Return to before being slag

The moment the warm liquid flowed on his fingertips, a force came from the side, pushing his whole body away, with a bang, his back pressed against the door, and the protruding doorknob hurt his back. It hurt, but it couldn't compare to the pain in his heart that overwhelmed him like a tide.

"Chen Mu, you are crazy!"

There was a gap in the man's calm face, and he looked at himself in disbelief, his eyes were unfamiliar like never before, as if even the last trace of residual warmth had disappeared.

Chen Mu sneered, with overwhelming hatred in his eyes, "He deserves to die."

"Ji Zhun, I don't want to die, save...help me."

The man lying on the ground curled up in pain, reaching out to reach Ji Zhun's trouser legs in vain, blood scrambled out from between his fingers, and a blood flower bloomed on his stomach in an instant.

Ji Zhun bent down subconsciously, just as Yao Yuanliang came out of the kitchen holding the cake, saw what happened in the living room, the cake fell from his hand and hit the ground.The black leather shoes stepped on the cake on the ground, and Yao Yuanliang anxiously stepped forward to pick up the blood-stained Li Yuze, "Hold on, I'll take you to the hospital right now."

As he said that, he was about to go out the door, when he suddenly heard Ji Zhun say behind him: "Wait a minute."

After a pause, Yao Yuanliang turned around slightly, and heard Ji Zhun say: "Chen Mu is crazy, you send him to the city mental hospital now, I will arrange someone to pick you up there, and Yuze will be left to me." Take him to the hospital."

Yao Yuanliang was stunned for a moment, and Ji Zhun had already walked beside him, trying to take Li Yuze from his arms.

Yao Yuanliang subconsciously avoided Ji Zhun's hand, but Li Yuze in his arms grabbed Ji Zhun's sleeve, Yao Yuanliang was silent, and was about to hand him over to Ji Zhun, when Chen Mu laughed like crazy behind him Voice.

Ji Zhun paused, walked two steps quickly to Chen Mu, pushed him against the wall, lifted Chen Mu's neckline with both hands, and the laughter stopped abruptly, "It's too cheap to send you to prison, you crazy, mentally ill The courtyard is suitable for you, if anything happens to Yuze, I will never let you go."

When Chen Mu heard this, a desperate sarcasm appeared on his handsome face, he put his lips close to Ji Zhun's ear, and a low and hoarse laugh rolled down his throat: "My heart stands in the way of you and him. The stumbling block between them will disappear soon, aren't you very happy."

Startled for a moment, Ji Zhun stretched out his hand to wrap Chen Mu's chin expressionlessly, then moved to Chen Mu's left ear, opened and closed his thin lips, and said a word silently.

Chen Mu didn't tell him that he was deaf in his left ear, but what Ji Zhun said was no longer important to him.

Nothing matters anymore.

When the body was thrown high into the sky, and the severe pain swept through the whole body, Chen Mu thought, if there is an afterlife...

When Chen Mu woke up, he found himself lying on the bed, covered with a washed white blanket, the electric fan was blowing, but the air was still hot.

The hand that lifted the blanket paused, Chen Mu was stunned, and looked down at his own hands. Those hands had not yet faded away from the youthfulness of the youth, and the fingers were white and slender. At a glance, he could tell that they belonged to the youth.

Shouldn't he be dead?

On the way to the mental hospital by Yao Yuanliang and Ji Zhun's driver, he jumped out of the car and tried to escape, but was hit by the car behind him.But if he didn't die, why didn't he have any injuries on his body? Moreover, Chen Mu paused, and slowly rolled his eyes, and the strange but familiar environment attracted his eyes.

The paint on the walls is a little faded, and the posters on the wall are faintly yellowed. An incandescent lamp stands in a corner of the ceiling. Looking down, there is a desk and a chair opposite the bed. There are many books piled on the table. Next to the desk is A simple bookcase.

The scene in memory reappeared in front of his eyes, and Chen Mu suddenly felt a little dazed.

It is said that when a person dies, everything that happened during his lifetime will flash back in his mind, but why everything is so real, even the touch of the palm touching the surface of the bed is so real.

Chen Mu got up in a daze. He was wearing a black vest and a pair of big white pants. When he put his feet into the blue plastic slippers and stood on the ground, he suddenly had an indescribable strange feeling.

Is this a dream?

He lowered his head and bit the back of his hand hard. The pain came from the teeth marks on the back of his hand. Chen Mu hissed and froze on the spot.He can feel pain, so, isn't this a dream?

