The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Shen Ye's whole body was stiff, and he turned his head to look at Ye Ming, a look of embarrassment flashed in his eyes, his lips trembled slightly, and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.

He was extremely looking forward to Ye Ming waking up, but Ye Ming waking up meant that he didn't even have the last qualification to stay by his side...

He loved this person so much, yet he couldn't face him.

Zheng Sen originally wanted to beat Shen Ye up. He was very dissatisfied with Shen Ye's behavior of secretly hiding Ye Ming, but he didn't want Ye Ming to wake up suddenly. He didn't want to be entangled with Shen Ye, so he quickly let go of the grip that was holding Shen Ye. He rushed over with his hand, looked at Ye Ming nervously, and said with concern: "You're awake."

Ye Ming looked at them, frowning slowly, his expression was calm and unwavering, as if he was thinking about his situation.

Because Zheng Sen was too surprised, he didn't notice Ye Ming's expression was wrong. He grabbed Ye Ming's hand and said in a deep voice, "I'll take you out of here!"

Ye Ming felt his hands tighten. Hearing Zheng Sen's words, a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes. He just woke up, his mind was blank, he couldn't remember anything, and he didn't know the person in front of him. Where is he going?And what is the situation?

He looked at Zheng Sen, slowly opened his lips, and made a slightly cold and hoarse voice: "Who are you?"

These few short words caused Zheng Sen's expression to change dramatically, his movements stopped immediately, and he looked at Ye Ming in surprise.

And Shen Ye, who was standing by the side, also showed a shocked and anxious look in his eyes. He didn't care about other things, strode over, and looked into Ye Ming's eyes: "And me, do you still know me?"

Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye, then at Zheng Sen, and finally shook his head slowly.

Zheng Sen and Shen Ye looked at each other, and they both understood that Ye Ming had lost his memory!Although he was rescued from being shot in the brain, it is very possible to lose his memory.

It's just that when he thought that Ye Ming would suffer all these things because of Shen Ye's father, Zheng Sen's heart was filled with anger!And it was impossible for him to leave Ye Ming here with confidence, he said to Shen Ye coldly: "I will take him out of the hospital."

No matter what, he will take Ye Ming away today!

Shen Ye looked at the two of them, met Ye Ming's unfamiliar gaze, and twitched the corners of his mouth in self-deprecating, cold pain flowed through his body, and he couldn't say anything to stop him from staying.

If Ye Ming still remembered everything, he would definitely leave him. Now that he doesn't remember, how can he continue to deceive him and force him?Do you keep him by your side selfishly?If he hadn't lost his memory, he would probably be more willing to be with Zheng Sen...

He is like a despicable thief, using the stolen time to carefully accompany this person, but now that the time has come to an end, he must let go.

Even if it is a dream, there will always be a day when you wake up.

Shen Ye clenched his hands tightly, he glanced at Ye Ming reluctantly, then turned around suddenly, and strode out without saying a word.

Ye Ming stared blankly at the back of Shen Ye leaving, even though he didn't remember this person, Shen Ye's deep eyes just now, that resolutely cold back still made him feel inexplicably tugged at the bottom of his heart, as if it was someone who was very sad in his heart. It's as if an important person has left, and it seems like he has lost something precious... But he can't go after it, because there is another voice in his heart telling him, you can't go.

Seeing that Shen Ye left decisively, Zheng Sen believed that Shen Ye had really let go. He breathed a sigh of relief, grabbed Ye Ming's hand and said softly: "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I'm still here, I will Help you."

Ye Ming withdrew his gaze and landed on the calm and handsome face of the man in front of him. This person should care about him a lot, right?Maybe it's a relative, maybe it's a friend... Otherwise, why should you treat him so well.

He suppressed the palpitation of loss just now, and forced a smile: "Thank you, but who are you?"

Zheng Sen smiled, with a gentle look in his eyes, and he said, "Let's get to know each other again, my name is Zheng Sen, and I'm your good friend."

