Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

Cheng Ran was in the apartment he gave him.

Xiao Li said that since he was diagnosed with leukemia the day before yesterday, Cheng Ran no longer worked, hid in the house and was unwilling to go out, or slept and drank when he woke up. From then on, he felt that something was wrong with him, and he beat him tonight The phone couldn't get through, so I wanted to rush over to have a look, but I didn't expect that as soon as I opened the door, I saw him sitting on the sofa and cutting his wrist with a fruit knife, and I couldn't stop him.

It took Jian Qing half an hour to arrive at Cheng Ran's residence. The room was almost a mess, and half of the floor was covered with mottled blood from footprints. Cheng Ran was sitting on the ground by the French window, talking with the four Five paramedics confront each other.

He was crying, Qingjun's face was covered with tears, there was a hideous wound on the wrist of his right hand, which was bleeding continuously, and that hand was holding a sharp fruit knife against his neck at the moment , staring at the medical staff with vigilance, in a state of complete breakdown.

"do not come……"

"Let me die..."

"I'm not going to the hospital..."

"Anyway, I have nothing left... There is no point in living..."

Under such circumstances, the medical staff dare not approach easily, otherwise, if the patient accidentally cuts the artery, even the Immortal Da Luo will not be able to save him.

Xiao Li was trying to negotiate with him, "Teacher Cheng...don't be like this, think about the child in your belly, if you die, he will die too, do you really have the heart?..."

Cheng Ran suddenly laughed, with tears streaming down his face, "Child... so what if you have a child... Even if he is born, I can't grow up with him. Why don't you leave this world with me now, so that you don't have to worry about it later?" Suffering... and being poked at the back and scolded as an illegitimate child..."

Jian Qing felt that such a scene was very familiar. Back then, the little fool put a sharp weapon on his neck and cried like a child who had lost the world.

The difference is that Cheng Wen is fighting for the hope of living, while Cheng Ran has lost the courage to live.

His heart was shaken, and when he came back to his senses, he had bypassed a group of medical staff and arrived in front of Cheng Ran. His throat was tight with tension, and he stretched out his hand to get closer to him, but he didn't dare to move rashly, "Ran Ran..."

"Don't be impulsive... don't be impulsive..."

Cheng Ran was stunned, and his mood stabilized a little, "Qing..."

"You're here..."

Jian Qing's heart moved slightly, and he tried to approach him, "Yes... yes, I'm here... you put down the knife, be obedient..."

Cheng Ran was stunned for a moment, then suddenly cried again, "Didn't you want me..."

"Why are you looking for me..."

Jian Qing was stopped by the question, her Adam's apple twitched, she paused, and said.

"Listen to me, I didn't want you... I also know about the child. He will not become an illegitimate child. We get married. After we get married, his surname will be Jane."

"Put the knife down and don't hurt yourself."

Jian Qing didn't know what was going on with that child at all, maybe it was imagined by the youth's out of control emotions, no matter what, the most important thing right now is to save people first, other than that, he couldn't care less.

"You lie..." Cheng Ran choked up and complained, the tears on his face shone under the lamp, "You broke up with me..."

"You said you wanted to be with your brother..."

"No, I'm not with him." Jian Qing quickly denied.

"Think about it, he is just a nanny I hired, how could I really like him."

"The person I love is always you."

"...Really?" Cheng Ran's eyes were blank, as if he was a little shaken.

"Really, really, I won't lie to you." Jian Qing said.

Cheng Ran's lips trembled, and he said with tears, "But I'm sick... I've got leukemia, I won't live long..."

"I'm going to die..."

"No, I will find the most authoritative doctor in the world to help you treat, and I will also help you find a suitable bone marrow. Now that medical technology is so advanced, you will definitely survive. I will always be with you. What are you doing? Don't be afraid." Jian Qing slowly squatted down and tried to reach out to him, "Trust me."

Cheng Ran stared at him firmly, as if seeing a life-saving straw, his trembling right hand gradually moved away from his neck, and the knife in his hand fell to the cold ground with a 'click', and fell into a warm hole in the next second. Jian Qing hugged him tightly.

"Don't be afraid...don't be afraid, I'm here."

Seeing this, the medical staff and Xiao Li breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

Cheng Ran cried bitterly in his arms, trembling all over, "Qing..."

"I thought I would never see you again before I died..."

"Don't say stupid things, you'll be fine." Jian Qing comforted him softly.

The wonton stew was finished, Cheng Wen stared blankly at the empty bowl in front of him, put his left hand in his coat pocket, and held a spoon in his right, occasionally raised his head and looked timidly at the diners around him, and then looked away blankly.

He had been sitting in the store for a long time. After Jian Qing left, he realized that he had no money on him. The money was all in the old coat. He came out in a hurry and forgot to bring his mobile phone.