Open the door of the bedroom and walk to the living room, the living room is very simple, the floor is concrete, the sofa is old, you can see the sponge stuffed inside, and directly opposite the sofa is a 24-inch color TV, which my mother bought from a second-hand market .Simple and simple, but the house was cleaned very clean.

This house of less than 300 square meters was allocated by her mother's unit. Her mother was an old employee in the factory. When the factory opened a branch factory, she was transferred here. Although the factory has rent subsidies, each of them The monthly rent is still [-] yuan.

A calendar was hung on the wall near the sofa, the front paper was torn off, and the red numbers showed today's date.Chen Mu stepped forward, his eyes fixed on the calendar. September [-]th was not the year he imagined, but ten years ago.He's sensitive about the date because it's the day he and Ji Zhun first met.

At that time, because of Chen Sheng's help, he transferred to a key high school in the city. He was in a bad mood. If he could, he would never want to see Chen Sheng, who abandoned his wife and son and married a rich woman for more than ten years. Lai never came to see him fucking with his so-called father.

His mother went to City A after a job transfer, and wanted him to go to a good high school to receive the best education, so he contacted Chen Sheng without telling him. After he found out, he had a cold war with his mother for a long time. , compromised.

Perhaps because of his emotions, when he was going to report to the school, he happened to meet the bullies on campus, and he beat them up without hesitation.Out of gratitude, the boy who was bullied gave him all the change he had, no more, no less, exactly 200 yuan, which was undoubtedly a huge sum of money for Chen Mu, whose family was clangingly poor.Chen Mu is not a person who knows how to reciprocate his kindness. If someone offers it to him, he will of course accept it.

But he didn't want this scene to become extortion in Ji Zhun's eyes.

It was too long ago, Ji Zhun didn't remember what happened back then, and he didn't know that Ji Zhun was there.He saw it in Ji Zhun's diary, which said: "Hooligans are indeed garbage that exists in every school."

It turns out that he gave Ji Zhun such a bad first impression.

Chen Mu blinked his eyelids slightly, and came back to his senses, a strange and unbelievable thought came to his mind——

Could it be that he was reborn ten years ago?

Just when he was thinking this way, Bai Meilan, who was busy in the kitchen, opened the kitchen door, poked her head out, and whispered softly: "Amu, breakfast is ready, it's the first day of class today, don't be late."

The long-lost voice rang in his ears, Chen Mu raised his eyes, and met Bai Meilan's smiling eyes like Jiangnan water village filled with smoke, for some reason, tears instantly soaked his eyes.His mother died ten years later. The kidnappers kidnapped him, and then extorted 10 yuan from his mother, or they would tear up the ticket. In order to save him, his mother encountered a car accident on the way and died on the spot.

Bai Meilan was startled, and hurried out of the kitchen, hurriedly wiped Chen Mu's tears with her sleeve, "Why are you crying, are you still angry with your mother? Didn't we agree yesterday that you should go to school well, whether you can or not?" To get into university, you have to try hard..."

Before she could finish her comforting words, Bai Meilan suddenly stopped, her body was embraced into a warm embrace, Chen Mu hugged her, and buried her face on her shoulder, the crying was a bit suppressed at first, but then he couldn't help it, and directly Weeping loudly.

It has been a long time since Bai Meilan saw Chen Mu cry. This child has a strong personality. Even if she was bullied when she was young, she would never shed a tear in front of her. Today, Chen Mu not only hugged her and cried like a wronged child .

"Woooooo."

Crying kept ringing in her ears. After being dazed, Bai Meilan slowly stretched out her hand to stroke Chen Mu's short, prickly hair. Her heart was in a mess, and she unconsciously softened her voice, "You're such a grown-up, why are you so young? cry."

Chen Mu shook his head vigorously, but tears kept pouring out of his eyes like a faucet with no switch.He didn't know why he was crying. If it was just a dream, he would be willing to immerse himself in this dream and never wake up.Chen Mu cried for a long time, and when he was late for school, Bai Meilan stuffed some change in his pocket and asked him to buy some steamed buns on the way.

On the way to school, nostalgia is blowing over us, the familiar asphalt road is under our feet, the smell of soy milk and fried dough sticks fills the air, and the shouts of vegetable vendors come and go, everything becomes cute.

Only then did Chen Mu truly feel that he was reborn.

Everything hasn't started yet, his mother is still alive, his left ear is not deaf, he can welcome a new life, however, what happened in his previous life is like a shadow haunting him and lingering.Although he has become younger, he knows that there is an old soul living under this young and fresh skin.

Even if everything hasn't started yet, the hurts that have happened can't be regarded as never happened. Only by making those who hurt him suffer, can he completely let go of the past.