Qianzhou

He Yan is right, there is such a big star who is comparable to a model at home, why would he go to see others, besides, the model is not as good as He Yan.

Of course, Ye Congzhou never dared to say this sentence, and what He Yan heard was not a compliment, but a provocation.

In the past few years, the show schedule has become more and more detailed, and the audience is often informed of the specific process in advance, so that there will be no sudden meat dishes for the audience, but Ye Congzhou can only watch video collections on the Internet, and dare not speak to He Yan.He Yan can hold grudges, once he mentions it, he will definitely not have a good life.

He Yanneng offered to let Ye Congzhou watch the show, which can be said to be an extreme concession.

Ye Congzhou's face turned pale, he raised his head and said, "You can't go back on what you said."

"I will never go back on my word." He Yan said, "But I have to watch the show process first, the last time will never be allowed."

Ye Congzhou rolled his eyes at him.

He Yan picked up the man and went to the bedroom, took off his clothes with ease, and hurriedly raised his gun to go into battle.

Ye Congzhou patted him on the shoulder, "Slow down."

He Yan smirked, sucked Ye Congzhou's lower lip and started to move vigorously.

Ye Congzhou was in pain and refreshed, at one moment he blamed He Yanjin for raising his leg and kicking him, for another moment he grunted so that He Yan's bones were brittle.

Ye Congzhou still remembered that when they first moved to France, He Yan's desire was so strong that he couldn't let the thing grow directly in Ye Congzhou's body, and he was troubled by Ye Congzhou day and night.After half a year, Ye Congzhou had to make three contracts with him, otherwise he would not be able to resist.

He Yan clasped Ye Congzhou's waist, the delicate and smooth skin made him fondle admiringly, and he couldn't help kneading his fingers back and forth.Ye Congzhou felt itchy, so he pushed him with his elbow, his eyes were half-opened, and there was a bit of reproach in the beautiful eyes.

He Yan immediately slammed into him hard.Ye Congzhou twitched his eyes, his lips trembled, and he cursed with a laugh: "You brute..."

He Yan grabbed his lips and sucked again, and brought his nose to nose with breath, "I'm a gentleman now."

Ye Congzhou: "Shameless."

He Yan smiled deeply, raised his legs and sprinted for a while, watching Ye Congzhou raised his head and panted non-stop, his face was flushed, his eyes were full of water, he was a deadly fairy, and he immediately missed his hand.After a while, he reluctantly sucked his chin and said, "Once you return to China, you will have to recruit people again."

The entertainment industry is a place where there is the least shortage of beauties but also the most coveted beauties, especially the top beauties, there are people who miss them wherever they go.Ye Congzhou used to have ice skates all over his body, and he was talking to people when he appeared, but few people dared to think of him.Now being taken by He Yan to go out to work, she is lazy and carefree, with a face that makes anyone worry about her.There are managers who try their best to send word through He Yan's studio that they want to sign him, some investors want to find him for filming, and some big bosses send gifts to the studio to "meet" Mr. Ye...

He Yan was so angry every time.

Ye Congzhou is at ease, and there is really nothing new in this circle for him.Even if they are rich and powerful businessmen, few are really willing to spend money for nothing. Once they target someone, most of them will get enough sleep first, and then send it to someone else's bed. After a few times, no one is worthless, then Spend some money to let him debut, and the investment can be earned back in two or three years.

In this circle, there is no one-and-done deal, even if he, Ye Congzhou, is attractive, he will be knocked down even after hitting a wall a few times.The more beautiful she is, the less dignity she has here, and snatching and snatching is nothing more than antiques and famous cars.If you don't want this one, then replace it with another one.What age is it, there is no need to go to war.

But Ye Congzhou still had to coax He Yan to be angry.

Say something to make him happy, call out dear, and He Yan also laughs.It's just that it's impossible for him to cooperate with those unscrupulous bosses again.He didn't beat him up because of Ye Congzhou's face.Ye Congzhou was covered in thin sweat, and He Yan's half-soft thing slowly drew circles in his body, still hugging him for a lingering kiss.The fingers hooked the silver chain on Ye Congzhou's neck one after another.

This chain was He Yan's birthday gift to Ye Congzhou last year. The simple and thin chain hung a delicate and small heart. Ye Congzhou didn't have the habit of wearing jewelry. He didn't want to wear it at first, but he couldn't hold it. He Yan hung it around his neck every day, so he put it on. up.

