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"Did you believe everything Li Yuze said? You believed me when he said I would push him?" The man's eyes were contemptuous, and there were needles hidden in every word, nailed to his heart one by one, preventing him from being reborn forever. , "Since I have decided to break up with you, why should I have trouble with him?"

Ji Zhun wanted to say that was not the case, but he couldn't speak.

He couldn't stop the man from continuing to say things that made his heart hurt: "Ji Zhun, it's because Li Yuze is weaker than me and needs protection more than me, so you protect him like this and think about him, right? I am in your eyes It’s just the rats in the stinky gutter, greedy and dirty, it makes you feel sick, right?”

"Congratulations, you finally made me give up on you. I let you go free now. What else are you dissatisfied with?"

The man said this with a smile, and then jumped out of the car without hesitation.

The moment the ear-piercing sound of brakes scratched his eardrums, Ji Zhun woke up suddenly from his dream, his head was sweating profusely, and there was a loud gasp in his ears. He stared blankly at the dark ceiling for a long time , only to realize that it was his own voice.

"Have you had a nightmare?"

His familiar lazy voice sounded beside him, Ji Zhun held his breath subconsciously, then stretched out his hands from one side, and pulled him into his arms very skillfully, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

The owner of the voice seemed to be still awake, with sleepy eyes, and after coaxing him a few words, the voice stopped.

Ji Zhun turned his neck stiffly, until the handsome sleeping face came into his eyes, and his heart started beating again, it was great, it turned out that everything was a dream, and Chen Mu didn't die.

Tears of joy appeared in his eyes, and Ji Zhun couldn't wait to hug Chen Mu back tightly.

He hugged him so tightly that he wanted to hold Chen Mu in his body. It seemed that he was uncomfortable being hugged. Chen Mu pushed his head and muttered vaguely: "Come on, the two of you are so hot to death .”

"Chen Mu, I'm sorry."

"Well."

"I don't believe you, I just don't want to break up with you."

"Who wants to break up with you."

Chen Mu seemed overwhelmed by the disturbance and turned over.

By the way, all of that was a dream, in real life he and Chen Mu are getting along well.

Ji Zhun almost cried with joy, couldn't help hugging Chen Mu from behind, put his lips to his ear, and whispered: "I only regard Li Yuze as a friend, really, don't get me wrong, the person I like is you."

"I believe you didn't push Li Yuze. He must have been careless when he fell down the stairs. If you don't like him, then I'll drive him away, okay?"

Without getting a response, Ji Zhun continued to talk on his own, as if he was afraid that it would be too late to tell Chen Mu.

"I was not good in the past, I shouldn't be so bad-tempered towards you, I shouldn't be lukewarm to you, I shouldn't be volatile to you, let's forget all those unhappy things and start over okay?"

"Don't you think this house is too big and doesn't feel like home? Let's go to see the house tomorrow, and we can buy whatever you like, okay? Chen Mu, are you listening?"

"Chen Mu?"

Ji Zhun pushed Chen Mu lightly, but he didn't get a response, so he pushed again, his palm was sticky, he drew back his hand in doubt, and then saw blood stains on his hand...

Ji Zhun suddenly woke up from the darkness.

His heavy panting was still heard, and the dark ceiling was still in sight. Ji Zhun didn't care to wipe off the cold sweat on his forehead, and hurriedly reached out to reach the person beside him, but found nothing.

He didn't believe in evil, turned on the light, and called Chen Mu's name anxiously: "Chen Mu, where are you? Don't hide, I saw you just now." He searched around the bed but couldn't find it, so he got off Get out of bed, search all over the room, don't miss any corner.

Still nothing.

Ji Zhun sat down on the floor with a dejected expression, covering his face with his hands, and finally stopped deceiving himself, it turned out that what happened just now was just a dream, and in the real world, Chen Mu was already dead.

That's right, Chen Mu died. He saw Chen Mu's broken body with his own eyes, and he was the one who buried Chen Mu himself.

Not long after receiving Yao Yuanliang's call that day, he saw Chen Mu's body brought by an ambulance.Is that still a human body?The body was crushed, and the brains splashed out. Chen Mu's body was like a dilapidated doll, lying there lifeless.

Many people vomited on the spot.

Ji Zhun recalled that tragic scene, and there was still a heart-piercing pain in his chest. He still can't believe that Chen Mu left him just like that, in such a decisive way.

They didn't even have time to say goodbye.

If he knew that it was the last meeting with Chen Mu, he would never send Chen Mu away, even if there were cold shackles waiting for Chen Mu, he would definitely try his best to protect Chen Mu .

However, there is no if.

He will never have the chance to redeem Chen Mu.

Ji Zhun smiled miserably, tears streaming down his fingers, he still can't accept the fact that Chen Mu left him.He couldn't sleep all night and night, and his hair fell out in large quantities. He didn't care about the company's affairs, and Li Yuze's life or death had nothing to do with him.

