The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Lu Ting's eyes were sharp, and he slashed at the main god. The huge energy turned everything around into powder, and the wind swept in all directions!The space couldn't bear it and began to shatter!

It can be said that Lu Ting didn't hold back the slightest bit of this knife. With his strength, it was enough to pose a fatal threat to the main god who had not fully recovered. Of course, the main god didn't understand this, but he still chose to protect Ye Ming first and carried it abruptly. This knife!

Lu Ting withdrew his knife and returned his hand, standing tall. Although Xie He said it was okay, he still couldn't completely let go of the main god in his heart. If the main god had the slightest hesitation just now, he would not stop.

Even if the main god and Xie He have negotiated the conditions, he will definitely kill the main god again at all costs!

But now it seems that Xie He is right, the main god has indeed changed.

He is not the same as before.

Although it's a pity that he didn't cut a few more knives, it's not his style to take advantage of others' danger. Lu Ting glanced at Ye Ming who was staring at him angrily, shrugged his shoulders, and there was a lazy look on his handsome and stern face. With a smile: "Seeing that he still cares about you, let's forget it this time..."

As the voice fell, his figure slowly disappeared into the air.

Ye Ming stared at Lu Ting's disappearing figure, confirmed that he really left and would not make another move, then turned to look at the main god, his eyes turned red all of a sudden.

A deep bony wound on the main god's shoulder almost split his upper body, but this was not the most terrifying, because Ye Ming knew that this body was just the main god's carrier, but Lu Ting's knife was obviously not that bad either. Simple, but the body of the main god was directly injured through the carrier, and the wound was glowing with white light. Although no blood flowed out, it seemed that the data was being eroded and disintegrated, and the breath of the main god was also weakened a lot.

He is really hurt.

Obviously a huge threat was in front of him, but he still chose himself.

"You..." Ye Ming's lips trembled a little, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it.

In fact, when he took the main god away for 888, he was uneasy and uncertain in his heart, as he said at the time: the existence that can formulate such rules does not know how to love someone.

Although he later learned the truth from Lu Ting and knew that the Lord God had not teased him, the uneasiness was still not completely eliminated.

Instead, I buried it deep in my heart.

He was not sure that an existence like the main god would really know how to love someone because of the mere memories of human beings, and because of a momentary loss, let alone that he deceived him like that.Can such a self really make the Lord God change for him?he does not know.

So when the main god was desperate to protect him and received a knife from Lu Ting, he was a little surprised...

But there is also an inexplicable peace of mind, as if the heart that was carried fell to the ground, and the homeless person returned home, and the moment he fell into this embrace, all worries about gain and loss and anxiety dissipated.

He knew the man, or the man he knew.

The person who can be trusted and relied on, and who loves him.

The Lord God hugged Ye Ming tightly, and the moment he ensured that Ye Ming was safe, the uneasiness in his heart also dissipated. There was only one thought in his mind, that Ye Ming was fortunately fine.

As soon as he finished talking with Xie He, he hurried back. Intellectually, he knew that Lu Ting would not hurt Ye Ming, but he didn't dare to take the slightest risk. He knew how much Lu Ting hated him and how much he didn't trust him. ... He will not and cannot take Ye Ming's life and death as a bet.

And the scene of Ye Ming falling from the sky just now brought back countless painful memories in his heart, the boundless loneliness and torment caused by the parting of the nine lives, and the despair buried deep in his heart.

All this made him realize very clearly that he loves this person so much, and is so afraid of losing this person, that he can no longer deceive himself.

He couldn't stand the thought of losing this person.

I don't want to relive everything I once asked for.

At that moment, emotion surpassed rationality, which probably...is the emotion of human beings...

The Lord God looked at Ye Ming's pale face, and remembered that before he left, he had threatened him so coldly to kill 888. He was filled with guilt and pain, his eyes dimmed, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I didn't kill 888."

Ye Ming must be very worried about this issue, because 888 is very important to Ye Ming, so the first sentence he said was 888, he just wanted to let Ye Ming feel at ease.

Ye Ming was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect the Lord God to say this first sentence, tears flowed down suddenly.

