did you lie today

Gu Changan and Lu Cheng bought their tickets online, and they chose the DF side, where there are only two seats, which is convenient.

Originally, Gu Changan was a little nervous. It was the first time in his life that he took the high-speed rail. He felt that it was too fast and he felt insecure. It was only when he sat in the carriage that he realized that he was thinking too much.

It was also the first time for Lu Cheng to take the high-speed rail. He quickly adapted to the atmosphere of the high-speed rail. Although it was quite noisy, there was no smell of tobacco.

This is better than the train.

Gu Changan pulled down the board on the backrest in front, and put the snacks on it one by one.

Lu Cheng just put a backpack, so he put a bunch of food.

"..."

Lu Cheng sat back on the seat and straightened the collar of his shirt: "Didn't you eat lunch?"

Gu Changan was eating potato chips: "I ate around twelve o'clock, it's almost four o'clock now, I should be hungry."

Lu Cheng's face twitched, and he simply closed his eyelids to get sleepy.

Gu Changan took a mouthful of potato chips and a mouthful of Wahaha, eating and drinking.

When Lu Chengxing saw Duke Zhou coming to pick him up, his hand was grabbed, and he immediately opened his eyes: "What's wrong?"

Gu Changan said he was home.

Lu Cheng glanced at the rapidly receding scenery outside the window, and understood that the home he was talking about was the ancient town.

"Going to Xichang to pass through here?"

"I don't know, and I didn't pay attention." Gu Changan looked at the houses, mountains, rivers, and vegetation, and felt that the decades in the small town were a matter of his previous life. He gave Lu Cheng the last sip, "When will you go back?" have a look?"

Lu Cheng bit the straw and drank the Wahaha. It was so sweet that he felt sick to his stomach. He stuffed the bottle into the garbage bag: "Go back if you want."

Gu Changan withdrew his gaze and turned to look at the man beside him.

Lu Cheng raised his eyebrows: "Want to kiss?"

Gu Changan shook his head, his eyes still on the man's face.

Lu Cheng narrowed his eyes: "Did you do something bad?"

"You follow me all day long, you are almost conjoined." Gu Changan asked back, "What bad things can I do?"

Lu Cheng's thin lips pursed into cold and hard lines.

Gu Changan threw a candy to the man, and saw that he didn't respond, he peeled off the candy wrapper: "This is Xiaolongren. I ate it when I was a child. I couldn't usually buy it. I just bought it by chance."

Lu Cheng: "Don't eat."

"Then I'll eat it myself." Gu Changan said so, but stuffed the candy into his man's mouth, "Why are you so angry with me?"

Lu Cheng subconsciously wrapped his tongue around the candy: "You don't like me interfering in your life."

Gu Changan pawed in the snack bag, his voice could not hear any joy or anger: "That's not called interference, it's called control."

The candy shrunk little by little, and the continuous milk fragrance melted in Lu Cheng's mouth, and he still felt a bit of astringency: "I just care about you."

Gu Changan finally picked up what he wanted to eat, a bag of gummy candies. He opened the bag and squeezed out a candy into his mouth: "Only those who are insecure will have a strong desire to control."

"I've wanted to ask you for a long time, what are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will cheat, or that I will die? I can tell you clearly that the former is impossible. As for the latter, I am afraid that it will be of no use. Life is still the same ?”

Lu Cheng chose to remain silent.

After Gu Changan finished eating a bar of candy, he lowered his eyes to look at the packaging bag. In this world, not only cigarettes, but many other things can be addictive.

For example, the thing in his hand, or the person sitting next to him.

Originally, Gu Changan was only moved by the man's pampering.

In the end, he was more sensitive and fragile than he expected, and the topics were messed up and fell apart.

Gu Changan unscrewed the water glass and drank two sips of water: "You can't do this."

Some distracted Lu Cheng didn't hear clearly: "What?"

Gu Changan stared into the man's eyes and saw his soul that loved him deeply: "It's nothing."

Lu Cheng rubbed his forehead: "Chang'an, I also know that I have problems with my desire to control and to possess. I've passed it, but I..."

