After Xiuxian fell, I joined the entertainment industry

That year, Si Yun and Si Yu were 19 years old.

The 19-year-old girl looks slim, and the girl who works in the factory all the year round doesn't spend much time in the sun.

This year, Si Yun was admitted to the university, one, 211 school, and was already a top-notch good boy in Hongting Village. Si Yu and You Rongyan were very happy for him, and she bought a smartphone for her younger brother.

At that time, smartphones were not an era for everyone, especially for families like Si Yun, they were a luxury.

His grandma has a good face and doesn't allow Si Yun to apply for poor students, and doesn't sign for college student loans. She slaps her in the face to pretend to be fat, saying that she is afraid that her classmates will look down on him, but Si Yun's explanations are fruitless. To make money, there is only one sister.

As a result, Si Yu's burden was heavy again. Her salary was actually enough to live on and support Si Yun to go to college.Grandma often calls to say that the money is not enough, but Si Yun always says enough is enough, she knows that Si Yun loves her, and Si Yun's words can't be trusted too much, grandma is right, Si Yun went to college, and in a big city, he can't Make people look down on.

Si Yu hasn't come home in recent years, she doesn't like that family at all, she doesn't care about anything except her younger brother, she often asks Si Yun to come and play with her, but to find her sister, the fare and expenses are too high. It was a big sum, and it was a big burden for her sister. Si Yu called Si Yun several times not to go, and Si Yun often went to the county town to work and subsidize during the holidays.

Money is not enough after all.

Siyu is good-looking and beautiful. There was a boy who liked her when she entered the factory, but she was inferior, sensitive and cowardly when it came to love and other people’s liking. She was used to inferiority since she was a child. She was never confident, afraid that she would not be good enough for others, she was very economical on food and clothing, did not buy any good clothes, and she was afraid that others would look down on her.In addition, she had to support her family, and she was afraid of delaying others, so she never found a partner.

Sensible children with low self-esteem have always been cautious, and the same is true for love, they will always miss a lot.The reality is different from TV dramas, there has never been a stalker for no reason and desperately chasing love, a man has a lover and a concubine has no intention of it, young people have a good face, and those who come out to work at a young age often become sensible very early, so their fate is over.

She is stubborn and self-abased. For others, she has had a very difficult life, but for her past self, she has had a very good life.

She can also take part-time jobs when she is on vacation.

At first, she distributed leaflets, and then sold drinks. She gradually became tall and beautiful, and she was able to be a welcome lady, until one day, a well-mannered man in a suit gave her a business card.

"You look good, are you interested in being a model?"

Si Yu has a perverted vision for "models". When grandma sees girls who are models on TV, she will make a disgusted "tsk tut" sound, expressing "immorality".

However, not long after the first year of freshman year, Si Yun suffered from a stomach problem. Si Yun endured it at first, but later he couldn't help it and went to the hospital.It cost a lot of money to go to the hospital this time. The ambulance, hospitalization, surgery, and laboratory tests were all money. When Si Yu received the call, she was shocked and bought a ticket overnight to see Si Yun.

This is the first time that the siblings have seen each other since they parted from Hongting that year.

Si Yun has grown up and grown taller. He is already a big boy. He is cheerful and gentle. He has grown from a little angel to an archangel.

Adult siblings are no longer the children who feared the future. They have clearer plans for the future, rely on each other, and think there is nothing to be afraid of.

But after Si Yu went back, he was fired.

Many factories closed down that year, and layoffs were everywhere. Si Yu, who had no means of income, panicked, and her grandmother urged her to send money.

But Si Yun's illness almost cost her all her money, she was almost penniless, God seemed to be against her, she couldn't find a suitable job for a month, the rent was expensive, and odd jobs were beyond her means.

Finally, she dug out the business card from her pocket and entered the modeling career since then.

The income is much higher than that of her working day and night in previous years. At first it was just a trade show, and later it was some plane shooting.

