After I Transmigrated as a Mermaid, I Transmigrated Back

For the first time, Zhao Xiaokui knew that devouring a whole soul was so uncomfortable.

She felt as if she had turned 1 times in situ, and her mind seemed to be thrown out.

Countless memories, feelings, intertwined with her own.

She couldn't even tell which memory was her own and which was someone else's.

For a moment, she remembered that she was Zhao Xiaokui, a superhuman who once passed through the mermaid.

For a moment, she felt that her name was Ronald, and she was an excellent Air Force pilot.

Grandma, Shen Zhifei...

Ronald's wife, daughter...

She burst into tears and kept calling Shen Zhifei's name.

"Shen Zhifei, Shen Zhifei..."

Shen Zhifei held her in his arms and stroked her long hair one after another.

She once again felt the helplessness in the deep sea world.

And this time even worse.

She clearly hugged Zhao Xiaokui, but she could only watch helplessly as her long hair was wet with sweat and she convulsed uncontrollably in her arms.

This powerlessness made her seem to return to her childhood, to the day when her parents' plane crashed.

She saw the plane on TV crashing into the ocean and igniting a fire in the ocean, but she couldn't do anything.

Zhao Xiaokui opened her eyes and saw her serious face. She didn't want her to blame herself. Enduring the pain, she forced a smile and said, "Shen Zhifei, why do you have such an expression? Look...you look so fierce. No, I don't know." Yes, I thought you were the one lying here."

Shen Zhifei said: "...I would rather be me."

Her expression is serious, and her distress is serious.

It feels so good to be cared for and loved.

Well, Zhao Xiaokui felt that his head didn't hurt that much anymore.

"Shen Zhifei, if you kiss me, it won't hurt so much."

While speaking, her eyes shone with a sly light.

Knowing that she was comforting himself, Shen Zhifei lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "Is that so?"

Zhao Xiaokui: "It's better."

She kissed her eyes again.

Zhao Xiaokui: "It's even better."

Shen Zhifei's kiss finally landed on her lips.

Zhao Xiaokui was in so much pain that she couldn't control herself, she refused to open her teeth, for fear of biting her, so she rolled between Zhao Xiaokui's lips and teeth

I don't know if it's Zhao Xiaokui's illusion, but she always feels that she doesn't feel so much pain anymore.

Her brows stretched a little, and a drop of water suddenly fell on her eyelids. She opened her eyes, but saw Shen Zhifei, who had his eyes tightly closed, and his eyelashes were glittering and translucent.

She felt as if the tears were falling on her heart.

She raised her hand, wanting to wipe Shen Zhifei's tears, but when she raised her hand to her eyes, she realized that at some point, her nails turned golden, and the front end changed from a smooth and round arc to a sharp one, resembling the nails of a wild beast. claws.

She even had a feeling that as long as she wanted, this hand could take out a person's heart for her at any time.

Dark golden vertical pupils, scales behind the ears.

Protruding fangs, and... golden nails.

This is the fourth alienation that has appeared on her, related to the mermaid.

Before she had time to think about anything, complicated memories surged up like a tide again, and the pain overwhelmed her.

The stairs of the old-fashioned residential building are not wide, and it can be seen that the green-painted railings are covered with red embroidery, and there are traces of honeycomb coal on the walls, as well as random pictures of children.

The sun shines in through the stairwell windows, shining golden on the ground.

Such a scene reminded Shen Zhifei of the summer described in those movies.

She always felt that the next moment there would be a girl in a blue and white school uniform, carrying a schoolbag, running up from downstairs in three steps.

This is where?

Shen Zhifei's memory still stays at the moment when she closed her eyes and kissed Zhao Xiaokui.

But the strange thing is that she didn't feel the panic of suddenly finding herself in a strange place. She had never been to this place before, but she felt an indescribable sense of familiarity and peace of mind.

Shen Zhifei thought of a place like a ghost - Qingmu Community.

The place where Zhao Xiaokui grew up.

She walked up the stairs, and within a few steps, she saw two anti-theft doors facing each other.

Shen Zhifei's eyes fell on the door with a 602 metal plate on the top.

The anti-theft door is dark green, the paint on the surface has rusted a lot, and the iron plate inside can be seen.

The bright red couplets have faded to yellow, but the upside-down "Fu" looks fresh, and there is a hole in the middle, which looks a little funny.

She put her hand on the door.

A cold feeling came from the palm.

can touch.

To knock, or not to knock?

Shen Zhifei stood at the door with his hands raised, unable to get down for a long time.

Will there be someone at the door?

Will Zhao Xiaokui be at the door?

When she was hesitating, the door opened suddenly, and Shen Zhifei took two steps back in fright.

It was an old lady who opened the door.

When she saw Shen Zhifei, she said, "Are you here to find Xiaokui? That stinky girl went crazy somewhere and hasn't come back yet. You come in and sit down, come in and sit down, drink a glass of water and wait for her."

Looking at the old man in front of him, Shen Zhifei's eyes widened.

One is that she is surprised that she can see herself, and the other is that she is surprised by her identity——

Zhao Xiaokui's grandmother.

She is a person in her 20s, and her voice stuttered when she spoke to the old lady, "Grandma, grandma."

