man god tell me to die

I have waited too long for this.

The appointment that was five years late finally came true.

It is a beautiful thing to meet lovers again.But now...

"..." Zhao Zixin pushed Zhou Qiyan's big hairy head, and pulled a piece of paper to wipe his face.

"Why are you crying? Isn't it I who was abandoned?" Zhao Zixin felt helpless and distressed.

Zhou Qiyan didn't have the courage to negotiate with his father at all.The whole portrait is like a big golden retriever exuding only a sense of grievance.

He hugged Zhao Zixin tightly and didn't let go, murmured: "I didn't abandon you...I'm sorry for you...I'm ashamed to see you...I'm so useless..."

Zhao Zixin felt that he was also very useless, and couldn't get angry no matter what.

"I don't have the face to see me, but I have the face to cry here." Zhao Zixin let Zhou Qiyan lean on him.

After Zhou Qiyan got bored enough, Zhao Zixin could finally take a good look at him.

The eyes of the dog-eyed boy back then were still dark and bright, and when he looked at Zhao Zixin, he was still so sincere and moving, as if they were shining.

The face that had completely lost the baby fat now had a mature outline, Zhao Zixin raised his hand to touch his face, and felt that he had lost a lot of weight.

When I really saw this person, I realized how much I missed him.

Zhou Qiyan closed his eyes, feeling Zhao Zixin's touch.As for missing, why not him?

He didn't know how much he thought about it. He took everything about this person, the good and the bad, into his stomach, leaving nothing left.

"How have you been these few years?" Zhao Zixin asked warmly.

Opening his eyes, Zhou Qiyan took his hand and kissed his fingers, smiled and said, "Of course it's not good at all without you."

"In the first two years, I was completely under house arrest by my dad. By the way, my parents already know about us."

Looking at Zhao Zixin's suddenly widened eyes in amusing, Zhou Qiyan leaned over to kiss him, and then continued: "My dad was very angry at the time, but it's all over. They all accepted you. We have not separated in vain for five years." .”

Zhou Qiyan looked calm, as if it was just an ordinary past that was as innocuous as eating sausages yesterday.

Having not yet come out with Zhao's mother, Zhao Zixin couldn't imagine how helpless Zhou Qiyan was when he faced his furious father and mother alone.He made up a bunch of pictures of Zhou Qiyan kneeling on a hunger strike and getting his leg broken, and his heart ached terribly.

Not knowing what Zhao Zixin was thinking, Zhou Qiyan continued: "After the first two years passed, I negotiated with my dad. His request was that I could not contact you, and I could not return to China in a short period of time. I agreed." He looked at the Zhao Zixin's eyes, said in a deep voice: "You can blame me or blame me, I'm sorry for you, there is no excuse."

Zhao Zixin wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Zhou Qiyan, "Listen to me."

He covered Zhao Zixin's mouth, pinched his face again, and continued: "After I got the phone, I contacted Xiaoyu and learned the news that Shu's family was being targeted. I just realized that my dad decided to take us away. It should have something to do with Shu. I asked him why he suddenly wanted to go abroad, but he never answered me directly. After knowing what happened to Shu, I asked him again, and his reaction was very strange, as if he knew about it a long time ago. It will happen. And tell me this has nothing to do with me, and let me not get involved. "

Speaking of this, Zhou Qiyan seemed a little thirsty. He took a sip of Zhao Zixin's coffee and said, "Do you like this now?"

Raising his hand to ask the boss to bring a cup of hot milk, he smiled: "I like to see you drinking milk." After a pause, he added: "I have been in Germany for the past few years. Learn how to cook! I will make it for you in the future."

When they first met, Zhao Zixin once treated Zhou Qiyan as a child and a younger brother.

Later, after the two got together, Zhao Zixin realized that he was the one being taken care of.This familiar feeling made him shudder, and he couldn't help raising his hand to touch his face again, as if to make sure that he was real.

After the hot milk arrived, he stared at Zhao Zixin and took a sip. Zhou Qiyan continued, "I'll know about you after I connect with Xiaoyu. I've been watching you all the time."

"Looking at me all the time?" Zhao Zixin pinched Zhou Qiyan's face, his tone indifferent and unable to discern his emotions.

Zhou Qiyan raised a big smiling face, looking at the white milk stain on Zhao Zixin's mouth, he really wanted to go over and help him lick it off, but this behavior was too intimate outside, Zhao Zixin would definitely be angry with him.He endured it, took out a tissue and wanted to wipe it for him, but saw Zhao Zixin sticking out his tongue and licking off the white circle.

Zhou Qiyan felt that this person must have deliberately seduced me.But Zhao Zixin blinked his big eyes, and asked him what he was doing with the paper, Zhou Qiyan suppressed the evil fire, forced a smile: "I'll wipe my mouth."

Zhao Zixin's thoughts are very clean now. When it comes to Shu Yufeng, his mind is full of Shu Yufeng's guesses after the death of Mr. Shu a few days ago.He asked, "What do you know about your father and the Shu family?"

Zhou Qiyan also knew that now is not the time to think about it, he thought about it, shook his head, and said: "I only know that my dad worked under Uncle Shu before, and Uncle Shu handed over the group to Brother Shu, and my dad also left Shu. Shi. ​​As for other more specific things, he never told us, and I didn’t care about it before.”

After hesitating for a while, Zhao Zixin decided to explain the situation of Mr. Shu to Zhou Qiyan, including his worries.