Ye Congzhou murmured: "They are all old fried dough sticks, you just waved them in front of you like a fly, why are you so angry..."

He Yan snorted, "It's easy for you to say."

"Then if you change the heroine in a play, if I'm as small-minded as you, wouldn't I die of anger?"

He Yan: "Now everyone knows that I am married, and no one dares to fire me even for scandals. Why are you angry?"

Ye Congzhou chuckled lightly: "Firstly, he didn't dare to face me impolitely, and secondly, he didn't stalk me, why are you angry?"

He Yan was at a loss for words, lowered his head and bit Ye Congzhou's neck indiscriminately a few times, and said sullenly: "I just don't like other people thinking about you."

Ye Congzhou saw that he looked like no one wanted him, so his heart softened, and he hugged him and said, "We are both married, it's useless for anyone to make up his mind."

As soon as this sentence was said, Ye Congzhou obviously felt the thick stick in his body harden all of a sudden, and he immediately pressed He Yan's shoulder, "Today's quota is used up."

He Yan grabbed his wrist, "I'm so obedient every day, you have to encourage me occasionally."

With a sound of "pushing", Ye Congzhou felt that his intestines were pushed deeper, he gasped, bit his lips and cursed: "You stabbed my heart out!"

He Yan pressed inward, and then pressed and grinded the folds of the intestinal wall, as if trying to smooth his intestinal wall.

"Well...don't be like this..." Ye Congzhou's toes shrank together in convulsions, his abdomen heaved violently, and the strong stimulation made him tremble all over, his legs firmly clamped He Yan's waist, his hips were uncontrollably He Yan rubbed against the root of the stem, as if he wanted to squeeze out the thick stem, but also seemed to be swallowing more passionately.He Yan's scalp was numb, and his pubic hair was soaked with the juice from Ye Congzhou's acupuncture point, sticking to his smooth buttocks skin, his genitals were squeezed in hard, wishing he could really stab Ye Congzhou's heart out.

While pumping hard, He Yan kissed his lips, "Bao... no, my wife, is my husband serious?"

Ye Congzhou hammered him on the back with the last bit of strength, "...It hurts like hell!"

He Yan pressed his buttocks under Wang Zi's abdomen with his hands, panting comfortably, just wanting to fuck so hard until dawn.He Yan is not a person without self-control. He used to get up at five o'clock every day in order to learn martial arts, and he could not be shaken. Later, he lost weight for the role of fitness, and his favorite braised pork said he quit drinking.But only at this time, his self-control was completely gone, even if someone pointed a gun at him right now, he couldn't stop.

Although he has said that he is married, after all, his wife has not made a public appearance, and it is inevitable that there are still people in the circle who do not give up.Regardless of men or women, once they joined the group for a few months, they would face each other day and night, not discussing feelings but only solving physical needs, and they should have a temporary companion, but he saw that everyone else looked like Zhong Kui, even Ye Congzhou's toenails were not as good.Once he sees Ye Congzhou, it's over, Ye Congzhou can make him stand upright with just one look.If Ye Congzhou smiled again, no matter what the occasion, no matter how well-dressed they were, all he could think about was a naked Ye Congzhou, especially pornographic and obscene.If only Ye Congzhou knew.Definitely scold him.

He Yan often thinks that it is his fault that he saw Ye Congzhou when he first learned about beauty and ugliness when he was a child, and his aesthetics and preferences have been fixed since then.Therefore, if a man wants to linger in the flowers, his first love must not be too good, otherwise no one will be as good as his first love in the future, and no one will catch his eye.

Ye Congzhou was carried onto the plane by He Yan.The townspeople are used to their intimacy.Early in the morning, He Yan went out with Ye Congzhou in his arms. When he met a neighbor, the neighbor pointed to Ye Congzhou who was sleeping on He Yan's chest and said with a smile, "You don't want to walk anymore?"

The two of them went out to play sometimes, and Ye Congzhou was too tired when he came back, so He Yan carried him home.When I met a neighbor, I told the truth that Ye Congzhou didn't want to walk anymore.The French are romantic and enthusiastic. Seeing the two of them like this, they always whistle at Ye Congzhou.Ye Congzhou had the cheek to let them laugh at him, and he didn't let go of He Yan's neck.Often his actions make He Yan the happiest.

