The family crisis caused by buns and oranges

Chen Nian usually has a great forgetfulness, even in quarrels. During the quarrel, he was so angry that he swore to ignore Li Xingyun for a week. After half an hour, that bit of determination disappeared without a trace. Don't tease him very much, just say a word to him, he can't help but want to laugh.

He has thought about it countless times, what kind of bad habit this is, and in his heart he tried to tell himself to hold it tight, but the corners of his mouth turned up uncontrollably.With such a smile, the ray of anger he was holding on to was gone, and he shamelessly lay on Li Xingyun's body again.

Chen Nian felt that Li Xingyun was actually much more ruthless than him, although it seemed that he was always angry and let Li Xingyun coax him, but when Li Xingyun got angry, he was very big, and he was cruel, resolute and unkind.

Chen Nian felt that this time he had hope to get rid of his bad habits and get closer to the cruel Li Xingyun.

Well, he thought so at first.

Even Li Xingyun couldn't finish the dinner alone, so he casually filled two mouthfuls and cleared the table. After checking the time was almost up, he brought a glass of water and medicine and went into the bedroom.

Chen Nian was leaning on the bedside to play games, winking from time to time, probably not feeling well.

Li Xingyun sat quietly, and when he finished one round and was about to start the next round, he said, "Take the medicine first."

At first, Chen Nian pretended not to hear, but when he saw Li Xingyun staying beside him, he was so annoyed that he reached out to take the medicine.

There are eight pills in total, two sugar-coated pills, two capsules, and the remaining four are small white pills that look bitter.

Taking medicine in the old age is very similar to that of a child, instead of rushing it all at once, but taking it one by one, which seems to be strenuous.Li Xingyun was drinking water, and was going to feed him when the time came, but Chen Nian snatched it away, and swallowed a tablet and two sips of water.

After he drank the water, the bitter taste in his mouth became lighter, and he picked up the phone again to continue playing the game.

Li Xingyun held an empty cup: "If you're sleepy, go to sleep."

Looking at him from above the phone screen, Chen Nian obediently quit the game with a curl of his mouth, which surprised Li Xingyun.

Chen Nian threw the phone on the table casually, his head caught Zhou Gong, leaving Li Xingyun with the back of his head.Li Xingyun rubbed his hair, got up and went to the study, and turned off the lights in the room before leaving, leaving only a night light.

After nine o'clock, Li Xingyun finished his work, returned to the bedroom, and found that Chen Nian was sitting up again, with his head half against the head of the bed, bit by bit.

"what happened?"

Chen Nian lowered his head abruptly, rubbed his eyes, which were wet inside: "Why are you so slow?"

His voice sounded sleepy and sticky, much like his usual coquettish appearance.Li Xingyun's heart skipped a beat, and then he realized that he must have fallen asleep again, and when he woke up, he would have to explode.

But looking at such old age, his heart still softened, and he went to hug him.Chen Nian didn't even struggle. Instead, he tilted his head and buried his neck, and climbed up with his hands.

Li Xingyun's voice was very gentle: "Are you waiting for me?"

Chen Nian expressed his affirmation with a vague nasal voice, waited for a few seconds and spoke again: "Didn't you just talk about it?"

Li Xingyun's expression became serious, just as he was about to speak, Chen Nian raised his hand and covered half of his face.

"I just thought about it and realized that I do have a lot of problems," his voice was soft and waxy, "I will change it slowly in the future so that you won't be so tired."

Li Xingyun couldn't hold back any longer. He felt that he had caused little bastard Chen a great wrong, and his heart ached so much that he wanted to hug him up: "No, you're fine."

"Okay, I habitually ask you to clean up even broken bowls. I don't know anything. I'm lazy. If I were you, I'd be annoyed. Haven't you been a little bit unbearable recently?"

Li Xingyun caressed his back, it seemed a bit difficult to say, and it took a long time before he opened his mouth: "It's not because I was annoyed, but after they mentioned it, I noticed our relationship. Baby, I just suddenly became worried, what are you afraid of?" One day, if something happens to me, it will be too difficult for you to live alone..."

Chen Nian froze and straightened up: "What are you talking about!"

Seeing his appearance, Li Xingyun immediately apologized for saying something wrong, and it took a long time for him to become obedient again.

Li Xingyun kissed the top of his hair: "If the child doesn't want it, then don't want it. What a big deal, what happened?"

Chen Nian sniffed his nose: "Actually, I understand what your family members think. They are right. It is my problem. I am very scared."

"afraid of what?"

Because of his posture, Li Xingyun couldn't see Chen Nian's expression clearly, he could only hear the voice coming from his shoulder.

"At that time, Chen Feng was just born, and I didn't know what was wrong with me. Suddenly, I felt that my home was no longer my home, and my parents were not my parents anymore. Every little thing was magnified. You won't believe it. I haven't called my mother for two years."

"I was only eleven or twelve years old at that time. You know I forget things easily, but I still don't forget the feeling. I was afraid that my life would be changed, and that someone new would come into my family. If If I can really make up my mind, I might rather not even have the original one.”

"Am I sick?"

At the end of his words, he was crying. Li Xingyun felt that his heart was soaked in the acid water, and he was crushed and flattened on the chopping board, trembling with pain.

With shaking hands, he pulled Chen Nian up from his shoulders, met a pair of red eyes, and kissed him unbearably.

"It's okay, Bao'er, we don't want children, no one can come in, only you." He kissed Chen Nian carelessly, "I only want you alone."

Chen Nian hugged his back with both hands, and shook his head: "I can't be so selfish, just take what you want, and I will work hard to accept it."

Li Xingyun didn't know what to say, and wanted to show him his heart: "Baby, I really never thought about having a child. I just want you."

Chen Nian curled his lips, he was extremely "understanding" at the moment, Li Xingyun said he didn't want him, but let him have it, he made up his mind and said that he would work obediently and be self-reliant in the future, but in the end Li Xingyun stopped him It just stopped.