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"Brother Zixin!" Yang Yunzhi opened the door excitedly.

"Xiao Zhi, have you finished your homework?" Zhao Zixin was touched by seeing Yang Yunzhi so happy.

"I wrote it, but I don't know a lot..." Yang Yunzhi was a little frustrated.

"It's okay, I'll take a look for you later." Zhao Zixin comforted.

"Yeah! By the way, brother Zixin, my cousin is here."

"Your cousin?" I've known Yang Yunzhi for almost a year, and I didn't even know he had an older brother.Coincidentally, Zhou Qiyan also washed the fruit at this time, and shouted inside: "Yang Yunzhi! Why are you so slow, let the teacher come in!" Hearing this voice, Zhao Zixin felt a little familiar...

Turning around the hallway, Zhao Zixin saw a handsome guy with wheat-colored sportswear standing there, wearing a pink Hello Kitty apron, with his head combed upside down.That good-looking face paired with that posture with hips crossed as if bargaining with an uncle fish seller in the vegetable market, who is it if it's not Zhou Qiyan?

The two were silent for a moment.

"Cough... so you are Xiaozhi's cousin." Zhao Zixin broke the awkward atmosphere by speaking first.

Zhou Qiyan also reacted, but he obviously didn't feel that there was anything wrong with his appearance. Putting down the fruit, he walked to Zhao Zixin's side, put his arms around his shoulders affectionately, and said with a smile: "What a coincidence, what a coincidence, Yang Yunzhi said Your tutor is you!"

Then he turned to Yang Yunzhi and said, "Brother Zi Xin, my direct senior is also my boss! He is very powerful! You have to study hard from him! Tsk, the world is really small."

Yang Yunzhi looked at the way Zhou Qiyan introduced Zhao Zixin to him in a daze, did the two of us know each other earlier than you?

Zhao Zixin and Zhou Qiyan met again because of this wonderful fate, and the relationship between them seemed to be formed by countless coincidences.

After chatting for a few more words, Zhao Zixin and Yang Yunzhi went upstairs to do their homework, while Zhou Qiyan...Zhou Qiyan ran to the study to play games.

"You bastard, I don't believe I can't mess with you! Look at me offering my elder sister this big killer." Although Zhou Qiyan's game skills are poor, he never slackens or gets discouraged, and he always adjusts quickly every time he is abused. He regained his confidence in fighting, sometimes he was abused too badly, and he would ask his elder sister to get back, although this usually requires a price...

Zhao Zixin read Yang Yunzhi's homework again, and helped him solve the problems accumulated this week.

During the break, Yang Yunzhi went downstairs and brought some fruit up, and the two chatted casually.

"The monthly exam is going to be next week, right?" Zhao Zixin asked.

Yang Yunzhi was a little discouraged when he heard about the exam. "Yes, next Thursday and Friday."

"Come on, I think your homework has been pretty good recently, keep it up, don't be too nervous about the exam, it's fine. It's good to improve from before." Zhao Zixin comforted him.

"Yeah!" Yang Yunzhi nodded and said happily, "My aunt said that if I do better in the exam this time, she will buy me the mountain bike I was looking at earlier!"

"Your aunt?"

"Well! It's my father's sister. My aunt is very kind, and she is very kind to my father and me. Today, my cousin will come here because she asked him to come. My cousin is also very kind. When I was young, I was in school. He is the one who helps me teach others when I get bullied, I really like playing with him!" Yang Yunzhi said.

Zhao Zixin shrank the Zhou Qiyan he saw today several times, imagining him waving his fists to teach others, it feels a bit cute.

Time passed quickly, and when they finished their work, Zhao Zixin was about to go back to school. He intended to say hello to Zhou Qiyan before leaving, but after opening the study door, he turned around and left silently.

When Zhou Qiyan put down the computer and came out, he saw Yang Yunzhi sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV.

"Where's Zhao Zixin?" Zhou Qiyan looked around on the first floor, but found no one.

"Let's go." Yang Yunzhi said as a matter of course, chewing on the orange.

"Leave? Why didn't you tell me..." Zhou Qiyan felt that the boss was very rude, and originally wanted to tell him about the dance.

"That's right, brother Zixin saw you playing games obsessively, so he didn't bother you."

"What?! He saw me playing games??" Did he also see me being abused so badly? !

"Yeah, why, does he still care about your playing games?" Yang Yunzhi still remembered that Zhou Qiyan said that Zhao Zixin was his boss.

"No, he doesn't care." Zhou Qiyan was very depressed, and walked over to lie on the sofa to watch TV with Yang Yunzhi. He imagined the tragic scene of being tortured and killed just now, and he became even more depressed.

In fact, Zhao Zixin only opened the door of the study, and didn't even see Zhou Qiyan's computer screen.

But... he still heard something.

"Fuck you big dick, I'm afraid you're not a fool! Why are you staring at me and beating me..."

Zhou Qiyan's roar made Zhao Zixin feel that he should not want to be disturbed now, so he thoughtfully chose to leave.

Zhao Zixin returned to the dormitory and just sat at the desk when he saw Zhou Qiya informing everyone in the group.

