Then there is no more

Little Su'er never thought that she could find her relatives.

Even when he was sick and suffering, he had imagined that he was born in wealth and peace, and grew up with flowers, instead of sleeping in a dilapidated temple and shivering wrapped in straw; Asking his mother to buy a candied haws, he couldn’t help substituting himself into that picture; even when he secretly listened to a storyteller, he fantasized that he was the protagonist in the story. To be able to achieve great things... Even though he had countless beautiful fantasies, he knew very well that none of them belonged to him.

Because reality does not allow him to dream.

If a person is used to worrying about not being hungry tomorrow, and worrying about not being frozen to death next winter, then this person will either be as numb as a walking dead, or will completely abandon those unrealistic fantasies. Living in the moment is hard but serious.

Xiao Suer is the latter.

Just because Xiao Su'er never thought that he could still find his relatives, he always held a kind of "Anyway, I will never know who my biological parents are, so why don't I think about them better?" " mentality, and comforted myself by saying, "The reason why they left me must be due to many involuntary reasons."After long-term self-brainwashing, the image of his parents in his mind is dull and vague, but also beautiful.

For example, Xiao Suer thought that maybe his parents were refugees, and his father saved as much rations as possible to his mother on the way to flee the disaster, so that he became very weak, and finally fell ill and died, and his mother struggled to give birth to herself. died.Although they died, they loved him.

Little Su'er also thought about it, maybe his parents offended the dignitaries and caused a whole family to be executed, and only he, who was just born, escaped under the cover of loyal servants.The loyal servants put him at the gate of the ruined temple, and turned around resolutely to lure away the pursuers.Although the family is dead, they love him.

Little Su'er also thought that maybe his parents were a pair of hard-working people, and his father might be the concubine of a big family who met a vicious aunt. Finally got sick and died.Then his father was also killed, pretending to be a martyr.He was thrown out by the bad guys.Although such parents are a bit weak, they actually love themselves in their hearts, right?

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Am I abandoned by my parents?

No no no, think better, maybe they died?

Because Xiao Suer is always used to "thinking better", he doesn't feel bad about the existence of his relatives, although Xiao Suer knows now that his relatives don't seem to be dead yet.There is no hatred in his heart, so his initial feelings for his relatives will be positive.In the end, how well Xiao Suer can get along with her relatives requires everyone's joint efforts, but the positive initial relationship determines a good start.

When the long pole found Xiao Suer, he was squatting on a big rock, scratching his hair in distress.

"Boss, do you want to raise a bird on your head? Otherwise, why would you grab your hair like a bird's nest?" Long Pole joked.

Little Su'er, who was in deep thought, was awakened by the sound of the long pole, and subconsciously looked behind the long pole.The mountain road was empty, and he didn't see anyone else.Xiao Su'er breathed a sigh of relief quietly, but at the same time, she seemed to have some inexplicable disappointment in her heart.

The long pole rolled his eyes and said, "That lady seems very sad...she doesn't look well."

"Is your health not good?" Xiao Suer hurriedly asked.

"That's right! From the look on her face, you can tell she's sick, and she can't even stand upright," said the long pole.

"I... I'll go and have a look." Xiao Su'er jumped off the boulder and quickly walked towards Zhuangzi.He explained ferociously: "I, we live in the Shen family's Zhuangzi, and that lady should be the wife of the Shen family. She kindly gave us food and lodging, and we must take care of her health."

"Yes, yes, the boss is right, we must have a grateful heart." Chang Ganzi knew that for the shy boss, he had to be gentle.

When Xiao Su'er returned to the west door, Fang still stayed there and did not leave.Xu was Shen San's order, and the servants in the village brought a lot of tables and chairs, and everyone sat on the chairs, eating the pastries on the table and talking at the same time.Most of the time, the little beggars were talking, and they were talking about little Su'er, Fang just listened silently.Ah Miao sat next to Fang, and whenever the little beggars said how powerful their boss was, Ah Miao retorted in her heart that her elder brother was the most powerful!If it wasn't for Fang's blocking, A Miao would directly refute.

There are a total of twelve people in this gang of beggars.Not counting Xiao Su'er and Chang Ganzi, there are still ten of them.Ten people took turns to speak, and by the time the youngest Shaobing spoke, others had already said the best of the boss.Everyone didn't expect Shaobing to be able to tell one, two, three, because Shaobing was only three or four years old.She's a girl, but she also dresses in men's clothing for safety reasons.There are unscrupulous people who will catch girls and sell them to dirty places.

Seeing that everyone's attention was not on him, Shaobing was a little unhappy.She also likes the boss, and also likes to praise the boss, why don't everyone listen to her?After all, since she was young, she didn't have any worries in her heart. Seeing that Mrs. Fang was always gentle, she was no longer afraid of this lady in her heart.She ran in front of Mrs. Fang, recalled the content of her brothers and sisters' usual chats, and pointedly said, "The boss is especially good at fighting!"

