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Uchida finally realized that the current Li Yixiong is as melancholy as a poet who is so sad and sympathetic. She is a poet, but her poems have always been full of joy and joy, but now the joy is gone, and the joy is gone. full of sorrow.

Why haven't they noticed?How many things are they not aware of?How many things did they imagine wrong from the beginning?

But now, Uchida knows at least one thing, Li Yixiong is very tired, and the tiredness is about to pass away, the sun is reflected in her slightly fluttering eyelids, and it is like a jade mountain that is about to collapse.

Sri Lankan people have Sri Lankan diseases.

This shouldn't be Li Yixiong's disease.This sudden illness exhausted all the radiance of Li Yixiong.

It's a long way, the boat can't make it, it's submerged and stagnant, she's too tired to walk, and there's no hope waiting for her ahead.

"It will get better." After throwing out such an ambiguous sentence, Uchida remained silent and did not speak again. She had nothing to say, she could only bend down, put her hands on her knees and lower her head. She didn't know what she could say. What, she is not a doctor, even if she is a doctor, she can't promise 100% to Rika Kuma that if she deceives her, she will be fine, and she will be able to climb Mount Fuji without stopping all the way like before.

"It'll get better, I'm tired of hearing it." Li Yixiong turned her face slightly and looked at the silent Uchida. She knew the reason for Uchida's silence. From the very beginning, she knew that everyone was silent about her illness. The reason is that she, like them, chose to escape, how ironic, on this point, everyone is in agreement, and there is a consensus without painstaking efforts.

"I don't know what I'm saying now, can you listen to it, do you still remember what I told you before, even in adversity, you have to overcome obstacles, and the brave win when you meet in a narrow road?"

Li Yixiong nodded, "I remember..." She always remembered.

"You remember, but I don't think you understand." Uchida shook his head, stood up and walked slowly to Rika Kuma, looking at the sky with her.

"You want to tell me that even in the most desperate moment, as long as it is not the last moment, you will never give up. I know and understand all this." Li Yixiong spoke softly and slowly, as if he was saying something quickly The energy of long sentences is also difficult to raise.

"The most desperate moment? I have never had such a thought. Besides, Dr. Yamada also said that your condition will improve day by day, and it will gradually improve completely. You should not be too aggressive and give yourself time and leeway." ..."

"Don't comfort me. I already know my condition. Dr. Yamada also said that if I want to recover completely, apart from installing a pacemaker, it is a cardiac catheterization. I don't want to install a pacemaker in my heart. device, but the risk of cardiac catheterization is too high, I dare not speak to お母さん and the others, they have worked hard enough for me."

Uchida lowered his head and sighed, they only wanted to hide it from Li Yixiong, but they didn't know that Li Yixiong knew about his condition a long time ago, it seems that chronic illness not only makes a good doctor, but also a good looker.

"You don't remember anything at the time of the onset of the disease, so you don't know..."

"I know, I know everything..."

"What do you know?" Uchida asked back with a frown.

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"I know that あやさん saved my life..."

"If you think so, you're wrong, you're wrong..." Uchida didn't let Rika Kuma finish, and interrupted her directly.

She closed her eyes and decided to use up her last bit of courage to recall what happened that day. "I came to the hospital with you in the ambulance that day, but do you know? You vomited blood all the way and wet my fingers. The blood couldn't stop no matter what. I searched my brain desperately. I don’t know the first aid knowledge inside, but no matter what I think, I don’t know why it happened like that, and I don’t know what to do. I admit that what I said before was indeed comforting you. But do you know what Dr. Yamada told me that day?”

Speaking of this, Uchida sniffed and suppressed the sadness. Looking back on the situation at that time, the despair still lingers in her heart, and it hurts when she touches it. "She said that your heart stopped for nearly 2 minutes. If the situation gets worse, you can’t even live at night. She is right in saying that. You almost died of pulmonary edema at noon that day. At that time, I stood by and watched the doctor intubate you. You know how much I was at that time. Desperate?! I can’t save you at all!! I can’t do anything except watch you wandering in the threshold of life and death! So I and ノジョさん dare not leave you for a minute, because we know that even if we just walk a little If you drive for a minute or a few seconds, it is very likely that you will never see you again."

