General's humble stand-in

After all, Shen Feng failed to catch up with his father's funeral. When he came back, Shen Pingzhi had already buried himself in the ground.Along the path where the coffin was going out, Shen Feng, who was dressed in sackcloth and filial piety, knelt three times and kowtowed nine times to the grave, and kept watch for seven days.

During the period, Gu Yan took Tao Zhuo to visit, and saw that Shen Feng's mental state was not very good.With a thin body and pale face, he knelt motionless in front of the grave, and it took him a while to respond when talking to him.

The heart knot has been entangled for too long, and both father and son are noble, neither of them is willing to bow their heads and admit their mistakes.When they wanted to say forgiveness, they were on different sides.

Fortunately, Chu Tiange was always by his side to take care of him, like a spiritual pillar supporting Shen Feng from falling down.

Looking back at Tao Zhuo who was squatting in the grass and catching dragonflies, Shen Feng and Gu Yan said, "After my mourning is over, I will stay in Shengjing and try my best to heal him."

"There's no need." Gu Yan also looked at Tao Zhuo, with a slight smile on his lips, "He looks very good now, he is carefree and has no worries."

Shen Feng nodded in agreement.

When I received Fei Ge's letter, there was only a crooked line on it: Dr. Shen died of illness, return soon.

Without a signature, there is no way to know the origin of the carrier pigeon, but Shen Feng is familiar with that handwriting, and Tao Zhuo is the only person he knows who can write such ugly words.

So when Gu Yan told him that Tao Zhuo lost his memory, Shen Feng's first thought after being surprised was, let's just pretend.It can be seen that after seeing Tao Zhuo, Shen Feng was a little uncertain again, no matter how he looked at Tao Zhuo, it seemed that he really didn't remember.

Before leaving, Gu Yan was helping Tao Zhuo into the carriage.Chu Tiange, who changed from red to black, came over.

After a little hesitation, Chu Tiange still asked, "Is Ziji alright?"

Gu Yan was silent for a while, if he was not good, he would be safe and well.If you say he is good, but Gu Yan knows that Mo Zizhi's life is not happy.

"Are you going to see him?" Gu Yan asked.

Chu Tiange looked back at Shen Feng who was still kneeling in front of the grave in the distance, "Let's wait a while, I'll go after he wakes up."

Gu Yan nodded, looked over Chu Tiange's shoulder at Shen Feng in the distance, Gu Yan said in a low voice, "Shen Feng and Ziji can't afford to be hurt anymore, if you can't promise, then don't give hope."

Chu Tiange was slightly stunned, glanced at the carriage and smiled helplessly, "Did you let him down?"

Gu Yan was speechless.

At this moment, the curtain of the car was raised, and Tao Zhuo puffed up his cheeks, "Are you still going, I'm going to starve to death."

Gu Yan turned around and gave Tao Zhuo a doting smile, "Let's go now, I'll take you to Linfeng Tower to eat delicious food."

Then he said to Chu Tiange, "I don't want to disappoint Zizhi, but I don't want to deceive him and myself for the rest of my life. The past will eventually pass, and the beauty of the past can't be replicated. Weak water three thousand, only take Take a drink."

The emotional entanglement between the three of them ultimately needs Gu Bo to bring it to an end.Choices may be difficult, but entanglement with each other is even more painful.There is always a person that Gu Yan wants to take care of, let alone hurt.

"Yun Yi, when are we going to leave here?" On the carriage, Tao Zhuo lay lazily in Gu Yan's arms, twisting his black long hair with his fingers.

"Leave?" Gu Yan was puzzled, "Where are you going?"

"Xanadu." Tao Zhuo hooked Gu Yan's neck and sat up, leaning on his shoulder and whispering in his ear, "Take me to elope, did you forget?"

The warm breath penetrated into the ear, which was a little itchy, and also a dull dull pain.

Gu Yan breathed out secretly, raised her arms and wrapped Tao Zhuo in her arms, "I haven't forgotten, I remember it all. Recently, the barbarians in the Northwest are making trouble again. I will take you out of Shengjing after this matter is resolved."

The fingertips hooked on Gu Yan's shirt paused slightly, and Tao Zhuo hugged Gu Yanxiu's narrow and tight waist tightly.

After falling into the lake that day, Tao Zhuo really fell into a short-term memory loss.It's just that it didn't last for two days, and the memory came back to my mind intact.

There are many memories that Tao Zhuo is unwilling to face, so he will continue to pretend to forget.He also has a little revenge mentality, that's why he persistently calls Gu Yan Yun Yi.

Deliberately making Gu Yan uncomfortable, but seeing Gu Yan accommodating and pampering her, Tao Zhuo will also feel a dull pain in his heart.

Hurt him and hurt himself.

The sunset is lonely, dyed the sunset red.The breeze blows slowly, scattering the clouds in the sky.

The carriage entered the General's Mansion through the side door, and Gu Ansheng had just raised the curtain when he saw Gu Yan make a silent gesture to himself.

Tao Zhuo fell asleep, and moved uneasily when she was carried out of the car by Gu Yan, like a docile kitten buried in Gu Yan's chest, finding a comfortable position.Gu Yan looked down at Tao Zhuo's sound sleep, with a smile on his lips.

When we arrived at Tingfeng Building, we saw Mo Zizhi standing under the apricot tree in the yard.It was no longer the season for apricot blossoms to bloom, and the green color of the trees set off his moon-white coldness.

Gu Yan slowed down.

Mo Zizhi set his eyes on Tao Zhuo who was still asleep.

"I want to chat with you alone." Mo Zikeng's voice was very soft, like broken leaves swaying and blowing away with the wind.

