The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Jiang Ci stood there fixedly, there was no sound coming from the earphones, the cold night was like a tomb, and he was trapped in this silent tomb, surrounded by darkness, with no way out.

After a long time, he slowly raised his hand and took off the earphone, clutching it tightly in his palm, turning his eyes to look at the man on the bed.

So, that's the truth, isn't it?

Jiang Ci closed his eyes, all the things he couldn't figure out before suddenly became clear, and everything had a reason.

My father killed your pregnant wife, but he got away with not only humiliating you, but also driving you to a corner.

You hated my father, but you were powerless to make him receive the punishment he deserved. You must have been very desperate and painful at that time... So in the end you chose this way to take revenge on him.

You can't take revenge on the culprit, but you make yourself look hideous, hate Jiang Sheng, hate me, hate yourself.

I finally understand why you hate me...

But even so, you finally chose to let go. Even after experiencing such hardships, you still have kindness in your heart, and even though you have such hatred, you still gave up revenge.

You could have told me the truth, and if you had told me... I would have believed it.

You can choose to take advantage of my love for you to take revenge on Jiang Sheng and turn our father and son into enemies, but you never did this from the beginning to the end.

You don't say anything, not because you don't care about me, but because you care too much about me and don't want me to be your tool for revenge.

And I'm only now realizing it.

Jiang Ci blinked his eyes, and he felt that the eye sockets seemed a little sour and moist.

My father hurt you, and I continue to hurt you... What right do I have to blame you and keep you?It was originally what I owed you.

I'm sorry for you, that's right.

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -10, current blackening value 10]

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Ye Ming opened his eyes in the darkness in the middle of the night.

【Ye Ming: There is not much blackening value left (⊙v⊙)】

[888: Yes, but I think Jiang Ci is going to let you go, what are you going to do with the rest. 】

[Ye Ming: Get rid of a little first, as much as you can get rid of, it doesn't matter if you leave temporarily, he just needs time to get rid of Jiang Sheng first, with his love and dedication to me, he probably wants to make amends, so the chance of contact is definitely There are still~]

【888: Hehe. ] So this is the reason why you deliberately condoned his mistakes before?Turning an innocent person into a guilty person, although he has a part of the reason, but you can't do without your help, so that after the truth is revealed, he can be bound with you with the "atonement" and continue to eliminate the blackening value.

[Ye Ming: This child is actually quite pitiful. On the one hand, he is the person he loves deeply, and on the other hand, he is the biological father who loves him deeply, but the person he loves is his enemy, and his father wants to kill the one he loves the most. Man, the worst stuffed pie in the world is nothing more than that. No matter how difficult the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is, it is nothing compared to this one.sigh jpg]

【888: So you still treat him like this?Have a little sympathy? 】

【Ye Ming: It's his bad luck... I just, uh... well, I used him once for a mission, but I didn't steal it from him, and I let him bully me all the time Woolen cloth.Wronged jpg]

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: I will definitely use love and forgiveness to resolve his remaining knots!Papa loves him! 】

[888: ...] He didn't want to say anything, he just wanted to be quiet.

When Ye Ming walked out of the room in the morning, he saw Jiang Ci waiting for him in the living room on the first floor.

Jiang Ci seemed to have returned to normal, and he couldn't see any loss of composure, but in fact, his heart was not as calm as it appeared on the surface. He looked at Ye Ming with nostalgia, lowered his eyes to hide the pain in his eyes, and said: " I'm waiting for you to eat."

Ye Ming looked at him, but didn't answer, like a soulless shell, he had become more and more taciturn during this period of time.

There was a dull pain in Jiang Ci's heart, this is what he did... He forced an innocent person who loved him into this way, like his father, into a ruthless perpetrator.

With great difficulty, Ye Ming got rid of the despair he once had, and was able to start a normal life again, but he forced him into such a desperate situation.

What a cruel thing.

A simple breakfast has already been set up in the dining room, and since it is unknown when Ye Ming will wake up, it is always hot, Jiang Ci pulled the chair and sat beside Ye Ming, looking at him deeply, with a low voice, implying sadness and powerlessness, " Let's eat, I will let you go after eating."

