three year itch

His home is far, far away, and it is difficult to get there by post or by car.

But when Ji Lin held his hand tightly and led him through the hustle and bustle of people and ran in a small town that didn't belong to them on the night at the end of May, he felt that this was his home.

By the Yaoshui River, the night was dark and the stars were twinkling in the sky, but they were not as bright as Ji Lin's eyes.

Chen Siwei hadn't run like this for a long time. He bent down and panted heavily. Sweat overflowed from his forehead and dripped on the not soft river beach. His throat was a little dry and he couldn't speak for a while.

Ji Lin seemed to be fine, but his breathing was a little heavy. He helped Chen Siwei, wiped off the sweat on his forehead, and said with a smile, "It's only such a short distance, so you can't run anymore?"

Chen Sisi said in a hoarse voice: "It's not Japanese dramas, can't you walk slowly?" Just now he just said something in the movie theater to take me home, and there were so many things left to say, Ji Lin seemed to go crazy, First, he pressed him on the back of the chair and kissed him hard for a long time. Perhaps the young man's blood had nowhere to go, so he took his hand and ran like a wolf in Yaoshui City.

Many people on the road looked at the inexplicable two people, thinking they were filming a TV series.

Chen Siwei let him go. He didn't feel ashamed at all. After all, he had experienced many of the most embarrassing things these days.

The two walked slowly along the Yaoshui River. In the distance, there were shining kites flying in the sky. The long band of light connected the river beach with the sky, like the Milky Way piercing the sky.

It was a very expensive and difficult to fly luminous kite. Chen Siwei did not let it go. He just remembered the paper kites his mother made when he was a child. There were swallows, butterflies, eagles... Every year, he made one. The painting was very beautiful, and he wrote on it. name.He would hold the kite line on the river embankment in spring and watch the kite fly into the sky with his name on it, as if he was flying himself.

Ji Lin saw him staring at the kites in a daze, and said, "Shall we fly kites too?" He saw a small stall not far away, and an old man was guarding a bunch of kites.

Chen Siwei shook his head and said, "It's too dark, when we go home, I'll take you to fly the kite made by my mother on the embankment."

Ji Lin turned his head and looked deeply into his eyes, which were as bright as fireworks.

The two walked hand in hand for a while, and saw a couple of high school lovers playing and playing not far away. They waved fireworks sticks in their hands, and the fireworks danced happily in the dark night.

The boy suddenly yelled to Yaoshuihe: "I will always like those in Class [-], Grade [-]..." The voice was blown into the night by the river wind, obliterating the last name, but it echoed far away in Tianshui.

The girl turned her head and saw the two of them approaching, shyly grabbed the boy's clothes, as if to tell him to stop shouting.

Chen Siwei looked a little envious, how rich and simple the love of high school students is, so rich that the river wind can't wrap it up, and so simple that the word "forever" is so easily promised.

Ji Lin also seemed to be touched, he asked softly: "Weiwei, do you still remember the night when I first confessed to you?"

How can you not remember?At that time, Ji Lin was only eighteen or nineteen years old, not much older than them.On the deserted Ewha playground, amidst the three flickering fireworks, he used the most moving voice, caressed the most moving poetry, and then embraced him in his arms.

"You wait here for me, I'll be back soon." Ji Lin kissed Chen Siwei on the forehead, and walked towards the high school couple.

The three chatted for a while, the lovers held hands and walked away, Ji Lin returned to the original place with a few fireworks sticks in his hand.

Facing Chen Siwei, he lit the fireworks in his hands one by one, and the firelight suddenly illuminated the cramped night between the two of them, as if there was only this light in the world.

Chen Siwei raised his head and looked at him firmly, holding his hand tightly.The river beach was empty and the fireworks were weak, but he felt that he was standing in a crowd of thousands of people, under the fiery trees and silver flowers, and the whole world was looking at him and his lover.

"In the night when three fireworks are lit

At first it was to see your face

Next is to see your eyes"

Ji Lin's gaze was hotter than sparks, and it unquestionably fell on the slightly illuminated face of the person in front of him, wandered past those completely moist eyes, and finally landed on his soft lips.

"Finally to see your lips"

As soon as the words fell, the fireworks burned out, and the night wrapped the two of them in his arms again, and the tears hidden in Chen Siwei's eyes rolled down suddenly.