Seeing Ye Ming crying, the Lord God became even more panicked. He told Ye Ming that 888 is safe to prevent Ye Ming from worrying, but why did Ye Ming cry instead?Is it because I went too far before?

It was indeed his fault, he shouldn't have treated Ye Ming like that, doubted Ye Ming like that, and forcibly retrieved 888's data.

When the lord god thought of his actions, guilt filled his eyes. At that time, he was unwilling to admit his intentions, and insisted on going his own way, thinking that this would bring everything back on track... thinking that this would end everything.

But that's just self-deception, hurting others and hurting oneself.

Ye Ming knew his identity, and faced with such a self, he would get angry and angry, and wouldn't believe that he would love someone, isn't it normal?

Because even he himself does not believe that he will fall in love with others.

The Lord God looked at Ye Ming at a loss, and after a long time, struggled to say a few words: "I'm sorry..."

next moment.

Ye Ming reached out and hugged him tightly, and made a low and hoarse voice like a sigh: "It's okay..."

When I see you appearing in front of me from the sky, when I see you turn your back on Lu Ting for me, when I hear you carefully tell me that 888 is fine... When I see you like this, I am absolutely sure.

The one who loved me is back, and you are still the same person I knew.

It's not the moody, ruthless, machine-like main god who despises all beings like ants, a program where rules come first and don't care about everything.

So those don't matter anymore, it's enough that you can come back.

"Your injury..." Ye Ming looked at the main god's wound, his eyes were red, and he was very worried.

The Lord God froze for a moment, he was only focused on comforting Ye Ming just now, he didn't care about his injury at all, seeing that Ye Ming was so worried about him, his heart was soft and warm, and he comforted Ye Ming, "I'm fine."

The wound began to heal as soon as it was said, and soon no traces could be seen. This knife wound was very serious, but it is very simple to heal only the superficial wound. As for the others, it will take time to mend slowly. There is no need to let it go Ye Ming knew.

"I..." After finishing all this, the Lord God looked at Ye Ming's eyes full of complicated struggles. He had a lot of things he wanted to say to Ye Ming, and he wanted Ye Ming to know that he didn't deliberately lie to him or tease him. He didn't know anything before, but he didn't know how to speak... He was not good at explaining pleas to others.

However, he didn't want Ye Ming to misunderstand him and leave him.

If possible, he would do anything to save this person.

Ye Ming saw the main god's thoughts at a glance, he suddenly interrupted the main god's words, and said softly, "Do you still remember the place we met for the first time?"

The Lord God didn't know why Ye Ming suddenly mentioned this, but just nodded.

Ye Ming smiled: "Can you take me back to have a look?"

The Lord God stared at Ye Ming, and said in a hoarse voice, "Okay." He held Ye Ming's hand tightly with one hand, and the two figures disappeared into the air together.

A few seconds later, the two appeared in a park.

At this moment, the park is quiet at night, and the quiet space seems to calm the heart, only the sound of the breeze blowing.

Ye Ming stepped on the ground, a look of nostalgia appeared in his eyes, recalling the previous scenes...

This park is near his home, and he would always come here for a walk when he had nothing to do on weekdays. One day he met a man who fainted, and picked him up.Now that I think about it, the reason why I brought the other party home instead of calling the police, and the other party's appearance are also very important factors...

Thinking of this, Ye Ming couldn't help but smile, who would have thought that such a coincidence would change his life?

In just one thought, there is a huge difference.

To the real world, all this only took about half a year, but in his memory, it was already a long, long, long time ago.Even the deepest memory has turned yellow and changed color. I no longer think about it often, but it is more profound.

"I have something that I must tell you." Ye Ming looked at the Lord God with a serious expression.

The Lord God looked at Ye Ming's serious expression, and his heart sank involuntarily. He found that he actually didn't want to know the answer, and he knew that he had reached the moment of judgment.

And he was not blindly optimistic, Ye Ming's appearance seemed more like he wanted to draw a line with him.

But Ye Ming's next sentence left the Lord God stunned, not knowing whether to be happy or sad, the sad and dignified atmosphere suddenly became a little weird, making people speechless.

Ye Ming blinked his eyes, and said guiltily: "I want to confess to you, in the beginning, I took you in because of your good looks."

"This... is also understandable." The Lord God paused, his eyes a little doting and helpless.