When Ye Ming heard this, his eyes finally changed, and he looked at Jiang Ci unexpectedly and uneasy, as if he didn't quite believe what he said.

Last night, Jiang Ci called Li Xu'an. He couldn't continue to keep Ye Ming selfishly, and because of his father's affairs, there might be some turmoil in the future... I'm afraid keeping Ye Ming wouldn't be able to protect him well. At this time, putting Ye Ming by Li Xu'an's side is what Jiang Ci thinks is the best choice.

A look of determination flashed in Jiang Ci's eyes, I won't let anyone hurt you again...not even my father.

Ye Ming didn't know what Jiang Ci was thinking, he didn't believe that Jiang Ci would really let him go, so he just ate his breakfast in silence.I gradually got used to such hopeless days, but sometimes I can't remember who I am and why I became like this...

It may be that some memories are too painful, so I want to give up.

Jiang Ci only took two bites and then put it down. He didn't have much appetite, he just wanted to see Ye Ming again. It was not easy for him to make the decision to let go, but he had already made too many mistakes because of his willfulness. Can't go on wrong.

At this moment, his cell phone rang suddenly, and when he picked it up, he found that it was Jiang Sheng's call. Jiang Ci's eyes darkened, and he had no intention of answering the call. Since Jiang Sheng tried every means to kill Ye Ming, he would definitely follow him. Looking for a breakthrough around you.

Jiang Ci pressed the mute button, and was about to put the phone back into his pocket, when he suddenly noticed that Ye Ming had stopped moving, staring straight at his phone, and the hand holding the spoon trembled slightly.

Jiang Ci glanced at the eye-catching word Jiang Sheng on the screen of the mobile phone, secretly thought it was bad, he was too careless, Ye Ming shouldn't have seen it!It's just too late to take it back now.

Ye Ming slowly raised his head, his eyes were slightly red, he suddenly remembered why he became like this, why he was trapped here, it was all because of Jiang Sheng!

It's all because of him!How can I forget it?That devil not only killed his wife and child, but also imprisoned him to torture him. Did he think he wouldn't be able to recognize him if he changed his appearance?

Ye Ming suddenly stood up, staring at Jiang Ci with hatred in his eyes.

Jiang Ci looked at the familiar hate eyes, a chill ran through his limbs, his body was a little numb and stiff, although it was the same scene, but his mood was completely different. At that time, he was only guilty of hurting this person because he loved him. He... So even if he abandons himself, he doesn't want to see him become like this.

But now... the pain in my heart is a hundred times and a thousand times greater than before, he didn't feel sorry for him, he never felt sorry for him...

He was the one who made the mistake.

Ye Ming didn't know why Jiang Sheng sat there and looked at him stupidly, his eyes seemed to be very sad, but he must kill this person!He is the source of all his pain!He suddenly grabbed the knife on the table and stabbed the man in front of him!

Seeing Ye Ming grabbing the knife and stabbing him with a ferocious expression, Jiang Ci was not surprised at all.

But this time he didn't hide at all, the eyes full of hatred, the icy cold gaze froze his whole body, and he couldn't move at all.

That's right, you should have hated me like this, instead of swallowing that hatred alone and flying away to protect me.Sometimes... people should be more selfish, don't be too cruel to yourself, and should be more cruel to the enemy.

I hope you can be a little selfish and don't have to suffer for me, it's not worth it at all.

Jiang Ci felt the cold blade piercing his abdomen. It didn't hurt so much, but he felt a sense of relief.

In fact, he has been living a very tiring life... He loved someone who shouldn't be loved, let his biological parents down on him, finally he lied to himself that the person was not worthy of his love, but at this time he learned that his The father was the one who made the mistake, the victim became the perpetrator, and his cognition was turned upside down... He wanted to seek justice for Ye Ming, but this would hurt the person who truly loved him, but no matter how painful it was, he couldn't remain indifferent... …otherwise what is the difference between him and his father?

he is really tired...

If my death can set you free, that would be fine...Let me pay for this sin.

Jiang Ci raised his head slightly, he smiled, his voice was low and hoarse, "If you want to kill someone, you should aim at your chest, here...is right."