The tears finally escaped from the eyes, winding down the cheeks into a long line, Uchida raised his arms and wiped his face with his sleeves, and continued: "But now, you have persisted and stood in front of us, crying and laughing. Nao, because you have forgotten all these, you don’t know how great you are. You think about this and that all day long, and keep all your thoughts in your heart. Have you ever thought about it, if おじさん, おばさん and they didn’t go to Kyoto Playing around, あやね found out about your condition a long time ago and took you to the hospital for an examination and did not travel to Osaka. If I had forced you to take you to the hospital for an examination that afternoon, you would not be as sick as you are today, and there would be no one to save you I passed you, we can’t keep you if you leave, on the contrary, it’s your strength that saved me, ノジョさん, あやねる, and everyone…”

Li Yixiong turned his head away, took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to Uchida, also weeping silently. "Why are you talking all this? There's no need to say that..."

Tears are endless. In the spiritual history of human beings, it has left a strong wound.

"I should be asking you this question." Uchida turned to look at her with red eyes, "What do you think now, and what do you want to do? Are you going to ruin your body and leave everyone alone? The most desperate moment is not yet to come , but it has passed. You are so brave, but now you just persist, how difficult is it? Is it more difficult than becoming mentally handicapped and learning to walk like a child? Is it more difficult than when you narrowly escaped and came back? Why can't it work now?"

This is the first time and the only time Uchida saw Li Yixiong crying in front of her, and it was also the first time when she was sober, she stretched out her hand to stroke her head: "Don't get excited. Your emotions Excitement will make you breathless. I say this, and I don’t mean to make you excited. I say you are brave, let alone encourage you to continue to be brave. Nowadays, everything is within the scope of science. This is not a miracle. You should have more confidence , have gone such a difficult way, stop now, isn’t it a loss? This is climbing Mount Fuji with you, and there is only a short distance to the top of the mountain, so why give up? Of course, if you are tired, it is also very important to take a rest A normal choice, everyone needs to rest, and also needs to stop to recover physical and mental strength, but this does not mean that you will not continue to go on.”

Uchida pushed Rika Kuma, who had finally recovered emotionally, back to the ward. She was not in a hurry to let Rika Kuma make a decision, she just sat on the edge of the bed and watched her quietly.

"Think slowly, there is no rush, I will wait for you, おじさん, おばさん will be waiting for you, and あやねる will be waiting for you even more."

When getting off work, Sanmori stopped Sakura, "あやねる, I'll go to the hospital with you later."

Sakura nodded, looked at his watch, and saw that he had about 10 minutes left to get off work, "Okay, I'll wait for you downstairs."

Today, Mimori’s car went to the 4S shop for routine maintenance, so I naturally took Sakura’s car, “How is the situation in りえしょん, when did Dr. Yamada suggest surgery?”

Looking at the driveway ahead, Sakura recalled the doctor's words, frowned and said: "If possible, I, like お母さん and お父さん, hope that りえしょん will receive a pacemaker implantation, but I mentioned it last time, りえしょんThe resistance reaction is very strong, and the risk of cardiac catheterization is too high according to the doctor, so I don’t know what to do now.”

"Heart catheterization? A recently developed procedure?"

"I don't know, it seems to be called COX-MAZE radiofrequency interventional surgery. According to Dr. Yamada, this surgery itself is not very dangerous, but it is more difficult because of オえしょん's special physical condition."

With Rika's appearance, Sanmori sighed softly in his heart, "Let りえしょん choose by himself." That's the case, but if you let Rika bear choose, then the result must be that although the risk is high, it can be solved once and for all. Cardiac catheterization in cardiac crisis.

Of course Sakura knew what would happen if Rika Kuma was chosen, but she had already almost lost Rika Kuma once, and she didn't want to take that risk again. "すずさん, I know I shouldn't ask this question, but I want to know, what would you do if you were faced with that choice today instead of りえしょん, but あやさん? Are you currently in a relationship?"

How would I do it?Sanmori thought about it. She might be afraid of losing Uchida, but she would still let Uchida choose. It’s not that she doesn’t love Uchida enough. On the contrary, it’s because she loves Uchida too much that she lets Uchida choose. What she does is probably unconditional support and Just respect Uchida's choice. "As you said, あや and I are indeed in a relationship at the moment. If I were in your situation, I only have one sentence."

"What?" Sakura asked.

"I don't want あや to hate me." No matter how bad the situation is, she will let Uchida make his own choice. She is just Uchida's lover, and she is not qualified to dominate Uchida's life, let alone bear the consequences of her choice.