He Yan smiled at the neighbor: "Yes, my parents are going out to play for a few days, see you later."

He Yan's studio has several times more people than when it was first established. Now he not only accepts plays, but also prepares and shoots movies by himself. The work is more complicated than before.Although Ye Congzhou said that he was unwilling to work full-time, but He Yan was just starting out, and he was not at ease when handing it over to others, so he was indispensable in the studio for the first few years. After finding a reliable partner for He Yan, he basically didn't care about the studio. .

Now He Yan basically takes him with him when he goes out to work. He claims to be an assistant, but in fact he is not even willing to let him pour a glass of water.Sometimes, when people with sharp eyes see it, He Yan half-jokingly said: It seems like an assistant, he doesn't do the work of serving tea and water.

Of course others will ask what kind of work does he do?

He Yan said that it seems that he can do whatever he wants.

People with a little classic sophistication can understand it, so they won't ask again.

Therefore, although there are various rumors about He Yan's "wife" in gossip forums in the past few years, they are all inseparable from the words of beauty, temper, and arrogance.Of course, those who are serious in their hearts dare not reveal their gender. He Yan is not an easy person to mess with. He can now fight against Huaxing and Shengming with a single studio without losing the wind. It's okay for him to make it public for the way he treats his assistant like a baby. If others dare to affect his wife's life, he may be chased and killed until he quits the entertainment industry.

Ye Congzhou slept all the way back to China, which saved him from jet lag.After landing, he told He Yan that he was hungry, and He Yan asked Xiao Tang to book a meal at the hotel, and went directly to the hotel from the airport.

Ye Congzhou was still not feeling well all over. He Yan held him in his arms and fed him with a bowl and spoon.

When the studio was first established, Ye Congzhou taught Xiao Tang hand in hand, and now he is already able to handle the task alone, but every time He Yan returns to China, he is always by his side as a nanny. Talk nonsense.

Xiao Tang had long been used to He Yan raising Ye Congzhou as his son in every detail, and the sight in front of him was not unusual to him, so he immersed himself in sorting out the materials he would use in the afternoon without being affected in the slightest.

Ye Congzhou finished his meal and said lazily, "You go to shoot commercials, I'll sleep in the hotel."

"No." He Yan also didn't eat for a day, and after feeding Ye Congzhou, he casually stuffed it into his mouth, "You follow me to the studio, there is a rest room over there."

Ye Congzhou was not happy, "I don't want to walk anymore."

He Yan: "I'll carry you there."

Ye Congzhou immediately burst into anger, "What are you doing? I'm not a prisoner!"

He Yan let him get angry, still held him up and asked Xiao Tang, "Is it packed? Let's go now."

Xiao Tang zipped up the big bag, walked ahead and took He Yan to the underground parking floor.

He Yan is shooting a sports car commercial this time. Although it is an American brand, in order to fit the spokesperson, the commercial was shot in China.

The commercial needs to be shot on location, and He Yan had to drive around a few curves, making it more troublesome to shoot than an indoor commercial.

He Yan put Ye Congzhou to sleep in the lounge and went to work by himself, and he would come back to see Ye Congzhou in the lounge.

Ye Congzhou slept all the way, and now he is not sleepy at all, but his body is too tired to move.He Yan probably did it on purpose last night, exhausting Ye Congzhou into a coma, so he won't have the strength to sneak out to play while He Yan is working today or tomorrow.

Thinking of this, Ye Congzhou couldn't help but want to scold him again.

Suddenly the phone rang, Ye Congzhou saw that it was Yi Ran, and immediately picked it up.

Yi Ran had just heard that He Yan had returned to China, and guessed that Ye Congzhou might have returned to China, so he wanted to ask him out for a meal.

After Ye Congzhou settled abroad, he didn't meet Yi Ran many times. Yi Ran went to France to see him twice, and the rest were only when Ye Congzhou returned to China.

Maybe it was Ye Congzhou who prepared it in advance, but no one falsely accused Yi Ran of ghostwriting this time, and he is still doing well up to now.

Ye Congzhou instinctively refused, but he had another calculation in his mind. If He Yan's temperament was allowed to do as he wanted, it would definitely get worse in the future. I'm afraid that even going to the toilet would have to be approved first, which would be terrible.