He grabbed Ye Ming's other hand, and gently pressed it on his heart, and there was a slow and steady heartbeat... His eyes were sad like a thick sky, look how I forced you into It's... As a doctor, he can't even kill people.

How do you take revenge like this?

Or let me help you.

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -2, current blackening value 8]

Ye Ming looked into Jiang Ci's eyes and was stunned.

Why didn't he run away, why didn't he hide?Could this be another new way to lie to him?Ye Ming's brain was in chaos... He staggered back a step, and pulled out the knife in his hand at the same time, blood gushed out from Jiang Ci's abdomen crazily, staining his clothes red.

But Jiang Ci remained motionless, but looked at him deeply, there seemed to be deep love and admiration in those eyes, and there were countless pains and sorrows intertwined, his lips moved and said: "Kill me, you will be free .”

Ye Ming's hand holding the knife was trembling, this person didn't resist at all, he could finally kill him, but why couldn't he do it again?

Blood trickled down Jiang Ci's abdomen and fell to the ground, forming a pool of blood, but he smiled at him, his eyes were so tender and affectionate, as if he loved him very much...

How could that demon Jiang Sheng have such eyes?

Ye Ming will never forget the scene in Jiang Sheng's office back then. That person had cold and heartless eyes. He looked at him like an ant. In his eyes, human life was not worth mentioning. He looked at him contemptuously and easily beat him up. Go to hell.

He would never...have such a look in his eyes.

Ye Ming couldn't let go of his hand, and the knife fell to the ground with a bang. He hugged his head and let out a scream, staring at the person in front of him, he is not Jiang Sheng... Then who is he, who is he?

The nanny of the villa heard the voice and came over to take a look. Seeing such a tragic scene, she screamed in fright.

Jiang Ci turned his head when he heard the voice, and he calmly ordered: "Don't spread it, let York come and deal with it."

If you call for help, things here will definitely be exposed, and Ye Ming will be arrested for intentionally hurting people... And his father will definitely not let Ye Ming out alive after he finds out. He hates Ye Ming to death, and is afraid that he will continue to be hurt by him. The impact will definitely kill people.

At least before Li Xu'an came, he had to control the situation.

Ye Ming stood there trembling slightly, he stared blankly at Jiang Ci, then at the blood on the ground... his eyes were a little dazed.

He saw a woman suddenly appearing in front of him. The woman had a cute baby face, but at this moment she was looking at him with tears in her eyes, standing by the pool of blood, as if she was very disappointed in him.

Ye Ming staggered and rushed over to catch her, but he couldn't catch her, and instead bumped into Jiang Ci's body. He asked blankly, "Did you see your mother? She came here just now..."

Jiang Ci's eyes were sad, his consciousness was gradually blurred by the flow of blood, but he still knew that Ye Ming was talking about his original wife, he must love his wife very much, how could he be willing to use money to measure her What about life?

I'm so stupid...

Jiang Ci slowly closed his eyes, and when he was about to give up like this, he suddenly felt Ye Ming hugging him, and a panicked voice came into his ears: "What's wrong with you? How did you get hurt?"

Jiang Ci was startled, then smiled softly: "I'm fine..."

Ye Ming, however, seemed to be very panicked. He hugged him in pain, his eyes desperate: "Jiang Sheng hurt you, right? It was him... He killed your mother and wanted to kill you. I will protect you, definitely not Let him hurt you again!"

Jiang Ci slightly opened the corner of his mouth, who do you think I am?your son?Unfortunately I am not...

I am Jiang Sheng's son.

Ye Ming flusteredly stretched out his hand to press Jiang Ci's wound, trying to stop the blood from continuing to flow out, but it didn't work, instead his hands were covered with blood, and his tears flowed down, "What should I do? What should I do...Xiao Ci, everything Blame my father for not protecting you well..."

Jiang Ci said, "No, it's your fault."

But Ye Ming couldn't hear it, he looked at the blood on his hands, and screamed, no...it shouldn't be like this... He obviously wanted to kill Jiang Sheng, but why is Jiang Sheng fine, his own child But dying?

