january love

thirty

break up

He grasped the precious happiness, only knowing the feeling of being hugged by this man, it was really wonderful.He confidently gave all of himself to Ye Qing, as if he could have a sweet dream this way.

It was noon the next day when Duanmulian opened his eyes again, and he lay on the man's arm with a dazed expression.

The sunlight shining into the room through the gaps in the blinds was a bit harsh, he turned his head and saw Ye Qing looking at him, his calm face was still as handsome as ever, he would never tire of seeing it.

He hoarsely called out: "Ye Qing..."

Ye Qing immediately pulled him into his arms and asked, "Are you okay?"

Duanmulian suddenly wanted to act coquettishly after getting the attention of the leader, but it seemed that he had lost the qualification to show a childish side around this person, because today's position was completely different from the past, and if they got out of this bed, their relationship would come to an end.

He still remembered that Ye Qing said to him not long ago [during the month of working in Yezhou, try dating], today is exactly one month and one day, how emotional he was at that time, how depressed he is now.

Ye Qing once tried to persuade him to stay, but he smiled lightly and said against his will and refused.

Duan Mulian got out of Ye Qing's embrace and sat up, jokingly said: "Does this count as a one-night/love?"

Ye Qing looked at him covered in red/scars and didn't answer, took the shirt beside him and put it on for Duanmulian, he gently stroked the ambiguous/ambiguous traces left by last night from time to time, Duanmulian let the big boss serve him thoughtfully He realized that he was not used to too much contact with people outside, but he especially liked to be skin/skin/blind/intimate with this man. He couldn't tell the reason, maybe it was trust, maybe it was instinct.

Ye Qing carefully buttoned it up for him, pulled out the childish cartoon sweater from yesterday and put it on for him, Duan Mulian didn't say anything and let him play with it, Ye Qing can do whatever he likes, anyway, his daily life will be Unlike today, it shouldn't be a crime to be tender for a moment.

Dressed up, Duanmulian brushed his teeth and washed his face with Ye Qing, the latter rubbed against him and patted his head from time to time, Duanmulian held his toothbrush in his mouth and patted him back unceremoniously, after washing, Ye Qing added a coat to him, saying: " The weather is getting colder, you have to learn to take care of yourself."

Duan Mulian was a little amused that Ye Qing, a person with no rules in his life, said such things to him, he took the scarf on the side and tied it on Ye Qing with a smile, saying: "You too."

Now it is the season when osmanthus seeds are fragrant and jade dew is cold, and autumn is the time to say goodbye, Duanmulian shrugged and thought it was really appropriate, but Ye Qing messed up his freshly combed hair.

It was already noon when the two woke up, they were both hungry and didn't eat breakfast, Ye Qing offered to cook for himself, although Duanmulian was a little surprised, he didn't stop him.

Following Ye Qing into the kitchen, Duanmulian rubbed his hands in doubt to see what tricks his boss could find in the cupboard, but Ye Qing took out a handful of noodles and started boiling water.

Not long after, Ye Qing brought up two bowls of steaming egg noodles, with a few green vegetables floating on the clear soup, Duanmulian sat down and held the bowl with a smile on his face.

"Thank you, Ye Qing."

"Thank you, eat quickly."

Duanmulian sucked some overcooked noodles in small mouthfuls, Ye Qing's clumsy eyebrows grasped the heat well, the egg was not cooked enough and the yellow heart inside flowed out, but the seasoning was just right, because he saw the other party carefully put the salt and repeat it again and again to taste.

He remembered the night when they confirmed their relationship a month ago, the same was true for the two of them, each of them had a bowl of egg noodles and clear soup with little water, but they ate happily.

There was an illusion of tears streaming down his face as the heat was steaming, but he and Ye Qing had never cried wrongly from the beginning to the end, except for the unavoidable physical tears on the bed, he used a seemingly tough shell to cover up the disintegrating small world , in the ruins of the ruins, he was willing to live and die in pain, who told him to fall into this too wonderful nightmare, but after a long journey, he found that what he wanted was a mirage that he couldn't touch.

Duanmu's associations became clear, and he gave up those complicated feelings that he couldn't read or comprehend. He felt that he deserved everything, but he didn't regret it.

He drank the last sip of soup contentedly, thinking that before he left, he could still eat the noodles cooked by Ye Qing himself, it was enough to be happy for a while.

Reluctantly carrying the bulging backpack on his back, he felt that the burden was heavy, but he still squeezed out a smirk to bid farewell to his leader.

"Boss Ye, your temporary worker has left after the end of his employment period. See you in the future." Duan Mulian walked heavily on the doorknob, his fingertips trembling slightly, and he comforted himself that everything would become unimportant when he walked out of this door. It's like the most difficult thing to cross a hurdle is not making up your mind, but the moment when you take a step.

"I'll see you off." Ye Qing's tone was indifferent and his expression didn't fluctuate, but these three words made Duanmulian feel very at ease. He couldn't explain why, at least it made him think that he wasn't someone who was too hot for Ye Qing to just throw away. Plaything, this seemingly arrogant and indifferent man is willing to give him a ride, no matter what, he should say thank you with joy.

The two of them going out together are no different from going to work as usual, Duan Mulian put his schoolbag on his chest, opened the car door and got into the co-pilot, Ye Qing started the car and took the road not to the company.

Duanmulian felt like a playful child who didn't want to go home, he didn't dare to look at Ye Qing's face, he lowered his head to catch a glimpse of the man's shifting hand, the bones were clearly beautiful, but he drove his car that just fell in love with the sky Birds are sent to cages.

The strange scenery passed by from the corner of the eye, like a long film being pulled out, frame by frame was like a false beautiful scene, untouchable, a whim was in vain and then in vain.

Duan Mulian doesn't know what Ye Qing's mood is, this man never expresses his emotions easily, he stares into the distance with many thoughts, deceiving himself and others to take Ye Qing's retention not long ago as reluctance, to ease the pain in his heart.

The two of them were speechless all the way, no matter how slow Ye Qing drove, this strange road would eventually end, Duanmu Lian got off the car and walked towards the familiar house, in fact he felt that the place where he lived with Ye Qing was more homely than here the taste of.

Ye Qing followed behind him with his things, he took out the key to open the door but saw that Ye Qing had no intention of leaving, Duanmulian was in trouble and the latter spoke up.

"Don't ask me to come in and sit down?"

"Ye Qing...I've wasted too much of your time, that...you still have a lot of work to do in the company, sorry..."

Rejecting bluntly and politely, Ye Qing's expression remained unchanged but he didn't insist anymore. He put down the things in his hand, took out a bank card from his pocket, and said lightly: "This is your salary."

Duanmulian didn't dare to accept it, he was sent under the fence and his family was taken care of by the leader, how could he accept the money, he shook his head and was about to speak, Ye Qing pushed the card into his hand without rejection.

"I'm leaving, take care."

"……goodbye"

Duan Mulian smiled awkwardly, he tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth, his eyes were full of unwillingness, he watched Ye Qing start the car and disappear around an invisible corner, after standing blankly for a few minutes, he realized that somewhere in his heart was also empty.

Obviously, it was just a matter of course to go back to daily life, but it felt like falling into an ice cellar, which made him feel numb and unable to move.It was only then that Duanmulian realized that in that month he was like a fool who has been poor for a long time and then returned to the slums after enjoying the extravagance. .