He must be cured.

"Where to eat? I'll go find you now."

Ye Congzhou pushed his assistant away, stood at the window and glanced at He Yan who was shooting in the distance, opened the door and sneaked away close to the door.

After leaving the scenic spot, Ye Congzhou hailed a taxi to find Yi Ran.

It's not time for dinner yet, Yi Ran chose a hotel with entertainment facilities, and as soon as Ye Congzhou arrived, he was dragged to play bowling.

Ye Congzhou straightened his back and complained: "No, no, I'm in pain all over, I can't beat it."

Yi Ran asked strangely, "Why are you in pain all over?"

Ye Congzhou didn't respond, he found a stool and sat down, "Go ahead."

Yi Ran walked to the side, and easily saw the ambiguous red marks on Ye Congzhou's collarbone and shoulder blades from the overlooking angle.

Yi Ran: "Tsk tsk, I said you two are old husband and wife, why are you so affectionate?"

Ye Congzhou himself had actually thought so, but he was not happy when he heard it from outsiders, "Why not?"

Yi Ran went to France the year before last and lived in their house for three days. After three days, he couldn't bear the tiredness of the two of them. Ye Congzhou is such a big living person that he has to be fed for food and water. He Yan seems to be watching Pearl, I can't wait to hug it out and hug it in so that Ye Congzhou's feet don't touch the ground.

Yi Ran immediately flattered her: "Yes, yes, yes."

Yi Ran pitched alone, and while he was pitching, he asked Ye Congzhou when he would hand in the song. The draft had been delayed for a month, and if he still had any professional ethics.

Ye Congzhou was helpless, "You don't know, I just want to add the sound of ancient Chinese musical instruments, so I should listen to it more. The online audio is not professional, so I'm going to find a performer. Yue will try to convince him, and I will give it to you at the latest at the end of the month."

Yi Ran: "Why didn't he let you go out?"

"Who knows?" Ye Congzhou snorted, "Being more and more domineering."

Yi Ran stopped his movements, and was about to criticize, when seeing the arenas being pushed away suddenly, a ferocious man with an angry face broke in.

It was He Yan.

With a gloomy expression on his face, He Yan walked up to Ye Congzhou in big strides, looked up and down and embraced him, he was relieved.

After letting go of Ye Congzhou, He Yan glared at Yi Ran, "If something happens to Congzhou, I can't spare you."

Yi Ran: "..."

What can happen to bowling?Did you think you were making a gangster movie? !

He Yan didn't listen to Yi Ran's explanation, picked up Ye Congzhou and left. In the car, Ye Congzhou was hugged tightly by He Yan, and he couldn't breathe.He tried to break free, "He Yan."

He Yan didn't let go, kissed his hair and said, "You scared me to death."

Although He Yan has always cherished him, but the past half a year has been exaggerated too much. For example, just going to play a game now, why does it look like Ye Congzhou almost died?

Ye Congzhou felt that he had to have a frank and honest talk, not only about his own freedom, but also He Yan's abnormal mental state had to be changed.

Ye Congzhou: "Have you finished filming your commercial?"

"No." He Yan said, "During the break, I heard from the assistant that you were missing, so I came out to look for you."

Ye Congzhou: "When I go back to Fengcheng, I can only go to see Yi Ran. We just play ball and have a meal. You don't know. Why are you in such a hurry?"

He Yan didn't reply for a long time.

"Congzhou." He Yan's voice was hoarse, and it seemed extremely difficult to pronounce words, "You are 31 years old."

It took Ye Congzhou a few seconds to realize the meaning of this sentence.

In his previous life, he died at the age of 31.

No wonder He Yan never allowed him to leave his sight, no wonder He Yan didn't allow him to drive, no wonder He Yan didn't allow him to go to any strange places...

No wonder He Yan was so scared.

Ye Congzhou's blame for He Yan disappeared in an instant. He Yan lived in fear every day, and any extreme behavior he had was justifiable.

Ye Congzhou: "Didn't I tell you that many things are different from what I experienced before. I won't die, don't worry."

"But Wu Chongzhao died in the same way as you remember. How can I rest assured?" He Yan let go of Ye Congzhou, looked into his eyes and said, "If something happens to you, I can't hold on, you know."

