man god tell me to die

Back in the dormitory, Fang Zeqing was sitting in the living room, looking at something on his mobile phone. Zhao Zixin called him, but he didn't hear him, so he went back to his room.

The dormitories of Oran University accommodate three people each, including a small living room, three small bedrooms, a balcony and a bathroom.The area is small, but the environment is good, and it has its own private space. It can be regarded as a university dormitory with relatively good conditions.

It’s just that it’s located in the north, has heating, and the school building is relatively old. It has been using the old circuit as the reason for not installing air conditioning, and only put a vertical electric fan in the living room, which is really tasteless.It’s okay during the day, but it’s not good for anyone to use it at night. Therefore, everyone has a small electric fan bought by themselves in each room.

Zhao Zixin went back to his room and took a set of pajamas to go to the bathroom to take a shower.By the time everything was packed, it was already eleven o'clock.Zhao Zixin lay down on the bed and put on his earphones.

"I can remember the good old days

When you and me we used to hide away

Where the stars were shining or the sun was blinding our eyes

......"

This is Zhao Zixin's favorite song, every time he hears it, he can quickly calm down.

Listening to the gentle male voice in the earphones, Zhao Zixin thought about the recent events.

This summer, Zhao Zixin worked as a tutor and earned about 5000 yuan in two months.It was not easy for him to find a tutor at the beginning. Many parents were reluctant to hear that he was studying law. Most parents of this kind of pure liberal arts major felt that they had nothing to teach their children.Fortunately, liberal arts also has mathematics and English to master. Zhao Zixin showed his math and English scores in the college entrance examination to the parents, which was really good at bluffing people.In addition, he is good-looking, likable, and gentle. He speaks in a leisurely manner, which makes it easy for people to like him, and he is especially credible.Most parents like this one, and the acceptance rate is quite high.

With the money earned from being a tutor during the summer vacation plus the scholarship, there are also two regular students who have to attend classes on Sundays. Calculated in this way, after tuition fees and living expenses are taken into account, he still has a lot of money.In fact, even if he does not work part-time to make money, he will not be short of money to spend. His mother will pay him living expenses on time every month, never less than half a cent, and never worse than other classmates.As a mother, she always put Zhao Zixin first, and she was always reluctant to wrong her child.But Zhao Zixin was very sad, he felt sorry for his mother.

In fact, it's much better now, at least that person won't beat his mother anymore.

"Hey Brother Zixin, why are you studying law?"

Zhao Zixin recalled talking nonsense with Zhou Qiyan on the way back today.How did you answer back then? "Well, I want to hit the bad guys." Oh, no matter how you look at it, it's not sincere.

Why did you choose to study the Fa in the first place?In fact, Zhao Zixin originally wanted to be a policeman. He wanted to be a policeman since he was a child, and he really wanted to beat up the bad guy, and drive away the bad guy who bullied him and his mother.But he had a bad foundation when he was a child. If he went to the police academy, he would not be able to pass the level of physical fitness.Then he chose to study law. This profession can be regarded as a bit of a side, and it is relatively profitable. Isn’t that what is said on TV?

The next day.

Zhao Zixin got up early, he has the habit of doing morning exercises.In the past, it was because of his poor health. The doctor told him to exercise more. Later, he gradually got used to the feeling of running slowly. What.He usually gets up at 05:30 in the morning. Boys don’t have so much trouble before going out. They can go out at 45:[-], go to the playground for an hour, and when they come back, they pass by the cafeteria and bring breakfast to the two lazy pigs in the dormitory.

Oran University is located in the capital of China. At this time, the capital has just passed the midsummer, and the autumn cold has not had time to break out. It is just right to wear half-sleeves during the day. The temperature is slightly lower in the morning, so Zhao Zixin put on a white long-sleeved jacket.

When he walked back to the dormitory downstairs with a bag of breakfast, he saw a girl standing in a daze under their dormitory from a distance.

Zhao Zixin felt a little strange. After all, at seven o'clock in the morning, he saw a girl poking at the bottom of the boys' dormitory. There was something wrong. It was a bit early for boys to wait downstairs for girls, right?

But he didn't think too much about it. Although he was quite popular in school, after he publicly rejected the pursuit of a girl, he didn't have any worries about it.

At that time, the girl was quite brave. She sang a song she wrote at the school's New Year's Eve party last year, and then called Zhao Zixin to confess her love to him on the spot, and said that she had written many love letters to him.But Zhao Zixin didn't know her. He had received quite a few love letters, but because he had no plans to fall in love now, he hadn't opened any of them to read.

