three year itch

Chapter 15 I Don't Want to Go Anymore, I'm Tired, Every Step Is Tired

A meeting called a discussion meeting was actually a criticism meeting.

The headmaster took the high position, like the judge who announced the verdict in court: "Last night, a student's parent anonymously reported that our school's teacher Chen Siwei had an improper relationship with our school's student Ji Lin. Spreading the word among parents has also attracted the attention of the Education Bureau of our city, and ordered our school to follow up and investigate this matter immediately..."

Ji Lin interrupted, "I'm not a student at your school." He stood up, took off his school uniform, threw it on the ground, and raised his chin, saying, "I'm a junior at Wenhua University, and I'm here just for my To prepare for the investigation of the graduation thesis, and pay your school a lot of fees for this. Principal, don't you know?."

The entire conference room exploded. These high school leaders had no idea that Ji Lin was a college student. This was simply nonsense. What did the principal think, and agreed to let a college student be demoted to high school?

Zhang Yufeng was the most surprised. He looked at Ji Lin in astonishment, and then at Chen Siwei who was expressionless, with an angry look slowly appearing on his face.

The headmaster said with a livid face, "Of course I know! But do the students and parents know? Does the Education Bureau know? You and Chen Siwei did it in the office... and now the parents have reported it. They will only think it was Chen Siwei. Harassing your own students, are you still willing to send students to us to study?!"

Ji Lin sneered and said, "Parents reported it?" He stared at Zhang Yufeng sitting in the corner, "When did a person who killed his wife and children become a parent?"

Zhang Yufeng's expression darkened immediately, but Ji Lin didn't mention his name, so he had no choice but to remain silent.

Discussions started again, the high-level people sitting here have been working in this school for more than ten years, and they have already gossip about Zhang Yufeng, so they can't help but exchange glances at this moment.

"Four years ago, Gong Ling, a history teacher at your school, jumped off the Yaoshui Bridge and was still seven months pregnant. In the end, the police only committed suicide with prenatal depression, but is it really all that?"

Zhang Yufeng's forehead was full of veins. He grabbed the edge of the table and tried to calm down his expression, but the distorted face looked even weirder.

Ji Lin didn't look at him, and continued: "The Ministry of Education banned paid make-up lessons for primary and secondary school teachers three years ago. Teachers in your school run English make-up classes privately and charge high make-up fees. It only took two years to buy it. Several properties, isn't your school afraid of being held accountable by the Education Bureau?"

Now the entire meeting room fell silent. Everyone here are teachers of various subjects. High school teachers’ salaries are thin, and remedial classes are the fastest way to get money. Everyone helps each other to hide, and no one reports anyone.

Ji Lin said to the principal: "Principal, Chen Siwei and I have been dating for three years. It is a very normal couple relationship. I don't know which law or regulation has been violated?"

The headmaster is almost remorseful now. He should not have allowed Ji Lin to enter the school at the beginning, and he should not have allowed Ji Lin to enter the conference room just now. He could only say, "I didn't say that you broke the law, but the impact of this matter is really serious. Not good, Yaoshui City is a big area, soon your story will spread all over the city, our school can't afford it..."

Chen Siwei suddenly said: "This incident is my fault. I should not do personal things in the office. I will explain the situation to the Education Bureau and resign from here."

Ji Lin looked at him in astonishment, where would Chen Siwei go after resigning from here?

Director You of the Academic Affairs Office said, "Just because of personal matters? Teacher Chen Siwei, don't you violate the teacher's morality by doing such an immoral thing with...a same-sex person? You resigned and walked away, but what are we going to do?" Explain to the parents of the students?"

Chen Siwei didn't expect that the female devil would target him. Just as he was about to argue, Ji Lin sneered:

"Did Director You dig up his ancestral grave by Yuelao? Or was Bang Zijing reincarnated? Not only to control the students' puppy love, but also to beat the teacher?"