He considered walking back, but it was far away from home, and the little fool didn't know the exact way.

Fortunately, Ah Qing has already paid for the wonton stew.

The little fool wanted to ask the people around him to borrow his mobile phone to call Ah Qing and ask him if he could come to pick him up, but he was so afraid of life that he didn't dare to move after sitting for so long, and he didn't know what to do.

Maybe Ah Qing will go home soon. Seeing that he hasn't returned, he should come to him...

Cheng Wen wasn't sure either, his clumsy little head couldn't come up with a good idea, so he could only wait.

The business of this store is booming, and the number of ravioli stews is limited every day. Usually it closes when sold out, sometimes at [-] o'clock, sometimes at [-] o'clock, seeing the customers in the store gradually disappearing one by one, Cheng Wen's figure becomes conspicuous up.

The proprietress came over while sweeping the floor with a broom, "Sorry, our store is about to close, and you are welcome to come back tomorrow."

Cheng Wen suddenly came back to his senses, "Oh...ok...okay, I'll leave right away."

He also knew that it was a shame for him to stay in the store like this. The customers who shared the table with him just now had gone away several times, but he was the only one who sat here unmoved and finished eating tomorrow morning.

The little fool stood up in a panic, his chubby stomach accidentally bumped against the edge of the table, his face turned pale from the pain, he clutched his stomach and walked out in a vain manner.

There is heating in the store, and it is a completely different world from the outside. As soon as the door is opened, the biting cold wind rushes in. The temperature is nearly minus 20 degrees, and it is difficult to resist even wearing thick cotton clothes. The two glass doors were carefully closed.

It was already 10 o'clock in the middle of the night, the alley was pitch black, most of the shops were closed, Cheng Wen walked a few steps to the side, sat down on the steps, wrapped his hands tightly around himself, still shivering from the cold trembling.

He didn't dare to run around, for fear that Jian Qing would not find him when he came back to look for him.

But when will he come?

Maybe it won't come, it is very unlikely that Ah Qing will think of him when he is with Ran Ran.

This feeling is very hopeless, and it scares Cheng Wen even more than when he was locked up at home. Jian Qing brought him out and left him outside. The little fool was penniless and had nowhere to go. There is no place to stay.

If the summer is fine, sleeping on a bench in the park is fine, but in winter in the capital, people will freeze to death.

Cheng Wen was terrified, but he didn't cry, he just stared at a little spark in the distance with red eyes in a daze.

It was an iconic and majestic building, and the lights were dim in the dark, but it was far away, and there was only a little light left, no matter how prosperous it was.

Half an hour later, the boss and the proprietress, who had done the aftermath of the work, came out. They put on thick coats, hats and scarves, and they were tightly wrapped. The boss locked the door, and the proprietress chatted happily with him. Look, inadvertently staring at Cheng Wen's red eyes, he was stunned.

At that moment, she thought that someone's puppy was abandoned and left at the door of her shop.

"Hey, boy, why haven't you left yet?"

"It's so cold outside...why don't you go home?"

Cheng Wen's body was almost frozen, and his movements became more and more awkward. He stood up with difficulty holding his stomach, and whispered back, "I...I'm waiting for someone..."

The proprietress looked surprised, "Don't wait, I guess he won't come, it's so late, go back to sleep."

"...He...he will come." Cheng Wen's voice became hoarse, and he didn't know whether he was lying to himself or the other party.

The proprietress noticed that he was in a bad mood, "Why don't you call him and ask?"

"I forgot to bring my mobile phone..." Cheng Wen lowered his head.

Without further ado, the proprietress took out a white flip phone from her jacket pocket and handed it to her, "I'll borrow it for you, do you remember the number?"

Cheng Wen was stunned, his eyes sore, "I... I remember."

"...Thank...Thank you, Auntie."

"You're welcome, I remember you. You have eaten wontons in my store several times. Auntie has a good memory." The proprietress said.

Cheng Wen nodded and took it with a smile. His frozen hands could barely hold a small mobile phone. He opened the cover with shaking hands, and pressed the simple number one by one. The movement was a little slow, but fortunately, he dialed successfully. out.

One after another, soothing and long mechanical voices entered the eardrums, but no one answered them all the time. Finally, the voice system reminded him that the number you dialed was temporarily unanswered, please try again later.

Cheng Wen withdrew the phone from his ear in a daze, and tears fell without warning.

The proprietress was anxious, "Hey, don't cry..."

"Is it not connected? It's okay, it's okay, then you can call again."

Cheng Wen called her twice after hearing what she said, but the result was the same. If he continued to call, Ah Qing would probably be angry even if he got connected. His failure to answer the phone proved that he must be busy right now. He didn't dare to disturb him anymore. Returning the mobile phone to the proprietress, thanking him again, saying that he would not wait any longer and was going home.