stubborn stone

Qi Shoulin had already made an arrangement of "not meeting unless necessary", in order to gradually downplay Qu Yucheng's existence.

But what he wants to defy is "instinct", "nature", and even "destiny".When he deliberately wants to control himself, he is actually walking along the track arranged by God-because he cares too much about the existence of this person, he suppresses himself.

Resist not to think, not to listen, not to see.

But the eyes turned to him so naturally.When he speaks, it seems that there is only this kind of voice left in the world, and then his appearance will emerge clearly.

Qu Yucheng was very quiet.He never even asked to see Qi Shoulin.The few meetings that followed were also during group meetings.Qu Yucheng even deliberately sat a little further away, keeping a distance from Qi Shoulin.

Qu Yucheng looked at Qi Shoulin only when it was the turn of the two parties to exchange opinions and the designer spoke.Qi Shoulin looked down at the revised manuscript, trying to focus on the pictures and texts.Only from the corner of the eye can I catch a glimpse of Qu Yucheng.

Even peripheral vision seemed to be all he could see.

Every movement of Qu Yucheng will catch his eyes.Hands turning pages, lips opening and closing...

"My speech is over." Qu Yucheng tilted his head slightly, showing a slight smile.The two dimples are the delicate embellishments on Ruyu's face.

Qi Shoulin's facial muscles responded to the opponent before his brain.

Don't stick to the reservedness of hospitality, don't obey the self-repression, don't pretend to be indifferent and ignore.

He should give him the most sincere and gentle expression.

The most reasonable thing in the world is that they love each other.

Just like the sun rises and sets, the moon shines and waxes.

This feels so bad.Qi Shoulin swallowed two oral inhibitors and drank a large glass of cold water.

He could feel that his pheromone fluctuated greatly due to his emotions, just in case he was still taking inhibitors.

Everything is not as simple as imagined.

With the passage of time, he was no longer able to use pheromones as a strong barrier when he first met Qu Yucheng.

Now, even the superficial alienation will become unmaintainable.

It is even more impossible for him to warn Qu Yucheng.The other party didn't do anything beyond the rules, and even restrained his own pheromones.

Is it possible to call the waiting and patience for the "spirit of the soul" a mistake?

Qi Shoulin tightly closed his eyes.

To tell Chi Yan.If you want to go on with him, you shouldn't hide anything.

Chi Yan was in a very good mood when he came back.Zhang Suiming got a few places to go abroad to participate in network technology forums.He has a little savings, so of course he took the initiative to sign up.

What was even more surprising was that Qi Shoulin actually waited outside his house before him today.

Only in this small rented house can Qi Shoulin breathe.Physical and mental entanglements had exhausted him.

"Do you want to eat noodles?" Chi Yan was preparing a simple dinner for himself.

"Don't eat, just eat." Qi Shoulin sat on the single sofa, watching Chi Yan cook quickly.Holding the hot noodles, he walked to the small table opposite and sat down.

"You have to eat well, you are so tired after working all day, how can you not eat well?" Chi Yan wanted to add a pair of bowls and chopsticks for him.

"Really, you can eat."

Seeing Qi Shoulin's powerless look, Chi Yan had no choice but to listen to his words and sit down to eat noodles obediently.While eating, he asked, "What's the matter with you recently, you always seem to be in this grumpy state."

Qi Shoulin didn't answer right away, but signaled him to eat his own with his eyes.

Chi Yan immediately put his head down and ate hard.Today's excitement has just passed, and I am really hungry.

While eating, I only heard Qi Shoulin's faint voice: "Chi Yan, I met someone."

"A... Ω."

In the world, there are only differences between men and women and the three genders of ABO.Running into an omega or something is not as special as meeting a cat on the way to work today.

Chi Yan bit off the noodles and looked up at Qi Shoulin.

"Let's just do this, how about we dance quietly for a while?" Qi Shoulin obviously didn't continue to say anything, but he suddenly remembered Zhou Yuanli's words at the prom.

He doesn't have a bright mind, but he can read the air to some extent.

Rather, it is too readable.

Qi Shoulin looked at Chi Yan in a daze, and quickly explained: "I didn't want to do anything with him. I want to continue walking with you, so I don't think I should hide it from you anymore."

"I hope you will face it with me... I am really alone..."

"I don't think we should hide it from you again." Chi Yan pondered this sentence carefully.

It turned out to be the case.

It turned out that during this period of time, I came to myself every day, just to relieve my desire for that person.After all, it is more convenient to use by myself, and even the cover is saved.

Chi Yan chewed the noodles mechanically, chewing them into pieces.Obviously I like the tomato egg noodles very much, but now it tastes like chewing wax.

"Chi Yan..." Qi Shoulin said with difficulty, "I beg you, I beg you to say something..."

It doesn't matter if he cries or gets angry.Qi Shoulin hoped that Chi Yan would even rush over and slap him, grabbing his collar: "You have slept with me for so long, what kind of shit is here now, you want to leave when you lift your pants?!"

Roar, declare!

Tell me that Qi Shoulin is your man, and it won't work if the king of heaven comes.

Threatening me not to abandon you.

Tell me you love me.

Only when you say it, I know that I am not wishful thinking.Is really loved by you.

There is no high or low between us.Rather, it is me, I am here to beg for a little love from you, so that I can know that my choice is not wrong.

a long time.Chi Yan just swallowed the noodles.

Squeeze out a word.

"Oh."

Qi Shoulin used to think his dullness and stupidity were cute, but now he finds them hateful.

"Hehe..." Qi Shoulin laughed back angrily, "Chi Yan, don't you care at all? Our relationship is not..."

"Didn't you persecute me?" Chi Yan said truthfully, "I'm still sitting on this chair in this room."

His days of fear never ended.

In the past, he was afraid of Qi Shoulin, and then he was still afraid of Qi Shoulin.

I used to be afraid that he was α, but now I am still afraid that he is α.

α and Ω are the most suitable gender attributes.Chi Yan understands better than anyone else.

Isn't this the most natural thing? The matching of α and Ω. β is hanging by the side.

At school, I saw a lot of α and Ω suffering from fever, and sometimes Chi Yan wondered how his parents got together.

Chi Yan had never seen Qi Shoulin's fever period.Now that I think about it, he wouldn't have any enthusiasm for a β.

Their febrile period is to seek their own α or Ω.

Chi Yan has been preparing in his heart - Qi Shoulin will always leave him.

He's had a tough life so far, so he's used to expecting the worst.

The stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, but there was still a painful feeling.

Qi Shoulin's body trembled.

Chi Yan still views their relationship in this way.

On the spur of the moment, shameful, humiliating, shameful.

Does he still think that... those huddles in bed, the clothes chosen for him, the open days held for him...

Is it all just some generous means of winning people's hearts by my "gold master"?

Qi Shoulin walked to the door step by step, then turned his head and looked at Chi Yan from the space in the storage shelf.

Chi Yan choked up in his throat and lowered his head without looking at him.So I can't see the rain and fog in those eyes like white mountains and black water.

Xinliang's pheromone belonging to Qi Shoulin formed thousands of arms embracing Chi Yan, begging him to stay.

But Chi Yan couldn't feel it.

He is a pool of stagnant water, a solitary fire, and a stubborn rock.