The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Looking at Ye Ming's reaction, Lu Xiuwen finally had no way to deceive himself and others. Before that, he still had tiny fantasies, hoping to get a different answer from Ye Ming, but he didn't.

There is no other answer.

Ye Ming's fear, Ye Ming's surprise, Ye Ming's panic, every subtle expression and movement of Ye Ming...all proved his conjecture, and made him have to face the cruel truth that he was least willing to accept.

His own life - to Ye Ming, it might just be an insignificant game.

He lost his love in that world, let regret and pain torment his heart day after day, and even thought of committing suicide countless times, thinking that if he died like this, would he still have a chance to be reborn, right? There is still a chance to recover, is it the nightmare that never wakes up...you can wake up.

Now that he is finally dead, this dream has really woken up, but what greets him is not relief and rebirth, but another more ridiculous result.

When he made a prison for a person, that person lived his own life recklessly, and he didn't even remember him at all.

The boy he loved with all his strength deceived his heart with his harmless appearance. He thought the love between them was unique in the world, but in fact Ye Ming had 'loved' many people, and these people were named Yang Gan, Ming Chong, Qin Yi, Jiang Ci, Li Zechen... They all love him deeply without exception, they live and die for him, and they don't know that their world may just be someone else's game.

I am no different from those people, just one of them.

If he hadn't possessed the memories left by these people by chance, he still didn't know anything about them.

But now he finally understood that it was precisely because Ye Ming was their 'lover' that Ye Ming knew them well... It was precisely because Ye Ming was Gu Ran that he would be afraid when he asked that sentence.

He was terrified of finding out all this himself.

Lu Xiuwen stood there, as if some blunt instrument was cutting his body bit by bit, his calm face, even if the sky fell apart, was almost torn apart under the extreme pain at this moment, but he still endured it, not wanting to imagine a Like a fool who discarded his helmet and armor, he showed a sad side.

The more frightened Ye Ming was, the more intense the pain in Lu Xiuwen's heart. This proved that Ye Ming was only deceiving him, and he couldn't even deceive himself... Does Ye Ming have any difficulties?

Sometimes living too clearly is not a good thing.

Sometimes knowing too much is not a kind of luck.

Because I was just an irrelevant game to you, that's why you left so ruthlessly. From the beginning to the end, you didn't even tell me the truth.

All that love and dependence is just a well-planned performance.

Thinking of this, Lu Xiuwen actually laughed out loud. He thought that he had lived soberly enough in his life, that he could control everything, but in fact he was the stupidest person, he couldn't even tell whether a person was sincere or not. .

Ridiculous.

"Xiao Ran..." Lu Xiuwen glanced at Ye Ming's room, seemed a little emotional, and said softly, "You are doing well in this world."

If there is anything to be thankful for in this cruel truth, it is probably that... the person he loves is still alive.

Not only alive, but also living happily.

Just like he imagined in his dream...

Ye Ming looked at Lu Xiuwen in a daze. Although Lu Xiuwen's expression was very calm, even smiling, as if friends who had reunited after a long time were gossiping, but a chill suddenly appeared in his heart. This kind of Lu Xiuwen made him feel even more terrifying. and elusive.

If Lu Xiuwen had already guessed his identity and had the memories of the previous people, he should know that he had deceived more than one person like him. With Lu Xiuwen's character, how could he be so indifferent as he is now?

Thinking in another way, if the person you love with all your heart dies and suffers for many years, only to find that you are just a game of others, who has been fooled and deceived. Not only has the other party never truly loved you, but also has many lovers... Without exception, they lied to them all over the place, and they killed themselves in a fit of rage!

The more Ye Ming thought about it, the more frightened he became. He judged others by himself. He trembled even more. He even wondered if he should call for help. There is a way.

Ye Ming's eyes were clouded with mist, as if he had just recovered from the shock, he looked at Lu Xiuwen with unbelievably complicated eyes, and said in a trembling voice, "Could it be...that dream is real..."

"You, are you Uncle Lu..." Ye Ming looked at Lu Xiuwen excitedly, "But, wasn't that a dream? How could you..."

That's right!Never admit to being a liar!I just happened to dream about you, I just experienced Gu Ran's life in the dream, and I happened to fall in love with you again. This is an unexplainable supernatural event... Although the ending is the same, it is an active and conscious crime. There is still a difference in accidental injury, this is a matter of attitude!