Grandma narrowed her eyes with a smile, and responded crisply, "Hey."

Facing the old man's benevolent gaze, for some reason, Shen Zhifei always felt that she knew a lot.

She followed the old lady into the house in such a daze.

"There is nothing good to entertain you at home. Come and have some fruit. Would you like tea or water?" Grandma entertained her warmly.

Shen Zhifei's ability to deal with people in the past [-] years is like feeding a dog in an instant. Sitting on the sofa, he doesn't know where to put his hands and feet. Seeing the old man busy, he said embarrassedly: "Grandma, don't bother, don't bother."

"That stinky girl secretly bought Coke and put it in the refrigerator, thinking that I wouldn't know if I hid it, naive!" Grandma proudly took out a bottle of Coke from a black plastic bag, and said to Shen Zhifei, "Xiao Kui likes to drink it. These are not nutritious things, drink too much and don’t eat, saying that I want to lose weight.”

Shen Zhifei stood up to take the drink and said, "Thank you grandma."

She was embarrassed to refuse the old man's kindness, so she unscrewed the drink and took a sip. Grandma sat down beside her, wearing presbyopic glasses, looking at her appearance, with a smile on her lips.

"What's the little girl's name?"

Shen Zhifei hurriedly lowered the water, "My surname is Shen, and my name is Zhifei."

Grandma smiled and said: "I have been doing military service all my life, and I only know what is wrong today. It is a good name."

Shen Zhifei hurriedly said, "Xiaokui's name is also nice."

"I chose her name." Speaking of this matter, grandma's eyebrows and eyes were full of nostalgia, "Before she was born, I thought of many names. I wanted it to sound good, and I wanted it to have a good meaning. You have to be educated, and your hands hurt from flipping through the books. On the day she was born, the sunflowers I planted just opened, and I thought, what do you do with such a complicated name? I hope she can be safe and live happily, like a sunflower, leaving the darkness behind and chasing the sun forever, so when the doctor asked me what my child’s name is, I said, it’s called Xiao Aoi is fine."

Xiaokui.

Even though it was a very simple name, Shen Zhifei felt a warm feeling slowly flowing through his heart.

"Speaking of this name, there is another funny thing. I don't know if she told you. When she was in elementary school, didn't there always be some little sunflower mother's classes on TV? The boys in their class just chased after her. Let Xiaokui call her little sunflower mother, guess what she did?" Grandma asked playfully.

Shen Zhifei couldn't help laughing when she thought of the scene where Zhao Xiaokui, who was still a little girl, was chased by a group of boys and called her mother.

"I can't guess," she said.

"She beat up a few boys by herself, and when their parents came to the door, she said confidently," the grandma straightened her back and imitated Zhao Xiaokui's appearance, "I am their mother, and mother beats children." , isn’t it justified?”

Shen Zhifei: "Pfft..."

"She is very bad."

Grandma said so, but she couldn't hide the pride in her eyes.

Shen Zhifei didn't know how long he had chatted with the old lady.

From Zhao Xiaokui who wet the bed to the stray cat on the balcony, to the boy who confessed his love to her but was dragged into a fight as a challenge.

Shen Zhifei laughed and kept wiping away tears.

Grandma was still saying: "She, it's interesting, I don't know what to think about all day long."

"Yes," Shen Zhifei agreed with the old lady, "She has always been so cute."

"I've talked so much about Xiaokui, but I haven't said anything about you yet."

Grandma looked at Shen Zhifei tenderly and asked suddenly.

Shen Zhifei was surprised, "Me?"

After the doubts, there was uneasiness and apprehension again, "I, I have nothing to say."

Her life is indeed good.

She didn't go to the mountain to get honey, and she was stung all over her face, and she didn't bet with anyone. She ran into the men's room blatantly, scaring out a bunch of people who didn't pull up their pants.

Compared with Zhao Xiaokui's life, in her first 26 years, she lived like a robot who could eat, drink, and mess.

The adult only needs to set the goal, and she will execute it meticulously according to the procedure.

Many people think she is a very boring person.

She doesn't have any special favorites or hobbies. In addition to work, she is studying in her life.

"I'm not very good at taking care of people, and I don't know how to understand other people's emotions. I'm often considered indifferent..."

The more Shen Zhifei spoke, the more bitter he became.

"But she likes you a lot."

Shen Zhifei looked up in astonishment.

Grandma repeated with a smile, "But Xiaokui likes you very much."

She said, "People she doesn't like can't come here."

Shen Zhifei took the unfinished drink and said goodbye to grandma at the door.

"She likes to sit under the tree in Ginkgo Square after school every day. You must go to her."

Following her grandmother's instructions, Shen Zhifei left the Qingmu community, crossed the road, and walked to the opposite Ginkgo Plaza.

The whole world was empty except for her, and the setting sun seemed to be frozen in the sky. Since she came in, the shadows on the ground have not changed a single bit.

But Shen Zhifei didn't feel any fear.

She even felt the beating heart in her chest, as if soaked in warm water, full of warmth.

She found Zhao Xiaokui under the ginkgo tree.

The aged ginkgo tree is very big and thick, and it takes about three or four people to hug it.

A girl in a blue and white school uniform was lying on the edge of the flower bed.