You Xiaowen didn't expect that he would be talked back, and the loose skin on his neck turned red in a moment of anger, "I didn't allow the teacher to talk to someone! But I absolutely can't tolerate people who have no shame in my eyes. The whole school you messed with You all know that if the Education Bureau does not revoke his teaching qualification, it will be considered light!"

Chen Siwei lowered his head, which was his habit when facing accusations, as if he could avoid all vitriol in this way.But Ji Lin obviously didn't intend to stop there.

He glanced at Zhang Yufeng, and said to You Xiaowen:

"Then Director You is really blind. Haven't you noticed that shameless people have been working under your nose for so many years?"

Zhang Yufeng suddenly turned his head to look at him, his gaze was like a poisonous scorpion.

"What do you mean? You want to slander other teachers?" You Xiaowen glared at him.

Ji Lin restrained his smile, his handsome face became extremely stern, "I just can't understand some people who are obviously gay but

He also tricked women into getting married, Director You, do you think this kind of person is worthy of being a teacher? "

You Xiaowen knew that Ji Lin was insinuating, but now that she had put her neck on the knife she had placed, she had no choice but to say, "Of course it's shameful to cheat a marriage!"

"Not only cheated on the marriage, but also raped her within the marriage and forced her to have a child. In the end, both the mother and the child died. Director You, if you are so righteous, don't you want to fight for Teacher Gong Ling?"

It was only then that You Xiaowen realized that Ji Lin was alluding to Zhang Yufeng. She was the one who introduced Gong Ling to Zhang Yufeng back then. on the back.

Ji Lin snorted coldly: "A ruined school that takes itself seriously, besides protecting the dregs and embarrassing newcomers, what else will it do? In terms of teachers' morality, none of you can compare to Chen Siwei."

The headmaster's face became extremely ugly: "Don't talk nonsense about things without evidence! Let's get back to business and return to Teacher Chen."

Chen Siwei raised his head and said: "I have nothing to say, I am very sorry for causing trouble to you, I will stay away from here in the future, please rest assured." He only feels disheartened now, and his nostalgia for this school has disappeared Exhausted, just want to get out of here quickly.

The principal usually has a good temper, and he didn't want to embarrass Chen Siwei, so he said, "Although you are not a real teacher-student relationship, and Ji Lin is not underage, this matter has a bad impact after all, and you still have to do the superficial work that should be done. Chen Siwei , you have to write a written review to the Education Bureau to explain the situation, and then apologize to the parents of the second class and explain the matter clearly..."

Ji Lin interrupted, "Why do you have to apologize?" He glanced at Zhang Yufeng, "Should those who framed and reported colleagues should apologize?"

The principal sighed, "This is not your business."

Chen Siwei didn't care about any outcome anymore, he was exhausted now.

I thought things couldn't get any worse, but I didn't expect that the worst was yet to come.

After the meeting, as soon as the door was opened, the principal was about to go out when he saw a group of parents approaching from the end of the corridor, a dozen or so of them trotted over as soon as they saw him.

"Principal! What's the matter with that Chinese teacher? I'm too embarrassed to say about that photo in the group. What's the matter? How can you as parents feel at ease when you have such a teacher in your school?" The parents threw themselves in front of the principal and chattered endlessly. For a while, two groups of people blocked the door of the conference room, and nothing could get through.

Chen Siwei was standing next to the principal, and he heard these words verbatim. He lowered his head and carved his nails into his palm, feeling dizzy for a while.

"Sorry, sorry, we are dealing with this matter, and the result will come soon!" The principal took a step sideways, blocked Chen Siwei with his slightly fat body, and gestured with his hands behind his back, signaling him to leave quickly.

Ji Lin squeezed over from behind, grabbed Chen Siwei's hand and wanted to take him away, but at this moment a parent came out from behind. She was wearing a floral dress and red high-heeled shoes and walked to Chen Siwei's side with a high-pitched voice. Xi: "Isn't this Mr. Chen? Last time I saw him talking to my son when I was delivering meals to my son. I was afraid that my son would listen to what he said. Who knows whether homosexuality is contagious or not?" ah?"