After being called, Zhao Zixin was stunned for a moment. He didn't hear the girl said a lot. He didn't come back to his senses until the whole audience was booing and shouting together.The host is also a good thing, because the school leaders of Oran University don't care much about this kind of thing, and falling in love at the university is not considered a puppy love. It just so happens that Zhao Zixin is in the background, and the students from the art department next to him are also booing , the host directly pushed him onto the stage, and gave him a bouquet of flowers for him to present to the girls on stage.

Zhao Zixin was pushed to the front of the stage helplessly, the audience saw him, the booing became louder again, and he couldn't go back, the girl saw that he really came out and was so excited that she was about to cry .

"For you, you sing very well. Thank you very much for your love, but I have no plans to fall in love now." In order to be more believable, he added, "It's my own problem. There are some obstacles in this regard, sorry." Then he stuffed the bouquet to the girl, turned and left.

The girl burst into tears when she heard his words.What, if you reject me, you reject me. Do you need to smear yourself and say that you are not good? Do I look like the kind of person who will stalk me? ?

What the girls don't know is that Zhao Zixin really has obstacles. He has never been in a relationship, and he has never thought about it.He has never known that so many people say they like him, but they don't understand him at all, what do they like about him?Are you handsome?But what's the use of being handsome, that person is also handsome, and he is not the same devil.At the beginning, my mother and that person were also united because of love. My mother gave up a lot for him, but what's the use?Have you exchanged some pity for that person?

He doesn't believe in love, let alone a love that only looks at faces.

Cui Xiaoran has been standing here for a while, but she is actually quite dazed.She went to the same middle school as Zhao Zixin, one level lower than him, and their school had both junior and senior high schools.Cui Xiaoran was very fat in the first year of junior high school, her teeth were protruding, and she was not tall. From a distance, she looked like a fat rabbit with buck teeth.She has always had low self-esteem, and she always kept her head down when she was teased by other classmates. Over time, everyone knew that this person would not resist, and the situation of being bullied intensified. The better thing is seeing someone bullying her and pretending not to speak I didn't see it, the bad ones will come up and bully them together.

It's not that she hasn't tried to tell the teacher, but the teacher won't take care of it all the time. At most, she just tells the class how those people should bully others where the teacher can't see.She didn't dare to tell her family members that her parents were busy working outside, and they didn't come home for a few months, and occasionally made a phone call and hung up in a hurry without saying a word.She lives with her grandma, and her grandma is getting old, and this kind of thing may not help her, so she is angry for no reason.

So she has been enduring silently by herself, and this situation lasted for about a year.

When she was about to enter the second year of junior high school, she was going outside after class to go to the toilet. When she reached the door, a classmate sitting by the wall stretched her leg and tripped over her. It just hit the ground like that, but didn't want to fall into someone's arms.

Fortunately, the man looked thin, but he wasn't so weak. When he was hit by her like that, he staggered and regained his footing. He also asked her with concern, "Are you all right? Be careful."

Cui Xiaoran didn't dare to raise her head, said "it's okay" inaudibly, and ran away with her head down.

Zhao Zixin rubbed his sore arm, but didn't pay much attention to it, and continued to walk forward.

Their sophomore classes are all on the second floor. Originally, he wouldn't come to the first floor to go to the toilet between classes, but today the men's toilet on their floor broke down with two pits, and people who lined up all went to the toilet. It was outside, there was no way he couldn't wait, so he went downstairs and came up.

Coming out of the toilet, when Zhao Zixin walked back, he saw a few people surrounded by a girl in the small garden outside the small door and didn't know what they were doing. He frowned, that girl was the one who bumped into him just now.

This is being bullied?It seemed that the fall just now might not have been an accident.

He didn't want to take care of this matter at first, he is not a person who can do justice, because of family reasons, he has had little relatives since he was a child, and besides his mother, he doesn't even have the second most important person in his heart.And that girl is obviously used to being bullied. He managed it once, but couldn't manage it the second time, three times, many times.

At this time, there was a boy over there laughing obscenely, and he couldn't hear what he said. The girls surrounded suddenly raised their heads and shouted, "I don't have one!" The boy might feel ashamed, so he shouted even louder Big, "What's the matter, you dare to talk back, don't you!" Then the group of boys started to fight, some of them pulled their braids, some of them pulled their clothes, and what's more, they took off Cui Xiaoran's pants!

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==== Crazy ooc small theater ====

Zi Xin: "There's a girl over there, I'm afraid she's waiting for me!"

Qi Yan: "No, have you forgotten that you have obstacles?"