The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Shen Ye rushed to the hospital with Ye Ming in his arms.

Ye Ming's forehead was dripping with blood, his eyes were closed tightly, and his arms were hanging down weakly.

The expression in Shen Ye's eyes was filled with tension and annoyance. He was only focused on avoiding it at the time, but he didn't expect Ye Ming to chase after him, and he would accidentally fall down the stairs. It's all because he wasn't considerate enough!

The doctor came over quickly. After the examination, he found that Ye Ming's injury was not serious, so he bandaged him and said to Shen Ye: "He's fine, just wake up and do another examination later."

Only then did Shen Ye's tense face relax a little, and he let out a breath, "Okay, thank you."

The doctor nodded and left.

Shen Ye sat by the hospital bed, inserted his fingers into his hair, and looked at Ye Ming steadily.

After a long time, he stretched out his hand, caressing Ye Ming's face reluctantly, finally took out his phone and sent Zheng Sen a message.

He was worried about Ye Ming being alone, but what qualifications did he have to stay and take care of him?What he brings to him will always be misfortune and suffering... He now knows how painful it is to have to hand over what he loves to others.

But he had no choice.

Shen Ye's eyes were filled with suppressed pain. In just a short period of time, he had long lost the vigor and vigor he once had. He was obviously still young and handsome, but it seemed that his soul had entered the twilight years.

There were too many and heavy things to bear, and he couldn't breathe under the pressure.

When Zheng Sen rushed over, he saw Shen Ye sitting beside the hospital bed, his eyes were dark and silent. He was originally full of anger, but suddenly he couldn't express it.

Probably this person has suffered enough to regret it, and it is superfluous for him to do anything else.

Shen Ye slowly raised his eyes and said, "We met by accident today. He accidentally fell down the stairs when he was questioning me, but don't worry, the doctor has checked and there is no problem."

Zheng Sen pursed his lips and said coldly, "Really? Then you can go."

Shen Ye stood up, he didn't even look at Ye Ming again, his voice was low and hoarse, calm and unwavering, "I'm about to leave, but how long are you going to hide it from him like this, he will be like this today, maybe he will be in the future Be curious and don't give up."

Frustrated eyes flashed across Zheng Sen's eyes, do you want to tell the amnesiac Ye Ming all this without concealing it?Although he also realized in his heart that this was not a long-term solution, Ye Ming was injured because of it today, and he couldn't be by his side all the time, so there was no guarantee that there would be an accident next time.

Shen Ye also understood this point, but he also couldn't tell the truth to Ye Ming, he was more afraid of Ye Ming's injury and pain than Zheng Sen, and he couldn't tell those things.

Those things in the past are their unspoken forbidden zone, something they don't want to mention.

Zheng Sen knew that he had to be more careful about Ye Ming's situation, but he didn't intend to talk to Shen Ye more, he just said: "Then it's none of your business."

Shen Ye clenched his hands, parted the corners of his mouth, and said in a suppressed voice, "I'm leaving."

This is not where he should stay.

But just as he was about to leave, he suddenly heard a voice from behind: "Wait."

Shen Ye paused, his legs stood there stiffly, and Ye Ming woke up.

Zheng Sen also found out, and quickly walked over to help Ye Ming sit up, and asked with concern, "How are you doing?"

Ye Ming looked at Zheng Sen, smiled slowly, and said in a low voice, "I'm fine, but I want to ask you for a favor."

Zheng Sen said without hesitation: "What?"

Ye Ming said word by word: "I have something to say to him alone, can you go out first?"

Zheng Sen's expression suddenly froze. He looked at Ye Ming's calm and deep eyes, and he was puzzled. This was the first time Ye Ming made such a request to him after he lost his memory. Could it be... remember something? !

Shen Ye turned around slowly, his heart also lifted up, he had the same doubts as Zheng Sen when he saw Ye Ming's eyes.At this moment, my mind went blank, I didn't know what to do, I was worried and uneasy... I was sad and sad, and all kinds of emotions were surging in my heart.

Zheng Sen hesitated for a moment, but finally suppressed the uneasiness and doubts in his heart, stood up and said, "Okay, I'll be outside."

When he went out, he gave Shen Ye a warning look.

Once again there were only two people left in the room.

Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye with mixed feelings in his eyes.

He finally remembered.