When the other parents heard the explosion, they all watched the somewhat thin Chinese teacher and discussed, some were glad that they gave birth to a daughter, and some suspected that their son was not normal recently.

Chen Siwei looked up in the face of all kinds of eyes, and found that this woman was Yang Ning'an's mother. There was an essay competition in the province before, and each class selected an entry. He and other Chinese teachers chose for a few days, and chose A few of the best are handed in.But Yang Ning'an's mother refused to accept that her son's article was not selected, so she came to the school to question him, and finally broke up unhappy.

Could it be that a match made her hate herself to such an extent?

Ji Lin defended Chen Si behind her, and said to her, "I don't know if homosexuality is contagious, but dirty mouth can be inherited."

The peacemaker principal hurriedly said: "The students are still in class, so it's inappropriate to talk about this here. Why don't you go back first? When we hold a meeting to discuss it, we will definitely give parents a satisfactory answer."

Mother Yang obviously came prepared, she looked up at Ji Lin, and sneered, "Isn't this Teacher Chen's little boyfriend? Your parents know that you are messing with your teacher, so they are probably more anxious than me. I I advise you to get back on track as soon as possible, and don't get on the wrong boat or wear the wrong shoes at a young age!"

These words were so ugly that other parents shut up, and many teachers couldn't stand it anymore, and came out to smooth things over.

Chen Siwei closed his eyes. He felt that he was being flogged in public, his flesh was being beaten inch by inch, and his heart was mercilessly dug out and thrown on the ground.

Ji Lin held Chen Siwei who was about to fall with his hands. He was like the center of a storm in the Pacific Ocean, and he was going to swallow everyone here anytime and anywhere. His gloomy and terrifying expression made even the proud Mother Yang unable to bear it. I flinched a bit.

"If your husband had heard this sentence 20 years earlier, he might not have regretted it." Ji Lin stared at her condescendingly, his gaze as cold as ice.

Ji Lin took Chen Siwei and left here quickly. He was afraid that if he stayed for a second longer, he would want to kill everyone.

The woman behind still said loudly: "I want to report you to the Education Bureau, how can such a person be a teacher?!"

The two walked outside the school, but when they reached the school gate, Chen Siwei suddenly stopped and pushed Ji Lin's arm away.

"Ji Lin, we're here."

Ji Lin asked in a daze, "Why are you here, aren't you going home?"

Chen Siwei shook his head, his gray face was full of exhaustion, "I don't want to go anymore, I'm very tired, every step is very tired.

Ji Lin grabbed his shoulder in a panic, "If you're tired, then I'll support you, hug you, and carry you, or if we don't leave, just sit down and rest in a nearby cafe, okay?"

Chen Siwei looked up at him fixedly, unable to show any expression, "Ji Lin, what should I do, I'm really tired." After he finished speaking, it was as if he had turned on a switch, and tears began to flow, "I never I haven’t harmed anyone, why can’t everyone tolerate me? My family doesn’t want me, the university doesn’t want me, high school doesn’t want me, I don’t know where I’m going.”

Ji Lin's heart ached. He wiped away the tears on Chen Siwei's face, but found that he couldn't wipe them away, so he hugged him into his arms and said in a deep voice, "That's their fault. I'm fine. I want you."

Chen Siwei wiped his tears on his clothes and broke free from his arms.

"Ji Lin, there are some things I planned to tell you three months ago, but I didn't have time at that time, so it shouldn't be too late to say it now."

Ji Lin's eyes turned red, "But I don't want to hear it."

"It's fine if you don't listen." Chen Siwei raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Actually, it's nothing. I mainly want to say that you are my favorite person. If I like you, there will be no one I like in the future. I like you so much that I often feel I don't deserve to like you, you are so good, but I am so ordinary."

Ji Lin wanted to object, but he still listened quietly without interrupting him.