Ye Congzhou sighed softly in his heart, raised his chin to kiss him, and pressed his nose and said, "I'm sorry."

He Yan also kissed him, "When you finish your 32nd birthday, I will make up for what I owe you this year. I will do whatever you want to go and spend a few days freely."

Ye Congzhou bent his lips, "I'm used to you being with me every day, and you want to let me go?"

He Yan was also angry: "You think I want to? Aren't you afraid that you will be angry?"

Ye Congzhou lowered his head and couldn't hold back the smile on the corner of his mouth.

He Yan's blood rushed to one place, and he thought about asking Ye Congzhou in the car.

Xu Shi has been with him day and night for nearly half a year, and He Yan has never deliberately endured it. Now he finds that his endurance is far worse than before.For example, at this moment, if he doesn't eat it in his mouth, he will definitely hit the curb when he drives out.

Hotel garages are usually monitored, so He Yan turned off the interior lights and approached Ye Congzhou.

As soon as Ye Congzhou heard He Yan's breathing rhythm, he knew what he wanted to do, and immediately pressed his shoulders, "Are you crazy? This is China, and I don't want to make headlines tomorrow morning."

He Yan's bulging crotch rubbed against Ye Congzhou's leg, "If I drive like this, it will be the headline of a car accident tomorrow."

Ye Congzhou understood what he meant. Although He Yan had a strong desire, he couldn't resist the next impulse, but he couldn't drive in this state, he was afraid it would be dangerous.

Ye Congzhou was asked to do it all night by He Yan after finishing his work, and the acupuncture point still felt numb from being rubbed with a blunt object. He touched He Yan's crotch with his palm, "How about I help you with my hands?"

He Yan pouted slightly.

Ye Congzhou wanted to be angry and laugh at the same time, He Yan had the expression of a little boy coquettish on his face, but his crotch was hideous and terrifying, really shameless.

Ye Congzhou's heart fluttered, and he turned over and sat on his lap with the help of He Yan's wrist.Unbuttoning He Yan's trouser waist, the dark giant immediately popped out.Ye Congzhou couldn't hold it with one hand.Just let it stand upright against his lower abdomen.

He Yan took out the lubricating oil from the car, squeezed out a large lump and held it in the palm of his hand, Ye Congzhou saw it and said: "It won't be so much, I feel that the back is still loose."

"How do you feel?" He Yan smiled lowly, and kissed his cheek while applying lubricating oil for him, "I know more about your body than you do."

The reason why He Yan dared to pester Ye Congzhou to ask for it every day was naturally because he found that Ye Congzhou's body could bear it. If Ye Congzhou's body's recovery ability was poor, he would be able to bear it if he asked He Yan to prescribe meat once a month.

Just like last night, He Yan didn't reach the same place with Ye Congzhou's dry legs, and the hole was a mess, but now that He Yan wants to enter that place, he still has to hold back his temper, otherwise he won't be able to squeeze even a finger. go in.

He Yan supported Ye Congzhou's buttocks, opened his buttocks to both sides, squeezed the head of his penis into the small hole in the buttocks, and said with difficulty while taking a deep breath: "Relax baby...don't push me out...hey, I can't feed you anyhow familiar with you..."

Ye Congzhou clasped He Yan's shoulders firmly, his cheeks were covered with sweat, and when he heard He Yan's words, he said angrily, "You are too big!"

The riding position penetrated very deeply, Ye Congzhou swallowed it all and hugged He Yan not to let him move, and said in a low voice: "Wait a while."

He Yan couldn't hold back his crotch, but his upper body couldn't help it. He took off Ye Congzhou's clothes and licked along his chest.

A few minutes later, He Yan began to move up and down, his lips were still lingering between Ye Congzhou's collarbone.The chain hanging around Ye Congzhou's neck rose and fell with the ups and downs of his body, did it hit He Yan's bridge of nose?Ye Congzhou looked uncomfortable, and wanted to stretch out his hand to untie the chain, but He Yan held his hand, "Don't move."

Ye Congzhou gasped: "...Ah... You, don't you mind getting in the way... Uh... Take it easy!"

He Yan: "I got the master to calculate the chain, and there is a talisman inside the pendant, I will pick it up after your birthday. Do you hear me?"