He remembered that he was shot and injured when he failed to assassinate Shen Dayao, he remembered all kinds of memory loss, and at the same time, he remembered what Shen Ye had done for him during this period of time.For him, he found out the murderer who killed him, found out his body, and even sent his father to prison... even the whole Shen family didn't care.

I don't know, you did so much for me when I forgot you, it must be very difficult to make such a decision.

And you never wanted me to know, so you just left silently.

You and I both understand that there is no possibility for each other.

This is a dead end.

Ye Ming let out a low laugh, and he didn't know if he was laughing at the trick of fate, or at his own powerlessness. There are so many people in this world, but they just want to fall in love with someone they can't love.

Shen Ye clenched his hands tightly, he had a premonition that Ye Ming must have remembered.

He never thought that Ye Ming would think of everything so suddenly, his whole body seemed to be immobilized by some kind of immobilization technique, he had imagined that one day Ye Ming would think of everything, what he should say and do.

Apologize, return his company, do everything you can, and wait for the sentence like a death row prisoner.

But when it really came to this moment, he realized that it was so difficult to say a word.

At this moment, Ye Ming spoke first.

"What is the relationship between you and me?" Ye Ming said slowly, looking at him with deep eyes: "Don't say it's just acquaintance... Obviously, you are very worried about me, don't you?"

Shen Ye was taken aback, his whole body was like a roller coaster, one moment he was still facing the cruelest sentence, and the next moment he was told that the sentence had been postponed.

Ye Ming didn't remember?

Ye Ming smiled faintly, and fixedly looked at Shen Ye: "When I fell, weren't you very nervous?"

[888: ... What the hell are you doing?Don't you want to pretend to remember? 】

【Ye Ming: I'm pretending to remember it O(∩_∩)O~】

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: Well... Although I remembered it, I don't have to be so direct right away, I can still pretend I didn't remember it?Now is a good time for me to remove the blackening value!I also worked very hard to complete the task! 】

【888:...】He thinks this person is really annoying.

Although he was interrupted, the smile on Ye Ming's face did not change at all.

Facing Ye Ming's question, Shen Ye was speechless for a moment.

He didn't want to answer at first, but he was worried about irritating Ye Ming who had just been injured, and he was afraid that something might happen to him again, so he finally said slowly: "Yes, I am very worried about you, but we really have nothing to do with each other now."

Ye Ming asked again: "Then what about us before?"

Shen Ye laughed hoarsely: "It doesn't matter anymore, because I made mistakes, and you won't forgive me."

Sadness appeared in Ye Ming's eyes, he opened the corner of his mouth and said, "If you don't try, how will you know that I won't forgive you?"

Shen Ye raised his eyes suddenly, and looked at him in disbelief.

This is something he didn't even dare to think about in his dreams, dare not think, Ye Ming will forgive him... Even just this sentence made his almost dead heart beat, but the next moment he understood again... This is just Because Ye Ming didn't remember anything.

If he remembered, he wouldn't have said the words.

But even so, he was also satisfied, Shen Ye smiled: "Maybe."

[Ding, Shen Ye's blackening value -2, current blackening value is 2]

Ye Ming sighed lightly: "Do you like me?"

Shen Ye had already said so much, and he didn't care to say another word of truth, so he nodded, "Yes."

Ye Ming asked again: "Is it the same now?"

Shen Ye did not hesitate, his eyes were gentle but firm: "My heart for you has never changed."

Ye Ming closed his eyes in exhaustion and pain. He didn't know why he asked these words, why he asked these questions that he knew the answer from the beginning to the end, he could do anything for revenge, even if it hurt innocent people. Give in, but... Hurting someone who loves him is actually not a happy thing.

Especially when he loves him too.

In fact, amnesia may be a good thing, but it's a pity...

Ye Ming looked deeply at Shen Ye: "If that's the case, will you still come to see me?"

Shen Ye looked at Ye Ming in disbelief, looked at the gentle look in his eyes, and listened to that gentle words, as if he had returned to a long time ago in an instant, the person he loved so much looked at him with a smile.

He actually, do you want him to come and visit him?Why?Obviously he doesn't remember anything...

After Ye Ming finished speaking, he seemed a little tired, he said: "I want to rest." After finishing speaking, he lay down again.

Shen Ye didn't know how he left that ward, he was in a daze, and Ye Ming's words just now echoed in his mind, he asked, will you still come to see me?

Shen Ye knew that he should leave and disappear, but all the words he told himself, all the armor he erected for himself, and the solid wall he built, fell apart in an instant in front of this light word, and he was completely defeated.