[888: What are you doing? 】

[Ye Ming: I can't help it... don't lose my memory, with the current progress, Shen Ye and I are going to be gameover, proper BE, before the blackening value is eliminated, I can't easily dog leash! /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~]

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: Only with amnesia, can there be room for relaxation between us. 】

[888: I have to remind you that Shen Ye has already left, he chose to give in, and you lost your memory again, and there is no play between you. 】

【Ye Ming: Hehehe, you can create opportunities if you don’t have a chance. If you don’t remember, you can start over. It’s better than the previous situation of life and death, isn’t it? 】

【888: Hehe...】

………………

Ye Ming went home with Zheng Sen just like that.

Zheng Sen was a little nervous along the way, but he didn't show it. He took Ye Ming home and said to him, "You can stay at my house for a while, it doesn't matter even if you can't remember it for a while."

Ye Ming was silent for a while, then suddenly asked: "Where is my home? Do I... have family?"

From the time he woke up until now, only Zheng Sen was with him, saying that he was his friend... But, he was injured and hospitalized, why no relatives showed up, shouldn't relatives be the people who should be by his side the most?

Or... he has no relatives and home?Who is he, and why did he become what he is now?

And... who was the man who left before?

Why are you looking at him like that?

Ye Ming was full of doubts, he pursed his lips slightly, and said hoarsely: "I didn't doubt what you mean, but I really want to know..."

Zheng Sen looked at Ye Ming, full of pity, how should he tell Ye Ming that your parents died 30 years ago, and you yourself have been dead for ten years... You have no home and no relatives anymore .

Ye Ming has endured so much suffering and pain, and now he has finally forgotten, is he going to impose these heavy things on him who doesn't remember anything?Let him fall into that boundless pain again?

Zheng Sen's eyes darkened, he suddenly stretched out his arms, and gently hugged Ye Ming, his voice was low and gentle: "You just woke up, it's not good to think too much all at once, I'll tell you about it later, okay? ?”

Although Ye Ming can't remember the things, it doesn't mean that he has become stupid. Why can't he hear Zheng Sen's meaning? He doesn't seem to want to tell him these things, is it because he is afraid that he will be sad?

Also...he is alone, whether he has no home and relatives, or is not loved by his family, it is probably not something to be happy about.

But he doesn't seem so pitiful, at least there are people who care about him now, don't they?

Ye Ming didn't ask further, he paused, and then said: "Who is that person in the hospital today? Is he also my friend?"

When Zheng Sen heard this, his eyes suddenly turned cold, and he said, "He's not."

Ye Ming was taken aback for a moment, seeing Shen Ye looking at him so complicatedly, he thought that they must have a very close relationship, not even friends?He still needs to ask more questions, but Zheng Sen is unwilling to answer this question. He changed the subject and said: "I have prepared a room on the second floor for you. I was tired all the way today. Rest early. The doctor told you to rest. Remember this This kind of thing can't be forced to come, maybe you will remember when?"

Ye Ming was indeed a little tired today, and his heart was still a little confused, so he nodded and said: "Okay, then I will trouble you."

Zheng Sen smiled again, and looked at Ye Ming with gentle eyes: "Tell me what trouble, we have known each other for so long."

Ye Ming couldn't help laughing, for some reason, he felt that Zheng Sen was a trustworthy person, and he didn't reject him, probably they were really good friends, and he was willing to trust his instinct.

Ye Ming came to the room on the second floor. Although it was a guest room, it was very spacious and luxuriously decorated, making it quite comfortable to live in.

He fell directly on the bed and rolled over a few times. After lying down for so long, his bones were almost rusted!

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: What's the matter~】

【888: Are you quite comfortable? 】

[Ye Ming: That's right, amnesia is so wonderful, a happy life is croaking, and it feels so good to be cared for~]

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: But I don't think Comrade Zheng Sen will tell me the truth. People always have a little selfishness. 】

[888: It seems that you have thought clearly, and you are prepared for what to do next? 】

【Ye Ming: Don't worry!It's just a transition, I won't leave my good brother alone for too long!After all I love him so much! 】

888 thought in his heart that you should let him go, but he knew that this was impossible, Ye Ming would never give up this experience point.