Ye Congzhou narrowed his eyes. During the ups and downs, he seemed to see the sparkling water when he fell into the river from the viaduct many years ago.

Suffocating, gorgeous, desperate.

The emptiness and emptiness of the soul coming out of the body, the extreme pain when life is stripped, and the ethereal feeling like flying into the clouds, all reappeared at this moment.

Ye Congzhou heard someone call his name, it was He Yan's voice.

Ye Congzhou opened his eyes and saw He Yan's deep eyes.After his body calmed down from the violent shaking, Ye Congzhou lowered his head and saw himself spraying a large puddle of thick white liquid on He Yan's lower abdomen.

He Yan climaxed with him at the same time, and at this moment he calmed down a little, hugged Ye Congzhou and kissed the corner of his mouth.

Ye Congzhou suddenly woke up from his dream. The moment just now should be the moment when he died in his previous life.

He did experience it again, but he didn't die.

Ye Congzhou felt He Yan's warm lips, also, He Yan was holding him tightly just now, his body and soul were inside He Yan just now, and he couldn't leave.

Ye Congzhou surrounded He Yan and murmured, "I'm not going to die, don't be afraid."

What responded to him was He Yan's fierce and hot kiss.

Extra Story [-]. I don’t know if I’m a guest in my dream

This is the fifth year since Ye Congzhou passed away.

It was also the fifth year that He Yan quit the entertainment industry.

Today Ye Congzhou's fans organized a mourning event. Before dawn, nearly a thousand people came outside the cemetery.

He Yan drove to the cemetery, saw a mass of human heads, and didn't get out of the car.

Ye Congzhou wrote many songs during his lifetime, and the fans kept singing the whole time, and some people cried while singing.

He Yan sat in the car, closed his eyes and listened to the chorus outside, one after another, all songs he knew by heart.The cry also reached his ears, and his eardrums were swollen and painful.

Just like when he jumped off the viaduct five years ago and was looking for Ye Congzhou in the water, the river water kept pouring into his ears.

He Yan waited outside the cemetery until the fans left and got out of the car with a bouquet of flowers.

Ye Congzhou’s tombstone is filled with flowers and letters sent by fans. There are regulations in the cemetery that worshipers are not allowed to burn themselves in the cemetery. All letters will be collected by staff at night and sent to the unified place burned.

He Yan sat in front of the tombstone, opened those envelopes as he did in the past few years, and read the letter to Ye Congzhou.Ye Congzhou once said that his ears have a better memory than his eyes, and he remembers what he hears more deeply than what he sees, so he is a singer.

Before reading each letter, He Yan would scan the letter roughly, guess whether the person who wrote the letter was a man or a woman, and what kind of personality they were, and then read the letter by imitating their personality traits, with eloquence and emotion, like turning into a fan.

He Yan always felt that Ye Congzhou would remember his voice after he read so many letters every year?Ye Congzhou will forget him slowly.

Before Ye Congzhou was reincarnated, he would be satisfied if he could remember him for one more second.

He wasn't even worthy of this second.

After He Yan read a few letters, the staff of the cemetery came over and brought a large plastic box by the way.He Yan packed the letter together with him.In the first year after Ye Congzhou's death, He Yan wanted to finish reading the letter in the cemetery. There are so many believable things. If he stays in the cemetery for a long time, reporters will definitely come to take pictures of him. He doesn't care, but he doesn't want Ye Congzhou to be unclean. .So the people in the cemetery packed all the letters and let him transport them away.

These letters are the wishes of the fans, and the fans will ask the cemetery how to deal with it later. If the cemetery tells the truth, these fans will definitely come to tear He Yan apart.

Ye Congzhou passed away unexpectedly that year, and his relationship with He Yan was quickly picked up by netizens.From then on, his fans regarded He Yan as their mortal enemy, not to mention taking away these letters, even if He Yan's name and Ye Congzhou appeared in a certain news at the same time, the fans would definitely complain to delete the news.

Ye Congzhou's fans hate He Yan, but He Yan doesn't hate them, and even cherishes them very much.There are still a large group of people in this world who love Ye Congzhou wholeheartedly from beginning to end. The longer they persist, the longer Ye Congzhou will live in the hearts of the world.

Today's He Yan is trying his best to find traces of Ye Congzhou, and it's good to have a trace left behind.

