What to do when your boyfriend looks like a popsicle

Regarding Lin Bai's courage to accept his identity and being with Yan Bin, there is another person that must be mentioned:

Wang Xiaofei, Lin Bai's good friend, is named after her husband Wang Xiaofei who looks like a big S, and she is a complete sissy. .

As the saying goes, out of ten sissies, nine are GAY, and the other one is the loyal man who will stretch out his orchid fingers to help you fight when you are wronged.

Wang Xiaofei is that one.

In his freshman year, Lin Bai had just entered school, and he went to the dormitory building alone with a big suitcase. The first thing he saw was Wang Xiaofei's big white teeth. He had just returned from Sanya, and his whole face was so tan that it exploded like firecrackers in front of his eyes. It was generally dark.

At that time, Lin Bai didn't have the concept of straight bending. When he saw Wang Xiaofei, his first feeling was that he was a good mother.

Of course, many facts later proved that this guy is definitely a straight straight man.

Leaving aside his computer full of Mr. Cang, the girlfriend he has been dating for four years in college alone is enough for the entire class of an art class at Linbai School.

Most boys' friendships are very casual.At that time, Lin Bai had just entered school, bought a lot of things and took a taxi outside the supermarket, and happened to meet Wang Xiaofei, who was driving his father's broken Chery and came to buy things.

He was very enthusiastic to help Lin Bai transport the things to the dormitory, and then they got to know each other.

Wang Xiaofei lives in the dormitory next door to him. The boys in the two dormitories love to play games, but the two of them don't play games, so they often go out on dates.

Wang Xiaofei is dressed in fashion and avant-garde, with short and stylish hair. He wears glasses frames of the same style as the star, and the blue earrings on his ears blind people's eyes. He never looks straight at people. Elegant like an old gay who has been in the circle for many years.

Looking at him, Lin Bai instinctively had the intimacy of "I'm from the same circle", so naturally I had to talk to him a few more times, so that after going back and forth, I became a very good friend.

"I'm fucking straight." After being rejected by the girl he liked with the seemingly appropriate reason of "we are more suitable for being gay honey", Wang Xiaofei lightly raised his arms and stomped his feet angrily. That way she looked like a shy girl suffering from the second disease of middle school.

"Xiaobai, why have I never seen your girlfriend before? You are such a handsome guy, so there is no problem with that. How about my brother check you up." He is always concerned about Lin Bai's lifelong events.

"Get lost, gay man." Lin Bai preemptively struck.

"Fuck, what's wrong with the gay, the gay should die." Not only does Wang Xiaofei look crooked, he is also abnormally rotten. While sending nasty text messages to the girl he likes, he looks at the fans of "Tomb Raiders Notes" In the novel, when you see the basic love, you will cover your mouth and scream. It looks very much like Miss Gao who was excited when she found out that she was pregnant after being raped by Zhu Bajie.

He asked Lin Bai: "Little Bai, how tall is your date?"

Lin Bai just confirmed his relationship with Yan Bin, without thinking about it, he replied: "About [-]."

"The model is still an athlete, yes, young man, find a girlfriend who is this tall." Wang Xiaofei said with an exaggerated expression.

"No." Lin Bai stretched out his hand and hit him.

Probably influenced by him, Lin Bai was extremely shy with that punch.When he realized something was wrong, he turned around and found that Wang Xiaofei was looking at him, and his eyes told Lin Bai that he seemed to know something.

"Well, it's just what you think." Without any pressure, Lin Bai just came out to him like this.

And he just looked at Lin Bai, and then smiled and said: "Fuck me, the real person doesn't show his face, I have been wronged for so many years, I didn't expect

You little fag hides so deep.You treat me today, and then tell me about you and your family. "

There is no sarcasm, no incomprehension and disgust towards Lin Bai. It seems that every time Lin Bai said "eat yellow stew □□", he would complain "eat □□, eat □□, you know how to eat □□" was average, and accepted Lin Bai's difference.

That was the first time anyone understood Lin Bai's identity except Yan Bin, and he was very moved, so he paid for the meal that day very actively.

After paying the bill, Wang Xiaofei dragged Lin Bai to take a photo and posted it on his Weibo, which is full of rotten girls, with a brazen caption: "My first gay friend, it's nothing different, I wish the world more A piece of understanding and care, okay?"

Lin Bai thought to fuck you.

At that moment, he had the urge to strangle Ya to death.

However, it was also because of this sentence that Lin Bai somewhat recognized his identity.

Having said that, Yan Bin signed a company offer not long after returning to school. It is a state-owned enterprise. He studied civil engineering and did some lonely jobs.

Lin Bai thinks that Yan Bin is a very clear person, he will work hard towards the goal when he decides on it, but sometimes it seems like a muscle is missing.

