"Of course." With her lover and child by her side, Jian Qing's heart was completely soft, "But only for a while."

He walked into the incubator, stretched out his hand and carefully hugged Xiaotuanzi who was sleeping soundly inside, his movements were very rusty and cautious.

"The baby is still very young, you have to support her head and waist, gently and not too hard."

Jian Qing is still a novice when it comes to holding a baby, and now she will start warming her up by hand.

I can't tell what it's like. I used to hate children, but now every time I hold my daughter in my arms, I always feel an inexplicable sense of accomplishment.

After demonstrating for a while, he handed the baby to Cheng Wen.

Cheng Wen hugged his daughter according to his method, his eyes gradually turned red, he pretended not to care, and asked aloud, "Baby...does the baby have a name?..."

"Not yet, I'm afraid you won't like it if I take it, so I want to make a decision together when you wake up." Jian Qing shook her daughter's little hand.

Cheng Wen thought, since Jian Qing doesn't care about this child, it's normal that she doesn't want to name her.

He was silent for a while, "I... I haven't read a book, and I don't know how to read. I'd better ask Ah Qing to help me think of one."

Jian Qing didn't want to come out for a while, and felt that the matter of naming should not be hasty, so she said, "Don't worry, let's think about it slowly when we go back."

The child couldn't leave the incubator for too long, and put it back after holding her for a while. She slept so deeply that the two fathers didn't wake up even after hugging her again and again.

Cheng Wen knew that it was because of his poor health that he was hurting the baby. He just felt very distressed. When he left, he turned around every step and asked Jian Qing when the baby's body would return to normal.

Jian Qing said that he would not have to stay in the incubator for another two weeks at most, and Cheng Wen was reluctant to let go.

When he returned to the ward, Assistant Chen had already bought nutritious porridge and was waiting outside. Cheng Wen ate half a bowl under Jian Qing's urging, and then a bunch of doctors and nurses came to check him up and said that his body was fine. It is a hindrance, but it is inevitable to leave some sequelae, and it must be taken care of.

Cheng Wen's spirit was very bad. He lost his strength after walking downstairs just now, felt sleepy after eating, and had a dull pain in his lower abdomen. This should be the sequelae that the doctor said.

He didn't take it to heart, and walked away with Renren, wanting to sleep, but seeing Jian Qing sitting on the chair beside the bed peeling peaches, he didn't seem to want to leave.

Cheng Wen tightened the quilt around his body and said. "Ah Qing, you...you go to Ran Ran's place, and don't come to see me in the future."

Jian Qing paused the hand holding the knife, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Then he put the half-peeled peach and the knife on the bedside table, wiped his hands with a piece of paper, kicked the trash can aside, moved the chair close to Cheng Wen, and grabbed his hands, "Xiao Wen, you misunderstood me gone."

Cheng Wen lowered his head and wanted to pull it back, but the other party was too hard and he couldn't break free.

The corners of Jian Qing's eyes were a little red, "Cheng Ran... the child in his belly was an accident."

"I was drunk that night."

"He was diagnosed with leukemia some time ago and wanted to commit suicide. I had no choice but to stay with him and take care of him."

"The night we went to Yongchang Lane to eat small wontons together, I received a call from his assistant. I was worried that his life was in danger, so I left in a hurry. You are pregnant with a baby. I was afraid to scare you, so I didn't dare to tell you."

"It's just that I wasn't careful enough to leave you there alone."

Cheng Wen raised his head in a daze. He had little experience and had never heard of this disease before, but he could feel the seriousness from Jian Qing's words, "Can leukemia...can you die?"

"Don't worry, I will definitely find the right bone marrow to cure him." Jian Qing said.

Cheng Wen nodded and stopped talking.

Jian Qing's Adam's apple twitched, "Xiao Wen, you believe me, the person I love is you. Since I broke up with Cheng Ran, I have nothing to do with him. I only said something to comfort him because I was worried about his illness. .”

Cheng Wen was silent for a while, "I believe you...but I don't want to be with you anymore."