What's going on with all this, is it just another nightmare? !

Jiang Ci really wanted to comfort Ye Ming again, but he couldn't open his eyes. He wanted to reach out and grab Ye Ming, but he couldn't lift his hand...

What York rushed over with the doctor saw was such a scene, his face changed drastically, he quickly moved Jiang Ci to the sofa, and shouted at the doctor: "Stop the bleeding!"

Ye Ming stood there blankly, walked over after a while, and asked the doctor, "Is he dead?"

The doctor didn't have time to pay attention to him, but York grabbed his collar angrily!The fist trembled and finally failed to hit, this lunatic!What does he care about with a lunatic!

I have persuaded the young master not to get entangled with this person a long time ago, are you satisfied now that your life is going to be involved?

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Jiang Ci was in a daze, his world was in darkness, apart from him, Ye Ming was the only one.Ye Ming looked at him with hatred eyes for a while, and stabbed him one after another, telling him to die, but in the blink of an eye, he became gentle and amiable again, looking at him as if he was looking at the person he loves the most...

Jiang Ci didn't want to wake up, it turned out that he was not as strong as he thought, and it turned out that people all have the psychology of wanting to escape.

If living is always too much to bear, death may be a relief.

But someone seemed to be calling him in his ears, and he was obsessed with that voice. In those eight years, he always hoped that this person was still by his side, but every time he woke up, he found it was nothing.

He didn't want to open his eyes, but the voice seemed unwilling to give up, and finally he couldn't resist the temptation.

Maybe take a look, is it real this time?

Jiang Ci slowly opened his eyes, and met a pale and tired face. The man seemed to have not slept for a long time, a little slovenly, a little embarrassed, but the warmth and concern in those eyes was the same as always.

Every time he was sick, this man would take care of him patiently and look at him with such eyes.

Jiang Ci once longed to return to the carefree past, when he knew nothing and had nothing to bear... like a coward, he evaded the truth and only stayed with the person he loved deeply.

Did he die, so he went back to the past?

Ye Ming held his hand tightly, with a worried voice and concerned eyes, "Xiao Ci, you finally woke up, do you want a drink?"

Jiang Ci fixedly looked at him, and after a long time, a faint self-deprecating smile appeared on his lips.

He remembered that he had driven the man he loved most crazy.

He was crazy, so he forgot those painful memories, and went back to the past, thinking that he was still his child... But he was not entitled to enjoy this tenderness at all, he was the one who inflicted harm, the son of his enemy.

Both father and son owe this man too much.

Ye Ming poured a glass of water, carefully handed it to Jiang Ci's lips, and said, "Slow down."

Jiang Ci said slowly, "Why are you being so nice to me?"

Ye Ming said: "Father should treat you well, you are the child that parents love the most."

Jiang Ci smiled with sad eyes.

At the beginning, he couldn't figure out why Ye Ming kept him, took care of him, and treated him like his own son... Why did he spend all his time raising a stolen child?A child you loathe?Now it seems that there is actually nothing unreasonable. Maybe he just wants a child.

Use a son to make up for the one he lost.

These loves did not belong to him from the beginning to the end, he was just a substitute, enjoying the love that did not belong to him.

Ye Ming touched Jiang Ci's forehead, and asked him gently, "Are you hungry? Would you like something to eat?"

Jiang Ci thought for a while and said, "I'm not very hungry."

Ye Ming still looked at him worriedly, and said with a smile: "Then tell me when you're hungry, don't worry about school matters, I'll ask for leave for you, it doesn't matter if you can't finish your homework."

Jiang Ci was stunned for a moment, his eyes felt a little hot.

Why was it that he couldn't help thinking about the past again, and the scenes that he couldn't forget... thinking of the serious caring eyes that this person looked at him.

Although those loves should not belong to me, after so many years of getting along, you still really care about me, right?Although you don't want me in the end...but you must have loved me.

I believe so.

I think I can't hope for more, and that's enough.

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -2, current blackening value 6]

Jiang Ci slowly raised his head, looked over Ye Ming's shoulder and looked at the man standing at the door.

Li Xu'an stood there quietly.