Gu Changan suddenly interrupted him: "Let's go get married after attending Lichun's wedding."

Not in a negotiating tone, but expressing a decision.

Lu Cheng didn't lose his mind this time, he heard every word clearly, but was stunned.

"I said," Gu Changan repeated and emphasized, "we will get married after June [-]."

"That's it. Don't think about making any proposals for me secretly. Hurry up and stop dawdling."

Lu Cheng held Gu Chang'an's hand on his lap.

At this moment, the flight attendant came to clean up the garbage and happened to see this scene.

"Be careful."

Gu Chang'an said something, but he didn't break away his hand, and smiled harmlessly at the flight attendant.

Lu Cheng didn't look at it, he lowered his head and stroked the hand in his palm, the memorable outline was gentle and tender, making it extraordinarily elegant and charming.

The flight attendant did not expect to meet such a gay couple on the train bound for Xichang today. Her appearance was so outstanding. She blushed and her heart beat a little faster. She skipped their seats and looked at them again. .

Lu Cheng didn't care about everything around him, he squeezed Gu Changan's pale fingers, and said in a hoarse voice: "Could it be too fast?"

Gu Changan withdrew his hand without saying a word.

Lu Cheng took his hand back again, and tightened his grip: "Marry once in a lifetime."

"The form doesn't matter, the key is the person to marry." Gu Changan said, "The pair of rings given by Bai Yanxiu's sister back then, and the straw rings I made for you are all there, so you can just choose a pair and wear them."

Lu Cheng's face sank: "I'm too poor to afford a ring?"

Gu Changan faced the window sideways, he should just watch the scenery.

One pressed his shoulder and pulled him over. He said, "Don't mess with me, it's annoying."

Lu Cheng knew Gu Changan well, knew that he had an awkward temper, he was used to it, so let him go, if one day he really changed, it would not be him.

"From last year to this year, you mentioned marriage three times."

"Yeah." Gu Changan snorted, "Why the hell do I love you so much, I can't wait to marry you, but you are entangled, dawdling, entangled, and want to pick auspicious days, I really feel helpless."

Lu Cheng's facial muscles twitched: "I don't want to give you the best."

Gu Changan asked him with a smile: "Then tell me, what is the best?"

Lu Cheng seemed to choke, and didn't answer for a long time.

"Can't figure it out, right?" Gu Changan said, "Because there is no fixed answer, it varies from person to person."

He looked into the man's deep and dark eyes, and resisted the urge to kiss him: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, I just want you to be well, understand?"

Lu Cheng frowned, his thin lips were pursed, and the line of his jaw was closed, looking pitiful.

Gu Changan felt that the man was like a big dog with his head downcast, and he had the illusion that he would wag his tail at him the next moment.

"Honey, are you going to get married or not?"

Lu Cheng said: "Knot."

Two or three seconds later, Lu Cheng came to his senses and looked at Gu Chang'an with fiery eyes: "What do you call me?"

Gu Changan's body temperature rose from the man's gaze, and his mouth was dry. He was angry that he was so easily aroused, so he spread his anger on the other party.

"Can you restrain yourself?"

"Call me dear, but still want me to restrain myself," Lu Cheng said with a hand on his forehead, "cruel."

"..."

The two have been communicating at a volume that only the other can hear, otherwise they would have been treated like orangutans in the zoo by the surrounding passengers.

Not long after, Gu Changan's cell phone rang, and it was Lichun who sent a WeChat message, asking if they got in the car.

He asked Lu Cheng to come back.

When riding in the car, Gu Changan was not allowed to play with his mobile phone, as long as he did so, he would feel dizzy and dizzy, as well as nausea, the combination was motion sickness.

It's fine if you don't play with your phone.

After Lu Cheng finished replying to Lichun's WeChat, he asked He Lu about his marriage with Shi Zhang.

Sometimes He Lu is stupid, sometimes he is a thief. He looked at the WeChat format and knew that it was Lu Cheng who was using Gu Changan's phone.

How fresh it is.

He Lu immediately pushed Shi Zhang away, and returned to WeChat with his mobile phone in his arms.

Shi Zhang didn't finish his work, and he was in a bad mood.