Just halfway through speaking, Zhou Qiyan suddenly rushed over and hugged him, buried his face in his neck, and said in a muffled voice, "Don't talk about Zi Xin, don't talk about it. I used to be incompetent and could only look at you alone Bearing it doesn't help. Now that I'm back, I will protect myself and I will protect you."

Zhao Zixin raised his hand and patted his back, like stroking a big golden retriever.He pinched Zhou Qiyan's ear, trying to pull him away, but Zhou Qiyan rubbed him so hard that he was itchy to death.

It's a pity that Zhao Zixin was not as strong as Zhou Qiyan five years ago, and five years later, he still doesn't have it.He was afraid that Zhou Qiyan would be in pain even if he exerted too much strength.

Unable to pull it away, he could only hold Zhou Qiyan's head with his hands to keep him from moving.

After sorting out the information in his head, Zhao Zixin said: "According to what we know now, Brother Shu was sent in because of the behind-the-scenes work of Wen's Group. Recently, Mr. Shu passed away, and they are ready to make trouble again. They have been fighting with those of Shu's Shareholder contacts want to swallow Shu's completely."

"Not long after you left, the Shu family was exposed to a shocking scandal. According to what you said, if Uncle Zhou knew that something was going to happen to the Shu family in advance, he was no longer an internal employee of the Shu family at that time. The scandal had nothing to do with him. relationship. He didn't have to."

Zhou Qiyan nodded: "That's right, this is also my strange thing, my dad's reaction is too much." Speaking of this, Zhou Qiyan suddenly remembered something, "By the way, there is something strange. Before I set off, I talked to When my dad told the news of Uncle Shu's death, my dad was very emotional. But he didn't say anything when I asked him, only that he wouldn't let me come back. There must be something that scared my dad."

"And this matter is likely to threaten you." Zhao Zixin added.He grabbed Zhou Qiyan's hair twice, it was limp, his hand slipped into Zhou Qiyan's hair, and his fingers unconsciously rubbed his scalp.

Being touched by Zhao Zixin almost exploded, Zhou Qiyan quickly grabbed Zhao Zixin's hand, he was afraid that if Zhao Zixin continued to touch it like this, he would stand up.He straightened up, tried to calm his mind, and said, "The question now is what happened to my dad and Uncle Shu before, or what they did."

Zhao Zixin habitually touched the cup by his hand, and when he drank it, he found that it was hot milk.

Putting down the cup, Zhao Zixin lowered his eyes and said, "Seeing you walking in such a hurry back then, I wondered if something happened. I was worried about whether you were kidnapped."

Looking up and seeing Zhou Qiyan's apologetic face, Zhao Zixin squeezed Zhou Qiyan's hand to comfort him, and continued: "I saw the clothes you left behind and thought you should be in no danger. But there is no way to contact him. About you, I have been asking around in the college, but there is no news. Your family seems to have evaporated from the world.

"Later Shu Yufeng came to me, and I cooperated with him to investigate Shu's affairs. I mainly wanted to know the reason why my uncle took you away suddenly. Let me explain to myself. I didn't know at the time whether you would come back or not."

The redness in the corners of Zhou Qiyan's eyes has not faded, and now he is a little sour: "I dare not expect that you will wait for me. I didn't contact you. Apart from agreeing to my dad, the more important reason is that I think, I am such a bastard, why should I let you Wait for me. Why don't you just disappear from your world."

"But your presence is really strong, I can see you everywhere I go." Zhao Zixin looked at him and said quietly.

This seemed to be the most seductive love story in the whole world, Zhou Qiyan couldn't bear it anymore, he leaned forward and kissed Zhao Zixin's lips.

After leaving with some meaning, Zhao Zixin accompanied Zhou Qiyan to his villa.

Before returning, Zhou Qiyan asked Shu Yufeng to help find someone to clean the entire house.

This was Zhao Zixin's first visit to Zhou Qiyan's house.

After entering the house and looking at the familiar room, Zhou Qiyan couldn't help feeling disappointed.He has lived in this house for more than ten years, and when he comes back now, the previous days seem to be just yesterday.

Fearing that he would feel bad, Zhao Zixin stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder.Zhou Qiyan tilted his head and smiled at him, indicating that he was fine.

Pulling Zhao Zixin to his own room upstairs, Zhou Qiyan looked at the empty bedroom and said quietly: "I have wanted to bring you here for a long time, but now I can only show you this." Without saying a word, Zhao Zixin clenched his hand hand.

Turning around and hugging him, Zhou Qiyan sniffed the smell of him that made him miss, and said in a muffled voice: "Why are you so nice...You scold me, you hit me..."

Closing his eyes, Zhao Zixin patted him hard and said, "It's over."

That slapping was no different from tickling, which made Zhou Qiyan want to cry.But he had cried enough in front of Zhao Zixin today, and he would feel ashamed if he cried again.

"Zixin, can I?" Zhou Qiyan stared into Zhao Zixin's eyes and asked softly, his voice was a little trembling, and he didn't know whether it was excitement or nervousness.

Zhao Zixin nodded lightly, looked back at him, and blinked very little.

The moment Zhou Qiyan entered, Zhao Zixin still kept his eyes open, with tears streaming down from the corners of his eyes.

"What's wrong? Does it hurt?" Zhou Qiyan panicked in fright, trying to get out in a hurry.

With a muffled snort, Zhao Zixin pressed his waist to prevent him from continuing to move, it was Zhou Qiyan's flustered movement that really hurt him.

He closed his eyes, tears welling up in his eyes.

"I miss you."

Leaning over to kiss the tears off his face, Zhou Qiyan kept calling his name: "Zixin...Zixin..."

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