………………

Ye Ming settled down comfortably. When he got up and went downstairs the next day, Zheng Sen had already prepared breakfast and was waiting for him. Seeing him coming down, he smiled: "Are you up? Just made it, come and eat quickly." .”

Ye Ming smiled embarrassedly, he didn't expect Zheng Sen to be so considerate, everyone is a man, even friends don't have to be so careful, it made him a little uncomfortable.

It's just that Zheng Sen's kindness could not be ignored, so Ye Ming had no choice but to sit down at the dining table. Although it was a simple breakfast, it tasted good, and Ye Ming ate a lot.

Zheng Sen looked at the young man's face, he was sitting in front of him quietly and peacefully at this moment, he didn't remember Shen Ye, he didn't remember those hatreds, he didn't remember anything... and besides Shen Ye, he was the only one Also know of his existence, people who are familiar with him and know him.

Now he is like a blank sheet of paper, laid flat in front of him.

Zheng Sen's heart suddenly beat a little faster, and some unspeakable desire and greedy thoughts emerged in his heart. Now he can easily take this person as his own, but doing so...wouldn't it be too despicable?

If so, what is the difference between him and the previous Shen Ye?

He took a deep breath, finally got this thought out of his mind, he couldn't do such a thing, he hoped that Ye Ming would truly like him and accept him, instead of taking advantage of others when he was in danger.

It's just that regarding Ye Ming's true identity, it's really inappropriate to tell him now. Now there are news about Han Xu and Shen Dayao everywhere. Various rumors, speculations and remarks may make it difficult for Ye Ming, who has lost his memory, to bear the huge pressure. It is suitable for him to rest... What's more, it is difficult for me to explain to him the matter of death and rebirth, those intricate grievances, love and hatred, I only have a half-knowledge, don't know the whole truth, how can I tell Ye Ming?

That would be an irresponsible misleading behavior.

Before Ye Ming remembers everything, why not just let him live carefreely as Tao Xu for a while, if he can't remember it all the time, then it's not bad to forget the hatred... Why waste your life on Shen Dayao What about that kind of person?Shen Dayao has already paid the price.

These are the results of Zheng Sen's whole night of thinking. He didn't know if Ye Ming would blame him for making his own decision after remembering everything... However, he really couldn't bear to let Ye Ming, who is still injured and forget everything, In a daze of ignorance, he fell headlong into that bottomless abyss.

Zheng Sen silently waited for Ye Ming to finish his meal, and said to him: "I have compiled some information about your identity, you can check it first, and if you have any questions, you can ask me."

As he spoke, he handed a folder to Ye Ming.

Ye Ming was thinking about how to ask Zheng Sen about himself, but he didn't expect Zheng Sen to be so well prepared, he said gratefully: "Thank you." Then he couldn't wait to read it.

There wasn't much information, so Ye Ming quickly went through it.

It said that his name was Tao Xu, he was 22 years old, and he had just graduated from university. Because of a robbery incident, he was accidentally injured and lost his memory.

[Ye Ming: Half-truth, half-false, it can be said to be very good, such a simple identity can save a lot of trouble. 】

【888: I don't think it can save much trouble. 】

【Ye Ming: How do you say this? 】

【888: Because you are an endless trouble maker, if there is no trouble, you will create trouble. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

Ye · Troublemaker · Ming read the information, closed the folder, showed a puzzled expression, and asked, "Then how do you know me?"

Zheng Sen said with a smile, "I'm your senior. I met you through a cooperation, and I gradually got to know each other because of the affinity."

Ye Ming nodded, seeming to fully accept his statement.

Zheng Sen got up and said: "You have a good rest, I'm going to the company first, if you have anything to call me, you don't have to be polite."

Ye Ming smiled and nodded, watching Zheng Sen leave.