Zheng Sen leaned against the door, and stared at Shen Ye coldly. He also vaguely heard what was said just now. Although he was very unhappy, he had to admit that Ye Ming liked Shen Ye after all, even if he didn't remember anything. Yes, even with such grievances, I still remember this person.

Shen Ye looked up at Zheng Sen, his eyes were complicated, and his lips trembled.

Zheng Sen said angrily: "What are you looking at? Come if Han Xu tells you to come, but I won't let you hurt him again." He also knew in his heart that Shen Ye would not hurt Ye Ming anymore, after all, he loved him so much Not hesitating to break with his father, in the final analysis, this is just an angry word.

Shen Ye twitched the corner of his mouth and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

………………

When Shen Ye returned to the company, he was thinking about Ye Ming all the way. Even though he had just left the hospital, he wished he could go back immediately.

But he kept admonishing himself, now that Ye Ming doesn't remember, he just said something casually, maybe he said it out of good intentions, if he really stayed there all day, it might trouble Ye Ming, Or...that was just Ye Ming's polite words, he was thinking too much.

Shen Ye has never been so entangled in one matter before, even in the face of billions of cooperation, he can make a decisive decision without changing his face, but only on the matter of whether to visit Ye Ming, he hesitated like never before, and his heart Struggling with contradictions.

Shen Ye spent two days in such a state of anxiety, checking the date on his phone every once in a while, and finally drove to the hospital again.

Since Ye Ming said that, probably...he hoped that he could come to see him...

When Shen Ye passed by, Ye Ming was sitting on the hospital bed eating, the nurse next to him was taking care of him, Zheng Sen was not there.

Seeing Shen Ye coming, he smiled calmly and said, "You're here."

Shen Ye nodded. He felt his throat was a bit dry and couldn't speak. He put the flower basket on the table next to him uneasily, and said hoarsely, "Are you better?"

Ye Ming smiled, and said, "It's much better. The doctor said he had a mild concussion, and he can be discharged from the hospital in a few days."

Shen Ye nodded, but didn't know what to say again.

Ye Ming didn't take the initiative to speak, just sat there and read a book for a while, even though he was using his mobile phone now, occasionally holding a paper book felt better.

Shen Ye sat on the side without saying a word, looking greedily at the person in front of him.

The afternoon passed quickly, and when Zheng Sen came over from get off work, Shen Ye left consciously.

Just a few days passed.

Shen Ye came to sit for a while every day, and Ye Ming didn't ask them about the past, as if he didn't care at all, which made Shen Ye heave a sigh of relief.

Another weekend, when Shen Ye came over, Ye Ming took the initiative to talk to him.

He said: "I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

Shen Ye was stunned for a moment, "Oh...that's pretty good."

Seeing Shen Ye's dull appearance, Ye Ming couldn't help laughing, and said in a low voice, "Come here."

Shen Ye walked over and approached the hospital bed.

Ye Ming looked up at him, suddenly grabbed Shen Ye's tie, pulled his head down, and gently kissed his lips in Shen Ye's shocked eyes.

Shen Ye's lips trembled. This kiss was very light and cold. He felt that he might have lost his mind and had such fantasies...

Seeing Shen Ye's appearance, Ye Ming couldn't help laughing a little louder, and said jokingly in his ear: "I used to like you too, right?"

Shen Ye's eyes were complicated and painful, unable to answer this question.

Ye Ming said word by word: "No matter what you have done to me, I will forgive you."

Shen Ye's eyes became more and more painful, unable to face the person he loves, if you thought of everything, you would not say such things, and I have no face to accept your affection, you will hate me in the end.

At this moment, Shen Ye even wanted to tell the truth desperately, he couldn't just enjoy this person's goodness selfishly and despicably.

But Ye Ming stretched out his hand to cover Shen Ye's lips, his eyes were gentle and forgiving: "Don't say anything now."

If I don't say it, I can still pretend that I don't remember. In this short period of time, I forget all my troubles and pretend that we are still fine.

But I know that this illusion is coming to an end, and self-deception will always end one day.

The meaning of my rebirth is revenge, nothing else, but I still want to tell you that I never blame you, I will forgive you, and... I am sorry that I cannot accompany you.

Sorry to cause you so much pain.

my sweetheart.

Ye Ming gave Shen Ye a reluctant look, "Even if I remember it, what I just said is still valid."

