[White Snake] Bi Liansheng

In fact, after the death of her child, Li Bilian was in a very bad situation. Pain, depression, irritability, and insomnia accompanied Li Bilian anytime and anywhere. She didn't know what to do. She wanted to break free, come out, and escape but couldn't find a direction.

One day during confinement, after Li Bilian sent her maid out, she accidentally knocked over the bowl on the stool next to the bed. The bowl contained bird's nest, and the bowl shattered on the ground, and the bird's nest also fell on the ground. Li Bilian was dazed. Now, she looked at the thick and transparent bird's nest, which slowly turned red, and the red and white broken bowl was really beautiful, but the red was not beautiful enough, and the thin white right hand slowly stretched towards the broken bowl , Li Bilian picked up a fragment, cut off the fragment to the left arm in confusion, bright red blood flowed out, Li Bilian felt that she had never seen such a beautiful red, and was very excited in her heart, raised her right hand again and swung to the left The arm was cut off, and Li Bilian watched it bewilderedly.When Li Bilian was about to draw the third lane, Zhang Memo came in. Zhang Memo was shocked when she saw Li Bilian's left arm was bleeding, and shouted in panic, "Ma'am."

Li Bilian was stunned when she heard Zhang Momo's shout, her eyes gradually became clear, and when she saw that she was holding the bowl fragment in her right hand and her left arm was still bleeding, she was stunned and turned her head to look at Zhang Momo in a daze.Seeing Li Bilian's expression, Zhang Memo didn't understand anything, Madam was stunned.Zhang Memo was distressed, and he stepped forward to remove the fragments in Li Bilian's hand with pity, and put them far away to prevent his wife from cutting herself again, and then shouted to Xiao Yang who was guarding the door: "Xiao Yang, hurry up and call Doctor." Only Xiao Yang replied, "Understood, I'll go right away."

Zhang Memo heard Xiaoyang's footsteps leaving to find a doctor, and returned to Li Bilian's bed. Li Bilian was still in a daze, as if she hadn't reacted yet. Zhang Memo's body was injured while fleeing famine and could not regenerate. There is only one son by his side, no daughter.Zhang Memo has always taken care of Li Bilian as her own daughter. Looking at Li Bilian like this, Zhang Memo took Li Bilian's clothes beside the bed, pressed tightly on the bleeding wound, hugged Li Bilian, and said sadly: " Madam, if you want to cry, cry out, Momo will accompany you." Li Bilian finally came to her senses, seeing this situation, all the sadness, grievance, and pain burst out, nestling in Zhang Momo's arms Cry loudly.

Seems to have been vented, since that day, Li Bilian's situation has improved, and of course, Zhang Momo has taken care of her more closely.The porcelain and scissors in the room, as long as there are lethal things, are all put away by Zhang Momo, even when eating, Zhang Momo has to watch from the sidelines, and after Li Bilian finishes eating, the tableware must also be careful. Check for omissions before taking it away.

Li Bilian looked at her left hand. Fortunately, she was weak and lacked strength at that time, so she didn't scratch her tendons, but the scar on her left arm was left forever.Recalling the situation that day, Li Bilian felt a little scared.Li Bilian couldn't understand why she was like this, why she hurt herself, and why she came to this point.Li Bilian suddenly felt that she was very sad and ridiculous. When she was not married, her parents spoiled her, she was heartless and cheerful all day long.On the other hand, after getting married but staying alone in an empty house, ten years of depression has developed into self-mutilation today.Forget it, since you don't love me, you don't have to force it. It's fine to leave. If you don't leave again, I'm really afraid that I will go crazy unknowingly, and I will probably hate myself by then.

"I want to buy a yard in Tongcheng, just go in and out. You know Tongcheng well, can you help me find something suitable?" Li Bilian thought about her parents staying in an old house in their hometown, but There are the figures and footprints of Xu Shilin and Hu Meiniang over there. I don't want to go back there again. Maybe I can face it calmly and live in my hometown after I let go of everything.

Qi Baoshan was startled, not understanding why Li Bilian wanted to buy a yard in Tongxiang. Could it be that Shilin was going to transfer, and asked, "Bilian, is Shilin going to be transferred to Tongcheng?"

Li Bilian shook her head slightly and said, "No, I live by myself."

"How long will you live by yourself?" Qi Baoshan thought that Li Bilian was going to Tongcheng to relax, thinking which part of Tongcheng had better scenery and lived more comfortably.

"Maybe for a while, maybe for a lifetime." Li Bilian said indifferently.

"Ah!" Qi Baoshan was obviously puzzled and didn't understand.

"Brother Baoshan, the three of us grew up together, and I won't hide it from you. When Brother Shilin comes back, I want him to write a divorce letter on the grounds that he has no children. When the time comes, he will be free, and I will be free. This is good for everyone." Li Bilian suppressed the bitterness in her heart, and said calmly.

"Have you made up your mind?" When Qi Baoshan asked this, his heart trembled, and there was a trace of joy unkindly.

"En." Li Bilian nodded emphatically, as if trying to convince herself.

"Bilian, no matter what decision you make, Brother Baoshan will support you." Qi Baoshan looked directly at Li Bilian with those dark eyes, and said solemnly to her.

"Thank you, Brother Baoshan."

"That's okay, Bilian, brother Baoshan go back first, send someone to inquire first, and let you know when there is news."

After Qi Baoshan walked out of Xu's mansion, he looked back, Qi Baoshan didn't dare to stay in the mansion, he was afraid that Li Bilian would change his mind and stay with Shilin again, when Li Bilian said that he would leave Xu Shilin, he was actually very happy Yes, in this way, will he still have a chance to marry her? Although it is wrong for Shilin's buddies to poach her, who told Shilin to treat her badly and give him a chance to poach her.The most important thing now is to quickly help Bilian find a yard and settle down, so that Bilian can move in in time. I can see Bilian every day in Tongcheng, and the chances of marrying Bilian will be greater. It's gone.Thinking of this, Qi Baoshan's lips curled up, and he left briskly.

At this time, Xu Shilin, who was in a complicated mood, was driving on the official road back to Beijing in a carriage.