[White Snake] Bi Liansheng

Originally, when Xu Shilin saw Li Bilian let him into the courtyard, he felt that Bilian might have calmed down, and he was still thinking about how to tell Bilian about the child.Suddenly, I heard Li Bilian asking for a divorce. Because of the joy of the child's death, she immediately seemed to be drenched in cold water, and her head went blank for an instant, not knowing how to respond.It's just why my heart hurts like being pricked by a needle.

Li Bilian saw Xu Shilin's face darkened, and without answering, she continued: "Brother Shilin, I'm tired, I want to go for a walk."

Xu Shilin twitched the corners of his mouth dryly, pretending he didn't hear about the divorce letter, and said with a forced smile: "You need to relax, I can accompany you."

Li Bilian looked at Xu Shilin suspiciously, feeling a little weird, and didn't understand why Xu Shilin didn't mention a word about the divorce letter, and said to accompany me to relax.Regarding the decision, Li Bilian was still very persistent.Pointed it out and said: "Brother Shilin, I don't want to continue living here, I want to change places and change my mood."

Xu Shilin didn't know why he suddenly had the feeling of being abandoned. He felt a little panicked, suppressed his inner emotions, and looked stern, just like usual.Continuing to pretend to be confused, he said: "When the term of office is up, apply for a foreign transfer. At that time, we will take office together. After living in Beijing for a few years, it is a bit boring. It would be nice to change places." Feeling guilty, he picked up the tea on the table, drank it, and said with a smile: "This tea is not bad."

Li Bilian was even more puzzled, why Xu Shilin was a bit of a rascal today, he would divert his meaning to other places no matter what he said.

Frowning, his voice was deep: "Brother Shilin, I'm serious, please write me a letter of divorce, I want to leave."

Xu Shilin heard Li Bilian's voice turning cold, and understood that according to Bilian's stubborn character, Li Bilian was serious, panic surged, Xu Shilin clenched his hands under the sleeves tightly, adjusted his emotions, and said patiently: " Bilian, if you are doing it for the sake of the child, the child will..."

As a mother, the death of a child is an eternal pain in Li Bilian's heart.But Li Bilian didn't want Xu Shilin to mention the child, he was not worthy to be the father of his child.When the child was in the womb, I never cared about the child, even if I asked, no, nothing.Even when the child was about to be born, he left regardless, as if it was the same as usual, and it made no difference to him.

Li Bilian burst into resentment, and interrupted Xu Shilin's words with a cold face: "Brother Shilin, I don't want to stay by your side anymore, I don't want to be your couple in name only, I want to leave here and start a new life."

Li Bilian's blunt words pierced Xu Shilin's heart every single word.There was a burst of cold on his body, and his voice trembled from the cold: "You, why would you think that I will give you a divorce letter."

Li Bilian is really puzzled by Xu Shilin now, isn't it the same to give or not to give the divorce letter?If he had to give the letter of divorce, wouldn't it be better for him to pay homage to Hu Meiniang and express his deep affection.Besides, the divorce letter is not a divorce, and it will not have any impact on his official career.Don't give it, let yourself continue to occupy his wife's identity?It’s not necessary, it costs money to keep it.

But Xu Shilin finally came here by himself today. If he insisted on it like last time, he would definitely not get a divorce letter.Otherwise, I have to lick my face, find a step to go down, and finally have to ask him to give it.No matter what, she had to get the divorce letter first, and Li Bilian felt a little regretful about her cold confrontation with Xu Shilin just now.

After so many years, Li Bilian understands that Xu Shilin is soft and not hard, and seeing his strange attitude, in order to get the divorce letter smoothly and reorganize his emotions, he softened his voice and said softly: "Brother Shilin, look For the sake of our love for many years, please give me a divorce letter, it will be good to us."

Xu Shilin became angry, and his face became even colder: "We are all good. Where is good, is not good. In today's world, women are abandoned, do you know what you have to face, even if you remarry, you may not be able to compare Better off before giving up."

Li Bilian saw that Xu Shilin's attitude was still very tough, but at least he started talking about the divorce letter.Li Bilian lowered her head, her eyes were filled with tears, she raised her head slightly, and her thin face made her look even more pitiful, and she said in a weeping tone: "Brother Shilin, ten years ago, I didn't ask myself to replace Hu Meiniang in your heart, I just want to be with you by my side. Ten years later, time has not changed anything, it just proves that I overestimated myself, and I also want someone to love and accompany you. Every time I go to the street and look at other couples, um Love love, I will be envious, jealous." Tears swallowed: "Brother Shilin, I want to start life again."

Xu Shilin's heart seemed to be hit by someone from behind with a muffled hammer, and somewhere in his heart suddenly constricted, numb with pain, and he didn't know how to speak.He had never heard Li Bilian say such a thing before, he knew that he was ashamed of Li Bilian, and he knew Li Bilian's feelings for him.But he used to only think of Bilian as his younger sister. He couldn't give her love, and he couldn't force himself, so he always pampered him in other aspects. She left the house when she wanted to, and went into business if she wanted to.Only she avoids Bilian a little, and subconsciously doesn't want to think about the problems between herself and Li Bilian.

Since she is married, she only eats at the same table except when she goes to Yue's house.In the mansion, even meals are separated, let alone other things.But Xu Shilin never thought of marrying Li Bilian to someone else, and subconsciously regarded Li Bilian as his own.

No, if Li Bilian marries someone else, what will happen to my son? Isn't the child without a mother?If Li Bilian marries someone else again, will my child still be called someone else's father? No, absolutely not.Xu Shilin's thoughts circled several times.In the end, she was at ease and determined. Li Bilian could not leave, and she would never give a divorce letter. The child needs a mother.

Xu Shilin stretched out his hand and stroked Li Bilian's head, just like the way of comfort when he was young, and asked softly: "Bilian, if the child is still there, would you still choose to leave?"

Li Bilian was a little shocked, why did she ask the question of the child, didn't the child die young?When Li Bilian was desperate to have a child, she thought, let's just live with the child, shift the focus, and I don't have to live in such a sad way.After the child died, it became the fuse, and Li Bilian was blown to pieces, all hope was gone.If she keeps guarding here like this, there is no hope, and she is afraid that she is about to lose herself, how sad it is.

Li Bilian was at a loss for words and didn't know how to answer. If there is no if, the child has died.

At this moment, the servants came to report and Qi Baoshan came to visit.