Normally, He Lu would go over to appease him, but not now, because he was distracted by interesting things.

Shi Zhang's face was dark, and there was something suppressed in his voice: "Do business first."

He Lu didn't realize it so desperately, he poked the keyboard quickly, and said without thinking: "I'm busy, let's talk about it next time, you can go and play by yourself."

Shi Zhang crossed his arms and looked at him expressionlessly.

He Lu's heart skipped a beat, he almost missed the phone, oh shit, I'm going to die.

When Lu Cheng received the WeChat message from He Lu, he replied with just two words.

There is a comma and a period after it.

It looks like there is something to do, very busy, clicking randomly.

Lu Cheng put the phone on the small board in front of Gu Changan.

Gu Changan gave him an earphone and listened to old songs with him.

Lu Cheng doesn't like listening to music very much, he even repulses it, and finds it annoying. He can listen to it because he is completely influenced by Gu Changan.

It's the same as if he could eat that nasty carrot.

In the final analysis, a person can be influenced by another person because of his willingness, otherwise it would be impossible to influence him.

One day in the future, there will always be such a person who will make you willing to open a secluded path and let the other party come and go freely in your own exclusive territory.

Gu Changan drank too much and was in a hurry to urinate. He ran to the toilet and found that both doors were closed and there were people inside, so he had to go to the front compartment.

The door of the toilet opened from the inside, Gu Changan waited impatiently for release, he lowered his head and turned sideways so that the person inside could come out swiftly.

There was no movement for a long time, and Gu Changan felt that something was wrong. When he raised his head, he saw the people inside clearly, and was stunned.

While queuing up to check the ticket, Gu Changan vaguely saw Wu's serious illness, but it was only vaguely, and time was tight, so he couldn't be asked to confirm it. He didn't expect to meet the other party on this train.

Wu Dabing used to be burly and rough, but he hadn't seen him for more than four years, but now he gives the impression that he is tall and strong, his clothes are decent, and his temperament has changed drastically.

The corners of Gu Changan's lips raised, revealing a pleasant and friendly smile: "I'm seriously ill, long time no see."

It seems that the reunion in the car was not expected by Wu Dabing. He fiddled with the beads in his hand, looking a bit cramped.

"Chang'an, I..."

Gu Changan squeezed into the toilet without waiting for him to finish speaking: "Wait a minute, you just stand here, don't go."

The door of the toilet was quickly closed, and the sound made Wu Dabing's face tremble, and he seemed to have just recovered.

When Gu Changan came out after using the toilet, he saw Wu Dabing standing there as he said, a feeling of strangeness and familiarity arose in his heart.

The car happened to arrive at the station, some people got off the car one after another, some people got on the car one after another, and some took the opportunity to go out to puff the clouds. There are still two stops away from the destination Xichang, so it's almost time.

Gu Chang'an sent a text message to Lu Cheng, telling Wu to get seriously ill. The two breathed the smell of tobacco, and stood in an open place looking at each other.

Wu Dabing took out a pack of cigarettes from the pocket of his black trousers, pulled out one and handed it over.

Gu Changan took the cigarette, but didn't bring it to his mouth, but just played with it between his fingers: "You can smoke now."

"Ah."

Wu Dabing lowered his head and took out the lighter, pressed the flame and sent it to Gu Changan.

Gu Changan shook his head: "I'm quitting smoking, just play with it for a while."

Wu Dabing seemed to have heard something unbelievable, he stopped lighting his cigarette with a dull expression on his face.

Gu Changan smiled: "Several years have passed, and there have been many changes. Is it strange that I quit smoking? Don't you smoke all of them?"

Wu Dabing lit the cigarette with a skillful gesture.

Gu Changan asked: "Where is this going? The terminal?"

Wu Dabing nodded, looked at Gu Changan with a fixed gaze, and moved inch by inch, wondering if he was doing well: "What about you?"

"Same." Gu Changan said, "I'm going to Xichang too."

Wu Dabing spit out a smoke ring: "Chang'an, I have looked for you in the past few years, many times, but I can't find you."

"Can't find it? I didn't go to Mars."