Let's take his major as an example.

When Yan Bin was in high school, he especially liked the novel "Notes on Tomb Raiders". The protagonist Wu Xie in it was studying architecture. Professional, but helplessly, Yan Bin looks very literary and artistic, but he has no artistic cells in his body. He can draw a straight line with the same bend as his own sexuality, so he failed the sketch exam of architecture that year. Lose.

"In the end, I had no choice but to choose a major next door." These are his original words.

From the time he told Lin Bai about this to when he gave up his promising job and switched to design, Lin Bai was speechless and at the same time admired him. After all, in a place where he simply loves but has no talent On the road to success, he actually achieved good results in a short period of time with his own efforts.

Lin Bai joked with him: "Fortunately, you were not watching "Ghost Blowing the Lantern""

"how?"

"Or you should go to learn fortune-telling and geomantic omen now." Lin Bai said with a smile, who knew that Yan Bin would shamelessly say: "This is also a good job."

Lin Bai originally thought he was just joking, but who knows that he has started to study "Book of Changes" since then.

Later, when the two of them went on a trip and passed an ancient city full of sunshine, Yan Bin said to Lin Bai: "When I grow old, I will take a chair and find this ancient city to sit and tell people's fortunes."

"What about me?" Lin Bai asked

"Go to the side and play the piano, sell and sing, and pick up some rubbish to sell." Yan Bin said.

Lin Bai: "Go away."

Not long after Yan Bin started working, Lin Bai also entered his last year of college.

Lin Bai School has a rule that in the last year of university, all students have to go out for two months of internships, and the credits are directly related to graduation.

Lin Bai thought that he would do the same thing in just two months, so he signed the contract hastily with a large number of classmates.When I went to work, I realized that my decision was too hasty.

He signed an e-commerce company, which makes dried fruit and has a good reputation on the Internet.

When he first entered, he worked as an operation assistant. Given that there are a lot of students in Wuhan, there are a lot of interns, and the company doesn’t treat students as human beings at all. All the work fell on Lin Bai and another intern who went in together. They were as tired as dogs every day, and their salary was not much.

At that time, Yan Bin was regarded as a person living on the state's food and salary, with a considerable income, but he was also tired, and he often processed documents late at night.

One day after get off work, Lin Bai called Yan Bin, and the first thing he said was: "I'm stupid, I'm about to be squeezed dry by our boss."

Yan Bin on the other end of the phone was still working, and his voice was deliberately suppressed: "Xiaobai, if you don't want to do it, then don't do it."

"Can you fucking say something nice? Not only does it not give me confidence every time, but it always helps me back down." Lin Bai walked on the streets of Wuhan with his phone.The weather was extremely sweltering, and a car whizzed past his car for a while, followed by a heat wave.

"Don't think about it, I'm afraid you will be tired, don't worry, I can support you." Yan Bin said.

"What do you think I am? I'm not your fucking little boy." Lin Bai was not convinced.

"What are you thinking, mine is not yours." Yan Bin's tone is always so gentle, which makes Lin Bai helpless when he is losing his temper.

In fact, they had only met twice at that time, and Lin Bai always felt that Yan Bin's words were a bit premature, which always gave people a feeling of being unreliable.

Lin Bai simply changed the subject: "Come on, come on, how is your work?"

"Fortunately, I just completed a project progress, and the bonus should come down next month." Yan Bin's tone was flat, but he hit Lin Bai hard again.

The two chatted for a while, Lin Bai hung up the phone, and walked on the street alone.

The night in Wuhan always has a wet and sticky feeling. There are many people, and there is a lot of sweat. The car kicks up dust all over the sky, and the hearts of the people covered are also gray. If you stay in this city for a long time, you will muddle along. Life feels hopeless.

Looking at the night scene, Lin Bai couldn't help but think about his own future, and also his and Yan Bin's future.After thinking about it, the results are not satisfactory.

Although Lin Bai likes romance, he always likes to think of the bad about his own affairs. He always feels that the levels of them who are far apart from each other seem to be more and more different, and it seems that it is more and more impossible to have a future.

After that, he gradually became indifferent to Yan Bin.

When they called before, the topic might be awkward, and there was even a long period of silence, but the silence where you can hear each other's breathing can make people happy, but after that, once they can't continue talking, Lin Bai will Hanging up the phone immediately, he began to fear that silence, which made him uneasy and made him cranky.

Although Lin Bai would be thinking wildly after hanging up the phone, but at that time, he felt with all his heart that the pain could not be shared with Yan Bin.

Slowly, Lin Bai and Yan Bin contacted each other on the phone from the beginning, and then occasionally sent some greetings on WeChat, and then there was almost no excessive communication.

It felt like returning to the time when they first started adding each other as friends, but Lin Bai knew that something had changed between them.