Eighteen bronze figures in the entertainment industry

On the road leading to the toilet, Jiang Qi didn't speak, and I didn't speak. She held my hand, and we walked quickly together, passing through the crowd silently like a mime, with weird expressions on both sides.

In fact, I still want to pretend that nothing happened. After all, we just go to the toilet together, but why, why do we all look like we are facing a big enemy...

I couldn't bear such embarrassment, so I pushed open the toilet door first, got into a cubicle, and quickly hid myself.

"Don't wait for me, if you come out first, go first, I may stay for a long time."

"It's the same for you." Her flat tone seemed to see through my mind.

I sighed in my heart, I never thought that we would have such a polite day, but why did you follow me when you said this, did you discover my anomaly and asked me what happened... confess or lie...

Let's avoid today's conversation, I think it's better to delay it for a while, until I can calm down a little bit, until I can restrain my emotions with reason, I really can't face Jiang Yilan's help to me now... …

I crouched down slowly, determined to wait until I was sure she was gone.

"Whoa."

The sound of the seventh sound of water came from the door next to me, and I squatted on the pit, striding like a plant rooted in a toilet.

"I'm leaving." The voice outside the door finally said to me in an unbearable voice.

"Okay." I beat my numb legs and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Listening to the sound of footsteps going away, I gasped for breath and stood up slowly while leaning on the wall.

"Uh……"

The soreness on the soles of my feet made me involuntarily shrink my fingers and moan.

This price is really high, the longest toilet I have ever squatted in my life is this time...

I felt like an elderly lady beating her back and pushing the door open, then dumbfounded—she didn't leave at all!

She looked at me very sympathetically: "A full hour."

Damn, I didn't care about my feet and ran forward without recovering.

But my disappointing legs trembled after taking a step, causing me to fall to the ground in an instant with cramp.

One hand held me firmly.

"I haven't asked anything yet..." she sighed.

I couldn't hold back all of a sudden: "The person who should ask is me."

She froze for a moment, then pulled me up: "What do you want to ask?"

What am I asking?what else can i ask

"No wonder you have been very strange to me these ten days... Is it the sequelae of that scene that day?"

"You think too much."

"……yes."

"That's it……"

"No." She took me by the hand, "You are hiding from me."

I pursed my lips: "Hiding you...Which you? Is it you as Jiang Qi, or you as Jiang Yilan..."

Her eyes darkened, and she whispered, "Can't you still accept what I did in that scene?"

I looked at her, and really wanted to smile bitterly. If Jing Ming hadn't accidentally revealed the news, even if I doubted everything, I wouldn't be able to doubt her acting skills. She was calm and handled well...

I pulled her away from holding my hand: "Stop talking, I know it very well."

I know very well that you are Jiang Yilan.

"Clear what?"

"Clear what?"

A sudden knock on the door interrupted our conversation.

Jiao Tian and Li Yiran who came in looked at us full of questions.

"Musia found out that I was injured, it was just a minor injury, but she was very worried."

I don't know if I should call Jiang Qi or Jiang Yilan, she said very quickly, and then she rolled up her sleeves, revealing a bruise on her arm.

"Hmm." Li Yiran sighed, obviously surprised by the extent of the bruise.

"When did you get hurt?" Concerned about it, Jiao Tian's attention was successfully diverted.

"It's been a while. It looks serious, but it doesn't hurt." She smiled.

Li Yiran also asked: "Is it really not painful? Did you take any medicine? Why is it still green?"

"It's on, maybe it's not easy to recover your physique."

Jiao Tian looked at the bruise again:

"Let's pay more attention to this level. I know a bone-beating master, and I will ask him to get you side medicine tomorrow."

"sorry to bother you."

"No trouble."

Li Yiran said cheekily, "Bring me two pairs too, I'm pretty easy to get hurt."

Jiao Tian glanced at her silently: "You basically let others do the dangerous scenes."

"What! I have been very human recently, and Mucha has been very leisurely recently!"

"It turns out that there is nothing to replace recently."

"Go to hell! When I didn't say it, don't bring it to me!"

"Oh, who begged me to bring it just now. If I remember, I will bring you a pair by the way."

Jiao Tian's life should belong to the category where emotions are not too obvious, and he doesn't talk too much.But this feature is except for two people, Li Yiran is one of them, tit for tat is the most likely situation, Jiao Tian will have obvious emotions in her words, of course, most of them are contempt and ridicule... But the interesting thing is, Although Li Yiran often can't gain the upper hand in the conversation, Jiao Tian will always compromise to varying degrees in the end.

I listened absently to their conversation, and my attention went to the other person who bowed his head and gathered his cuffs. When necessary, I can even use myself to deal with the situation. When I can’t expose it, I can hide everything as if it never happened. Maybe Even I don't know the real you...