"You are here with me these days. I have always been very happy, but I also feel very selfish. While enjoying your kindness to me, I am afraid of the wind and rain that I will face after being with you. You know, I am very timid. , I don’t have much ambition, and if someone yells at me, I might cry.”

"Just now you have been defending me, and I realized that it is such a feeling to be protected. But you obviously don't need to suffer those things with me. You are so good. You have been praised and grown up since you were a child. I feel very sorry for you. "

Ji Lin finally couldn't help but interrupted: "You didn't feel sorry for me, but I did. If I hadn't come here to pester you, you wouldn't have suffered this."

Chen Siwei shook his head, "If the two of us want to count these, we will never finish." He paused, his eyes sad, "Ji Lin, give me some time to think, okay? I'm very confused about the future now, no I know where I will go in the future, what job I will do, and I don’t know..." Do I still have the courage to continue with you.

Ji Lin knew that Chen Siwei suffered too many blows that day, his privacy was made public, he lost his favorite job, and was accused and abused by his colleagues and parents... He couldn't bear to force Chen Siwei to promise something, so he said: "How long do you think, I can wait for you."

"Then let me be alone for a while first." Chen Siwei turned around and walked aimlessly outside the school.

Ji Lin looked at his back, still worried, and followed him from a distance.

The pomegranate flowers on the street were in full bloom, and clusters of red clusters were lively. Chen Siwei was walking alone on the road, and he felt that the flowers were also whispering about him, letting out bursts of small laughter.

The street vendors selling cakes and water, repairing umbrellas and shoes, and running fly restaurants...the sound of shouting, hawking, and cooking...is no different from my childhood hometown.But these trivial and trivial neighborhoods, which are obviously lively and warm, may change their faces in the next moment, and all the warmth and coldness of the people will be turned upside down, turning into vitriol and quarrels. He has experienced these things before, and now he is just experiencing them again.

When he got to the end of the street, he suddenly remembered that there was still a Chinese lesson in the afternoon, the homework hadn't been corrected, and the resignation letter and apology letter hadn't been written yet, so he turned around and walked back, only to find that Ji Lin hid aside in the alley.

He walked over and pulled Ji Lin out, sighed and said, "Don't worry about me, I might figure it out after a while? Go back, are you ready for dinner today?"

Ji Lin looked up at him in surprise, "Can I continue to live with you?"

Chen Siwei nodded, handed him the key, and said, "Don't burn my kitchen down."

Ji Lin took it over happily, "Just wait, I will definitely make a full banquet."

He hugged Chen Siwei and kissed him, and walked to the vegetable market, as happy as if he was going to the Lantern Festival.

Chen Siwei kept watching him walk to the end of the alley before he got up and walked to the school. Every step felt like a heavy weight.

Shen Yaoyan finally waited for Chen Siwei in the office. He only found out about Chen Siwei's anonymous report from his parents in the morning, so he rushed to find him, but was told that he had left.

"Are you okay?" Shen Yaoyan asked carefully.

Chen Siwei was looking at his textbook, marking with a pen, "It's okay, but I have to go."

Shen Yaoyan knew that he had to leave now if he didn't want to. This incident was too big. A group of parents flooded in before, who organized it and said they wanted to report Chen Siwei to the Education Bureau, threatening that he would never be a teacher. , was persuaded to leave by the principal.

Yaoshui City is a small [-]th-tier city, and most of the residents are conservative in thinking, so he has never dared to talk about his sexuality to the outside world for so many years. After finally having a friend like him, he has to leave.Thinking of this, Shen Yaoyan said sadly:

"Where are you going after that?"

Where are you going?Chen Siwei didn't know either. He was silent for a while and said,

"I want to go home... I suddenly miss my mother." He suddenly clenched the pen in his hand, the word mother was called only ten years ago, suddenly made him shed a tear, and it fell on the paper with a thud.

When people are most vulnerable, they will definitely think of home and mother.

But the home he wants to return to is not an address with a specific house number, or a house that he wants to enter but dare not enter, but a period of time, a time when he was carefree and his mother still loved him.

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