Ye Ming looked up at him, his black eyes were firm and bright, and his voice was low, "But... Later I found out that the days when I was with you, I was very happy, very happy, I like being with you, I like everything about you, I like having you by my side, I like how you treat me well...Sometimes I even think despicably, you should never recover your memory, because I am afraid that you will leave me."

"That's when I realized how much I love you."

There seemed to be emotions surging in the main god's chest, a little moved and a little bitter, this was the first time he heard Ye Ming say that he loved him so seriously.

Yes, I didn't have to doubt Ye Ming's love for Yue Ling, no matter how it started, the result would be the same.If Ye Ming didn't love Yue Ling, how could he be willing to travel through those worlds for him?How could he rather give up everything that is at his fingertips, just for a soul-returning pill?

He did everything he could, just for him.

Of course Ye Ming loves Yueling, there is no doubt about it.

But probably only Yue Ling...

"At that time, I didn't even know that I picked up a god." Ye Ming raised his eyes, the black pupils were shining brightly in the night, and raised the corners of his mouth and said with emotion: "Now that I think about it... It's really not good to fall in love with a god." An easy thing."

Thinking of the suffering and pain in those worlds, the Lord God couldn't help but clenched his hands.

"If you..." The main god's lips moved, and suddenly he felt that his throat was hard and difficult to continue.

If it wasn't him that Ye Ming fell in love with, he wouldn't have to go through all this, he would meet another ordinary person who loves him and live a happy life that belongs to him.The Lord God thought of this, even if it was just a hypothesis, he was still too painful to breathe, and he was unwilling to assume this possibility.

But no matter how painful it was, he was unwilling to force Ye Ming. If Ye Ming really couldn't accept him now, he could only choose to let go.

After all, he is no longer just Yue Ling, but the main god, and even those who hurt each other in the world.

Ye Ming didn't seem to notice the embarrassment of the Lord God, and he still said to himself: "Do you remember those worlds, how many years have I spent with you?"

Of course I remember, just as the Lord God was about to speak, Ye Ming spoke first.

Ye Ming showed him a bright smile, and without hesitation, he gave an affirmative answer: "A total of 480 years, five months and two days."

The main god's eyes shook, and he looked at Ye Ming in disbelief.

"Not only do I remember, I remember very clearly..." Ye Ming showed a complex look of nostalgia in his eyes, and said slowly: "The first world, your name is Qin Yi, I stayed in that world for two years, nine months and thirteen days , that day you were going to propose to me, but I was leaving, I couldn't stay, let alone agree to your proposal..."

"The second world, your name is Ming Chong, this world is a little shorter, I only stayed for one year, two months and ten days, and you fell in love with me, but I still have to leave."

"The third world, your name is Li Zechen." Ye Ming twitched the corners of his mouth as he said this, as if he felt a little helpless: "This world is really a bit long, I stayed for 12 years, three months and three days, until you ascended the throne You only left after being the emperor and firmly seated on the throne. But watching you transform from a child who is not cared for to the emperor, let alone a sense of accomplishment..."

"The fourth world, your name is Jiang Ci." Ye Ming sighed, "I really hesitated in this world, and I wondered if the system asked me to take care of the children on purpose. I stayed in this world for 11 years Eight days a month, being a father and a mother at the same time, every time you love me more, the time for me to leave will be closer. It doesn't make sense, isn't it... "

Ye Ming looked at the expression of the main god's expression, raised his lips and continued: "The fifth world, your name is Kesen, I stayed in that world for four years, six months and ten days, and we are comrades who fought side by side."

"The sixth world, your name is Zong Jun. This time it is the world of cultivating immortals. I stayed in the world for ten months and fifteen days in 430." Ye Ming clicked his tongue, as if even he admired himself a little. Shocked: "Fortunately, immortal cultivators usually stay in seclusion for several years or decades, otherwise I might not be able to stay there. I will doubt life after a long time."

"The seventh world, your name is Lu Xiuwen. I am an orphan adopted by you. I was spoiled by heaven. From 12 to 20 years old, I spent eight years and one month."

"The eighth world, your name is Yang Qian. We were together before the end of the world. We are childhood sweethearts... Let me think about it, a total of six years, seven months and three days. If there is no end of the world, will the result be better? ?”

