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When receiving the call from Yao Yuanliang, Ji Zhun was watching Li Yuze being pushed into the emergency room by the nurse.

The blood stained his white shirt red, and passers-by all paid attention to him, Ji Zhun closed his eyes tiredly, and when he reached out to touch the throbbing eyebrows, he saw the dried blood on his hands, The dark red blood seeped into the fingernails along the nails, and the eyes were shockingly red.

He stood there for a while, and was about to turn to the bathroom to wash off the blood on his hands when his cell phone rang suddenly.

Li Yuze's life was dying, and he didn't have the heart to answer the phone at all. However, the ringtone of the phone was like a reminder, singing over and over again. Ji Zhun took out his phone impatiently and wanted to cut it off, but saw the name displayed on the screen Suddenly stopped.

It was Yao Yuanliang calling.

At this time, Yao Yuanliang should be on the way to send Chen Mu to the mental hospital, why did he call him?

Ji Zhun was startled, and flicked his finger lightly, leaving a bloody graffiti on the screen.

"Hey?"

"Ji Zhun, Chen Mu jumped out of the car."

Yao Yuanliang's panicked and anxious voice came from the phone.

Hearing this news, Ji Zhun was stunned. It happened that another patient was pushed in. Ji Zhun didn't pay attention. It bounced back to the ground.

The phone was disconnected just like that.

Ji Zhun stared at the phone with a broken screen lying on the ground in disbelief. What did he hear just now?Chen Mu jumped out of the car?How is it possible, Chen Mu was tied into the car by himself, and Yao Yuanliang was watching, how could he jump out of the car!

A gap was cracked on the usually calm and indifferent face like a mask. At that moment, Ji Zhun blinked blankly, and a strange and strange sneer flashed across his face inappropriately.

Must be fake.

That man was despicable and cunning, and said he would haunt him for the rest of his life, how could he fight against him in such a decisive way.

With a stiff and distorted smile on his face, Ji Zhun quickly picked up the phone, his fingers trembling uncontrollably, he tried to calm himself down, pressed the power button with his fingertips, and waited until the broken phone turned on , Ji Zhun wanted to call back the phone, but found that the touch screen of the phone was not working.

His forehead was covered with a thin layer of sweat. Seeing that the phone did not respond, he made a quick decision, asked the person next to him to borrow the phone, and then called Yao Yuanliang.

This time the wait was a little longer.

Every time the bell rang, it tugged at his heartstrings. Ji Zhun turned pale and waited silently. Every second he waited, his heart suffered another second.It seemed as long as a world, and the other end of the phone was finally connected.Before Yao Yuanliang could speak, Ji Zhun said hurriedly, "Where's Chen Mu? How is he doing now?"

"Chen Muhe..."

On the other end of the phone, Yao Yuanliang's voice was very heavy, and he hesitated.

Ji Zhun's heart suddenly fell into an ice cellar. He never thought that one day, because he was worried about Chen Mu's safety, his heart ached like he was about to die.

Yao Yuanliang's words seemed to be a kind of sentence for him. Before he was convicted, the ten years of on-off and on-off relationship between him and Chen Mu flashed through his mind one by one...

I still remember ten years ago, when he and Chen Mu met for the first time, Chen Mu was blackmailing a thin boy, and the thin boy took out the money without hesitation. Before leaving, Ji Zhun saw Chen Mu raise his eyes, and kissed a hundred yuan bill hard.

At that time, while he was laughing from the bottom of his heart, he noticed Chen Mu's handsome eyebrows.

I thought this was just a small episode on the way to school, but I didn't expect that there would be a follow-up. The gangster became his new deskmate.He admitted that he didn't like this deskmate very much. He was a standard bad student who didn't want to make progress, skipped classes and fought, but forced himself into their class by relying on his relationship.

He couldn't understand Chen Mu, and he couldn't treat Chen Mu anything, so he could only endure it again and again.

The homeroom teacher and the teachers of various subjects also had a headache for Chen Mu, but because Chen Mu's mysterious relative donated a library to the school, no teacher dared to persuade Chen Mu to leave.

Originally, Ji Zhun thought it would be good to just ignore the person next to him, but he underestimated Chen Mu's wickedness. Chen Mu seemed to like to tease him very much, and let him smile when he was free, just like teasing a pet, which annoyed him so much What annoyed him even more was that every time he couldn't hold back his expression angrily, Chen Mu would always smile very happily.

