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Xia Xiaoye sat in front of the desk, stroking the diary that was frayed to the point of rough edges.The blurred eyes under her slender eyelashes made it impossible to know what she was thinking.

Xia Xiaoye stroked the slightly trembling fingertips of the diary, showing her tension and entanglement.Finally, Xia Xiaoye opened the diary that she thought she would never have the courage to open again.

The words and sentences in the diary are Xia Xiaoye's memories of countless painful nights.

All this is because of the girl named Bai Wanwan, the girl who has appeared countless times in Xia Xiaoye's dreams, the girl who once Xia Xiaoye thought her smile was the most precious treasure in the world.

Xia Xiaoye looked at every word in the diary. At this time, she seemed to be a party but also a bystander. She should have felt the unforgettable pain, but for some reason, it became blurred.

After reading the pages of the diary, Xia Xiaoye let out a long breath. For some reason, Gongsunyue's smile with her head down was all that appeared in her mind, and she wanted to end everything in the past. let go.

Xia Xiaoye casually put the diary on the bookshelf of the desk.After calming down a bit, she opened the website of Rongxue Literature Network, and went to the background to observe her data.

Xia Xiaoye clicked on the backstage, and the familiar cutie's comments came into view.

The little moon that shines on the black cat: Da Da, let’s work hard~

Xia Xiaoye felt a little warm in her heart. She had been on the red list for a while, and she didn't know why she still had a low income even though she was exposed. Adhere to the stable update.

Xia Xiaoye replied to Little Moon as usual.

Suddenly, Xia Xiaoye stood up. She climbed onto the stool and squatted in front of the desk. She hadn't squatted thinking about things for a long time. She suddenly missed the time when she squatted in the rented house and coded every day.

"Ai——" Xia Xiaoye let out a long sigh. She didn't know why, but tonight she felt particularly emotional. She always felt a dull feeling in her heart, as if there was something she couldn't figure out. .

Since then, he lived with Gongsunyue, and after getting to know Ruan Meng, he gradually became acquainted with some students in the class every day in class.Xia Xiaoye gradually longed for this kind of harmonious life in her heart.

She suddenly felt that maybe the things that happened in the past were not the reason for her, maybe it wasn't that she didn't have the ability to be liked by others.

After an unknown amount of time, Xia Xiaoye got off the stool and rubbed her tingling feet.I haven't squatted for a long time, and suddenly I squatted here again. Although I still feel good, my body can no longer bear squatting for a long time.

Xia Xiaoye, who was suddenly enlightened, was suddenly full of enthusiasm for coding.This night is destined to be a sleepless code word night.

……

The weekend came in a blink of an eye.

After the last "candlelight dinner", Xia Xiaoye always felt that her subtle feelings for Gongsunyue lingered in her heart for a long time, which made her unable to look directly at Gongsunyue.

Therefore, Gongsunyue originally wanted to invite Xia Xiaoye to watch the new movie released on the weekend, but Xia Xiaoye refused on the pretext of agreeing to the cute little Riwan, and went out to Ruan Meng's place early in the morning on the weekend. shop.

As a result of going out early on the weekend morning, Xia Xiaoye squatted in front of Ruan Meng's shop with her little bag in her arms, playing in the mud...

Seeing Xia Xiaoye who left early in the morning, Gongsunyue had a look of resentment.Why has her little cat started avoiding her recently?

The boring Gongsun Yue can only clean at home during this great weekend.

Gongsunyue pushed open the door of Xia Xiaoye's room, and walked into Xia Xiaoye's room arrogantly.

"Xiaoye, I don't want to see your room, I just think you don't clean it usually, it's time to clean it." Gongsunyue was sweeping the floor while chanting.

"Why don't I call Xiaoye, and I'll change the sheets by the way." Gongsunyue looked at Xia Xiaoye's sheets thoughtfully. The little moon-patterned sheets she prepared for Xia Xiaoye were enough. Used until Xia Xiaoye graduated from university.

Thinking about it, Gongsun Yue did just that.In fact, Gongsunyue just wanted to stay in Xia Xiaoye's room confidently.

When Xia Xiaoye received Gongsunyue's call, she was still squatting in front of Ruan Meng's shop, and she agreed to Gongsunyue's opinion without even thinking about it.She didn't want to say too much, exposing her already cold trembling voice.

Although it's already spring, Xia Xiaoye, who has been squatting outside the store with the breeze blowing, is still very cold.

When Gongsunyue saw that Xia Xiaoye agreed without hesitation, her mood rose inexplicably.

After hanging up the phone, Gongsunyue hummed a little tune and began to tidy up Xia Xiaoye's room.

When Gongsunyue was tidying up the bookshelves, a book with rough edges aroused her curiosity.She took the book from the shelf, and only opened the first page, and she found that it was Xia Xiaoye's diary.

Gongsunyue glanced at the door with a guilty conscience, and couldn't help turning over a few more pages with a trembling hand. After turning through, she never stopped.

Gongsunyue sat beside Xia Xiaoye's bed, looking at the past she didn't know in Xia Xiaoye's diary, feeling so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe.If she had appeared earlier and returned home earlier, Xia Xiaoye would not have had to go through this.

That diary was about Xia Xiaoye's high school. Gongsunyue didn't know what kind of mood Xia Xiaoye was in at that time when she was under the double pressure of her studies and classmates in a stressful high school.

"It's obviously a little crying bag." Gongsunyue caressed the diary, as if she was stroking Xia Xiaoye from that year, "I probably cried to the point..."

The author has something to say: the exam is coming soon, and you have to study hard~ so the update will be a little unstable, and the daily update will resume after the exam~