My domestic idol

"It's raining." Chen Xingzhi said while sitting on the hospital bed, looking out the window.

The nurse was doing routine inspections and records. Hearing this, she glanced up and said, "It hasn't rained for a long time. Things are going well today. Why isn't Ms. Xu here?"

"She has something to do today," Chen Xingzhi said, "I'll go for a walk after the rain stops."

Xu Ansheng often accompanied Chen Xingzhi downstairs for a walk, and the nurse was used to it.So when Chen Xingzhi said this, she didn't pay attention to it, but just instructed: "The temperature is cooling down, remember to put on your coat before going out."

——Besides these few words, Chen Xingzhi left no other clues.Xu Ansheng asked the nurse for every detail, but the nurse couldn't remember clearly, so she could only beat her head in frustration.

"It's okay, I'll look for it again." Xu Ansheng smiled politely at the nurse, then took out his mobile phone and called Chen Qiao.

Chen Qiao answered quickly.

Xu Ansheng took a deep breath and said, "Xingzhi ran away from the hospital."

Chen Qiao was taken aback for a moment, and quickly asked solemnly, "What's going on?"

Xu Ansheng told the story in a few words, and finally said: "I'm going to visit the cemetery now, please find a way to find out her whereabouts."

Chen Qiao responded and said, "Okay."

After a pause, Chen Qiao said again: "You should take her with you, you already have this kind of relationship."

Xu Ansheng smiled bitterly and said, "Yes."

But they couldn't get over this hurdle, neither Xu Ansheng nor Chen Xingzhi.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Ansheng went to the cemetery alone.

In this case, Chen Xingzhi would go to worship his mother.For Chen Xingzhi, what kind of existence is a mother?

Xu Ansheng felt a little bitter in her heart, but before she found Chen Xingzhi, she didn't have time to grieve.She pinched her thigh to refresh herself.

When Xu Ansheng rushed to the cemetery in the rain, the administrator was sitting in the office drinking tea leisurely.

Xu Ansheng knocked on the office in a hostile manner. The administrator was a little surprised and said, "Miss Xu."

Xu Guoqiang donated a lot of money to the cemetery, and he would stand in front of the tombstone on this day every year, so the administrators already knew Xu Guoqiang and Xu Ansheng.

Xu Ansheng said: "Apart from me and my dad, who else came here today?"

She spoke very fast, and the corners of her eyes seemed to be angry, which seemed unusual in this wet and rainy day.

The administrator's heart skipped a beat, and then he recalled something, and said, "There is also a lady in a hospital gown, she came here about an hour ago."

Xu Ansheng suddenly raised his voice and said, "She's not in front of the tombstone! Where is she now!"

Before coming to the administrator, she had already visited the tombstone.There was a bouquet of purple irises in front of the tombstone, which she knew was brought by Chen Xingzhi.

No one would bring irises to the dead unless that person knew that her mother loved irises the most.

No matter how much Xu Guoqiang loves his wife, he is still a busy businessman who has no time to care about the details of life.He brings calla lilies or white lilies with him every year, on the one hand because these flowers are suitable for worship, and on the other hand because his dead wife is pure and flawless in his heart, just like before.

But Chen Xingzhi would send irises.

Chen Xingzhi loves his mother, and loves his mother in the way his mother likes.

The administrator trembled from the yelling.

Xu Ansheng came back to his senses and said, "Sorry, I didn't control my emotions well."

The administrator shook his head, not caring, and recalled: "The lady seemed to have left with Mr. Xu. They had been talking and seemed to know each other."

Xu Ansheng was taken aback.chat?What will Chen Xingzhi and Xu Guoqiang talk about?

Xu Ansheng didn't care about anything anymore, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Xu Guoqiang's number.

"So, the whole world has not found a more effective treatment plan. The so-called 'leading medical level' in the United States only means better nursing care?" Understood, thank you Professor Wei."

"... Generally speaking, that's it." Wei Bingyang looked at the woman in front of him, and sighed slightly in his heart.