After confirming with 888 that there was no surveillance at home, Ye Ming revealed his true colors, staying at home, eating, drinking, playing games, and having a great time!

………………

The life of Mi Chong who does nothing is so happy. As a CEO, Zheng Sen takes care of Ye Ming meticulously. He not only cooks for him by himself, but also answers Ye Ming's inquiries, very patiently. .

Ye Ming just settled down with peace of mind, didn't mention Shen Ye at all, seemed to have completely forgotten about him, 888 rarely appeared, and ignored him lazily.

Ye Ming didn't quarrel with 888 at first, but after a long time, he felt that 888's absence was a bit deserted, so he called 888 shamelessly.

【Ye Ming: Brother, starling, what have you been up to lately? 】

【888: Busy planning a life without you. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

【Ye Ming: We haven't separated yet, are you already fantasizing about the days after we broke up?heartbroken jpg]

【888: How did we break up? 】

[Ye Ming:? ? ? 】

【888: We haven't had a good time at all, so why break up. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

【Ye Ming: You can't erase our beautiful past just because you don't like me now, didn't we have a good time before?Haven't we loved? QAQ]

【888 was silent for a few seconds: That's your illusion. 】

[Ye Ming: You are so ruthless and cold...]

【888: Hehe, is that right? 】

Who is in a hurry to separate, who is in a hurry to complete the task, and who is in a hurry to get experience points and go back to the real world?He didn't want to talk to this hot chicken.

Ye Ming was about to chat with 888 about his ideal life and worldview, when he suddenly heard the door opening, he quickly straightened his expression and put away his exaggerated expression.

Zheng Sen has been really busy with work recently, and he finally came back. He saw Ye Ming sitting in the living room reading a book, and when he came back, he raised his head and showed a faint smile: "You're back."

Zheng Sen looked at Ye Ming and listened to his plain words, but suddenly felt extremely satisfied in his heart, as if... at this moment his lover was waiting for him to come home.

This deserted and empty home seems to have a master.

But this satisfaction quickly dissipated, because he knew that it was just his illusion. Although this person was right in front of him, even though they lived under the same roof, they didn't have any chance to get along with each other at all. They were really just like friends. , even more polite than ordinary friends, because he didn't want Ye Ming to feel embarrassed, and felt that he had any attempt to make him uneasy.

He wanted to protect the current Ye Ming.

But how can I completely suppress the eager desire in my heart?He loves this person and has loved him for more than ten years.

After more than ten years of asking for nothing, now that the opportunity is in front of him, will he continue to endure it?If you don't give it a try, how can you be willing?

Zheng Sen walked over, his eyes were full of complicated and deep emotions, but he was afraid of scaring Ye Ming, so he didn't make any abrupt moves, just said: "Let's go out on weekends, lest you always feel bored at home .”

Ye Ming smiled, and said: "Actually, it's okay. I've got nothing to do and I'm going around the neighborhood. It's just that I don't know the way, and I don't know anyone, so I didn't go far and came back."

Zheng Sen looked at him with pity, and said softly: "Don't worry, you will get familiar with it slowly."

"Yeah." Ye Ming's expression was calm and at ease, he didn't seem to have any fear or uneasiness, he raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Let it be."

Zheng Sen loves him very much, even though he has lost his memory, this person is still so confident, free-spirited, gentle and charming, people can't help but like him, he is afraid that he will not be able to control himself, so he quickly hides his embarrassing expression, saying: "I'll go up first. "

Ye Ming saw Zheng Sen go upstairs, a light flashed in his eyes.

【Ye Ming: Hey, the time is not short. Although I quite like this big brother, the plot should move forward. This is not always the way. 】

【888: It's only been a few days, not too long. 】

[Ye Ming: Cough cough cough... Aren't I afraid that my good brother will wait in a hurry?With his current state, it is really possible to fulfill me and others!I'm in a hurry, I have to brush up my presence, how could he have the heart to hand me over to others QAQ】

【888:...】mmp

Ye Ming wandered downstairs for a while, then slowly went upstairs, heard the sound of splashing water coming from Zheng Sen's room, after a while it became quiet, and suddenly walked over and knocked on the door.