Yao Yuanliang said that he lived himself like a ghost.

"Ji Zhun? Ji Zhun?"

Yao Yuanliang's anxious voice came from outside the door. Ji Zhun huddled in the corner of the bed and remained motionless. After a long while, he put his hands off his face, got up from the ground as quietly and stiffly as a robot, and moved to the door step by step.

Click.

As soon as the door opened, Yao Yuanliang's figure appeared at the door. With a complicated expression on his face, he said to Ji Zhun, "Li Yuze is awake."

Ji Zhun slowly raised his head, looked at Yao Yuanliang out of focus, and murmured hoarsely and desperately from his throat: "Chen Mu is dead, why is he still alive?"

Yao Yuanliang put his hands on Ji Zhun's shoulders when he heard the words, "I have an unshirkable responsibility for Chen Mu's death. If you want to blame it, you can blame me. I am Li Yuze's accomplice, and everything is directed at me."

"accomplice?"

Like a parrot learning its tongue, Ji Zhun repeated these two words slowly and vigorously.

Yao Yuanliang helped Ji Zhun to the sofa in the living room, Xu Shi felt guilty, and he began to tell Ji Zhun what he didn't know.

It turned out that when Li Yuze was studying abroad, his family business was not doing well, his investment failed, and he was on the verge of bankruptcy.Although the Ji and Li families are family friends, that happened more than ten years ago. Businessmen valued profits, and the Li family's business was abroad. The two families had no business contacts for more than ten years. The Ji family didn't know the situation of the Li family. Even if it is clear, it may not help.

Seeing that he had no money to continue his studies, Li Yuze had no choice but to ask Yao Yuanliang for help. Of course Yao Yuanliang was willing to help. Although the Yao family was not as good as Ji's family, it was still a big and prestigious family in City A.It's just that Li Yuze was spoiled and spoiled since he was a child, and everything is the best. He went from being a proud man to a pauper with nothing, how could he accept the gap.

The living expenses that Yao Yuanliang subsidized him were quickly squandered by him.

After that, Li Yuze asked Yao Yuanliang for money, and Yao Yuanliang gave them all, trying to meet his needs.But Yao Yuanliang is not a saint, and it is impossible to give without asking for anything in return. After helping Li Yuze many times, Yao Yuanliang finally couldn't stand the temptation, and showed Li Yuze his fangs buried deep in his heart.

He told Li Yuze that he only gave him two ways, either to become his man, or to stop funding Li Yuze and let Li Yuze fend for himself.In the past, Li Yuze was far away in the sky, and he couldn't reach him. Now that Li Yuze is in trouble, he has changed from a phoenix to a chicken, and he has hope again.

He admits that he is a despicable and shameless villain who only makes trouble, but Li Yuze is his dream. He fell in love with him as early as the first time he saw Li Yuze next to Ji Zhun.

This dream has been going on for more than ten years, and now there is an opportunity to make the dream come true, why doesn't he seize it?

While Yao Yuanliang waited expectantly and anxiously, he waited for Li Yuze's answer.

Li Yuze said that he was willing to make a physical transaction with him, but there was a time limit, and when he successfully completed his studies, their relationship would be over.Yao Yuanliang's love for Li Yuze is humble and desperate, he thought, since he can't win Li Yuze's heart, then the one who gets Li Yuze is good, even if it's only a few years.

So he agreed to Li Yuze's request.

Li Yuze wanted him to conceal the relationship between them, and no one could tell, especially Ji Zhun.He also agreed.

Since then, he has maintained a lover relationship with Li Yuze for several years. He got his wish and possessed Li Yuze's body, but he still couldn't make Li Yuze fall in love with him.

Listening to Yao Yuanliang telling about the ridiculous past between him and Li Yuze, Ji Zhun was indifferent, "Why did you tell me this?"

Yao Yuanliang was silent for a few seconds, then said slowly: "Chen Mu once accidentally caught me hugging Li Yuze."

Hearing Chen Mu's name, Ji Zhun reacted, his gloomy eyes suddenly shot out a tyrannical look, and he laughed back angrily: "So, Li Yuze wants to kill someone to silence him?"

Yao Yuanliang was stunned: "You know everything?"

Ji Zhun sneered, and said: "After Chen Mu broke up with me unilaterally, he disappeared from the world. I never gave up looking for him, but I couldn't find him. But I found that the day when Chen Mu disappeared happened to be It was the day Li Yuze was kidnapped."

Yao Yuanliang hesitated, "Maybe it's a coincidence?"

"I never believed in coincidence."

Ji Zhun stared at Yao Yuanliang with those clear and cold eyes that pierced people's hearts, as if he could see into his heart through his eyes, "You took the initiative to confess this matter to me because you want me to let Li Yuze go. Is the horse right?"

Yao Yuanliang was silent.

"You'd better pray that Li Yuze doesn't get the blame on me."

Ji Zhun laughed out loud, his eyes were piercingly cold, "Deniing me will make his life worse than death."