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"Brother, wake up, we're almost there." Zhou Qiyan lightly touched Zhao Zixin's face.

Zhao Zixin opened his eyes, still a little confused.He blinked twice, slowly adapting to the light.Zhou Qiyan's handsome face is still handsome even when viewed from this angle. The dim light casts a firm and mature shadow on his outline, as if the little boy who hugged him and cried before was just a fantasy.

Zhao Zixin was in a daze, Zhou Qiyan saw that he was still in a daze as if he hadn't woken up, and rubbed Zhao Zixin's waist maliciously, Zhao Zixin flinched suddenly when he was touched by the itchy flesh, and struggled to sit up from Zhou Qiyan.

Zhou Qiyan looked at him with a smirk: "Are you awake now? I have to call you now, or I'll catch a cold when I get off the car later."

Zhao Zixin was quite embarrassed, he fell asleep, and was still sleeping in Zhou Qiyan's arms.He raised his hand and brushed his hair, his face flushed: "I didn't expect to fall asleep."

Looking at Zhao Zixin's slightly red cheeks, Zhou Qiyan felt itchy in his heart, and wanted to pinch again, but now that Zhao Zixin was awake, he restrained himself from making any movements.

Zhou Qiyan leaned forward again, looking at Zhao Zixin with wide-open black eyes: "Shall I take you back to the dormitory later?"

Seeing Zhou Qiyan's cute appearance, Zhao Zixin's heart softened. He suddenly felt that it would be nice to have a younger brother, but it was a pity that he didn't have one.

Rubbing Zhou Qiyan's head, Zhao Zixin smiled and said, "Don't worry, it's all in the past, I've already seen it off. The dormitory is so close, what else do you want to give?"

Zhou Qiyan arched his hand: "If you have anything to say to me, don't hold it in your heart. I will be worried."

Just then the bus arrived at the stop, Zhao Zixin patted Zhou Qiyan: "Let's go, go back."

Back in the dormitory, Zhao Zixin and Zhao's mother called.

"The eleventh holiday is coming soon. Did Xiao Xin buy the ticket? When will it be? Mom will pick you up?" Mother Zhao asked happily on the phone.

"I've bought it. I bought it at seven o'clock tomorrow afternoon. You don't have to pick me up. I'll just go back by myself." Zhao Zixin didn't tell his mother when she would arrive. She was already working very hard, so he didn't want to bother her to pick him up.

"Okay, then you go back by yourself, and I can go back that night. My employer and their family will go out on November [-], and they will give me a holiday." Zhao's mother knew Zhao Zixin's thoughts.

It's just that the child never acts like a baby to himself, nor does he make any demands.Mother and son are like this, close and distant.

During the morning exercise the next morning, Zhou Qiyan also asked Zhao Zixin when he would be going home. He wanted to see him off at the station. It would be even better if he could go to his hometown with him to see him and live together for a while.

"Seven o'clock tonight." Zhao Zixin didn't know so many thoughts in Zhou Qiyan's mind. He cared about Zhou Qiyan from the perspective of a brother and friend: "Where is your family from? It should be in the capital like Xiaozhi, right?"

Zhou Qiyan: "Yes, I am a native of the capital. Do you take the car alone? Where is your home, senior? Is it nice? Is there anything interesting? I don't have any plans for the eleventh holiday? Can I go and play with you? ?”

Listening to Zhou Qiyan's series of questions, Zhao Zixin felt that it was not easy for him to remember.Zhou Qiyan is really cute, provided he doesn't open his mouth.

Zhao Zixin replied one by one: "I came home alone. Our family is in Shicheng. But I have not been in Shicheng not long ago. I moved to Shicheng with my mother after graduating from high school. So I don't know whether it is fun or not. "

"Then where did you go to high school? Why did you move to Shicheng?" Zhou Qiyan asked.

"I used to be in my hometown before high school. My hometown is in Yancheng, a small city in the mountain province. I moved to Shicheng because I wanted to leave my hometown."

Seeing Zhao Zixin's natural expression, Zhou Qiyan continued to ask: "Why did you move away from Yancheng? Is Yancheng not good? I haven't been there yet."

"I don't worry about my mother staying in Yancheng alone." Zhao Zixin turned his head and smiled at Zhou Qiyan, "There are bad memories in that place. But Yancheng is very beautiful, there are not many people, and it is very quiet. Whether it is good or not, everyone has a different opinion Well, I really like it there. If you want to play in the past, you can go with Fang Zeqing, he should have returned there. "

Zhou Qiyan didn't want to be with Fang Zeqing. He wanted to go to Zhao Zixin's hometown, but he just wanted to see more places with Zhao Zixin and experience the environment in which Zhao Zixin grew up.But now that Zhao Zixin said that there are bad memories there, he can't bear to ask any more, the past is over, and he just needs to treat him well in the future.

But before he could speak, I heard Zhao Zixin continue to say: "Do you still have any bad memories?"