There was a moment of silence, and then the door opened.

Zheng Sen has just finished washing, with a bath towel around his waist, revealing his strong chest, waistline, and his hair has not been dried yet, with water dripping down his cheeks. He has a completely different sexiness from his usual meticulous attire, and his voice is low and gentle: "What's the matter?"

An uneasy blush suddenly appeared on Ye Ming's face, as if he didn't expect Zheng Sen to appear like this at all, he suddenly thought of something to say to Zheng Sen, but now it seems that it might not be a good time.

Although they are all men, how can they not know Zheng Sen's feelings for him after getting along with each other these days?It is precisely because of this that I can always keep a distance from Zheng Sen, just not wanting to cause misunderstandings.

Ye Ming coughed dryly, and said, "It's nothing, it's not important, let's talk about it tomorrow."

When he turned his head, the bases of his ears were covered with a layer of suspicious red, and he rarely looked cramped.

Zheng Sen looked at Ye Ming's side face, the person he was thinking of was right in front of him, he seemed a little shy, he didn't want him to leave like this, he quickly reached out and grabbed Ye Ming's wrist, saying: "I'm not busy, just now Speak."

Ye Ming felt the heat from Zheng Sen's palms, and his face turned even redder, but Zheng Sen took another step forward at this time, with a slightly strong aura enveloped him, it seemed a little different from his usual gentlemen...

"Why aren't you talking?" Zheng Sen lowered his head and whispered in Ye Ming's ear.

Ye Ming originally wanted to say that he didn't want to stay at home all the time, maybe he should go out and find something to do, but he didn't remember what he was good at, so he wanted to ask Zheng Sen to give him an idea, but right now he was feeling uncomfortable, how could he have the mood to say that? These.

They live under the same roof every day and enjoy Zheng Sen's meticulous care. They are obviously not close relatives, but Zheng Sen treats him better than close relatives...

He is not a person who doesn't know what to do, and he feels that he owes Zheng Sen a lot, but Zheng Sen doesn't say anything, and he doesn't want to reveal the ambiguity between the two, but he doesn't want Zheng Sen to back down at this moment, Ye Ming's heart beats a little Hurry up, I don't know what to do for a while.

Zheng Sen stared at Ye Ming's face, the emotion in his chest was surging, a voice in his heart kept telling him, say it, say it... You don't say it, you keep avoiding it, is it because you are afraid of being rejected again?

But...if you never speak out, how can Ye Ming understand your mind?

You should try again.

Now there are two choices in front of him, whether to let go and let Ye Ming leave, or to express his feelings...and let Ye Ming know.

Zheng Sen's eyes dimmed, and finally a gleam of firm light emerged, he suddenly pulled Ye Ming into his arms, and his voice became hoarse: "I just happen to have something to tell you, if you don't say it, then I'll say it first."

Leaning in Zheng Sen's arms, Ye Ming felt his firm embrace and warmth, he lost his composure, and a trace of uncomfortable complexion appeared on his face.

Zheng Sen stared at him seriously, and said word by word: "I like you."

Ye Ming pursed his lips tightly, his heart was in a mess, he always felt that he should not disappoint Zheng Sen's wishes, he was probably the best person in this world to him, when he was most helpless and in need of help, he would not He wanted to help him in return, but... he couldn't say what he promised.

It seems that... there is always something missing...

He obviously trusts him so much, but why is he unwilling to accept his wishes?

Zheng Sen's eyes were gentle and tender, and he said slowly: "You don't have to give me the answer now, but let's try... shall we?"

Ye Ming breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words, he hesitated for a moment, and finally nodded.

Zheng Sen smiled. Originally, he didn't expect Ye Ming to fall in love with him all at once, but Ye Ming was willing to give him a chance, which was already a great improvement for him. He hugged the person in his arms tightly, a little He was reluctant to let go, but in the end he let go and smiled narrowly: "See you tomorrow."