"Uncle, is it really you?" Ye Ming looked at him moved, as if he couldn't believe it.

Of course, Ye Ming's acting skills are not the same as those before time travel. With this moving expression and realistic performance, even Lu Xiuwen can hardly see any flaws... He couldn't help but think back to the past. everything.

But the more this happened, the colder Lu Xiuwen's heart became, he clenched his hands tightly.

In fact, he didn't intend to argue with Ye Ming, there was nothing to worry about, it was just that his fate was bad, just like a character in a game, he had no reason to reason with the player, no reason to blame the player for being dishonest to him, His existence is so sad.

The only blame is that he shouldn't have come to the real world.

However, it is an insult to him to be fooled by his beloved as a fool, and to try to deceive him even now!It's not enough for this person to trample his love on the ground, he still has to continue to lie to him!

Lu Xiuwen's eyes suddenly became fierce and full of hostility, and his whole body exuded a chilling aura. He took a sudden step forward, bent down and pinched Ye Ming's chin, raised the corners of his lips, and said coldly: "It's me, Surprised, isn't it?"

Ye Ming saw that Lu Xiuwen, who had been calm and indifferent just now, suddenly showed such a fierce expression, like a calm sea breaking up a storm without warning!I was really scared!It seems to have the opposite effect!

Although he was terrified when he was exposed before, Lu Xiuwen didn't look angry or want to hurt him at all. In the end, Ye Ming was still a little bit confident, no matter how clear his mind was, he subconsciously thought that Lu Xiuwen wouldn't hurt him, and he was lucky... ...At this moment when Lu Xiuwen was really angry like this, he was so cowardly, Ye Ming thought a lot in the blink of an eye, and felt that his life was the most important thing!When he opened his mouth to call for help, Lu Xiuwen reacted faster and covered his mouth with one hand.

Ye Ming's eyes widened, and before he could resist, Lu Xiuwen grabbed his hands and pressed them firmly on top of his head.

Lu Xiuwen knelt on one knee beside him, his tall and oppressive body enveloped him, his stern and well-defined face was just chilling at the moment, and the dark pupils contained terrifying emotions that he couldn't understand, like The storm is coming, and it will tear everything apart!

Help ah ah ah ah!

If 888 is still by his side at this moment, he might hear a system prompt like this: Ding, the target Lu Xiuwen's blackening value is +10000, and the current blackening value is 10000... Master 8, woooooo, I miss you ! ! !

I'm sure I'm going to die. I guess my parents will wake up tomorrow, knock on the door and find no one answering. When I open the door, I will find that my son died tragically at home. The murderer died with him. The scene was very bloody and cruel. It's love killing!

Then this matter made the news, and the majority of netizens revealed the truth and then attacked him again: a third-rate starlet was actually a wealthy young man, but because of his chaotic private life, he stepped on many boats, and finally was killed by his boyfriend at home when the incident was revealed. Before he died, he was covered in naked fruit and suspected to have suffered blablabla... Wait!Where did he want to go!

No, no, I have to save myself now, since the method just now doesn't work, and if it irritates Lu Xiuwen even more, then there is only one last move left, to impress the person in front of me with sincere repentance, no more tricks!

Ye Ming thought of this, pleading eyes appeared in his eyes, and he looked at Lu Xiuwen sobbing, not to mention how pitiful that look was, how pitiful he was.

Lu Xiuwen looked at him fixedly, his expression was still cold, without any waves, as if he was not moved at all.

But in fact, his heart was not so calm, his palm touched Ye Ming's lips, his hand grabbed his hand, his lover was still alive, and at this moment was under his control, unable to resist, unable to escape .

Year after year, night and night, he could only live in the empty house alone, facing the empty house, recalling the existence of this person.

Never really touched him again...

He thought he had lost him forever, but in fact the person he loved did not die, he is not only alive, but also living a happy life with both parents, this is his real destination... Lu Xiuwen thinks the most The sad thing is that even though this person has been lying to him and doesn't care about him at all, he is still grateful for everything in front of him and hopes that this person is okay.

But Lu Xiuwen won't show it, just because he doesn't want this person to know that he still loves him.

"Do you know how painful it was for me when you died?" Lu Xiuwen's voice seemed devoid of any emotion.

Ye Ming's body froze, he couldn't answer, and he couldn't answer.

The corner of Lu Xiuwen's lips twitched, and his sharp eyes fell on his face, showing a self-deprecating arc, "That death was not an accident, it was planned by you, right?"