Shen Ye closed his eyes, and he let out an 'um' sound, his throat was hot and painful, and the blood flowed through his limbs and bones, bringing bursts of scorching heat.

I see.

No matter what happens in the future, at least at this moment I believe your words, you said you will forgive me.

For me, that's enough.

[Ding, Shen Ye's blackening value -2, current blackening value is 0]

[The blackening value of the current world has been eliminated, please leave the world within 10 days. 】

Ye Ming slowly let go of his hand, and said with a smile: "You don't have to come here tomorrow, I'm leaving the hospital, if there is a chance in the future, let's see you again."

Shen Ye nodded, staring at Ye Ming with an extremely gentle expression: "Okay."

Whatever you say, any request, I will only say: yes.

Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye, smiled, and in the night, the determination and sadness in his eyes flashed away.I really hope... time can stay forever, and I can never remember it again. If so, it might not be a good thing.

【888: You should prepare to leave. 】

【Ye Ming: I know~】

【888: How do you plan to go this time? 】

【Ye Ming: I've already made up my mind, I'm sure I'll go with a bang! ^_^]

It was rare for 888 not to mock Ye Ming.

He knew that Ye Ming would not stay for any world, just like he would not choose the identity of this time traveler, everything, including 888 himself, was just a game that would pass for Ye Ming.

The real world is where he will stay.

When we were together, 888 wanted to get rid of this hot chicken every day, and wanted to change to a more reliable and obedient host who would not act casually, but when we really had to separate, we were not so happy. This hot chicken is going to die, I can't hear this hot chicken, I'm still a little unaccustomed to it.

888 decided to wait until the end of this mission to sort out his own data. I'm afraid it wasn't infected by the emotions of this spicy chicken, it must be poisonous.

………………

Ye Ming'an slept peacefully, and when he got up, he rarely took care of his grooming seriously. He told 888 that even if he wanted to leave, he had to look good.

Ye Ming didn't wait for Zheng Sen to come, he left this hospital alone early in the morning, and then took a taxi to another hospital.

And Shen Dayao was in that hospital.

Shen Dayao has been living in the hospital since he was released on bail.Shen Dayao was really sick. After all, he was not young anymore, and he suffered from his son's betrayal and various misfortunes. He was so angry that he fell ill in prison.

When Ye Ming left, Shen Dayao fell asleep in a special ward. This man looked older, with more and more gray hair.

But Ye Ming would not have the slightest sympathy.

He walked over to take off Shen Dayao's ventilator, and smiled at him, with the corners of his lips slightly raised: "Long time no see."

Shen Dayao was woken up by Ye Ming's actions, saw Ye Ming appearing in front of him, made an ahhh sound, and said bitterly: "It's you!"

It was because of this person that Shen Ye betrayed him, it was because of this person that he fell to this point, and Ye Ming's face, which was so similar to Han Xu, lingered like a demon!

"It's me." Ye Ming smiled slightly.

Shen Dayao looked at him with cold eyes, and said, "Get out of here, who allowed you to come in!"

Ye Ming shook his head, and said lightly: "I haven't seen you for ten years, and you still don't like me so much. It's a pity that I didn't realize it earlier, and I had hoped to get your approval."

Shen Dayao's pupils shrank suddenly, and his voice hesitated: "What do you mean?"

Ye Ming stared at him intently, with a strange look in his eyes, "Although you don't want to see me again, I've always wanted to come back to see you. I'm Han Xu...you probably haven't forgotten."

Shen Dayao's eyes were horrified! "Impossible——" His voice suddenly became a little higher, but before he finished speaking, Ye Ming tightly covered his mouth, and the ending of the sound came to an abrupt end, with a look of incomparable horror in his eyes.

Impossible...it's impossible...Han Xu died a long time ago!

He saw his body being buried with his own eyes, Han Xu was already dead!

Ye Ming lowered his head, stared into Shen Dayao's eyes, and said slowly: "I also thought it was impossible, but in this world, anything is possible, for example... I can still live and seek revenge on you myself."

"Did you never think that today would come?"

Shen Dayao's body trembled slightly. He had never been afraid of anyone or anything in his life, but this time, unprecedented fear enveloped him, and despair appeared on his face.

He didn't want to believe it, but he had to believe it, he looked into Ye Ming's eyes, these eyes...

He really looks like Han Xu.

So, you came back to take revenge on me after all.

Ye Ming sighed softly, with a happy look in his eyes, he said in a low voice: "Although I really want to hear you apologize to me, but now is not the right time, so that's all... After you go down, apologize to my parents , okay?"