Many people in the modeling industry say that it is dirty, which is not true. In fact, there are dirty and bad things. What is dirty is not the industry, but people's hearts. When you meet good or bad people, what path you take depends entirely on your heart, your luck.

Probably her luck has never been bad. She was abused and beaten when she was young. She finally got a stable job and was fired. She became a model and thought that it would be these trade shows in the future, but she encountered bad things. She really It's extremely unlucky, she has encountered all kinds of bad things, her character has been cultivated early, even resistance is cowardly, inferior and forbearing.

It was a very bad thing for her, almost the sky collapsed, a flat film was recorded, she was photographed, videotaped, and raped.

This time Lu Xi was not from the first-person perspective. He became a transparent bystander. He was angry, screamed, or rushed forward to kill, but he was powerless. His ears were filled with the girl's desperate screams. The brutes laughed and said obscenities.

This scene is really cruel, and they take pleasure in the pain of others. They seem to be unable to hear the desperate cries of the girl who is also a human being, and take pleasure in it.

Lu Xi came back to her senses, and became the first-person view again. The girl was huddled behind the door alone, covered with scars, and everything she looked at was dark.

The terrible negative emotions almost made his brain explode. Lu Xi probably knew why the perspective had to be changed. When Si Yu was in pain, he would change to the first perspective, and all the negative emotions of Si Yu completely made him feel uncomfortable. Personal experience.

Assuming these things, Si Yun is the one standing in this perspective, what will happen to Si Yun?No doubt it will crash.

Lu Xi had already guessed the reason why Si Yun wanted to die.

Lu Xi thought that this should be the most painful, and Si Yu should have passed it. He really hoped that someone would come to save her at this time, like in TV dramas, stepping on colorful auspicious clouds, descending from the sky, and destroying all the bad guys. This person should It was Jiang Xin. After all, Si Yu had been with him for a long time, so he should be the one who treated her well.

But the pain was far from over, those beasts threatened Si Yu with videos and photos.

"Don't you have a younger brother? If you are disobedient, we will send your video to him."

Humiliated, resentful, and extremely scared, she was forced to take many photos, videos, or nasty parties, and she became a masked dummy, laughing, talking, and dressed as if she was not her at all.

She could no longer taste happiness.

She often asked herself why she lived, for her brother?But my younger brother doesn't need her anymore. After all, my younger brother hasn't asked her for money for a long time. When he grows up, he can earn money by working part-time. Whether it's this year or next year, he will graduate with a bachelor's degree, and he can also provide his own tuition and living expenses.

Talking to my younger brother has become a burden. Of course, grandma's call can be cut off directly, but my younger brother can't.

"Ayun..." The curtains were tightly covered, and there was no light in the room. She leaned against the corner and said palely, "Do you want money..."

Other than that, she couldn't find other topics of communication. She was most afraid of Si Yun asking her if she was doing well. It was extremely cruel to pretend to be in front of her closest relatives.

And every time she finished talking with Si Yun, she would break down hysterically. This kind of collapse time and time again, even Lu Xi could hardly bear it. Shouting, wanting to comfort her, tell her how to take down bad guys, who to turn to for help.But the time and space are too far away for his voice to reach.

Why do some people have such a miserable life?She is obviously gentle and beautiful, and has never hurt anyone. After all, when will she get over it.

It is rumored that there is a rainbow after the storm, and the dawn is ahead of the darkness, but this storm, this darkness is too long, does anyone know that the storm will kill people, there are sharp knives and monsters hidden in the darkness, and some people cannot survive the storm and darkness The darkness is just folded inside.

It was really too long, so long that Lu Xi was almost desperate, suffering from insomnia all day and all night, endless medicine bitterly entered her throat, and Si Yun called again.

Every time at this time, Lu Xi's heart would be brought up. Even he was begging Si Yun not to call again, but he also hoped that Si Yun would quickly find out that something was wrong with his sister, and then quietly help her solve everything. Take my sister to get a good treatment.