"The Ninth World, your name is Shen Ye. I have watched you grow up since I was a child. I have watched you for ten years. Not too much a day, not a little less a day."

The Lord God looked at Ye Ming in a daze, and watched him tell how long he had stayed in each world, how many years, months, and days.Of course, 888 didn't tell Ye Ming these things, because 888 is no longer here, it was Ye Ming who remembered them.

Remember exactly.

The Lord God didn't know why Ye Ming said these things, but he suddenly realized that Ye Ming might not care as much as he seemed on the surface.

He cares about him, maybe more than he can imagine.

"It's been more than 400 years, and I am only 23 years old now. A game is so much longer than my life..." Ye Ming raised his eyes to look at the main god. The color he had never seen before, he raised the corners of his lips, his eyes were shining, "Do you think it's funny?"

The main god looked very moved, and vaguely understood something.

"It's like I had a dream. I spent dozens of lifetimes in the dream, and finally returned to the real world. I have to tell myself that I am still me, not anyone else, and I will not forget myself. Why did you do that?" Ye Ming opened the corner of his mouth, "Sorry, I only love Yue Ling. Because I have told myself countless times that I want to come back for him, the real world is real, and it is the only thing I can think about. A place to stay..."

"Don't open your mouth, just listen to me first, okay?" Ye Ming raised his hand to press the Lord God's lips, a complicated look slowly appeared in his eyes, and his voice was slightly hoarse, "But...but when I leave those worlds, when When I had to leave you, I found that I couldn't really be indifferent, and I couldn't really treat everything as a game."

"There shouldn't be such a realistic game in this world."

"So I used a cynical attitude to cover myself up, telling myself that I don't care about you at all, I'm just a liar, and I'm not worthy of your love." Ye Ming spoke slowly, but his voice was clear and calm, "But, do you really not care at all? ?”

"I should also say sorry to Yue Ling, because I may have fallen in love with someone else."

"I'm sorry for any of you. I'm not loyal enough to love. Even though I try my best not to give my true feelings, I still...can't do it completely."

"So I can only use time to force myself. I want to come back quickly, end this abnormal thing, leave those people I can't keep, and leave the only one I can keep... Yue Ling."

But in the end, I hurt each and every one of you.The wry smile on Ye Ming's lips was fleeting, he raised his eyes to look at the main god, and said slowly, "I'm sorry."

The Lord God was both moved and sad, he looked at Ye Ming with pity and said, "I should be the one who should say sorry."

Although I really want to return the Yueling you love to you completely, but I can't do it, I can't do anything... to give you the perfect lover you want, I am the one who makes you difficult, hesitant, and struggling. My fault.

It was me who made you do things, and it is still difficult to make a choice.

Ye Ming probably understood what he meant, he shook his head: "You don't know, I'm actually very happy."

The Lord God finally showed a look of astonishment.

Ye Ming looked into his eyes firmly, "Actually, I'm very happy, you are all him. It's like...you are the one I was destined to love, no matter what happens in the middle, no matter what hardships, no matter the final result Anyway, no matter how many people I meet."

"The only person I've ever loved and been tempted by is you."

The main god's lips trembled, and he looked at Ye Ming in disbelief.

"It turns out that they are all you. It turns out that I have never loved anyone else, as if I have never betrayed you." Ye Ming smiled self-deprecatingly: "Although this idea is a bit selfish and despicable, but I really love you." I'm so glad... the one I love is you."

The Lord God could no longer restrain the surging love in his heart, and without hesitation stretched out his hand to hug Ye Ming tightly, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "I..."

Ye Ming put his face in his arms, felt the other person's heartbeat and temperature, and said softly, "Although those worlds were all designed by others, the first meeting between you and I didn't have any calculations, it was just a coincidence .So I love you, isn't it fate?"

"You already know." The Lord God's voice was hoarse.

Ye Ming nodded lightly: "Lu Ting told me everything."

At this moment, the Lord God seemed to understand something, understood what Ye Ming really wanted to express, this answer pulled him out of the vortex of depression, pain, and despair just now, but he still wanted to confirm it himself: " So, do you still love me now?"