"And the remaining darkness is to remember all of you."

He paused for a moment, hugged the person in front of him into his arms, lowered his head and kissed his tears-wet lips, licking them gently, with utmost tenderness.

There is no need to say the last sentence of the poem, his sweetheart is already in his arms.

Chen Siwei closed his eyes, he didn't want to admit that even though three years had passed, he still couldn't help blushing and his heart beating like a drum when faced with Ji Lin's gentle confession.

Three years ago, the huge surprise made him dizzy, and the ensuing panic made him worry about gains and losses.

Three years later, apart from the same pulsating heartbeat and the same hot cheeks, all that remained in his heart was the ironed peace.

"Weiwei, when you're by my side, I always feel like I'm in May all the time, just like now." Ji Lin rested his chin on Chen Siwei's shoulder, as if he felt that his words were too hypocritical, but also Added, "Well, how should I put it, it seems that I don't have to worry about catching cold if I don't wear too much, and I don't have to worry about the sun being too big. The sun is just right, the temperature is just right, everything is just right, I feel very comfortable, and I really want to sleep."

Chen Siwei had just finished reading his beautiful love poems, and then listened to his unsophisticated vernacular, and he was still moved, but laughed out loud.

"Don't laugh at me, my Chinese is really bad. When I was young, I memorized a lot of poems and prose in order to write a good composition, but unfortunately it didn't work very well." Ji Lin let go of his arms, holding Chen Siwei's shoulders with both hands, feeling a little annoyed for himself absolve.

Chen Siwei didn't smile any more, but there was still a smile in his eyes. He asked, "I'm here in May, am I not here?"

Ji Lin lowered his long eyelashes, and his voice sounded a little aggrieved: "You're not here, I'm going to snow."

Chen Sisi looked at Ji Lin in a daze, but was speechless.

The two walked hand in hand by the river beach for a long time, like an old couple taking a walk after dinner, talking about trivial things about the past, present and future.

They decided to go back to Chen Siwei's house the day after tomorrow, first pack up the things here, then say goodbye to Shen Yaoyan and Fang Luo, and then carefully select some gifts to bring back to Chen Siwei's mother.

Chen Siwei was both excited and nervous. He and his mother hadn't seen each other for a long time, and when the time came, it might not be as natural as Ji Lin's.

"Auntie misses you so much. I went to see your room. It's still in good order, as if you've been living there." Ji Lin comforted him when he saw that he was nervous when he mentioned his mother.

Chen Siwei's eyes turned red again when he heard that, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have stayed home all this time."

Ji Lin hurriedly said: "We can often visit her in the future, or take her to live with us."

Chen Siwei looked at him sideways: "Can you accept living with your elders?"

"That's your mother, and it's also my mother. Of course I accept it." Ji Lin said as a matter of course.

Knowing that he has no mother, Chen Siwei held his hand tightly and said in a gentle voice, "Mom will definitely love you like a little son."

Ji Lin laughed and whispered in his ear: "The youngest son only wants to love the elder son well."

The warmth that surged in Chen Siwei's heart was completely blown away, he gently pushed Ji Lin away, and walked towards the road.

The two bought a few skewers of barbecue at a street stall and planned to return to the rented house.

Most of the residents in the community are elderly people. It is almost eleven o'clock now, and there are very few residents with lights on.Because the neighborhood was old and the street lights were broken, Ji Lin took out his phone and turned on the flashlight, and walked on the not-so-spacious concrete road, holding Chen Siwei's hand.

"In the future, I will buy a big house, inside the second ring road, with four rooms, one for us, one for my mother, one for the study room, and one for the fitness room, okay?"

Chen Siwei asked, "Don't you want a recording studio?" He knew that Ji Lin had been busy with his dubbing business.

Ji Lin smiled and said, "No, that's fine in the study. As for the place where I record specially, I'll take you to see it in the future. Friends there have always wanted to see you." You can safely introduce it to Chen Siwei.

Chen Siwei had very little contact with Ji Lin's social circle before. Now that Ji Lin took the initiative to introduce his friends to him, he felt some unclear feelings in his heart. He thought for a while and asked:

"Fang Luo is really Li Jiarong's girlfriend?"

