negative distance relationship

On the way home, the car was so quiet that you could hear a needle drop.

Looking at the tall buildings and streetscapes flying by quickly outside the window, Lele's mind was in a mess. Thinking about what Deng Yufei said to him just now, it was hard to imagine how things would develop like this.

He was not surprised that Deng Yufei saw that he liked men. After all, many people saw it back then, and some people even talked about it in front of him. Going too far, and reprimanded those who criticized him.

So when Deng Yufei asked him if he liked men, Lele didn't hesitate for a long time, after thinking for a moment, he generously admitted.But the content of the following conversation began to deviate from the track, which surprised Lele and didn't know what to say.

Deng Yufei said: "Did you ever like me back then?"

Lele was shocked by this sentence, as if he had done something wrong many years ago and thought it would be safe to put it in the ground, but was suddenly dug out, he was so embarrassed that he couldn't answer a word.If he still has some interest in Deng Yufei now, maybe this topic would not be so embarrassing, but he has long since let go of this relationship, and now he has a boyfriend. He doesn't know how others are, Lele only knows He wanted to find a hole in the ground right now.

However, Deng Yufei stared at him intently, his eyes scorching hot as if he wanted to poke a hole in Lele's body, Lele's scalp was numb from the sight, so he could only deny his conscience: "Senior, what are you kidding?" Ah ha ha, don't you really believe those people's words?" He swallowed, regained some confidence and said, "I like men, yes, but I will definitely not casually attack people around me, senior You can rest assured."

After much deliberation, he probably only had this possibility.It's a bit sad to say, probably once there is a gay around all straight men, eight out of ten will be afraid that they will be spotted... Although Lele did have a crush on Deng Yufei.

Deng Yufei's face darkened by more than one degree when he heard the words, and the expression of the gentleman who had maintained it all night almost cracked, and his tone was instantly gloomy: "You said, the ones back then were all fake?"

Lele's little heart twitched for no reason, startled by his appearance, and couldn't tell whether Deng Yufei's "the ones back then" were referring to those people's jokes back then or his real mood .But the words spoken are like water poured out, and it is difficult to cover the water, so Lele can only nod his head with difficulty.

Deng Yufei suddenly chuckled, his shoulders drooping and making people feel pitiful, he wiped his face, "You already have a boyfriend now?" He paused, as if thinking of something, looked up at Lele, The fundus of the eyes was a bit dim, "The one waiting for you downstairs is your boyfriend?"

Lele rubbed her nose, cast her eyes randomly but didn't dare to look at him, and nodded uncomfortably.

Deng Yufei opened his mouth, hesitant to speak, just at this time Lele's cell phone vibrated again, he picked it up and took a look, it was indeed Li Yangxu who was urging him to call.Lele didn't know how to face the current situation, so she shook her phone and said to Deng Yufei: "Well, senior, I, cough, my boyfriend is waiting for me downstairs, if there is nothing else, I'll go first ?”

Lele ran out of the small restaurant as if escaping, saw Li Yangxu's car parked by the side of the road and ran straight up, as soon as the car door was closed, he patted Li Yangxu and told him to drive away quickly.

Li Yangxu glanced at him, then looked out of the car window, wanting to see what monsters were chasing after his buttocks, but Lele pinched him, and said to him like a shrew: "Hurry up, hurry up, what are you doing?" ? Are you looking at a handsome guy on the street?!"

Li Yangxu was beaten upside down. There was really nothing he could do about him. He rolled his eyes and stepped on the gas pedal to drive away. Halfway there, he suddenly remembered something. Turning to look at him, he said, "Where's your senior?"

Lele was choked immediately, and faltered: "Senior said someone was waiting for me downstairs, so he told me to leave quickly without waiting for him." He scratched his nose and laughed dryly: "Hehe, senior is really Will watch words and colors."

His guilty look was magnified more than a hundred times in Li Yangxu's eyes, but now he also had other things on his mind, when the traffic light in front turned back to green, Li Yangxu glanced at him suspiciously, temporarily putting this question back into his stomach Here, restart the car and drive in the direction of home.

Both of them were full of worries at this time, and no one cared about the other. After finally returning home, Lele made an excuse to take a bath, and shrank into the bathroom like a tortoise, hoping to take a shower to wake up.

He stayed in the bathroom for a full hour, going through what happened tonight from the beginning to the end, only to realize that Deng Yufei seemed to have intentionally or unintentionally brought the topic to the direction of his student days throughout the night, while eating In addition to the last conversation and Deng Yufei's performance, it's not that he was arrogant, but this senior whom he had a crush on seemed to have a little bit of meaning for him ah?

"What to do, what to do, what to do..." Lele who came to this conclusion not only did not have the slightest joy of being secretly in love, but felt burnt out and didn't know how to solve it.

If this had happened before meeting Li Yangxu, Lele might have been so happy to celebrate continuously for three days and three nights without a break, but now that he has a partner, even if the future of this relationship looks a bit confused, He also chose to be angry and go all the way to the end, but now he can be said to have no interest in others, and he met Deng Yufei twice in a row, and he didn't feel any spark at all.

In this way, is this a new "rotten peach blossom"?

Thinking of this, Lele became even more desperate.He dried himself off and changed into his pajamas, poked himself in the mirror several times, looked at himself with disgust on his face, simulated a few rhetoric in his mind, and then dragged his heavy steps out of the bathroom.

He was still thinking about how to confess this matter to Li Yangxu. How did he know that when he walked out of the hall, he found that the other party had been in the same posture since he entered the door, and his clothes hadn't been changed, just lying down with one hand covering his face? on the sofa.

For some reason, Lele felt that the aura around Li Yangxu was frighteningly low. Although he didn't do anything and just lay there quietly, Lele felt his heart shrink for no reason, and it bothered him. The other things are also forgotten.

He walked over slowly, sat down beside Li Yangxu, raised his hand to cover the other's face, and said softly, "What's wrong?"

Li Yangxu moved, wiped his face after regaining consciousness, held Lele's hand in his own, smiled at him, shook his head and said, "No, what's wrong with you?"

Lele frowned, the man's smile was far-fetched in his eyes, and he couldn't believe that there was nothing wrong with his appearance.After thinking about it for a while, he guessed: "Did something happen to you when you came home tonight? You said that your cousin asked you to go back, what did she tell you?"

Li Yangxu was silent for a moment when he heard the words, Lele immediately knew that he had guessed right.He quietly waited for the other party's answer, and after about 2 minutes, he heard Li Yangxu reply wearily: "That girl Miaomiao, tell my sister about the two of us."