He Yan still lives in his original home, among the huge group of villas, only the lights of his building will be on all night and all night.

He Yan put the coffin in Ye Congzhou's former workshop. After staying in this room for a long time, He Yan also learned to play the piano and drums, just like what Ye Congzhou liked to do in the past.

With a box full of letters, He Yan reads a few letters a day, often lasting for several months.

"Zhou Zhou, I still remember what you said when you held your first concert, you said you were grateful for all the encounters in your life, you said you wanted to cherish all the people around you, you said you would sing for a long time.

At that time, I was at the bottom of my life, you appeared in my life like a dazzling sun, and it was through you that I realized that life should be loved..."

As He Yan read, his voice gradually weakened. Looking at the few lines of words, he felt that his throat was blocked by something and he couldn't make a sound.

He Yan never cried after Ye Congzhou's death. He felt that life would be worse than death, but even when it was the most unbearable, his eyes were still dry.

This letter was not outstanding among the letters that He Yan had read, and the writing and emotion were not at the forefront, but He Yan choked his throat until a drop of tear fell on the letter paper, which quickly faded away, and He Yan raised it. hand, and found himself crying.

He Yan was a little surprised. He thought that his emotions were fairly peaceful recently, and he rarely had nightmares. He was in a much better state than at the end of last year. Now is not the most painful moment for him, but he actually cried.

This crying seemed to pull out all the pain that had been suppressed in his heart for five years, and spread it naked in front of He Yan. His tears flowed more and more violently, and finally he could only howl while clutching the letter.

In the early morning, Fan Zhen made several phone calls before waking up He Yan who was in a daze.

Fan Zhen had a son three years ago. Unfortunately, the child's birthday was on the same day as Ye Congzhou's death.

Fan Zhen mentioned that he wanted his son to recognize He Yan as his godfather. He wanted to try to give He Yan something to rely on, and he even said such strange words as "maybe the child is the reincarnation of Ye Congzhou".But He Yan flatly refused, without even giving a tactful reason.

Fan Zhen then changed his son's birthday, and pushed it back one day, and called He Yan to attend the birthday party on this day every year, so that he would not have to immerse himself too much in yesterday's grief.

In Fan Zhen's view, everything has a cause and effect, He Yan's current situation, it is not an exaggeration to say "retribution", but he is He Yan's friend, it is impossible for him to see He Yan's depression and not care about it.In the past few years, he has exhausted all the methods he should think of. He even found a college student who was five points similar to Ye Congzhou. After taking that boy to meet He Yan, He Yan almost broke up with him on the spot.

Fan Zhen knew about Ye Congzhou's existence from the beginning to the end. Fan Zhen watched He Yan's first love blossom and bear fruit the whole time.In his eyes, He Yan loves Ye Congzhou, but this love is too ordinary and ordinary, like a medium-priced red wine in a wine cabinet, everyone has seen and tasted it.

Fan Zhen never expected that this wine tasted nothing new, but it had such a strong aftertaste.

It was close to noon when He Yan arrived at Fan's house. These years he only wore black clothes, and every year only today, he would change into a light-colored top.

Fan Zhen's son Mo Mo likes He Yan very much, to be exact, he likes He Yan in the movie.The little doll who is only three years old is so obsessed with He Yan's action movies.He Yan has a lot of works, and children are only allowed to watch TV for half an hour a day, so Mo Mo can only watch a movie intermittently for a week.Of course, he didn't understand what the story was told in the movie, but when he saw He Yanliang's moves, his little arms and legs swayed wildly.

He Yan brought a full set of Transformers to Mo Mo as a birthday present, and Mo Mo happily kissed him on the cheek.Except for children, no one dared to get so close to He Yan.

He Yan thought of Diwen, although Diwen was an abandoned child, but after being adopted by them, he was obedient and clingy, like a young master who was spoiled since he was a child, so that he never realized that Diwen's heart was sensitive and fragile .He thought that children didn't understand, and thought that since he was his own son, it was normal for him to lose his temper and scold him, just like now and then Fan Zhen would punish him when he was finally angry.

After Diwen disappeared, He Yan and Ye Congzhou were looking for it like crazy, but later he found that Ye Congzhou was really going crazy, so he immediately didn't want to look for it.He found that Ye Congzhou valued Di Wen more than himself, he was uncomfortable and jealous.

