negative distance relationship

Lele has been absent-minded all day today. She looks at the time after busy work, and becomes more and more restless watching the time pass by.

Today is the day when Li Yangxu goes to that so-called party, if he doesn't go back to his home at night, Lele just needs to fantasize about the scene of the party, and he will feel very uncomfortable.

Sometimes he also wonders if he is too cheap to do this, knowing that it is impossible, he insists on jumping into the flames, but as long as he thinks of Li Yangxu's stickiness sticking to him, he feels that it is worth burning to ashes.

While thoughts were flying all over the sky, the screen of the phone suddenly flickered, and a new information page on WeChat popped up.

Lele's heart skipped a beat, and she hurriedly picked up her phone to take a look. After seeing clearly who the letter was from, she frowned slightly.

How could it be him?

This is a dialog box that hasn't been skipped for a long time, and there is only a short line of words on it - "Xiao Le, are you okay? I'm back, do you have time to have a light meal?"

The person who came was named Deng Yufei, and he was the senior of Dalele for two years.Lele used to have a crush on him, but Deng Yufei is a straight man. At least in Lele's eyes, he is a straight man. When she met him, Deng Yufei already had a girlfriend whom she had been dating for two years since freshman year.

Lele has no intention of breaking up with a straight man, nor does she think she has the ability, so she always keeps her secret love in her heart.Deng Yufei was very kind to him, in Lele's beautified memory, Deng Yufei was the best to him as a junior during the whole university, so good that sometimes Lele would think that the other party was flirting with him.

Lele had a crush on this person for two full years, and later because Deng Yu insisted on going abroad to study, she gradually let go of her heart.Before Deng Yufei went abroad, the two still kept in touch occasionally, but Lele tried hard to get her heart back, and gradually the contact between the two became less and less, but now the other party came to him suddenly, so Lele had a moment of peace. Startled.

Lele has never regarded this senior as a rotten peach blossom. To him, Deng Yufei is probably like a white moonlight existence. Now that he is back, he has a meal to catch up. What's the problem, it happened that Li Yangxu went on a blind date today, taking advantage of this spare time, he might as well agree to have dinner tonight.

With things to be busy, Lele was finally able to put aside Li Yangxu's "blind date".Deng Yufei asked Lele's company address, and they were already waiting downstairs before the end of get off work time. The two went to a small restaurant near the company. They haven't seen each other for so many years, but there seems to be no estrangement at all.

Deng Yufei is still the same as Lele remembers, with a gentle appearance with a bookish look, which is completely opposite to Li Yangxu's aggressive masculinity. Lele suddenly feels a little weird when he looks at him. I thought I would like someone like Deng Yufei, but how could I fall in love with Li Yangxu in the end?

He shook his head with a smile, and tried his best to push the bastard out of his head. Deng Yufei just happened to see him and asked him, "What's wrong? This store is not good, so we need to change to another store?"

"No, no," Lele smiled and waved his hand, "I can do it, this store is very good, and people from our company often come here for dinner."

"That's good." Deng Yufei seemed to heave a sigh of relief when he heard the words, and the two followed the clerk into the room, and found a seat by the window to sit down.

It was said that it was Deng Yufei's treat, but the other party had just returned to China, Lele wanted to show his friendship as a landlord, and ordered a few dishes that he had tried before and thought they were good, thinking that he must rush to pay the bill later.

As soon as she sat down, Lele received a message from Li Yangxu: "Honey, I'm so bored."

Lele blushed, and silently complained about the title in her heart, but the movements of her hands quickly replied to him: "It deserves it."

He put the phone lock screen aside, and the smile on his face did not fade. Deng Yufei seemed a little surprised when he saw it, and tentatively asked if it was his girlfriend's information. The expression on his face retracted.

The dishes ordered were served quickly, and the two chatted while eating, asking about each other's current situation, and talking about the past, Lele suddenly felt that everything seemed to be back to the student days.

He really liked this person back then, Lele thought, except for Li Yangxu, Deng Yufei was probably the most gentlemanly and gentle person Lele had ever met.

He still remembers that his secret crush on Deng Yufei was discovered by other classmates, and everyone booed and said that they would tell Deng Yufei, Lele was so anxious that he was about to cry, but he could only pretend to be fine and kept denying everyone's love It is really helpless and hopeless.