I stared at her, only to see that she kept the topic away again calmly, she asked Jiao Tian and Li Yiran:

"Are you here, are you here to find us?"

"Everyone has almost finished eating, and we plan to go to KTV early." Li Yiran pointed at Jiao Tian, ​​"You have been in the toilet for an hour, and some people are afraid that you will fall into the pit."

I said: "Ah, I'm sorry, I was too slow. I have severe constipation, and it hasn't been resolved after so long. Let's go now."

Li Yiran looked at me with contempt: "How many years have you been pregnant with hemorrhoids, and it takes an hour."

"You don't mind me. Go, go, go."

I pushed Li Yiran out vaguely, and I didn't want them to know about my affairs with her. In this regard, I and her were on the same front.

And with the experience of avoiding the buffet, and the situation where Li Yiran and Jiao Tian suddenly broke in in the toilet as a preparation, after going to the KTV, I did not follow them upstairs, but found an excuse to buy some snacks.

My plan was to run away instead of going to the KTV, but as soon as I left the door, I saw Jing Ming driving Xu Xi in a car, talking, and Jing Ming couldn't see her, she kept asking after the last time My contact card thing...

I turned around and entered the KTV again, but I couldn’t go upstairs, I couldn’t leave when I left, I couldn’t go to the private room, and I couldn’t walk in the aisle, so I went back to the toilet...

Enduring the stench coming from the cubicle, I sat on the toilet, thinking that if I wait another 10 or [-] minutes, everyone will be in the private room. At the beginning, everyone was embarrassed to go out, so I just seized the opportunity to slip away.

But someone knows me so well that when I opened the toilet door, I saw her standing in front of the sink.

I hypnotize myself, she is not waiting for me, not waiting for me.

Boom!Self-hypnosis fails.

Jiang Yilan's eyes lit up when she saw me, which fully proved that she was really waiting for me.

I visually measured the distance between her and the door of the toilet. If I changed into Liu Xiang in a second, I could escape from her.

Sorry, she also transformed into Merritt in a second, she was Merritt in the heyday, and I was Liu Xiang in the broken leg period...

Alas, the speed of embarrassment, is this a second from Liu Xiang to a pile of Xiang...

She pressed her back against the door of the toilet, without giving me any room to slip away, and blocked my only exit.

I didn't want to face her, turned around and washed my hands silently.

The water rushed over the palms of my hands and into the small drain.

"I'm sorry." I could hear the tension in her voice, "Actually, I never knew how to tell you."

Always……

I screwed on the faucet switch hard.

I don't want to be heard by others.I left the sink and ran to knock on every toilet cubicle, okay, great, everyone didn't think about going to the toilet at first, there were only two of us in this toilet.

I walked back to her and looked at her:

"Do not tell a lie."

I said sadly: "You never thought of telling me! There are so many opportunities, we eat every time, you have been to my house, I have been to your house... We have so many time and opportunities, but you You didn't say it once, and you chose to fool me several times when I noticed something was wrong... You tried your best to hide it from me!"

"I was wrong in this matter, but..."

I interrupted her: "It's not just about this matter, that blue phoenix's contact card, you actually... how do you want me to face you and myself?"

If you just hide your identity from me, if you just don't want to say why you replaced my sister, if you just use Jiang Qi's shell to enjoy this hard-won acting opportunity, if you just want to help me, If you're just trying to protect my base self-esteem...

If you are really the Jiang Yilan I know, you should know that I will always be Mucha who refuses to join forces...

I couldn't help clenching my fist until my fingertips turned white:

"I said that I don't go through the back door, why... I said why so many people chose me, why Jiao Tian chose me, and why Jiao Tian cared so much about making promises to me as the protagonist. The result was not because of my hard work but because of my acting skills. Because Jiang Qi is all because of Jiang Qi...and you not only deceived me, you also deceived your sister, this specially customized card, your sister has no idea that you are provoking her old lover for this card, no Knowing that you gave it to me, if Jiao Tian hadn't asked her that day, you would have used their old relationship to make them misunderstand each other even more!"

Using relationships, using favors, using other people's feelings, you let me go from being uncertain in Jiao Tian's mouth to waiting for the notification of selection, what am I doing.

If this is a compromise, then what is the purpose of these five years of hard work in order to abide by innocence?

She shook her head, her voice weakened: "I'm just... not so serious, please don't question Jiao Dao's professionalism, no matter whether she has feelings for her sister or not, if she is not qualified, she will not want it."