After listening to Sanmori's words, Sakura was silent for a while, and let out a sigh of relief. It is undeniable that what Sanmori did was right, but she still wanted to talk to Li Yikuma again. In the end, no matter what the result was, she accepted "Yes." Well, I don't want to be hated!"

Recently, Sakura's mother has been staying at the home of Sakura and Rika Kuma, devoting herself to researching various dishes and soups that are good for the heart, so Sakura has to go home every day to get the soup and dishes before going to the hospital .

Looking at the strange things and the unpleasant smell in the soup bowl, Sakura held her nose, "お母さん, what is this? It still smells bad."

Noticing that Sakura was holding the soup bowl with two fingers hanging in the air, Sakura's mother hurried forward and snatched it, and stuffed it into her arms, "What do you know, this is a good thing, after my Chinese friend heard about りえ, recommended it to me, it is called Astragalus, and it is said that using this to make soup is very good for the heart!"

Frowning and looking at the things in his arms, Sakura couldn't believe it, "It's real, don't lie."

Sakura's mother hurriedly pushed her to the porch, swearing: "Of course it's true. After I came back, I called overseas and asked an old Chinese doctor recommended by a friend. They said that Western medicine is the mainstay, and Chinese medicine is the supplement. , so the treatment will be faster. The old man also said something about nourishing the spirit and nourishing the spirit. When the spirit is healed, all diseases will come and go naturally. But the people depend on food. If you pay attention to diet therapy, the disease will be cured Mostly."

All the way to the car, Sakura was still a little skeptical, is he really that amazing?

On the other hand, when Sanmori smelled the soup, his reaction was not as strong as that of Sakura, but he said sadly, "Is this traditional Chinese medicine?" She was not in good health during the car accident nine years ago, and Sanmori's mother often made her drink some strange things. Things, after learning about the wide range of Chinese medicinal materials, she has never checked the medicinal materials in the prescription she drank.

Putting things aside, Sakura drove to the hospital. "Ah! Yes, my お母さん said that her Chinese friend recommended it to her, and said it was a soup made of astragalus."

Sanmori thought for a while, and said, "Astragalus, it seems that it is indeed good for the heart."

"Hey! Suzusan also knows about Chinese medicine?" Sakura was a little surprised.

Sanmori can still recall those strange tastes, and smiled wryly: "I drank a lot of traditional Chinese medicine for a while, and after I got better, I wanted to know whether Chinese medicine is so magical, so I went to read some Chinese translations of Chinese medicine books."

When Sakura and the others arrived, Uchida was guarding in front of Rika Kuma's bed, seeing them coming in, Uchida hurriedly put his fingers to his lips to signal them to keep silent.

"りえしょん are you asleep?" Sakura asked in a low voice.

After nodding his head and indicating to hand it over to Sakura, Uchida pulled Sanmori out of the ward.

The two of them leaned on the chairs in the corridor and were silent for a while. Uchida pointed Sanmori's cheek with his finger and said with a smile, "Why did you come to see りえしょん today?"

Sanmori hurriedly grabbed Uchida's fingers to prevent her from moving, "Why can you come here, but I can't?"

Staring into Sanmori's eyes, Uchida moved closer and closer, and when he was close to Sanmori's cheek, he turned his head and sat back in his original position. "Well, that's not true, I just think you're up to no good!"

Blinking his eyes, Sanmori stroked his chin, looked at Uchida with a smirk: "Am I harboring evil intentions?"

Seeing her like this, Uchida complained: "You should be arrested and taken to the police station for your appearance!"

Clenching fingers tightly, Sanmori squeezed Uchida's phalanges, "Did you miss me today?!"

It was too nasty, Uchida couldn't help giving Mitsumori a light slap, "Student Suzu, please be more serious."

Sansen, who put on a pitiful face, said innocently: "I'm asking you seriously!"

'噫' made a disgusted sound, Uchida turned his head away and said: "I think about Suzu more times than I think about 500 yen, so maybe Suzu is not worth 500 yen!"

"I'm not worth 500 yen?" Mimori smiled nicely, looking dangerous at the moment.

Feeling this, Uchida pulled Sanmori out and said, "Have you eaten yet? If you haven't eaten, let's go eat. I know a delicious barbecue restaurant. I'll take you there. I Treat! By the way, why don't you call Nojosan and Yumisan, it's more lively with more people! Hahaha......"