The elder sister of Shaobing is called Dani.As soon as Dani's complexion changed, she wanted to rush forward and cover Shaobing's mouth.

While hiding from Dani, Shaobing quickly said everything that should be said and should not be said.She snapped her fingers and said, "Boss can cheat people! Boss can gamble! Boss can sell flowers to sisters in Dengzi Alley! Boss is the best... ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm))

Dani finally grabbed the biscuits and successfully covered her mouth.

Shaobing struggled, while Dani smiled.

The slug covered his eyes with his hands in despair.When it's over, he will definitely be beaten to death with a long pole.The long pole obviously asked him to say more good things about the boss in front of his wife.As a result, he was careless for a while, and he didn't control the biscuits!The slug is afraid to look into the lady's eyes now.

Xiao Su'er and Chang Ganzi also heard what Shaobing said.Xiao Su'er originally wanted to push the door and enter, but now she stood by the door and hesitated.

Fighting, cheating, and gambling are not good behaviors.Dengzi Alley is a prostitute alley, no good people will live there, and all the people living in it are prostitutes.The wives of decent families don't talk about dealing with the people in Dengzixiang, even if they talk about "Dengzixiang", the three of them think their mouths will be dirty.

But Shaobing's praise of Xiao Su'er is indeed from the heart.She really thinks the boss is very powerful.In the simple three views of Shaobing, the boss who can fight and protect them from hooligans is the most powerful; the boss who can deceive people and fool those who bully them is the most powerful; The boss who sells the buns and then buys back the delicious buns is the most powerful... Shaobing thinks that the boss is omnipotent.When she was young, she worshiped the boss like a god.As for gambling, Xiao Suer did gamble once, so she saved Douzi who was maliciously targeted by the regulars of the gambling shop. The regulars of the gambling shop vented their anger on Douzi because Douzi passed by him.

Little Su'er never felt that she had done anything wrong.Everyone knows that benevolence, righteousness, propriety, wisdom and trustworthiness are good things, but can the beggars whose lives are worthless rely on these five constant principles to fill their stomachs?They can't!If they have the opportunity to choose to study, do good deeds, be courteous, and be humble, why do they have to endure the pain and have to learn to fight, and have to fight for territory like wild dogs?They never steal, never bully the weak, never betray their companions, and never frame others. The reason why they fight and deceive others is just to try to survive, so Xiao Su'er has a clear conscience.

But Xiao Suer knew very well that for the wife of a rich family, a young man who had fought, cheated, gambled, and dealt with prostitutes was covered with mud that she couldn't bear.This lady may really be his relative, but unfortunately he is not the innocent boy in her heart.

The ferocious expression on Xiao Su'er's face gradually disappeared, and the corners of her mouth were raised again, returning to her natural smile.Then, he heard Fang say: "No wonder you are all willing to recognize him as the boss. He can protect everyone and find ways to make money. He is really amazing."

"Ma'am..." Dani called anxiously.

Fang wiped away her tears, shook her head quickly and said, "It's okay... I, I'm not sad, I'm happy. I'm so happy, your boss is such a powerful person." She cried because she knew that Xiao Su'er had eaten So much suffering is also because suffering has never bent Xiao Su'er's back.

Chang Ganzi watched helplessly as his boss became fierce again.

The vicious little Su'er still didn't push the door open.The shy boss wants to hide himself.

The long pole was speechless.Boss, can you simply point it!Shy at every turn, shy at every turn, it's really blinding!

The shy boss squatted on the ground, like a cute little mushroom.

This was supposed to be the day when Shen's family left the capital, and it was also the day when the beggars in the ruined temple were buried in the sea of ​​fire. Of the twelve beggars who depended on each other, only Xiao Su'er escaped the catastrophe because of a sudden urge to urinate in the middle of the night.Kang Hedi, who was crying, didn't know that this was an important turning point.

The person he dreamed of has already started a completely different life because of completely different experiences.After the painful death of his closest companion, no one knew that the unscrupulous treacherous man who was carrying a deep hatred had also had a cute behavior that would turn into a fierce little mushroom when he was shy.

When night fell, Kang and Emperor tossed and turned, unable to sleep.

He also didn't know that the traitor named Su in his dream even changed his name in real life because he found his family back.

He thought that the earthquake is a natural disaster, although it is inevitable, but it can be effectively controlled, so this test should pass safely.What was even more frightening was the man-made disaster more than ten years later... Emperor Kang He bit the corner of the quilt with firm eyes, and vowed that the traitor surnamed Su would never have a bright future.

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