Ye Ming shook his head desperately!Although he knew that he was going to die within ten days, but that was really not designed by him, it was a random death gift package given by the main system, so he shouldn't choose such a low way of death!It's definitely not a lie this time!

Lu Xiuwen chuckled sarcastically, "Isn't it? That's right, that way is really not easy to design, but... even if there is no such thing, you will leave, right? It's the same as the first time you left me. "

"Since it's just a game destined to end, you must have a purpose for coming here. Let me guess, what exactly do you want from me?" Lu Xiuwen's voice was flat, he paused, and then said: "You want me to love you, don't you?"

Ye Ming's pupils contracted, he was really a little frightened this time, but from such limited information, Lu Xiuwen could deduce so many things, if he was given a little more time, it would be wrong to figure out the truth. impossible……

"It seems that I guessed right, you want my love..." Lu Xiuwen lowered his eyes, his bottomless black eyes stared at Ye Ming's face, that calm expression made Ye Ming Heartbroken.

Lu Xiuwen slowly bent down and looked at Ye Ming from an extreme distance, so that he could clearly see the fear in Ye Ming's pupils.

Ye Ming felt that the hands that were holding him down were becoming more and more forceful, strangling him almost to the bone, and the man's ruthless face was slowly approaching, and finally realized that even if Lu Xiuwen really killed him, it didn't seem impossible...

This time no one can save him, this time is his real world, not a game that can be played again.

The unprecedented fear made Ye Ming close his eyes, like a prisoner on the execution ground, waiting for the final judgment. The unknown danger made his body tremble slightly, just when he thought that Lu Xiuwen might make some radical actions , suddenly heard a faint sigh coming from the ear.

"You win, I love you."

Lu Xiuwen slowly let go of Ye Ming's hand, actually he didn't want to let go, he was reluctant to leave, but he did it anyway.

Even if this person deceived him like this, after experiencing the heart-wrenching despair, after losing this person once...how could he still hurt this person?

When you left for the first time, even though you were not by my side, I knew you were still living somewhere in this world... I couldn't control my resentment, I tried to save it at all costs, and I didn't want to be betrayed again, Even if I want to get you by means of control, I swear to change everything.

There was hatred in my heart at that time.

But the second time you left, when I realized that you disappeared from my world forever and would never come back again, I finally understood a truth.

That is - there is nothing more important than you living well.

No matter what the truth is, no matter how cruel the reality is, it will not be more painful than life and death. If you are destined to face that kind of pain, I would rather you live in a place I don't know.

Compared to being the one who was left alone again, staying forever in the endless cycle of inescapable reincarnation... Retaliation seems to have become meaningless, it is better to just leave like this.

Just let yourself, it becomes your dream.

What's more, Lu Xiuwen had a premonition that he wouldn't stay for long. Fate brought him here, probably not to let him and Ye Ming die together, but... to give him an answer.

Now that he had the answer, there was nothing left to miss.

"Don't be afraid, I will leave." A faint smile appeared on Lu Xiuwen's face again, as if the scary man just now was just an illusion, he took another deep look at Ye Ming, and slowly turned around.

Ye Ming propped his hands on the ground, propped up his upper body, and looked at Lu Xiuwen in a daze.

What's going on... He just let him go like this?

I just said a few words, didn't do anything in the end, and just left...?

why?

Ye Ming looked at Lu Xiuwen's back, that tall and thick back seemed to be covered with a layer of tragedy, just like this slowly getting farther and farther away from him, just like this to leave his world.

He couldn't lie to himself anymore, saying that he didn't know the reason why Lu Xiuwen left.

In fact, he understands it better than anyone else, doesn't he?

Even if you know the truth, do you still choose to forgive me... This time there is no so-called whitewashing, what is presented to you is the naked truth, so are you still willing to forgive me...

But what is there to forgive for a person like me?

I'm very scared, very scared, because I know what I'm doing is wrong, and I know the truth is ugly. I know very well that the beginning of the task I promised to do is to trample on other people's love to get what I want. I know this I don't deserve forgiveness.

So I lied to you and left in such a heartless way that you hated me... I just want you to know to stop loving a liar who will never come back.

Why can't you do what I want?

Ye Ming's eyes were sore, he didn't know where the strength came from, he got up from the ground, rushed over and hugged Lu Xiuwen's arm, his voice choked up: "Where are you going?"