He felt that Chen Mu was sick, and he had a conflict with him. He asked the head teacher several times to change seats, but the head teacher refused on the grounds that he cared for the new students.

Sometimes Chen Mu would ask him: "Why do you hate me? I think I have a good personality and good looks. Many girls in school have sent me love letters."

Do you need a reason to hate someone?

As early as the first time he saw Chen Mu blackmailing a junior junior, he hated him. Later, when he saw that junior was Chen Mu's follower and offered money to Chen Mu, his contempt for Chen Mu reached the peak. He reached a new height, and even looked down on that wimp named Xiao Zichuan.

He has never been a nosy person, although he can't understand such bad behavior, but he will not intervene.As long as Chen Mu doesn't provoke him, and the well water doesn't violate the river water, he won't say much.

Later, once, he accidentally saw Chen Mu being surrounded and beaten. At that moment, he felt happy from the bottom of his heart.If you walk too much at night, you will always encounter ghosts, and it will be a matter of time before Chen Mu falls.He wanted to pretend that he didn't see anything, turned around and left, but before leaving, he took a last look at Chen Mu, but found that Chen Mu had discovered him at some point.

The blood on his forehead seeped into those dark and gloomy eyes, staining the whites of his eyes red. In his always indifferent eyes, there was a three-pointed understanding and seven-pointed sarcasm, as if he was determined to be a coward who would not save him.

I can't tell what was in my heart at that moment, but at that moment, Ji Zhun chose to call the police by accident.

If he knew that Chen Mu would pester him for this, he would never save Chen Mu.

However, there is no if.

After that incident, Chen Mu changed his teasing attitude towards him before, and offered to bring him meals. He became a lot more behaved, and he didn't interact with those gangsters outside the school very much. Of course, he still couldn't help himself in his studies.

If he had a prejudice against Chen Mu at the beginning, then after getting along for a period of time, he found that Chen Mu actually had some bright spots, such as being loyal and showing gratitude.For a while, he offered to help Chen Mu with homework, but Chen Mu waved his hand and said that he didn't like studying and planned to find a job as soon as he graduated.

The two have different plans for future development. Since Chen Mu doesn't want to go to college, he doesn't force it.

Originally, the relationship between him and Chen Mu had eased, but one time, Chen Mu blocked him in the toilet and confessed to him.Chen Mu is indeed very popular with girls at school. He is handsome and can play basketball. Girls always seem to be attracted by bad boys like Chen Mu who are a little naughty. Of course, his market is not bad. The year ranked first in the grade, and he was a child from someone else's family that the teacher's parents said.

Ji Zhun has received countless love letters since he was a child, and has been confessed to by many girls face to face, but this is the first time he has been confessed to by a boy, especially in the bathroom.

At that time, his first reaction was that Chen Mu was joking again.

Chen Mu didn't explain, and leaned over directly, kissed him hard on the lips, and made an ambiguous "boo" sound when they parted.

That was his first kiss.

His face was livid, and he punched Chen Mu without saying a word, after which the relationship between the two fell to freezing point again.

Because Yao Yuanliang announced his sexual orientation to him early on, Ji Zhun did not reject homosexuality, but he never thought about being gay.His mother had high hopes for him, hoping that he would marry a well-known, gentle and virtuous wife in the future. He also planned it step by step. He never expected that Chen Mu would become that accident in his step-by-step life.

He started to hate Chen Mu again.

Because of that sudden kiss, Ji Zhun felt that he had become abnormal. He felt that Chen Mu was a scourge. When he saw Chen Mu's lips, he couldn't wait to look away as if he was on fire.

Yao Yuanliang said that he saw Chen Mu and Xiao Zichuan walking very close, and also saw Chen Mu and Xiao Zichuan hugging each other, Yao Yuanliang told him not to take Chen Mu's words to heart, their circle was very chaotic, and they ran seriously There are only a handful of gay couples who get married and fall in love.

Yao Yuanliang also said that Chen Mu was deliberately flirting with him and treating him as a backup, not sincerely.

Logically speaking, he should breathe a sigh of relief when he heard these words. After all, it is really disgusting to be targeted or lusted after by a homosexual, but for some reason, he always felt a little blocked in his heart, especially Chen Mu and After he confessed, it was as if nothing had happened, as if what Yao Yuanliang said was true, Chen Mu was teasing him on purpose, rather than really falling in love with him.