Gu Changan said in a joking tone, "Even if I go, won't there be some people on earth who know me? Bai Yanxiu, Ji Qing, Wang Mingming, and He Lu Shizhang are all near the town. If you inquire about it, you can find out a lot of things.”

"I asked them, and they all said they had never seen you."

The blood on Wu Dabing's face faded away in an instant. He took the cigarette from his mouth and looked over in a panic. He wanted to say something, but he didn't know where to start.

"Don't think too much, I don't blame you, I'm just worried."

Gu Changan patted him on the shoulder, sighed and asked, "At that time you were controlled by the white cat, what about now? Still like that?"

Wu was seriously ill and said, "She is pregnant, and she is my child."

This sentence seems to be an answer to the question, but in fact it answered Gu Changan, and also revealed the part of the question that he didn't have time to ask, which is a lot of information.

Gu Changan was a little surprised, he laughed: "I've become a father, congratulations."

Wu Dabing pursed his lips.

He became a father at the age of 23, which was a bit early, but it was a life of a serious illness, he had his own ideas, and Gu Changan would not dictate.

Wu Dabing mentioned the letter Gu Changan gave him back then, as well as the deposit, and he said gratefully: "Changan, thank you."

Gu Chang'an said, "I've seen you outside."

There are two deposits in total, one for Lichun and one for serious illness. Gu Changan did what he could do to the extreme.

The content of that letter was simple and straightforward. In addition to helping the serious illness to live a good life, it also advised him for the nth time not to trust others.

The stop time at this station was quite short, Gu Changan and Wu Dabing returned to the car and caught up at the place where the two carriages connected.

Gu Chang'an noticed a strange phenomenon. When he said that he was with Lu Cheng, Wu Dabing's expression changed.

Like shock, but also like rejoicing.

Gu Chang'an narrowed his eyes as if there was nothing there: "Seriously ill, why are you going to Xichang?"

Wu Dabing said: "Go see someone, I have something to do."

Gu Changan raised his eyebrows lightly, it seemed that he was related to the Wu clan.

When he came back from a serious illness and learned to lie, Gu Changan got used to his concealment from then on.

Everyone grows up.

As for what he looks like, how much he has lost, how much he has gained, whether he has lost more or gained more, only the person concerned knows best, and others only see the corners and corners.

"I went to Xichang to attend the wedding in Lichun, and she got married on June [-]." Gu Chang'an returned the cigarette to Wu Dabing, "If you are free and convenient, you can go with me."

Wu Dabing put the cigarette back into the cigarette case, he mused about something, and tapped his fingers a few times.

Gu Chang'an took in all of Wu's small movements, the familiar feeling gradually disappeared, and the strangeness swept over.

Seeing that the other party was not convenient, he changed the subject: "Which compartment are you in? The one in front?"

Wu Dabing hummed, and he said in a low voice, very embarrassed: "Chang'an, I don't know if I can go."

Gu Chang'an said it's okay: "Forget it, I'll bring the blessings for you."

Wu Dabing's thick lips moved, showing a little more of the dullness of his youth.

Gu Changan's eyes flickered behind the lens, familiarity overwhelmed unfamiliarity at this moment, he took two steps forward, and hugged Wu's serious illness like a brother.

Wu Dabing's body was stiff at first, then relaxed, he raised his arm and patted Gu Changan's back.

Gu Changan asked him if Yueya was in the car.

Wu Dabing said: "Do you want to see her?"

"It's better not to see each other." Gu Changan said, "I can't get along with her."

Wu Dabing scratched his head: "She has changed a lot."

"It's changed for the better." Gu Changan changed the subject, "I'm in the No. 7 carriage, let's get together in Xichang and have a drink or two?"

Wu Dabing said yes.

When he was about to reach the seat, Gu Changan remembered that he forgot to ask for the contact information of the serious illness just now, so he turned and walked to the No. 6 carriage.

Wu Dabing sat next to Yueya with a smell of cigarettes all over his body.

Crescent Moon asked her what she was doing.

Wu Dabing said, "Get out of the car and smoke a cigarette."

Yueya sneered: "You think I'm stupid? You met Gu Changan."