Ye Ming did not answer this question directly, but slowly revealed a smile, "For more than 400 years, I was the one who was with you, and I was the one who fell in love with you... And in the future, I still want to be with you, this person Only you."

This time, there is no deceit, no lies, no missions and use... just pure, wanting to be with you.

If you want to be serious, love someone.

make up for regrets.

The Lord God looked deeply at Ye Ming, and for a long time, a hint of relief appeared in his eyes, as he let go of the last burden in his heart, he thought he finally understood thoroughly.

He understood Ye Ming's love for him, and at the same time understood his own love for Ye Ming.

No matter who he is, no matter his origin, his ten fragments all love Ye Ming, every part and every memory of him love Ye Ming, and now he——still loves Ye Ming, this Love will not be shaken by anything, and will not be transferred by will.

From the beginning to the end, what he thought was rational and calm is just another human emotion that dominates him—that is, worry about gains and losses and fear. He is obsessed with the past, unable to admit his own heart, fearing the unknown that love brings to him, Reluctance to change, pretending you don't care.

But it still can't deny that he loves him.

On the contrary, it is precisely because of love that we are walking on eggshells.

【Qin Yi: You finally figured it out. 】

[Ming Chong: It seems that our mission is coming to an end. 】

[Li Zechen: In fact, we have long since ceased to exist. From the moment of integration, there is only you. 】

[Jiang Ci: We represent your love for Ye Ming. You are afraid that you will fall in love with others like a human being, so you instinctively expel us and reject us, trying to kill your feelings like a virus. 】

[Kosen: We are just the personalities you imagined, and the real feelings you don't want to admit. 】

【Zong Jun: You don't believe that Ye Ming loves you, and you don't believe that you love Ye Ming. Avoiding let you create us, making you think that your swaying and swaying are all caused by us influencing you.In fact, we can't influence you at all, the only one who can influence you is yourself. 】

【Lu Xiuwen: I've said it many times, we are you, you can't kill us, just like you can't kill yourself. 】

[Yang Gan: Accept yourself, let go of conflicts, and when you realize who you really are, that's the end. 】

[Shen Ye: The way to make us disappear is not to forcibly kill us, nor to make us give up, let alone make Ye Ming admit that he doesn't love you, but to accept yourself.This is the only way, once you accept who you are now, there is no need for us to exist. 】

[Yue Ling: So, goodbye. 】

When Yue Ling said that goodbye, all the voices in his head disappeared.

There was only silence.

The Lord God suddenly became cheerful in his heart, as if the boulder that was pressing on his heart was removed, and as if the gauze covering his eyes was lifted, the light in front of his eyes shone, and all the confusion was dispelled, leaving only the sincerity to the person in front of him. love.

This is the truth.

From the moment he came back, he was just one person, without the so-called ten personalities at all. The memories of those ten personalities were integrated into his mind, just like the memory of a person who spent ten lifetimes of love. Use his whole life, all the time, to love everything about this person.

The so-called personality is just an illusion of self-deception. When he realizes his own intentions, all illusions will disappear in an instant.

But their departure is not the end, but the beginning.

Having feelings may not be a bad thing, at least at this moment he is so grateful that he can meet Ye Ming, that he can know how to love someone, and that he can experience the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of human beings.If his life is endless, he hopes to have Ye Ming by his side, so that he won't be lonely.

Ye Ming looked into the eyes of the main god, seeing that the main god was moved for a while, missed for a while, seemed to understand something, and finally showed a relieved smile, he couldn't help asking: "What are you thinking?"

The Lord God stared at Ye Ming, smiled, his tone was unprecedentedly gentle, his eyes were like the sea, "I just figured out a truth."

Ye Ming stared at the main god for a while, and suddenly smiled slyly: "What a coincidence, I also want to understand a truth."

What happened in the past is not important, what matters is the future.

The two looked at each other speechlessly, but seemed to have a tacit understanding.

In the boundless night, the Lord God gently held Ye Ming's face, held his hand with one hand, intertwined his fingers, as if making some kind of promise, and said word by word: "Are you willing to live forever with me? "

Ye Ming said, "I am willing."

The only time in this world is eternity.

If there is anything that can prove my love for you, it is to be with each other for endless years to come.

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