He was afraid that if this person knew about it, the other person would find him disgusting and would never associate with him again, but if he wanted to pretend to be disgusted and deny his feelings to others, it would take a lot of heartache to do so.

However, no matter how much Ren Lele tried to suppress the matter, Deng Yufei finally found out.What shocked him was that instead of scolding him and calling him shameless, Deng Yufei sternly told those who criticized him not to talk nonsense and not to tarnish his reputation.

At that time, Lele was both moved by the gentleness of this person, and sadly realized that this person was really a straight man, so when she faced him later, Lele consciously put away her feelings and tried her best to be a charming person. The elementary school brother who didn't even think about it.

After Deng Yufei graduated, he went abroad for further studies. The day before he went abroad, everyone held a farewell party for him, and Lele was also invited.

Lele still remembers that he was very sad at that time, and his sad expression could hardly be concealed. Some people even made fun of whether the senior was going abroad or he was going abroad, and those people who made fun of him had a crush on Deng Yufei also wanted to tease him He couldn't say a word, but he had to shut up under Deng Yufei's stare, and Lele only cared about his own sadness, and didn't notice it at all.

Everyone drank a lot of wine that night, let alone Lele, who was so dizzy that he didn't know what night it was.In a daze, Lele felt that the senior seemed to come closer to him. Lele had no memory of what the two said afterward, but in the end, the only thing Lele remembered was that Deng Yufei printed a letter on his forehead. kiss.

Lele has been remembering this incident until now. He didn't know if it was a hallucination after he was drunk or it really existed, so that when he went to see Deng Yufei off the next day, he was full of hope that something would happen, but the man looked at it. But like a normal person, Lele finally disappointedly regarded this kiss as a product of drunken fantasy.

After Deng Yufei went abroad, the two kept in touch for a while. Perhaps it was the imaginary kiss that caused trouble. During that time, Lele always felt that Deng Yufei was teasing him intentionally or unintentionally, but he deeply realized that it was all fake. His own boring fantasies, so gradually he began to force himself not to think anymore, those seemingly unintentional teasings were also regarded by him as the unconscious actions of straight men, and slowly Lele stopped thinking about Deng Yufei, even if that When people came to him again, it took him a long time to reply, and the relationship between the two faded over time.

Seeing Deng Yufei again this time, Lele thought that there would still be a little fluctuation in her heart, but she was surprised to find that the little thought about this person in the past was gone now, and when she thought of that imaginary kiss, she would just laugh it off.

He finished the meal in a relaxed mood, and the whole process was very pleasant. The senior was still the same senior. In the past, Lele had loved this person with all his heart and soul. Now even if he is only from the perspective of a friend, he still feels that this person is everywhere. Well, it's just not suitable for me.

After dinner, Deng Yufei asked him what plans he had for the future. Just then, the mobile phone placed aside vibrated. Lele said sorry, and hurriedly picked up the mobile phone to take a look.

Sure enough, Li Yangxu sent him another message: "Honey, my side is almost over, I plan to slip away early, I'll go to your house tonight, are you at home?"

Lele was overjoyed, and hurriedly replied, the joy on his face could not be concealed, and even the fingertips of typing seemed to lighten up.

Deng Yufei's expression darkened when he saw him like this, but Lele, who was busy typing with his head down, didn't notice this scene at all. When he raised his head again, Deng Yufei returned to his previous appearance.

Lele thought for a while about what Deng Yufei said just now, and then replied: "I'll go home after it's over. Someone is coming." He looked at the time on the phone again, and said, "I think it's almost time. , I am very glad to meet you today, and we will make an appointment next time when we have time." As he spoke, he took the bill and got up to go to pay.

Seeing this, Deng Yufei quickly pressed him down and asked him to treat him, but Lele quickly shied away. The former thought about it, but finally he didn't force it, but finally smiled and said: "I invited me this time, next time I will invite you back Ah, we have a deal."

Lele didn't think much, smiled and walked to the front desk to check out.

He was eager to return home, fearing that Deng Yufei would pester him to reminisce about the old days, so he didn't even take the other party's hitchhiker. He left, leaving Deng Yufei staring blankly at him going away with a hesitant expression on his face.

It was more than half an hour after Lele got home, and she was busy boiling hot water to take a bath.

As soon as he changed his clothes and turned on the faucet, the door of the bathroom was pushed open, and a well-dressed prudish man slipped in with shining eyes.

The long day is finally over, and the nightlife has officially begun.