[Korea Entertainment Park Chanyeol] Be content with the status quo

"Haven't you always been like this? You should get used to it!" After finishing speaking, Park Chanyeol rushed up and bound me tightly, and vented on my body in a way that was almost biting.

I stretched out my hand trying to push him away, "Chanyeol, don't do this, let me go."

Chanyeol put my hand behind my back with one hand, and started to unbutton my shirt with the other hand.The kiss without any warmth fell like a storm.I retreated step by step, and he approached step by step, and finally there was no way to retreat, and we fell on the bed together.

The moon tonight is so bright for some reason. Through the window with no curtains, it pours into the room. I feel that Park Chanyeol is out of control now. The disparity in strength makes me powerless to stop his movements. All I can do is Begging--

"Park Chanyeol, stop, don't make me hate you."

Park Chanyeol's hands touching my body froze, he raised his head to look at me, because of the violent movements, his hair was already messed up, he lowered his head and covered my eyes with his lips, and slowly squeezed out words: "I have hated you for a long time, You ruined my feelings so much, I hate you no less than you. But that's good, at least we have something in common, let us have a relationship. "

The lifeless words made me not know how to react. His lips wandered on my face for a long time, and finally found my lips. The desperate kiss full of strong alcohol left us scarred. Now I am sober, and Chanyeol I was intoxicated, and reason told me that I should stop this wrong injury, but I couldn't help but continue to make mistakes, so let's fall into the abyss of pain with him.

The process of transforming from a girl to a woman is painful and satisfying. Looking at Park Chanyeol's sleepy side face, I stretched out my hand and gently sketched it, and silently said to this forever beautiful man in my heart: "You want to be happy, goodbye!"

I got up and got dressed, and when I passed the kitchen, I couldn't help but cook him hangover soup, and then I made a few side dishes. As for whether he would eat it or not, it has nothing to do with me. Now all my fantasies about love are gone. It has been realized, I have no grudge against Park Chanyeol.

Farewell, my sweet lover.

Do Kyungsoo seemed to be waiting for me, he came out as soon as I arrived at his door.

"Can I ask you one thing?"

"what?"

"Give this note to Park Chanyeol after I leave."

"Are you really not fighting for your love anymore? Maybe he doesn't care about that at all."

"But I care!" I blurted out, seeing Do Kyungsoo's stunned expression, I realized that I had lost my composure.

"I'll pass it on for you."

"Also, please don't tell him about my situation, the past and the future."

"Then can we still communicate?"

I nodded to Do Kyungsoo with a smile on my face.

Do Kyungsoo insisted on taking me to the airport, and after we parted at the airport, I set off on my way home.I plan to finish my studies first, then find a stable job in a small city, and then live the rest of my life peacefully.

I deliberately didn’t talk about Park Chanyeol in my normal contact with Do Kyungsoo, and I didn’t ask Park Chanyeol how he reacted when he got the note. It seems that I can really deceive myself and tell myself that Park Chanyeol has never been in my life.

Four years later.

Doing design in a low-key way, he gradually emerged in the company and got a chance to be promoted, and his working place was actually in City C.

I got the notice from the company, so I called Do Kyungsoo to ask for his opinion. For so many years, I have long been used to Do Kyungsoo pointing out the maze beside me, and occasionally giving me some guidance like chicken soup for the soul.

"C City?" Do Kyungsoo was also very surprised, "Are you sure you want to go?"

"I want to go, it's a dream of mine after all."

"Aren't you worried? You know, maybe he"

"No, but we hurt each other so badly, he won't go." Time has passed, and now I can say "he" calmly.

"Well, I will support you. Remember to find me if you have any difficulties."

"Yes, yes, big warm man. You care so much about people, I wonder why you haven't had a girlfriend for so many years? Then I'll hang up first."

Four years have already made us close friends, and we don't know how to pay attention to etiquette. I hung up the phone without waiting for his answer, and started to pack my luggage.

A week later, I stood in the airport lobby, finally able to go to the city I had always dreamed of, although some things inevitably changed.

"Ring-ring--"

"Hey, Kyungsoo, I'll be on the plane soon, don't worry about me. Let me tell you, I'm really happy, really..."

"He went to City C half a year ago."

"...so happy." Do Kyungsoo calmly interrupted me before I finished speaking. The news was too sudden. I told myself not to think about it, how could he go there because of his own reasons? City.

"Oh. The city is so big, our jobs will not be the same, and we won't meet." I repeated this sentence repeatedly, deceiving myself.

"Think about it yourself, no matter how big the city is, because you are on the same piece of land, there will always be an intersection one day." Do Kyungsoo is always so calm, hitting the nail on the head.

I tugged at the corner of my clothes and thought for a while, then replied: "I made this decision a long time ago, and now it's too late to regret it, so I can only bite the bullet. Besides, it's been so many years, and we've already returned to peace."

"Calm down may be a turmoil that you can't imagine." Do Kyungsoo hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

I understand that he is afraid that I will be hurt again. In the first one or two years, I lived like a walking dead, without emotions or thoughts. Sleeping, if it wasn't for Do Kyungsoo who couldn't stand it anymore, flew to me and slapped me hard, I would still be in a daze in the gloomy days.So I can understand why he would disapprove of my decision.But I can't stay in my comfort zone forever because of this, and I can't live under Do Kyungsoo's wings forever.

"Do Kyungsoo, don't worry." I said this in my heart, and then set foot on the road to C City.

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