[Korea Entertainment Park Chanyeol] Be content with the status quo

The girl in the dream is very stubborn, standing by the door without saying a word, even though she knows that the future is confused and helpless, she is unwilling to beg, like a wild flower growing by the roadside, small and weak, A wind and rain may be able to turn it into mud, but it does not bend its body.

I tried to walk in to see what was going on, the girl carried a big backpack with her slender body, bowed to a middle-aged woman, and left without a trace of nostalgia.The girl's uplifted face was so familiar, I took a closer look, and it was somewhat similar to when I was young. Suddenly, there was a sudden dizziness, and my head hurt unceasingly. It seemed that something was struggling and screaming out.

Yes, that was me, a girl who was not very pleasing at the time.

As long as I can remember, I knew that I was a child abandoned by my parents. I was abandoned at the gate of the orphanage when I was still a baby. The aunt of the orphanage took me back and gave me the name "Le'an", which means happiness and stability. Live this life.

But what is the moral?Only the wishes that people usually can't realize will transform it into a moral, and comfort people with a beautiful deception. Therefore, I didn't like my name since I was a child. Just like I resist the name, I also resist the people around me. .

Since I was a child, I will not be like other girls to act like a baby, to please, to get good food and clothes for myself, I would rather eat leftovers than "bow down", now it seems that I thought when I was a child It was naive, so I paid the price for my naive thinking.

The children who looked good around me were picked up one by one by adoptive families and went to live a life with relatives. I was the only one left in the orphanage watching people come and go, gradually becoming a senior figure in the orphanage.

When I grew up a little bit, after I could read, I stayed in the library to read books when I had nothing to do. After seeing a picture book in the library, I became very interested in painting. Self-esteem and regret, the orphanage can’t satisfy a child’s interest cultivation, so I had to take lessons in some training classes and learn by myself through books. Occasionally, some college students who come to the orphanage as volunteers can draw, so I will uncharacteristically take the initiative to talk, Just for my painting dream.

Being an adult at the age of 18 means that you will leave the orphanage, and you will have to rely on yourself for everything in the future.I was admitted to a design major in a famous school in the college entrance examination. I am full of hope for the future, but the orphanage is a pitiful and sad place that reminds me all the time. Of course, I have no nostalgia. In this world, why bother to invest in feelings, it will only hurt yourself in the end.

Working day and night during the summer vacation plus student loans finally allowed me to stand at the gate of the university on September 9st. Looking at the gate, I felt that the golden light was shining, illuminating my dark heart, and I looked forward with a beautiful longing. Enter a university full of youthful vitality.

Because of my indifferent personality, I didn't make any close friends, even the roommates in the dormitory were no more than nodding acquaintances, but I had already gotten used to it, and I happened to be quiet enough to have more time to study.I know that I have no background and no parents. If I have no ability, then I can only wait to die. I am immersed in my studies and I don't know what will happen.

I often think that if life can really be repeated, will I still choose the decision at that time?

The opportunity to study abroad at public expense fell on me like a piece of pie that fell from the sky. Before I could congratulate, I was told that the opportunity to go to Europe and the United States had been pre-determined. Like me, I was assigned to Korea just because I had good grades. For South Korea, even if I don’t hear anything out of the window, I still know that the Hallyu hurricane is in full swing, so I started to learn Korean language and culture with a skeptical attitude.

The more you know, the more you know that this Hallyu hurricane can be blown not only because of the stars' good-looking faces and bodies that make people want blood, but also because of the fashion design reflected in them. From the fashion of clothing From fashion to daily design, people are speechless, perhaps because of the high pressure of competition in the industry, more dynamic, and always eye-catching designs appear on the stage.

I can't help but be full of longing for this study, and I can't wait to go to Korea.

Although other memories were blurred by the passage of time, the first meeting was extremely vivid, so clear that it seemed that he could still smell the faint fragrance of cherry blossoms emanating from his body that day.

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