Gu Yan nodded, "Okay, I'll send Tao Zhuo back to the house first."

"I'll wait for you at Chenxing Pavilion." Mo Zikeng passed Gu Yan, his steps were a little staggering.

With a pot of sake and two jade cups, thousands of thoughts are hidden in the throat.

Neither Mo Zizhi nor Gu Chan are good at talking. They have loved and missed, and their emotions are entangled but they can't figure it out. They have half a pot of wine but they don't say anything.

"Don't drink anymore." Gu Yan pressed Mo Zikeng's hand holding the wine glass, "Your health is not good, drinking too much will hurt your health."

Hot teardrops slipped out of the corners of Mo Ziji's eyes and dripped onto the back of Gu Yan's hands, causing a slight pain.

"Are you caring about me?" Mo Zikeng smiled bleakly, "I thought you only had that person in your heart."

Gu Yan paused, "After all, we have been in love since childhood."

"Is it just the relationship from childhood to adulthood?" Mo Ziei grabbed Gu Yan's hand and pressed it to his tearful cheek, and asked unwillingly, "Is it only the relationship from childhood to adulthood? What do you think?" Have you ever loved me without counting? Have you forgotten the promise between us? The phoenix returns to her hometown, and travels all over the world to seek her phoenix."

Mo Zizhi's words made Gu Yan feel guilty, the guilt of being unable to escape seemed to oppress his heart.

Raising his hand to wipe the tears on Mo Zizhi's face, Gu Yan sighed with great depression, "Zikeng, many things will slowly change with the passage of time, even if you don't want to accept it, you can change it. It's changed. I also thought about pretending to love you, just to keep you from being sad. But Zizhi, even if I can deceive the world, I can't deceive my heart."

Unable to bear to look at Mo Zizhi's lost and helpless gaze, Gu Yan lowered her eyes.

"Zizhi, when I lost you back then, I really felt a sense of frustration. I felt that I was useless, and I couldn't even protect you. Later, I lost Taozhuo, again and again, that kind of The heart-piercing pain tortured me so hard that I couldn't breathe. I deceived myself time and time again that I still have you by my side, and being with him is nothing more than guilt. But this kind of deception is like the paralysis after drinking, it will wake up, it will again and again It reminds me that I really can't let Tao Zhuo go. Zizhi, if I can control my heart, I will definitely choose to live up to you. But I can't control it, I would rather let him be happy than we are all suffering."

"So, for him, hurt me?" Mo Ziji stretched out his hand and lifted Gu Yan's chin, letting his heartbroken look fall into those phoenix eyes, "Is that so? Feng Xi, you can't bear to hurt him But you have the heart to hurt me, huh?"

This choice is the most cruel for Mo Zizhi, but Gu Yan has to make a choice.It's better than three people being entangled, which is painful for everyone.

I only hate Yuelao being affectionate, the right hand is fate, the left hand is resentment, and the red line is wrongly drawn.

"Zikeng, it's not that I don't want to hurt him, it's that I can't hurt him anymore. I can't lose him."

There is no need to explain too much, one sentence that cannot be lost is Gu Yan's final answer.

Mo Ziqiu took the flagon tremblingly, raised his head and poured all the wine into his mouth.He coughed repeatedly as he was choked by the pungent smell, and Gu Yan hurriedly stepped forward to snatch the hip flask.

"Feng Xi." Mo Ziji leaned against Gu Yan's arms with a blushing face, "I'll ask you for the last time, do you still love me?"

"You're drunk." Gu Yan supported his shoulders, "Get some rest earlier."

"Answer me." Mo Zikeng tugged at Gu Yan's collar and cried, "You're also talking nonsense when you're drunk, right? You love me, don't you? You just feel guilty for Tao Zhuo, don't you?"

"No." Gu Chan looked at Mo Zishe firmly, "Zi She, I'm not drunk or talking nonsense, I'm not guilty of Tao Zhuo, it's because I love him."

Mo Zizhi looked at Gu Yan in a daze, as if falling into an abyss of silence and hesitation for a moment, as if his body and soul were separated instantly.

After a long time, Mo Ziji smiled bitterly, and murmured, "I was wrong, you are not Feng Xi, you are Gu Yan. In the year I was exiled, Feng Xi followed I went."

"Zikeng, listen to me..." Gu Yan felt a stabbing pain in his chest before he could speak.

Gu Yan slowly lowered her head in disbelief, only to see that Mo Zizhi was holding a dagger in his hand, and his clothes were stained with blood.

"If you die, you can return Fengxi to me." Mo Zikeng leaned over to kiss Gu Yan's lips, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I will be with you."

"Zi Ti." Gu Yan clutched his wound, still unable to believe what he saw, heard, and experienced, "Are you crazy? Are you still the Zi Zhi I know?"

Mo Zizhi smiled sadly, "I'm crazy, I personally smashed my pride and peace with Princess Nan. I taught her to use Wuyou to frame Taozhuo, and I pushed Wuyou into the lake to watch him drown , and wanted to kill Tao Zhuo in the same way, I am no longer me. But Feng Xi, everything I did was to get you back to me, what is wrong with me?"

Wiping away the tears on his face with his bloody hand, Mo Zikeng's tenderness turned ferocious at the moment, "It was you who were wrong, you betrayed me. So, you are the one who should be damned."

From the noble son whom everyone admires to the prisoner who everyone despises, all the arrogance and coldness have faded away on the road of exile.Even if she pulls out a little disguise, it can't hide the inferiority and sensitivity engraved in her bones.The heart that has already been distorted cannot bear abandonment and betrayal.

Gu Yan was his light, now that the light is gone, who cares if he falls into the darkness like hell.