Did you spread dog food today?

There was darkness all around, and the noisy and cold broken words stretched out evil hands invisible, pulling the absent-minded An Yuan from all directions. His eyes were empty, and his stumbling body was like an empty shell, allowing the darkness to push him.

"You deserve to be abandoned!"

"Such an annoying child, no parent wants to keep him at home, right?"

"What's more, he is still a sick child, what an unlucky thing!"

……

Those cold words that were like the harsh winter wind pierced into An Yuan's ears. Male voices, female voices, and even children's voices were all mocking him, and he became a sinner accused by thousands of people.

An Yuan was sweating all over his body, he opened his mouth to refute them.

It was their fault for abandoning me!I am not a sick child!I did nothing wrong!

But he was strangled by someone, struggling desperately, babbling, but still unable to utter a rebuttal.

Am I a bad boy?

An Yuan wept softly, asking helplessly in the emptiness and darkness.

The light in the ward was dim, only the moonlight outside the window supported the brightness in the room, probably because it had just rained, the moon outside the window was clear and bright, hanging high in the air, with no stars visible.

When An Yuan woke up, he felt the corners of his eyes wet. He reached out to wipe them away, and the tears fell uncontrollably. He sobbed and made a small sound, wiped his tears and sat up from the bed, looking around blankly.

After sobbing for a while, he got out of bed and walked out of the ward barefoot. The corridor was dark and the lights had been turned off early.

An Yuan supported the wall to lead the way to the elevator, but luckily the elevator did not stop after the lights were turned off.Take the elevator to the first floor, the hall lights are still on, but there is no one there.

He walked slowly towards the door, and just as he was about to step out, he felt resistance from behind, and a warm hand held him.

"Where are you going so late? Why are you still restless!" A familiar voice came from behind, and he could be heard a little angry.

An Yuan lowered his head and didn't turn around, afraid that he would see his red eyes and tears streaming down his face.

"What? No more excuses now?" he said again.

Hearing what he said, An Yuan felt aggrieved all of a sudden, only feeling the soreness of his nose, he turned to look at him, and burst into tears.

Lu Yunxiu couldn't help being shocked when he saw how wronged he was, "What's wrong? What happened? Did you fall?"

Originally, Lu Yunxiu wanted to ask if he was being bullied by someone, but after thinking about it, it would be fine if he didn't bully others, how could he be bullied?

An Yuan didn't answer him, sniffed, and stepped forward to hug him.

Lu Yunxiu was caught off guard by his sudden movement, he raised his hands in a panic, neither put them down nor hugged them.

"You... what are you doing?"

An Yuan snorted in his arms, shaking his head from side to side and rubbing against each other.

"Don't rub your nose on my clothes." Lu Yunxiu reminded, he had just changed into his clothes.

"Hmm..." An Yuan was displeased after hearing this, and rubbed his face against his clothes a few times in a muffled voice, as if he was being coquettish.

"Okay, okay, rub it if you like." Lu Yunxiu put his hand on his head and gently stroked it helplessly, "Why are you crying?"

"I had a nightmare, and when I woke up, I found that there was no one around me, so..."

It was very lonely, as if no one was by his side, and he was always the one who was abandoned.

After hearing this, Lu Yunxiu bent his lips and smiled, stroked his head gently and said to him, "It's just a dream, don't cry, let's go back to the room, I will accompany you."

"Doctor Lu still speaks softly?" An Yuan poked his head out and looked up at him.

fart!He has always treated people with courtesy, so he often loses his temper in front of this brat, but!What is the reason for this?It's not that he makes trouble every day!

Lu Yunxiu pursed his lips, ignoring his teasing, "Will you go back?"

"Back, back! But I don't want to go back, Doctor Lu, can you carry me back?"

Seeing An Yuan's red eyes and pitiful begging appearance, Lu Yunxiu couldn't bear to refuse, "Okay."

In fact, An Yuan is very thin and small, it is not difficult to hold him up, but it is very easy, he is still a child!

An Yuan naturally rested her head in his arms, glancing at him from time to time.

Unexpectedly, the person he only saw in the photos since he was a child is now hugging him. The childish face in the photos has long been replaced by maturity and humility, and he looks like a vigorous and upward youth.

An Yuan reached out to touch his face, stared blankly, and murmured, "I have known you since I was a child, and I have seen your photos, and I feel that you are very different from when I was a child."

"Why is it different?" Lu Yunxiu didn't pay attention to the movements of his hands, and answered his words naturally.

"Well...the looks are different." An Yuan pondered, and looked at his face carefully. Although he has matured a lot, his facial features are the same as the photos, handsome and delicate, as if time has sculpted his face and made it more perfect. .

"Uglier?" Lu Yunxiu met his gaze and smiled.

An Yuan shook his head, not stingy with his praise, "It looks better."

Lu Yunxiu laughed, "I've heard this many times."

"You've heard it many times, but you haven't heard what I said!" An Yuan raised his eyebrows and raised his chin proudly.

Yes.

Lu Yunxiu acquiesced, carried him back to the ward, and wiped away his tears with a wet tissue.

In a trance, An Yuan remembered the helpless voice in the dream again.

Am I a bad boy?