Chen Xingzhi was too calm and indifferent.When Xu Guoqiang told Wei Bingyang that she was Chen Xingzhi, Wei Bingyang could hardly believe it.

It is said that Chen Xingzhi is terminally ill and his time is numbered.Although the woman in front of her could be seen to be physically weak, there was no dejection of a dying person in her eyebrows and eyes, but only indifference.

It was as indifferent as if...it wasn't her illness, nor was it her life.

Wei Bingyang couldn't help but said, "If it was earlier..."

Wei Bingyang feels sorry for every patient.If I could research the results earlier, would I be able to save one more person?

Facing Chen Xingzhi, this feeling of regret seemed to be stronger.

Chen Xingzhi shook his head and said, "No if."

Even if there is a "if" opportunity, Chen Xingzhi will definitely not waste it here.

Wei Bingyang hesitated for a while, and said: "According to my research results, a project has just been established in Italy and is currently recruiting volunteers. The treatment method is more radical, and it may be effective or not. If you want to survive, you may be able to Give it a try."

Wei Bingyang had some doubts, did Chen Xingzhi really want to survive?

Chen Xingzhi nodded and said, "I have already learned about this information. What chance do you think I have, Professor Wei?"

Wei Bingyang paused, telling the truth: "Compared with the traditional treatment plan, the survival rate is doubled, and the risk is 50.00% higher."

Chen Xingzhi added: "Then, I would like to ask another question."

"Speak." The other party's tone was very solemn, and Wei Bingyang was more focused.

Chen Xingzhi said, "Is it possible that this disease... could be passed on to my child?"

"No," Wei Bingyang shook his head, then realized something and asked, "Are you pregnant?"

"Is my physical condition enough to support me to do an egg retrieval operation?" Chen Xingzhi was serious, and Wei Bingyang had only seen this expression on the faces of students when they were highlighting points at the end of the semester.

Wei Bingyang reacted.He froze for a moment, and said, "It is not recommended to do this. The egg retrieval operation is very harmful to the body, and I am afraid that I will not be able to accept radical new treatments afterwards."

Chen Xingzhi persisted and confirmed, "What about the conventional treatment?"

Wei Bingyang said: "It will also be affected."

Chen Xingzhi actually laughed: "The child and I can only choose one of the two, right?"

Wei Bingyang said: "This choice is not necessary..."

Chen Xingzhi interrupted him and said, "I don't have much time to live anyway. To be a guinea pig is just to prolong the painful life."

Wei Bingyang opened his mouth, and then saw a faint smile on the woman in front of him.

Although he was smiling, his tiredness was even worse than before.

Wei Bingyang was silent, and after a while he said, "I wish you... well."

There are no other blessings to say.

Chen Xingzhi nodded and said, "Okay."

When Chen Xingzhi walked out of Wei Bingyang's office, he happened to hear Xu Guoqiang on the phone.

Xu Guoqiang said in a blunt and anxious tone, "Why did I bring her here?! I'll tell her the truth! She won't live long!"

Just hearing this voice, Chen Xingzhi knew that Xu Ansheng was opposite.

Chen Xingzhi said, "Call me."

Xu Guoqiang turned his head and saw Chen Xingzhi with complicated eyes.Let the dying people hear such words, even if Xu Guoqiang hated Chen Xingzhi, he still couldn't bear it.

Xu Guoqiang handed the phone to Chen Xingzhi.

Chen Xingzhi said flatly, "An Sheng."

Xu Ansheng was quiet for a second, and then became hysterical.

"Xingzhi, he forced you to go with him, right?! You will come back to me, right?! Don't listen to his nonsense, I have already told my mother, she will not blame you! She hopes You are happy, and you want me to be happy too... Now that we are both happy, she won't blame us...she won't blame us..."

Chen Xingzhi said: "He is your father, you shouldn't speculate about him like this."

Chen Xingzhi's tone returned to the previous one, that kind of... the tolerance and education of the elders towards the younger ones.