"Yeah, Fang Luo was chased by Jiarong Li. They have been together for two years, but Jiarong Li's father doesn't know about it yet."

Chen Siwei suddenly remembered that Ma Ben and Professor Li were talking about being a matchmaker for Li Jiarong and Ji Lin, and the "dating photos" of the two that Ma Ben had sent him, and felt a little helpless and funny.

Ji Lin turned his head suddenly, with an unscrupulous smile in his voice: "You don't think I'm having an affair with Fang Luo, do you?"

Chen Siwei thought it best not to tell him about Ma Ben sending the email, so he said, "Fang Luo is an elite lawyer, so he doesn't quite match you." What he meant was that Fang Luo looked capable and serious, and Ji Lin jumped like this again Can't get off the tune, the two personalities don't quite match.

But Ji Lin got it wrong, and said with a smile: "That is, there is only one Weiwei in the world who can be worthy of me, Ji Lin." He faced Chen Siwei, took his hand and backed away smile.

Under the dim street lights, Chen Siwei felt that Ji Lin's whole body was glowing. He squinted his eyes and found that there was really a strong light on Ji Lin's face, and there was a sudden sound of a car engine.

Before he could react, he was pushed away by Ji Lin.

A loud noise suddenly exploded in the silent community, Chen Siwei was pushed to the ground, his forehead hit a hard stone, his right wrist was bruised on the ground, and the burning pain spread instantly.

He struggled to get up from the ground, his head shook, blood flowed through his eyes, he tried to open it, and saw a car crashed into a tree, the front of the car was deformed, and his Ji Lin was lying on his back on the side In the grass, there is no sound.

At that moment, his whole body was like falling into an ice abyss, something exploded in his head, and before he could think about it, he had already rolled and crawled towards Ji Lin's side.

"Ji Lin, Ji Lin, Ji Lin..." Chen Siwei hugged Ji Lin's upper body helplessly, and the blood from his forehead fell on Ji Lin's closed eyes drop by drop.

He shouted a few times in a daze, only to suddenly realize that he should call an ambulance, and tremblingly looked for his phone.His whole body was shaking, and his injured right hand was in severe pain. He could barely hold the phone, and it took him a long time to get through the phone, talking about the location and the situation intermittently.

"Don't be afraid, Ji Lin, the doctor is coming." Chen Siwei's lips trembled, but Ji Lin kept his eyes closed. He hurriedly leaned down and kissed Ji Lin's lips, thinking that Ji Lin would wake up.

Residents in the surrounding community heard such a big commotion, many people opened their windows to look, and there was a sudden noise, and some people rushed down to see the situation.

Chen Siwei hugged Ji Lin without realizing it. Ji Lin said that it would snow when he was not around, but now it seemed to be snowing, and it was falling from the sky, and it was going to drown them soon. It was so cold, he was so cold Hugging Ji Lin tightly, as if it would be warmer.

"Ji Lin, you still have to take me home."

Blood and tears flowed down his face, and Chen Siwei seemed to hear someone crying. In the white snow, he couldn't help crying.

"I'll take you to fly a kite tomorrow, okay?"

Soon the siren sounded over the community, and the place was quickly sealed off by the police. Some grandparents still in pajamas were watching around. The doctor who came out of the ambulance took a lot of effort to pull away the person holding the wounded.

"Sir, please don't delay the treatment of the wounded." The doctor shouted at Chen Siwei.

Chen Siwei raised his head in a daze, and relaxed the strength in his hands, and Ji Lin was quickly put on a stretcher and sent into the car.

"Are you a family member of the wounded? If so, hurry up and take care of your wound." The doctor turned to him and asked.

How could Chen Siwei still listen to what he said, his eyes were firmly glued to Ji Lin, and he rushed over again without needing to say anything.

"There's another one here!" The nurse outside pointed to the deformed car and said anxiously.

Chen Siwei, who was originally staring at Ji Lin, turned his head when he heard the sound, and saw blood on the window in front of the driver's seat of the Audi car, and a bloody face spread out on the steering wheel.

Chen Siwei's face twisted, he wanted to go down and strangle the man who didn't know whether he was dead or alive, but the ambulance door was slammed shut, cutting off his sight, he came back to his senses, turned his head to look at Ji Lin, his expression became gentle again , but the tears began to fall uncontrollably.