Later, he read a news report that after a family gave birth to a second child, the first child almost killed the baby while the parents were away.He immediately thought of himself.

He Yan has finally started to examine himself calmly in recent years. He has to admit that he has many dark traits in human nature.

Selfish and complacent, naive and extreme, jealous but cold and cruel.There are many more, he can't say all of them for a while.

If he hadn't met Ye Congzhou, he had no doubt that he would have embarked on the path of crime.Some people are just born dangerous.

But every time he thinks of this, he feels it's unfair. Ye Congzhou is such a good person, why should he teach him?Why risk your life for him?

He would rather live a precarious criminal life, as long as Ye Congzhou can live in peace, accompanied by a lover who is worthy of the same reward he gave him for life.

He Yan still remembers the first time he saw Ye Congzhou, it was many years ago, when Ye Congzhou was mourning for his father, He Yan was standing in the middle of the mourning hall, the moment Ye Congzhou looked up, He Yan was stunned for a few seconds.

Too familiar.

He had never felt this instant hit.

Ye Congzhou's facial features, expression, and even the slightly raised eyebrows when he spoke seemed to have been seen many times.

It makes people want to get close, and even... want to keep it for themselves.

Thinking about it now, maybe Ye Congzhou really owed He Yan in his previous life, and he came to pay off the debt this time.So when He Yan saw him, he felt familiar.

Mo Mo was already used to Uncle He sitting on the sidelines in a daze without saying a word. He took a piece of cake, held it up with both hands, and handed it to He Yan's mouth. He said with a smile, "Uncle, eat."

He Yan came back to his senses, stretched out his hand to hug Mo Mo into his arms, and ate the cake with his hand.

There was a sudden thunder outside the window, and Mo Mo trembled in fright.

He Yan looked outside, the sky was already covered with dark clouds, and he saw that a heavy rain was coming.

He Yan suddenly remembered something, immediately got up and stuffed Mo Mo back into Fan Zhen's hand, and hurriedly walked towards the porch.

Seeing this, Fan Zhen stopped him, "Lunch will be ready soon, where are you going?"

He Yan lowered his head to change his shoes, and said in a deep voice, "I forgot to close the window at home, I'll go back and have a look."

Fan Zhen sighed helplessly, he thought it was a big deal.He Yan's house has been to He Yan many times, because the house is equipped with a fresh air system. Except for the greenhouse on the second floor, the windows in other rooms are designed to be pushed horizontally. No matter how heavy the rain is, at most it can float a little to the edge of the window, and it cannot enter the house at all.

Fan Zhen: "Your house can't get in the rain, so go back after eating."

He Yan ignored it, "Let's eat it next time."

"Hey--"

Seeing He Yan leave, Fan Zhen couldn't help shouting.

He Yan drove fast all the way, and when he reached the door of his house, the rain was so heavy that he couldn't see the windows on the second floor. He jumped out of the car before it stopped, and ran to the second floor after entering the house.

After pushing open the door of the video room, He Yan heaved a sigh of relief.It turned out that he closed the window when he left, but he forgot.

He Yan was ticking all over, and turned to go to the bathroom to take a shower.

There is a large three-meter-wide bathtub in the center of the bathroom, with a constant temperature setting, so you can lie in it at any time and soak comfortably for a day.

Originally, the bathroom was decorated in a simple style, but after moving in, He Yan found someone to install a large bathtub.

Ye Congzhou's skin is smooth and delicate, and soaked in water looks more like a high-quality mutton jade. He Yan likes to lie in the bathtub with him and spend a whole day doing nothing.

When he first moved into this house, He Yan didn't want to take on the show or go out, so he just wanted to take a bath at home every day.

He Yan took off his wet clothes, stepped into the bathtub, closed his eyes and leaned back, sliding down involuntarily.Water overflowed his throat, chin, bridge of nose...

In the past few years, as soon as he lay down in this bathtub, he would unconsciously experience the feeling of suffocation in the water, and every time this happened, he could see Ye Congzhou.

He had thought that it would be better to die like this, but he dared not.He was afraid that Ye Congzhou would still hate him, so he didn't want to see him.

Ye Congzhou is dead, and he can't find a way to atone for his sins. Maybe he will spend his whole life suffering like this.