Zhou Qiyan saw the teasing smile on Zhao Zixin's face, and his heart ached beyond measure. He was particularly angry at why he was so curious. He rushed over to hug Zhao Zixin, and said in a muffled voice, "Don't ask, I don't want to ask at all. I was wrong. , I will never ask again. Don’t even think about it, it’s all over.”

Zhao Zixin was getting used to Zhou Qiyan's sudden attack by now. He patted Zhou Qiyan's waist and said with a smile, "You didn't want to ask? What the hell are you doing now? Why are you unhappy when I'm fine?"

Zhou Qiyan: "I expose your scars again and again, are you angry?"

Zhao Zixin didn't know where this came from, he thought about it seriously, and said: "Now that I think about it, it seems like this, why do you always ask these things? But I'm not very angry, but occasionally I feel a little depressed when I think about it , but you are a child, it is understandable to be curious."

Hearing this, Zhou Qiyan raised his head to look at Zhao Zixin: "I am a child? I am taller than you and stronger than you. You call me a child? Do you always treat me like a child? I am younger than you How old are you, student Zhao Zixin?"

"Okay, okay, you're an older child." Zhao Zixin said perfunctorily.

Zhou Qiyan didn't expect that in Zhao Zixin's heart, he was just a child.

The funny thing is that I always thought I was special in his heart.

Yes, very special, a special child.

Zhou Qiyan smiled wryly in his heart, and said sternly, "Zhao Zixin, I'm not a child, nor a big child. I'm not a child anymore. Did I always call you brother to give you some illusion? Then I won't call you brother from now on. "

Zhao Zixin didn't expect Zhou Qiyan to react so strongly, did he feel that his self-esteem was hurt?Mental age is still a child.

He asked: "If you don't call him brother, what else do you want to call him? In my heart, you are my younger brother. I like you very much. If you want, you can also treat me as a real brother, just like you and Qi Ya."

Zhou Qiyan took a deep breath, ruthlessly said, "Zixin, you are different from my sister."

Hearing this, Zhao Zixin suddenly felt a sense of loss. He lowered his eyes, raised his hand to push Zhou Qiyan, and said with a wry smile, "Of course it's different. You are biological after all."

Zhou Qiyan knew that he had misunderstood and completely deviated from his original intention. He even wondered how a person like Zhao Zixin, who had not fully developed his seven emotions and six desires, had the position to say that he was a child.Sure enough, you can't be reserved with him.

Zhou Qiyan hugged Zhao Zixin's waist tightly, as if he was afraid that he would escape, and said, "Zixin, look up and look into my eyes." He leaned over and kissed Zhao Zixin's eyes, seeing the shock and disbelief in his eyes After that, I felt pain in my heart.

Holding Zhao Zixin tighter, he continued: "I am a man, Zi Xin, don't treat me as a younger brother, treat me as a man. You know that two men can be together, right?"

Zhao Zixin was shocked, he never expected Zhou Qiyan to have such thoughts about him, he said foolishly: "Didn't you...have you ever had a girlfriend?"

Seeing his dazed look, Zhou Qiyan felt bitter and sweet, and he said, "Yes, but who made me meet you..." His voice was as low as a sigh.

I can feel that Zhou Qiyan is not joking, the hotness in his eyes seems to form an entity to envelop Zhao Zixin, making him feel a little breathless.

Released one hand and squeezed Zhao Zixin's face, Zhou Qiyan whispered in his ear: "I've wanted to do this for a long time." Of course, I wanted to do something more extreme.

Before Zhao Zixin struggled, Zhou Qiyan let him go.

Taking two steps back, Zhou Qiyan looked at Zhao Zixin who was still in shock. He didn't expect Zhao Zixin to figure it out on his own, so he had to add fire.

"Zixin, you know you don't hate my touch, don't rush to reject me." Zhou Qiyan's current behavior is really not like the person who loves to act like a baby with Zhao Zixin, he doesn't want Zhao Zixin to have feelings for them Another little misconception. "It's going to be a holiday soon, just to give you time to think about it."

Zhao Zixin froze on the spot, wanted to speak a few times, but when he opened his mouth, nothing came out.

His mind was a mess, and he couldn't get a shred of reason into it.

He was thinking, how did I mislead Zhou Qiyan?Or is he a natural?What did I do to make him think this way?

He never thought about whether he liked Zhou Qiyan or not.

Suddenly, Zhao Zixin heard Zhou Qiyan say: "Do you want to go back?" He subconsciously shook his head.Then, as if afraid that Zhou Qiyan would be sad, he added, "I want...to be alone."

Zhou Qiyan interrupted him with a smile, "Quiet, isn't it?" Then he turned and ran back, smiling and waving at Zhao Zixin while running. "I'm not forcing you, so don't worry."

In the faint light of morning, the boy's smile was bright and clean.

Zhao Zixin suddenly felt that he was the angel.

He Xu Nuan Yang slowly engulfed Zhou Qiyan's figure, Zhao Zixin turned around and sat on a rock behind him.

He didn't see it, but the figure that had just left reappeared.