Wu Dabing seemed to have expected such an incident, he was very calm: "Why do you ask if you know?"

"What do you think?" Crescent Moon leaned back to make herself more comfortable with her seven or eight-month-old stomach sticking out, "I hope you will be loyal to me."

Wu Dabing said: "I have a clear conscience."

Yueya didn't continue to compete with him: "I felt the breath of Hei Yao on the train, but it was different. It was that Lu Cheng. He survived a catastrophe and merged with the other party's power. It's a lucky fate."

Wu Dabing didn't say a word.

Yueya asked curiously: "Seriously ill, what did you and Gu Chang'an talk about? Did he mention what happened back then?"

Wu Dabing paused when he was picking up the garbage, and continued after a while: "I will explain to Chang'an."

"How to explain?" Yueya said, "Bai Yanxiu and the others have tried their best, but you, as a relative of Gu Changan, have a closer relationship with him than the rest of them, how did you do it?"

"You know that Lu Cheng did that to save Gu Chang'an from calamity, which should have been suffered by Gu Chang'an, and you know the importance of Lu Cheng to Gu Chang'an better than anyone else, and you know which of the two of them died , and the other can't live alone, but still choose to watch when Lu Cheng is in danger?"

Wu Sickly clenched his teeth, and his forehead twitched.

"If Lu Cheng died that night, and you met Gu Changan this time, how would you face him?" Yue Ya said, "By the way, this problem does not exist, because Lu Cheng is dead and Gu Changan is alive." Not today."

"So when you stood by and watched Lu Cheng that night, it was tantamount to putting your precious Gu Chang'an under the scythe of death..."

Wu Dabing stopped Yueya from continuing, his voice was very low, filled with overwhelming anger: "You lied to me that Lu Cheng would be fine!"

This is his knot, Yue Ya knows, but she can't control the ridicule on her mouth: "I knew you would push everything on me."

She said coolly: "Why don't you think about it, because you have no opinion and are easily deceived by others?"

Wu Dabing seemed to be stuffed into a sack and his mouth was tied. He couldn't speak, and his face became extremely ugly.

Yueya suddenly seemed to be a different person, there was no sharpness, coldness, and ridicule in those golden eyes, and the whole person softened, she said indifferently: "Push, just push, anyway, Gu Changan doesn't have any good feelings for me."

Wu Dabing felt annoyed, very annoyed, he wanted to leave, but he didn't know where to go.

With Wu's blood flowing in his body, he was doomed not to live the life he wanted.

Crescent Moon sighed: "Seriously ill, Gu Chang'an must have told you about your personality problems. You are too simple and easy to be used by others. He should be very worried about how you will survive in this complicated world after your death. Good brother."

Her tone changed, showing a little smile: "At first, I thought you would never get rid of it for the rest of your life, but then I realized that you are not irresistible, and it is not serious. Now you are so scheming, I can't even look at it." through."

Wu Dabing had blue veins on the back of his hand: "Can you stop talking?"

"Pregnant women can't hide things in their hearts, they will suffer from depression." Yue Yue said lightly, "I was pregnant in October like a human being. Don't you know how much I have suffered through such a month? Can't you feel sorry for me?"

Wu Dabing said every word: "You designed me to touch you."

Yueya felt as if someone had slapped her hard, causing her tinnitus to ring, and the surrounding noises were all indistinct.

At first, she calculated this Wu's only direct bloodline, but she didn't expect to get herself into such an embarrassing situation a few years later.

The reason why she conceived the flesh and blood of Wu's serious illness was not because his strength surpassed her own, and the soul contract could no longer control him. However, ironically, she couldn't lose him.

Whether as a carrier or otherwise.

"Don't think that I don't know that you have worked so hard to revive the Wu family and practice the power of controlling beasts just to get rid of me." Yueya pushed the white hair scattered on her shoulders behind her ears, "Wu is seriously ill, let me tell you, even if it is you If he dies, I will chase him to the underworld."

Wu Dabing got up with the garbage bag as if he hadn't heard it, and was about to throw out the garbage, when he suddenly saw Gu Changan standing two or three steps away from his seat, and he froze.