Ye Ming almost ran away in despair.

Looking at Ye Ming's back, Zheng Sen sighed, recalling the touch of holding Ye Ming just now, it seems that he has to go back and take a bath again.

………………

Ye Ming returned to his room, and slept comfortably, where he was still nervous just now.

The next day, Zheng Sen appeared in front of Ye Ming in a casual suit. He looked the same as before, but there seemed to be something different. The eyes he looked at Ye Ming were less suppressed and more fiery. temperature.

Zheng Sen drove Ye Ming out and asked with a smile, "Is there anywhere you want to go?"

After experiencing what happened last night, Ye Ming was always a little uncomfortable facing Zheng Sen, he turned his head, coughed lightly, and said, "It's nothing."

Zheng Sen raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Then I will arrange it."

A new movie just came out recently, Zheng Sen took Ye Ming to watch a movie, in the dark, he held Ye Ming's hand so tightly that when he came out, Ye Ming's palm was sweaty.

The man who was such a gentleman before, suddenly seemed to be a different person after confessing his love.

Ye Ming never knew that dating was difficult. Reason told him that he should not reject Zheng Sen, and there was no reason to reject Zheng Sen, but emotionally, he always felt that Zheng Sen was not the person he loved the most.

The mood is contradictory and complicated.

Zheng Sen noticed Ye Ming's hesitation sensitively, but he didn't give up easily. Instead, he pretended not to notice at all, and said to Ye Ming, "Where do you want to eat tonight?"

Ye Ming didn't say casually this time, probably to avoid embarrassment, he took out his mobile phone and began to search for nearby food, and finally chose a Chinese restaurant, saying: "Let's eat here."

Zheng Sen glanced at it. He didn't expect Ye Ming to choose that place. It was the place Ye Ming liked to go to before he died. Could it be that he lost his memory? Do you still remember these things...

His eyes flickered, and he smiled, "Okay."

Although the current Ye Ming is also very good, if he can recover his memory, he will definitely not stop him, maybe going to a familiar place once in a while might really help him.

So Zheng Sen took Ye Ming to that restaurant.

The decoration of the restaurant is very quiet, with wooden corridors and clear pool water, just like walking in a simple and elegant mountain manor...Ye Ming originally just randomly picked one that was pleasing to the eye, but he didn't want to come here and feel familiar for no reason. , I always feel that I should have been here before.

He walked in without even thinking about it, and sat down. Even the seat... seemed to be where he used to sit.

Ye Ming lost his focus for a moment, when Zheng Sen put the menu in front of Ye Ming.

Ye Ming looked at it, and ordered a few dishes at random.

Zheng Sen looked at the dishes Ye Ming ordered, and suddenly said with emotion: "You used to like ordering these too."

Ye Ming paused, raised his eyes and asked, "Have I been here before?"

Zheng Sen nodded and said with a smile: "Yes, you used to come here often, so I was a little surprised when you picked this place, thinking you remembered something."

Ye Ming smiled, and sighed: "Really? That's a coincidence, I don't actually remember."

Zheng Sen's eyes were gentle, and he said slowly: "It's okay, maybe I will remember it after a while, this is a good sign."

Ye Ming also smiled. He chatted with Zheng Sen about the past, and his mood gradually relaxed. The meal was very relaxing and comfortable. When he was about to leave, Zheng Sen stared at Ye Ming's profile, looked at the With pale red lips, he suddenly said: "Wait, something is stuck on your mouth."

Ye Ming was startled, and reached out to touch his mouth.

But before he could react, he saw Zheng Sen's suddenly enlarged face, lowered his head and kissed the corner of his lips lightly, like a feather passing by... Ye Ming's face turned red, he didn't expect Zheng Sen to suddenly In doing so, he quickly turned his head away, but suddenly met a pair of dark and sad eyes.

The strange man who had met in the hospital before was standing on the wooden corridor, looking at him.