[The new media department has posted today's tweet about our welcome party, please go and repost it on Moments~]

He went to take a look, and after reading it, he forwarded it to Moments.Looking back at the group, everyone has switched from discussing dance parties to adding WeChat to each other. There are a string of mobile phone numbers and QR codes in the group.He didn't want to talk at first, and was about to put down his phone. When he saw someone asking for the minister's WeChat, he simply created a WeChat group. Anyone who wanted to add friends went to the group to poke himself, so the people in the Ministry of Literature and Art switched from penguin to battle again. WeChat.

Zhao Zixin quit after watching it for a while. Today, Sunday, he is going to call his mother.

Zhao's mother, Xing Xiaofang, is in her early forties this year. Although she was a pure and beautiful girl when she was young, she married too early and met unkind people, which made this great mother suffer all the years.

Fortunately, God did not give her a good husband, but gave her a good son.

In fact, Zhao Zixin and Zhao's mother don't often talk on the phone. Although they are the most important beings in each other's life, they both think they owe each other something.

Zhao Zixin always felt that he was a drag on his mother. If he hadn't given birth to him, it would have been easier for his mother to stay away from that devil alone.As far as Zhao's mother is concerned, her child is her own responsibility, and it is her own dereliction of duty that she failed to give her baby son a complete and happy home.

Mother Zhao is a very traditional person. She dropped out of junior high school and returned home. She met Father Zhao through the introduction of a fellow villager. She had never been in a relationship, and she had never enjoyed any fatherly love in her childhood. She soon fell into the tenderness of Father Zhao. , and they got married not long after that.

Unfortunately, she married love, but was also defeated by love.

Not long after the marriage, the gentle man at the beginning disappeared.

And the person who stayed in front of mother Zhao was sloppy at home all day long, not to mention, he also suffered from alcoholism.Zhao's mother told him several times, but it didn't work.Zhao's mother thought at the time, fortunately they are still young, and they all say that men mature later than women, and it will be better after he passes this period of time.

But she waited and waited, and what she waited for was not a good and motivated husband, but a devil who would beat her up when she was drunk.

She was already pregnant when Father Zhao hit her for the first time.

She had endured the pain of being humiliated desperately in order to keep the family intact.

Later, Zhao Zixin grew up and stood up to let her go early. Such a devil does not deserve to be forgiven.Mother Zhao's parents died early, and she had nothing to worry about except Zhao Zixin, who would not agree to a divorce, so after Zhao Zixin was admitted to Oran University, she took Zhao Zixin away from the city where she lived.

Zhao Zixin was studying in the capital, while Zhao's mother settled down in a second-tier city nearby.

But from the beginning to the end, the two of them are separated by a transparent but full of presence film, and it is difficult to truly depend on each other when they can see each other.

Every time he calls his mother, Zhao Zixin has to do psychological construction. He is always a little afraid to hear his mother's slightly tired voice, which reveals deep loneliness and helplessness after making compromises with life.If it wasn't for Zhao Zixin's insistence, Mother Zhao might still be enduring the abuse of that devil.

But fortunately, it is much better now than before.

He dialed the phone, and after a while, just when Zhao Zixin thought the call was dead, he answered it.

"Hey, Zixin!" Mother Zhao's voice was already stained with old age, but she was still very happy when she received a call from her son.She didn't call much, she was afraid that if Zhao Zixin was busy, she wouldn't be able to disturb him.

She has always been proud of her son, but she is always ashamed of herself and feels sorry for him.

"Mom, it's me. How have you been lately?" Zhao Zixin felt terribly distressed when he heard his mother's voice. He only hated himself for being so weak and unable to give her more protection and share more for her.

In fact, Zhao Zixin has been working very hard to do a good job. He once told his mother that he hoped that she would change to a more relaxed job and allow more time to rest.

But Mother Zhao thought she was still young, so she saved some money for Zhao Zixin while she was young.Although she has never been to college, she knows that today's college students should study hard, hang out with classmates in their free time and make more friends.

So she would rather be tired than agree with Zhao Zixin working part-time while studying.

Zhao Zixin was most worried about her, fearing that she would be too tired.

"I'm pretty good. Now this family treats me very well and treats me well. Although they live a fine life and have more work, I feel comfortable working here."

Hearing that there was nothing abnormal about his mother's voice, Zhao Zixin was half relieved. The call he hadn't answered for a long time just now made him feel scared for no reason.

"That's good, mom, don't tire yourself too much. Have you eaten all the things I sent you back last time?" Zhao's mother was reluctant to buy some good food and daily necessities for herself, and Zhao Zixin asked her to buy hers. I don't know how to do it, so Zhao Zixin used the money he earned to buy something for his mother. Fortunately, online shopping is very convenient now.

"I ate it all. I think it's so well packaged, so it shouldn't be cheap, right? Don't buy those things in the future, it's useless!" Mother Zhao educated Zhao Zixin, but she was very happy in her heart. Who wouldn't? Do you like children to be filial to themselves?

Now they are living a much better life than before. Her wish now is that her son will go to school well, have a stable job after graduation, marry a gentle and virtuous wife, and live a happy and stable life.

It's just that my son is too obedient, and I haven't seen him talk about a girlfriend or anything.

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Only mother is good in the world!