When he said this, his tone softened, a sharp knife appeared in his hand, and slowly inserted into Shen Dayao's throat.

Shen Dayao's old and sick body suddenly trembled, the blood gushing from his throat made a gurgling sound, his eyes were tearing apart, but Ye Ming held him firmly, staring into his eyes for a moment, watching him die with regret , and finally stopped moving.

Until the moment of his death, Shen Dayao couldn't believe that such a hasty ending would be his end.

Ye Ming looked indifferently at the blood-stained hospital bed, and pulled the knife out of Shen Dayao's neck.

………………

Shen Ye was sitting in the office, he knew that today was the day Ye Ming would be discharged from the hospital.

Zheng Sen should pick him up, so he doesn't have to worry, even though Ye Ming kissed him yesterday...but Shen Ye didn't dare to expect more, but he still thought...at least they will have a chance to meet in the future.

This is actually the best ending.

It's just that I don't know why, I'm always a little restless today, even making mistakes in reviewing documents. Shen Ye attributed it to himself thinking too much, so he was about to leave work early, when the assistant ran in in a panic.

Looking at the assistant's expression, Shen Ye's heart skipped a beat, and a bad premonition suddenly hit his scalp.

The assistant said: "Shen, Mr. Shen...you...you'd better go to the hospital."

Half an hour later, Shen Ye stood in the hospital.

The police had arrived and the scene was surrounded.

But Shen Ye could still see everything inside from the open door. On the bloody hospital bed, his father kept his eyes open and showed horror and disbelief until he died. The man... was sitting peacefully on the sofa next to him, lying powerlessly, his clothes were stained red with blood, and the knife fell by his feet.

Everything in this bright red dyed his world red.

Shen Ye stood there, unable to move, he suddenly felt very cold, the chill pierced his heart, obviously just now, he still thought the ending was actually good... The reality slapped him cruelly on the face, Don't give him any chance to deceive himself.

Present the most cruel things in front of him without any cover.

At this time, he suddenly remembered the last words Ye Ming said to him yesterday, the last kiss.

He finally understood that Ye Ming had already remembered everything.

The reason why he pretended not to think about it was probably the last tenderness, the pity for him, the farewell... because he was about to bring his other close relative to die together, and he knew...he would be sad.

Ye Ming knows everything...

But I can't even see such an obvious thing.

Shen Ye's body shook slightly, he stretched out his hand to support the wall, staggered his sight, and didn't dare to look inside again.

His father's unrepentant eyes seemed to be still scolding him, you unfilial bastard... and Ye Ming's calm smile seemed to tell him, I'm sorry, I love you.

If this is the end, being alive is probably the real hell.

The assistant stood aside, and couldn't bear to look at the scene inside. He looked at Shen Ye worriedly, lest he couldn't resist.

But to his surprise, Shen Ye did not fall down.

He calmly cooperated with the police to make a statement, and calmly and calmly arranged the funeral of the two of them.

Shen Ye didn't return home until all the dust settled.

But when he closed his eyes, it was still the faces of Ye Ming and his father, one was smiling at him, the other was ferocious, and the last scene was frozen into their eternal appearance.

………………

A year later, Shen Ye came out of the psychiatrist's clinic.

It was deep winter outside, and the wind was bitterly cold.

The cold wind was blowing on his face like a knife, causing burning pain, Shen Ye frowned slightly, he hadn't slept well for a long time, and could only fall asleep with sleeping pills, but the effect was getting worse and worse .

Because the weather was too cold, there were not many pedestrians on the street.

Shen Ye walked slowly, looking a little dazed, suddenly a young man in a coat and scarf hurried past beside him, his handsome profile was very similar to Ye Ming, Shen Ye was stunned for a moment, then suddenly ran back a few steps Grab that person.

The young man was walking well, but he didn't expect that someone would suddenly grab his wrist, as if trying to crush his bones, thinking that he had encountered a neuropathy, and shouted loudly: "Hey, what are you doing, let go!" open me?"

Shen Ye looked into his eyes, and after a few seconds, he let go of his hand without saying a word.

no.

He is not him.

The young man took a few steps vigilantly, then cursed in a low voice for being sick, and left quickly.

Shen Ye still stood there for a long time.

He knew that that person would not come back, even if he had another chance to be reborn, he would not come back.

He was the only one who stayed where he was.

Waiting for someone who will never come back.