An Yuan looked at Lu Yunxiu who was sitting beside him, his face was clear under the moonlight, and there was a soft smile on the corner of his mouth at the moment.

"Doctor Lu, am I a bad boy?"

Hearing the sound, Lu Yunxiu turned to look at An Yuan in surprise. Why did he suddenly ask this question?

"No." Lu Yunxiu answered decently, but it was not perfunctory.

Although An Yuan likes to make all kinds of pranks, he will also go to other wards to listen to other patients' bitterness and comfort them, and he will do his best to comfort the crying children...

Lu Yunxiu knew all this.

But An Yuan didn't accept it happily, his complexion suddenly became very bad, his face was distorted and ferocious, and when he copied it with his fine hand, all the things on the bedside table fell to the ground, making an abrupt and harsh sound in the silence.

"Liar." He lowered his head and said darkly.

Lu Yunxiu stretched out his hand to hold the hand that just swept the things on the ground, knowing that he was in a very unstable mood at the moment, he comforted him, "I didn't lie to you, although I know this answer is what you want to hear, but I also sincerely think so .”

"Really?" An Yuan looked up at him, eyes full of suspicion.

"Really." Lu Yunxiu nodded, got up and picked up the things that fell on the ground and put them back where they were.

An Yuan tried again, "Doesn't Dr. Lu hate me?"

Lu Yunxiu chuckled, although he often couldn't help but lose his temper with him, but he didn't hate him at all, instead he felt that his ability to make such a fuss was a sign of his vitality.

"I never said I hated you."

After An Yuan heard the answer, he sat back and hugged the quilt on his chest, his anxiety gradually dissipated.

When he woke up the next day, it was high in the sun, An Yuan washed up and ran to Lu Yunxiu's office. As soon as he got outside the door, he heard two familiar voices coming from inside.

"Yunxiu, An Yuan..." The dean's mother's worried voice sounded, and An Yuan could imagine that her expression must be frowning at the moment.

Thinking of this, An Yuan couldn't help but feel sorry for her again. She has always taken care of her emotions, from childhood to adulthood, and cared for her carefully.

"Don't worry, Dean's mother, I will try my best to find a way, and our hospital has already posted news on the Internet to seek help, and now we are waiting for a bone marrow that is willing to donate and can be matched successfully." Lu Yunxiu said calmly. with.

"but……"

Lu Yunxiu hesitated to speak, thoughtful.

"But what?" the dean's mother hurriedly asked.

"According to my recent examination of An Yuan, his condition has not improved, only worsened, so... it depends on whether he can wait until the bone marrow appears."

"What... what should I do? What if the bone marrow doesn't appear all the time?" The dean's mother lost her composure because she was worried, and her voice raised a little, "He can only..."

wait to die?

The dean's mother didn't dare to say the following words, or more precisely, she didn't want to admit it.

She has always loved An Yuan very much. Although he always keeps silent, she can also see his sadness from his face, so she wants to give him more love and let him know that she will not abandon him .

Lu Yunxiu nodded with a serious expression on his face.

"I will do my best."

An Yuan could guess what the result was after listening to these words, his heart fell into the water like a piece of lead, and kept falling down.

An Yuan walked back to the ward in a daze, as if he was drowning, he couldn't hear what was going on around him, only the sound of water rushing around his ears, feeling heavy and bewildered, but he couldn't break free.

He returned to the ward and stayed for a long time. Xiao Shiyu wondered why he was so quiet today, and kept sitting next to him staring, afraid that he would disappear if he didn't pay attention in the next second.

However, he didn't touch the prepared breakfast. The scalding water that had been poured to the brim no longer smoked, and the body of the cup was no longer warm, but the water was still the same.

When Lu Yunxiu came for a routine physical examination in the afternoon, he heard from Xiao Shiyu that he hadn't touched a single drop of water and hadn't eaten a single rice, and he sat motionless on the bed in a daze.

"Why don't you eat or drink water?" Lu Yunxiu went over to ask him, and handed him the thermometer by the way.

Anyuan looked up mechanically, took the thermometer and clamped it under his arm, he shook his head, "It's not delicious."

Lu Yunxiu looked at the expression on his face, smiled and asked, "How do you know it's not delicious before you eat it?"

"I ate yesterday." He whispered.

"Today is not necessarily cooked by the same person as yesterday."

"Then I don't want to eat this, Doctor Lu, I want to eat something spicy." An Yuan raised his head and said to him, his eyes lit up.

"Feelings, you've been sitting here in a daze all morning just thinking about what you want to eat?" Xiao Shiyu heard what the two of them said, and leaned over to An Yuan and said.

An Yuan squinted at her, "What else? What do you think I want to do?"

Xiao Shiyu was at a loss for words for a moment, she thought he was thinking of a trick again.

"You are sick, so you should avoid spicy food. You can eat it after you recover." Lu Yunxiu took out the thermometer on his body and recorded his temperature.

"Then when will I get better?" An Yuan asked pretending to be curious, but he didn't know anything about it.

When you get better?But that can't be cured, the probability of being cured is so low that he has no patience to wait, and just wants to take good care of the present moment.

Lu Yunxiu froze, opened his mouth to say something, but gave up at one stroke, telling him at this time would only make him more uneasy.

"Will be fine."

This was the answer Lu Yunxiu gave him before leaving the ward.