Ji Zhun feels sick too.

The more Chen Mu didn't mention that matter, the more he scratched his heart to know what Chen Mu meant.While treating Chen Mu like air, he anxiously waited for Chen Mu to explain to him, but in the end, Chen Mu was no different from before, fighting and skipping classes and... picking up girls.

Once when he was shopping in the mall, he saw Chen Mu playing a doll to make a beautiful girl happy. His head almost flew off in anger, so he tried to go up and beat up Chen Mu, that playboy who eats all sex. Impulsively, he speeded up and left the mall expressionlessly.

Since then, even looking at Chen Mu made his eyes dirty.

For the whole year of the third year of high school, he basically didn't talk to Chen Mu much, including filling in the application for the college entrance examination, and he didn't communicate with Chen Mu at all.He knew that Chen Mu, that guy who only knew how to fight and pick up girls, couldn't get into college at all, and they wouldn't have any intersections in the future.

Yeah, there wouldn't be any intersection, if he wasn't obsessed the day of the high school graduation party.

They drank a lot of wine that day, and the classmates who attended the party were crying and laughing. They either hugged someone and cried bitterly, reluctant to part, or sang heart-piercing love songs with a microphone. The scene was once noisy and chaotic.

Chen Mu drank a lot of wine, glass after glass, and a girl advised him to drink less. Chen Mu smiled and said that he was drinking too much, and Chen Mu had a face like a monkey's buttocks, and toasted him with a wine glass. I wish him the best of luck in the future.

Maybe because of the imminent parting, Chen Mu didn't look so annoying anymore, so he had a few drinks with Chen Mu.

In the end, most of the boys present drank too much, were so drunk that they vomited everywhere.Ji Zhun, as the few members who are still sober, of course has to take care of the aftermath and help people call taxis to take them home.

When it was Chen Mu's turn, Ji Zhun didn't know where Chen Mu's house was. After asking around, no one knew. When he asked Chen Mu, Chen Mu just smirked at him. Carried to the hotel above the ktv, a temporary room was opened.

Out of friendship at the same table, he did not leave immediately, but chose to stay and take care of him.

Chen Mu's face was flushed when he was drunk, his lips were moist, his eyes were blurred and glistening, he was not as annoying as usual.Thinking of the bad things Chen Mu did to him, Ji Zhun became angry, pinched Chen Mu's face, and purposely squeezed his face into a strange shape to vent his anger.

Chen Mu didn't hide, his eyes were as clear and pure as that of a newborn baby, and when he felt pain, he grabbed his fingers to prevent him from pinching his face again.

The lips that had been moistened by the wine were slightly opened, and occasionally there was a "hiss" sound from his mouth.

This kind of Chen Mu is completely different from the usual arrogant and domineering brat. Ji Zhun asked in a strange way: "Is it true that you said you liked me?"

The drunken person's mind was a mess, how could he answer his question, not only that, Chen Mu also gnawed on his finger like candy.A string in his heart suddenly snapped, he didn't know what he was doing, he felt sick.

His body went against his consciousness, he couldn't help but bend down, and bent down towards Chen Mu.Chen Mu must have played a trick on him. Ever since the kiss in the second semester of the second year of high school, he couldn't help caring about Chen Mu. He should hate Chen Mu, but he couldn't help but peek at Chen Mu all the time. Sometimes Chen Mu If he skipped class and didn't come to class, he would be absent-minded throughout the class, thinking about what Chen Mu was doing.

He only felt that his body was hot and his brain was swollen, and he was vaguely aware of what had happened to his body. He trembled all over, and couldn't believe that he would actually have desire for Chen Mu, an alcoholic.

He wanted to escape, but roots took root under his feet.

Then, just sink.

……

And today, ten years later, he has not escaped the trial after all, and Yao Yuanliang's voice can clearly fill his eardrums.

"Ji Zhun, Chen Mu jumped out of the car, and the doctor pronounced him dead on the spot."

buzzing.

He couldn't hear what Yao Yuanliang said afterwards, and the words "death on the spot" kept lingering in his mind.

Is he dreaming?

None of this is true, right?

Chen Mu was still standing in front of him alive just now, and he told Chen Mu to wait for him, how could he become a cold corpse in a blink of an eye?

He was ready to do his best to protect Chen Mu regardless of whether Li Yuze was alive or dead. It was impossible for God to make such a big joke on him.

Yes, there must be something wrong.