I smiled bitterly: "Are you trying to say that you just asked for a contact card? You want to say that you just thought the audition was fair and you were the main character? You mean that I got this contact card because of my hard work. Selected... But it is impossible for you not to know the relationship between your sister and Jiao Tian. When you went to Jiao Tian to ask for this contact card as Jiang Qi, you affected the fairness of this audition. You have everything Didn't do it, you just asked for a contact card that is beneficial to me in the way you want, you just decided that if my acting skills meet the standard, Jiao Tian will choose me among people with the same acting skills, not because I am better than them It is more suitable for this role, but because Jiao Tian will be curious about and care about the person Jiang Qi wants to contact..."

"There is no absolute fairness in the world. If you continue to care about it like this, you simply—"

She stopped suddenly and didn't speak.

I continued dryly: "There won't be a day in the early days, right?"

"...Don't say that. You will, without me helping you..."

I pursed my dry mouth: "Yes, I just don't know that you will help me in the year of the monkey, which means that in your eyes, I still haven't improved after five years... I know that it will be much easier, maybe a lot People will think that I am stupid and naive, but, don’t people have their own bottom line that cannot be broken, I want to be innocent and fair, I want to speak with my strength, I only want to rely on hard work and hard work, I only want to rely on myself, why? Can't?"

Yes, I know that people who don’t agree with me will laugh at me fiercely. After five years of hard work, I’ve seen too little. The entertainment industry also laughs at the poor and not at the prostitutes... But I just stubbornly don’t want to let me The dream is stained with any filth.Equivalent exchange, you will all say this, you want something in return if you don’t pay, but this is obviously a threat, why do you have to sleep with the producer and director to have a chance, why do you have to give you money before you can star, why work hard and struggle It doesn't count as paying, isn't it that whoever's acting skills are easy to use, choose whoever is suitable for the role, I don't understand why all this is put the cart before the horse!I really don't understand why it becomes a matter of paying first before gaining...

"You can go on like this, but I can't bear it." She paused and said in a low voice, "You work so hard, more than anyone..."

"I don't need pity."

"I have no pity for you, this is obviously what you deserve."

"Then why wait five years, even five years later because of your 'help'..."

Maybe you don’t think it’s so serious, and I know it’s your good intentions, but faith is such a thing, if it’s not right, even if you don’t follow orders, how do you want me to convince myself to persist in the future?If I talk about my principles again, it's all a joke.

"and also……"

I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand, not wanting her tears to be seen, I lowered my head to avoid her familiar yet unfamiliar eyes:

"Also, even if I know the whole thing, know that you are Jiang Yilan, and you are playing Jiang Qi, I will still be confused when I hear your voice. What kind of acting skills is this that makes people tremble? I still feel that It's a dream. Even though you look alike many times, I used to think that I could judge completely. But now, the more I think about it, the more I feel scared. It seems that I can tell the difference because of your deliberation. Maybe I, an idiot, don't share I don’t know you and your sister. Now, the only inexplicable sixth sense I can rely on, I can’t believe my other judgments. How can you do this, so that those things I am familiar with are completely restrained, and there is almost no Jiang Yilan, I dare not say that I know you anymore, I can’t even judge your original appearance, I even wonder who you are, and whether Jiang Yilan is just a role played by you... I The Jiang Yilan I know, is she a real person, or is she just a staged role..."

"The role played..."

I suddenly looked up, saw the waves of sadness in her eyes, and heard her say in a voice I am all too familiar with:

"Xiamen, I really didn't expect you to think of me like this..."

She turned her face away to hide her red eyes, and I watched her hold her own arm with one hand, feeling so alone.

I suddenly felt very distressed, I really got dizzy with anger, in fact, I know so well that her heart is real, even if Jiang Yilan is really the role she plays, then she has put her true feelings into it.

"Don't pinch your injured place too hard," I said, "Then tell me, what's going on, and where is Jiang Qi really? I want to ask her what she thinks and why her It's not good for you to play her role for my sister, tell her to come out on her own, even if you want to chase the actor's dream you gave up, don't use this name, it's Jiang Yilan's dream, then Use Jiang Yilan's name."

Tears rolled in her eyes, and then fell down, I saw her let out the door, and I heard her say in a very soft voice:

"Xiamen, thank you, but it's not possible."

And I don't understand the tears and rejection: "Why not?"

She shook her head stubbornly, but still refused to say: "Xiamen, I'm sorry I can't give up... I'm sorry I can't tell you either... In my contract, this is a confidentiality clause and I can't say it."

I looked at the door she let out, gritted my teeth, and reached out to hold the doorknob: "I didn't expect you to sign a contract. Since you choose to abide by the contract and insist on it, then goodbye."

Whether as your best friend or Mucha who still likes you, I cannot accept your choice.

The door opened, and I left her. The suddenly clear perspective was like getting out of a cage, but my whole heart seemed to be covered by a cloth and tied tightly by a rope, full of pain that was about to suffocate, and I couldn't move.

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A big fight, a fight is actually quite an exchange of feelings.