Xu Ansheng felt flustered for no reason: What exactly did Xu Guoqiang say to Chen Xingzhi?Did he use his mother as an arrow?Did he arouse Chen Xingzhi's love for his mother?

Chen Xingzhi said: "Your father took me to see Professor Wei Bingyang, and now I have a more intuitive understanding of my condition."

Xu Ansheng yelled: "He shouldn't have told these patients!"

Chen Xingzhi asked back: "So let my life be in the hands of others?"

No, I'm not someone else...

Chen Xingzhi sighed wearily and disappointedly, and said, "Even though I love you, I still want to make my own decision. You go to my house now, and we will meet."

Xu Ansheng was afraid of hearing Chen Xingzhi's tone. She felt that she had been sentenced to death.She bit her lip, her face was pale, and she said, "...OK."

Xu Ansheng arrived before Chen Xingzhi.

She was panicked and saw her clothes slumped on the sofa in the living room.

Living in Chen Xingzhi's house, Xu Ansheng didn't have the slightest sense of entering the house. Instead, intentionally or unintentionally, he left his mark everywhere.

It made her feel close.

But she is a little flustered now.

The doorbell rang, Xu Ansheng went to open the door, and found Chen Xingzhi and Xu Guoqiang standing outside the door.

Xu Ansheng's expression suddenly changed. She stared at Xu Guoqiang without saying a word.

Xu Guoqiang glanced at her and said coldly, "I'll take her home."

Xu Ansheng held Chen Xingzhi's arm, pulled him to his side, and then said to Xu Guoqiang: "The house is in chaos, so I won't invite you in for tea."

After speaking, she slammed the door shut.

Chen Xingzhi said, "It's not necessary."

Xu Ansheng looked at Chen Xingzhi.

Chen Xingzhi looked around for a week, and sure enough, he found many changes brought about by Xu Ansheng.But she didn't say anything, just asked: "You have met Professor Wei Bingyang, right?"

Xu Ansheng said: "...Yes."

Chen Xingzhi said slowly: "Professor Wei Bingyang told me that there is a new clinical project in Italy that is recruiting volunteers. It is still in the experimental stage, and I don't know how effective it will be. Professor Wei said that the chance of survival will be high. Doubling the risk also increases the risk by 50.00%.”

Xu Ansheng said firmly: "Go!"

Chen Xingzhi said: "For my disease, the survival rate of conventional treatment is 25%, [-] in [-]. Participating in this clinical project can only increase the survival rate to [-] in [-]."

Xu Ansheng understood Chen Xingzhi's words, she was silent for a moment, and said, "...you don't want to go."

Chen Xingzhi nodded.

Xu Ansheng said, "Why?"

Chen Xingzhi showed a calm smile and said: "I have lived for almost 50 years, and I have lived enough. You are only 25 years old. When your mother rescued me, she was also 25 years old. I live so long that you and your mother combined .”

"...You want to accompany my mother." Xu Ansheng's voice became very sad.

Chen Xingzhi didn't quite understand where Xu Ansheng's sadness came from, but she said: "I ruined her daughter, I have to go down and make amends to her."

"Trash?" Xu Ansheng repeated.

Xu Ansheng paused, laughed at himself, and said, "For you, I am just a substitute, right? Between me and her, you will only choose her. You take care of me because I am her daughter You accept me because you can't hurt her daughter. Even if we go to bed, you don't think it's because of love, you just want to satisfy me and accommodate me."

"...Why do you think so?" Chen Xingzhi said.

Xu Ansheng rushed forward, and she grabbed Chen Xingzhi's lips viciously, like a preying beast.

"Trass me! Come on!" Xu Ansheng roared loudly, with a stern look.

How can I be ruined by you, so that you dare not see my mother?

Chen Xingzhi didn't expect Xu Ansheng to attack suddenly, he was a little caught off guard, and said, "An Sheng, what are you doing? You are not emotionally stable right now, please calm down, I still have something to say."

Xu Ansheng cornered Chen Xingzhi, she roughly used her teeth to unbutton the button, and said vaguely: "Speak, I'm listening."