Lu Xiuwen's footsteps stopped suddenly, his body was as straight as a stone statue, and after a long time, he said lightly, "Aren't you afraid of me?"

Afraid?No, I don't know, I don't know if I'm afraid or not, I just know that I don't want you to leave like this.

Ye Ming tightened his arms and tightly hugged Lu Xiuwen. It seemed that only in this way could he feel a sense of security. He pursed his lips tightly, unable to speak, and didn't know what to say.

Finally, Lu Xiuwen sighed, a trace of helplessness and gentleness appeared in his eyes.

Thank you for letting me know that you don't care about me at all. Of course, maybe what you care about is the original owner of my body, but that doesn't matter anymore... For a person who may be illusory, he is ruthless One point, it’s not a bad thing, you’re sober.

People are selfish, and I don't blame you.

Lu Xiuwen raised his hand, and stroked Ye Ming's head as he did many years ago, with a gentle expression: "Xiao Ran, since you have made a decision, don't be indecisive."

"I, I don't understand what you mean..." Ye Ming forced a smile.

Lu Xiuwen didn't give him a chance to escape, and said slowly: "I have already decided to let go, so don't act reluctantly, let me think you like me, don't... make me look down on you."

When Ye Ming heard these words, the blood on his face completely faded, his lips trembled, and his throat seemed to be stuck by something.

All sophistry, all retention, and all lies seemed extremely pale and ridiculous at this moment.

He is the least qualified to keep him.

Lu Xiuwen slowly pulled his hand out of Ye Ming's embrace. He glanced at Ye Ming with some nostalgia, but turned around and walked out firmly.If it was possible, he didn't want to be so desperate and leave no room for retreat, but...

He cannot stay.

It was an indescribable premonition, as if he was just a passer-by in this body, maybe he would disappear when he closed his eyes the next moment, and his last tenderness towards Ye Ming was probably just that he didn't want him to see himself with his own eyes. Just disappear.

I don't want the child to feel more sad and blame himself.

Lu Xiuwen thought this way, but the short distance was so difficult, and before reaching the door, the exhaustion like a tide flooded the sky and overwhelmed his consciousness in an instant...

Just like that, Ye Ming stared blankly at Lu Xiuwen collapsed in front of him.

The man who was so powerful just now fell down in a moment, closed his eyes, and made no sound.

Ye Ming rushed over without even thinking, and hugged Lu Xiuwen's body, his voice trembling, "What's wrong with you, don't scare me!"

There has never been such a thing before, each one was replaced naturally after falling asleep, why did Lu Xiuwen suddenly pass out?Ye Ming couldn't help but think of that time when Yang Gan couldn't wake up from a long sleep, he hugged the man helplessly, his eyes were terrified and dazed.

He didn't know why this happened, or what would happen in the end.

Who wants you...

Who asked you to come, why did you come to my world without warning, and leave without warning... Have you ever asked for my opinion? !

Too much, too much.

Ye Ming blinked his eyes, and hot tears dripped down the back of his hand.

Why make me feel guilty and sad, what I wanted to forget...

I want to forget...

This game is actually not fun at all. If I have a chance, I will complain about it with you. What kind of garbage game, what experience value, are all deceptive stuff!It took so much effort to pass the level, is this the result?

In fact, I can't keep anything, and I can't get anything, because all the people who love me have left me.

I am too useless, no one can save me, no one can change anyone's fate, so I mess up everything like a child playing with a temper, smashing everything that can't be kept, and throwing away the things I got I thought I could go against this world and fight against the supreme rules, but it was actually ridiculous... In the end, nothing changed, only hurting the people who love me...

I finally had to realize this, chose to compromise, and left you one more time in a more ruthless way...

Because I still want to save the only person I can save, but when I finally come back, he is gone.

Even if you come, so what, in the end you just leave, it's no different from the beginning...

Ye Ming hugged Lu Xiuwen and knelt on the ground motionless.

I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that his legs were numb. The man in his arms suddenly moved, and then slowly opened his eyes.

Ke Sen opened his eyes, and the light slowly filled his field of vision. Under the backlight, what caught his eyes was the face of a strange young man. At this moment, their eyes met.

Ke Sen didn't know why he woke up, and he didn't know where he was at the moment, but the person in front of him made him feel inexplicable palpitations, so he stretched out his hand involuntarily, gently wiped away his tears, and asked, "What are you doing?" ,why cry?"