But Si Yun is just a college student who is about to graduate. How can a college student do this?Exposure in the media?It will undoubtedly hurt Si Yu, and the last line in Si Yu's heart is "don't allow Si Yun to know".The most important thing is that Si Yun has no money and little ability.

For the first time, Lu Xi knew that ordinary people are suffering, endless constraints, and endless helplessness.

"I can grit my teeth and work hard, and I can overcome everything as long as I think." Young people ran into this colorful world full of ambitions, some got what they wanted, some went back with scars, and some died on the road. There are too many things that cannot be done in the world, even Lu Xi does not believe that Si Yun can do it, let alone Si Yu.

The most important thing is that Si Yu believes what he says. He has no reason to suspect that his sister is lying to him, and he never imagined how bad his sister will be. In the final analysis, Si Yun doesn't know how bad people can be .

He thought that "poverty" and "pain" were the worst. He would never know what it was like to have one's heart crushed into powder, one's faith crushed, and one's life like a dead wood.

Undoubtedly, Si Yu collapsed again, this time the illness lasted for a day, and then she didn't work for a few days, she stayed at home for a week, and a week later she received the ghost-horned Bodhi from Si Yun.

The moment the package was opened, it suddenly started screaming. The courier was shocked and asked her what was wrong.

At this time, Lu Xi hoped that the courier brother would know what was wrong with her, and then enthusiastically send her to the hospital, and then give her some warmth.But sadly, no.She immediately controlled her emotions, put away the package and closed the door.

Lu Xi felt her body trembling and her teeth were chattering up and down. She quickly packed up her things and moved quickly.

Only then did she remember that she had told Si Yun her address, and she was afraid that Si Yun would find him.

Lu Xi told her over and over again: "You and Si Yun explain the situation, he won't dislike you, he will treat you well, he can protect you, you are not wrong, those bastards are wrong!"

But his voice couldn't reach it, and even if it could, she wouldn't.How did she come here since she was a child?

Got bullied by a man, told grandma, got a loud slap, and then grandma piled those nasty adjectives on her, as if she was so dirty and it was all her fault.

She moved to the imperial capital, and she didn't dare to change her mobile phone number, she was afraid that it would be bad for her brother if those people couldn't find her. Sure enough, she received calls from those people again not long after.

Compared with receiving calls from Si Yun, she was much calmer when receiving calls from these people, but after she hung up the phone, she began to mutter to herself. At first, Lu Xi didn't know what she was talking about, but in detail Listening, I found her cursing over and over again: "Die, die, die, die..."

She held the ghost-horned bodhi that Si Yun sent her to her chest, as if she was grasping sustenance, like a blessing, and like a weapon that could attack, she cursed softly and cursed viciously.

Lu Xi didn't know the difference between Guijiao Bodhi. It was a very common fruit, without spiritual power or evil spirit.

It's just that folks say that this thing can ward off evil spirits and bless you.

She no longer answered Si Yun's calls, but her curses became more and more long-lasting, because those people came to her more frequently.

Lu Xi gradually discovered that those ghost-horned Bodhi had a different aura, and he could see the red aura.

And Si Yu's condition was even worse. When she went down the stairs, she couldn't stop rolling down, her face was covered with blood, it should be very painful, but she seemed to have no pain, and walked forward unconsciously, as if she was crossing On the road, the sound of beeps kept ringing, and then suddenly fell down in front of a car.

"Touch porcelain!"

Someone pointed and pointed, and the car owner opened the window and cursed: "I bought insurance, if you don't get up, I will push you over!"

"What are you doing? Recently, there are always people like this. Others don't even go to work! If you want to die somewhere else, why are you so devoid of public morals!"

"A few days ago, there was a girl on Line 2 who did the same thing. She committed suicide. Really..."

Lu Xi felt the coldness on the ground, but it was far less than the indifference of these people, which made the chills chill.

At this time, a car owner next to him got out of the car. Lu Xi first saw a pair of bright and clean leather shoes, and then saw a pair of clean hands gradually approaching...

Lu Xi's eyes darkened, and she passed out along with Si Yu.