touch the back of the unknown

I went to see a movie alone, it was "Kung Fu Panda 3", there was a movie at 20:10 in the local movie theater, I brought a box of banana sushi, and a can of lemon-flavored Ruiao, I put the glasses on with a blank face It got stuck on my glasses, and fell off at least twenty times in one movie. I quickly got rid of the box of sushi in the dark, watching Ah Bao performing qigong in the spirit world, feeling a little envious.

It's been more than a week since the winter vacation, and I haven't touched my homework yet, I really want to set them on fire.

Last time I bid farewell to Yan Wu's house in a hurry, because I didn't want to expose my shameful physiological reaction. I was wearing tight jeans, but fortunately, the top was long and covered it up a little.

I really didn't know that adolescence would really bring such an excited and faithful response. Maybe it was the breath of literature that drove my senses, raised my spirit to the physical level, and completely projected it in this reality.

Then I laughed at myself viciously, it was just because I liked him, Yan Wu's muscles were not for nothing.

Then I started to be at a loss, I really don't know, I feel that everything before is so ethereal, so unrealistic, so illusory, as if it can be broken with a finger, I am walking on the road, as if my consciousness is floating , only the invisible spirits are left, they are wandering in planes that do not belong to reality.

It's time for me to go, I whispered a prayer, whispered to myself, whispered, I saw a lot of blood, I saw a lot of me, I saw that building, I saw me from above Falling, I heard the dirge, I saw the white light, I and the warm darkness, they are viscous and everywhere.

I was fascinated step by step, walking towards my destination silently, I didn't alarm anyone, including myself of course, because I was already dead, he jumped from the top of the building, his body was reduced to pieces, I Seeing my brains and guts popping out, I'm going to die.

I sniffed the air gently, I held the railing, I leaned my body forward, I am going, goodbye to the world, never to be seen again.

goodbye

My ipad beeps.

It is vibrating.

My eyes moved down from the sky, still in silent slow motion, my pupils dilated, and I saw the name.

Message: [Yan Wu]

【exist? 】

Not here.

I shook my head, and leaned forward again, the wind brushed my cheek again, not gentle at all.

[I'm here in Century Square. 】

I lowered my head stiffly, the building next to Century Square was right opposite me, and I saw a familiar shadow standing there.

[It's okay, I just want to talk to you. 】

I saw Yan Wu lowered his head, then stopped for a while, put away his phone, then walked a few steps, and suddenly leaned against the wall, stopped, and then covered his face with his hands.

I cursed inwardly.

Yan Wu stopped for a long time this time, and I also stood in the wind for a long time, then he put down his hands and walked in the opposite direction to Century Square.

I can't really see it at all, but I know that Yan Wu must be very disappointed now.

I watched his back getting smaller little by little, and I felt that he was very cold, and so was I, we were all cold, in this cold wave of 2016.

I wiped my face and found that tears had flowed down my face at some point.

Sorry, I came back from the dead.

I can't go yet, brother, you have to go on the road alone first, I'm sorry.

But I have a clear conscience.

I jumped off the railing, ran at an alarming speed, cursed the slow elevator all the way, and then ran out of the building. It was past ten o'clock, it was very dark, there were few pedestrians, my eyes were blurred by tears, and I finally ran I stopped moving, panting, but the tears flowed more fiercely. I looked at Yan Wu's back in despair, feeling as if I couldn't catch up, and I thought I would never catch up.

Yan Wu stopped slowly, and then turned his head slowly.

I opened my eyes wide, regretting not wiping my tears away, feeling so humiliated.

Yan Wu ran over in slow motion in my magnified consciousness. I saw his red eyes and felt that I was not ashamed.

I stretched out my hand, groped, felt his body temperature, and then hugged him so tightly that I felt that Yan Wu might not even be able to breathe.

I think if Yan Wu lets me let go now, I will definitely die.

Then Yan Wu seemed to hesitate for a moment, but he didn't seem to, he patted my head lightly, and then stretched out his hands to hug me without hesitation.

I thought in a trance, world, the way you play with me is really frightening.

Fortunately, I didn't jump off, otherwise such an ugly thing would definitely scare Yan Wu.

I heard... the head will grow taller?

But I don't have time to think about it now, because the tears are falling harder, it seems that I have lost all the tears of my life, and I will be stronger from now on, because I will be less hydrated, and I will prove that I am the real thing .

I thought happily, Yan Wu's figure is really good, and the feeling of hugging him is even better.

Sure enough, Yan Wu should have picked me up that day...

I rubbed against Yan Wu's shoulder, and wiped my tears on his clothes, leaving a large water stain.

I thought sullenly, hoping I hadn't wiped my snot on it.

I see the world beckoning to me, okay, goodbye.

You go first, I still want to be here.

The elf shuttled through the forest like a mist. The prince was lying on the vines, with crystal-like flowers blooming around him. He had been asleep for a long time, so long that he seemed to be dead.

So one day a knight who loved the prince knew where the prince was, and he decided to save the prince. He went through mountains of swords and seas of fire, as well as the world of ice and snow, and finally almost died in the swamp.Fortunately, with his courage, firm belief, and, of course, strength, our heroic knight lord has overcome the difficulties that all warriors fear.The knight finally reached the forest, and the elf whispered in his ear, guiding the direction of the prince.And the devil set up countless illusions, waiting for the knight's fall and death.

The knight rejected wealth, power, fame and beauty. He held the sword tightly, and finally came to the prince through all the thorns. He knelt down devoutly on one leg and kissed the prince's forehead.

At last the prince woke up.

But when the prince woke up, the once innocent face was no longer there. The face with amazing beauty carried dark power. The prince's hand passed through the knight's chest. The knight seemed to be still confused, and the sword in his hand fell. On the grass, the prince's smile was reflected in his sea-blue pupils—as if he had just met him for the first time.

The knight's body was crumbling, his belief seemed to be shattered, and his belief that supported him to come here seemed to betray him.

At this time another person appeared, he was wearing a tattered cloak, the sword in his hand was dim, his eyes were as clear green as the prince's, he fought with the prince, the two were evenly matched, and finally he fled with the knight Out of this gigantic trap, the friendly elves who had come came with hideous faces and ear-piercing screams as they withdrew.

The man who saved the knight was a brave man who wandered all the roads of adventure, and he invited the knight to join him on his journey.

"That's right, friend."

The brave man's eyes lit up after hearing the knight's agreement, but he spoke slowly.

"I seem to have fallen in love with you at first sight."

As piously as a knight kissing a prince, he stood on tiptoe and kissed the knight's lips.

All living beings quieted down their voices, and everything was silent.

When I woke up, the moist touch still seemed to remain on my lips.