After laughing, he felt a little out of strength. Looking at Mimori, the co-pilot beside him, Uchida trembled a little.

"Wake up, drink the soup, お母さん specially asked someone to teach you!" Seeing Rika Kuma wake up, Sakura smiled and lifted the lid of the soup bowl.

Before the Astragalus Soup was in the mouth, the smell first smelled it and rushed into the nasal cavity, and Li Yikuma frowned and resisted with his hands to block Sakura's handing over, "What kind of smell is this? It's so strange."

Sakura coaxed: "I also know the taste is weird, but お母さん said it's good for your heart, even すずさん said that."

"Really or not?" After all, they were lovers. When these two people questioned the facts, they both said the same thing.

Carefully took a sip, although the smell was unbearable, but the taste of the unexpected entrance was very good "It's delicious!"

Seeing Rika's wide-eyed eyes, Sakura stirred the soup with a spoon, put it in front of her nose and smelled it, "Is it true? Is this delicious?"

"It's really delicious, あやね taste it and you'll know."

Half-believingly licking the soup on the spoon, Sakura dared not believe it: "It tastes so bad, but it tastes really good."

"I said it all."

The two chatted and laughed as they processed the cooking and medicinal soup brought by Sakura. When Sakura got up to wash the dishes, Rika Kuma grabbed her. "I want to wait for my body to recover and have surgery."

Sakura turned her head, and managed to pull out a smile, "Okay, I will tell Dr. Yamada about the pacemaker implantation in two days."

Shaking his head, Li Yixiong said: "I don't mean pacemaker implantation, I mean cardiac catheterization, which is COX-MAZE radiofrequency intervention."

Putting down the bowls and chopsticks in her hand, Sakura sat down and held Rika Ikuma's hand. The words were stuck in her throat and she couldn't speak. After a while, she asked cautiously: "りえ, are you serious? Yamada The doctor said, given your physical condition, it is very dangerous to do that kind of surgery."

Nodding his head, Rikako looked into Sakura's eyes and said seriously, "I made this decision with a very serious attitude. After this operation, I will be the former りえしょん again. I can run and run." Jump, you can go anywhere with you."

Of course Sakura knew the benefits of this operation, but she was also wary of Dr. Yamada's words, "But the risk is also very high!"

"I'm not afraid, what I'm more afraid of is the way I am now." Lifting his arms with difficulty, he picked up the water glass on the table, looking at the glass shaking in his hand, Li Yixiong said bitterly: "Look at me In this state, I can't breathe after taking two steps, and I can't even hold an empty water glass, what's the difference between me and a cripple!"

Sakura looked at Rika in silence, her hands were trembling slightly.

These days, she has been sullen and angry, but only for herself.

Sakura's heart ached to the point of burning.

She still wanted to try to persuade Li Yixiong not to take that risk, took the empty water glass from Li Yixiong's trembling hand, filled it, put it back in her palm again, and then firmly held her hand with both hands , along with this glass of water.

After a slight sway, the water stabilized.

"That's all right!" Sakura stared at Rika Kuma's eyes covered by her forehead hair.

Is this really okay?Li Yixiong smiled wryly, "No, it's different, I don't want to be your burden, if that's the case, I'd rather break up."

Sakura, who had never thought of breaking up from Rika Kuma's mouth, was shocked, and was so stunned that she couldn't speak.

For a moment, the large ward was so quiet that even a needle could be heard falling on the ground.

Realizing that his words were too heavy, Rika Kuma finally opened his mouth after struggling to open his lips a few times, "You can help me a lot, but that has no effect other than making me feel incompetent, あやね, I want to join hands with you, instead of being your drag, you may think that I am making trouble at this time, and I don’t know what is good or bad, but if you think about it carefully, if you and I switch roles, you will be willing to remain silent Do you want to accept my help? Accept yourself who can’t even hold a cup? Human beings are always willing to walk with the burden, but humans have never been willing to be the one to be burdened.”

Sakura finally compromised, and she also understood that all the pain added up was no match for Pear Bear's words to break up, nor for Pear Bear's desire to give up their relationship. She couldn't bear the pain of losing Pear Bear. Pain: "I get it, I support your decision. No matter what, I support and will always be by your side."

Under the projection of bright lights, a pair of lovers are talking to each other. Perhaps after this time, these two young children have truly transformed into adults and began to understand the true meaning of loving and being loved.